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Chapter 1 - Prologue
BEEEP!!! BEEEP!!! BEEP!!! "Grrr" I hate Mondays, I thought, as I turned off my alarm clock. Just then, my mom came in and said that breakfast is almost ready. She then pulled back my covers to check my abena and found it to be thoroughly soaked. I groaned at the realization that I could not have a dry night. It has only been a few months since the terrible car wreck that ended up messing up my spine and caused me to dribble urine constantly. I know that I shouldn't complain since that was the only lasting injury and that I am luck to be alive, but I still miss dry nights. She usually helps me change after breakfast so I decided to get up and straighten up my school things for the day. A few minutes later, my mom called me down to breakfast.
"How did you sleep?"
"I think you answered your own question when you walked in my room this morning..."
"Don't feel bad. Just be thankfull you are still alive!"
"I know. I know. I'm just sick of not being able to wear regular underwear."
"It could be worse. You can still control your bowels and can still walk so you shouldn't complain too much!" I could feel my face heating up after the last comment and let the subject drop. After we ate, I went to the bathroom and took my shower. After I was finished, I found my mom waiting for me in my room with the usual supplies. She went through the usual motions and left me wearing nothing but my diaper so I could choose what I wanted to wear that day. I chose to go with a simple white shirt and jean skirt since it helped hide the bulk around my waist. Even though it has been a few months, the bulk still drives me crazy and wounder if I will ever get used to it. I finished packing up my stuff for school and my mom handed me a few extra changes before I headed out the door. Since the accident, I have hated going to school. It scares me to death what would happen if someone found out about my prediciment and that fear has caused me to separate myself from my friends. As I walked in the door at school, I was greated by my bff, Jill.
"Hey Sue! How are things going?"
"Same ol, Same ol. Hey, did you finish that calculus assignment?"
"Ya but could I double check my work with yours to see how well I did?"
"Sure as long as you just don't copy everything like last time."
"Alright. Alright. Oh right! I just remembered. Me and Jenny are getting together at the mall after school, do you want to join us?"
"Sorry but I can't. I got stuff going on after school..."
"Awwww... Come on... We hardly hang out after you know what. Are you sure you are over it?"
"Sure I am! I am just involved in a lot of things right now is all. Lets hurry up or we will be late for class." After the first couple periods, I snuck down to the nurse's office for a quick change and headed to my next class. As I sat and listened as to how cells divide in biology, my mind strayed to the same thoughts that have plagued me since the accident, how noticable is it that I am wearing a diaper? I knew that it made very little noise but the noise it did make sounded like someone was firing a cannon in the room. I decided it wouldn't do me any good worrying about it too much so I tried to pay attention to the boring lecture. After biology, it was time for lunch, so I got my usuall food and tried to sneak past my friends and sit alone. The less contact with them I had, the fewer chances they could tell what I was wearing. Sometimes I think that they knew I was deliberately avoiding them and it tore me up inside that they may think I don't like them anymore. I would do anything to be able to hang out with them again but my fear of them finding out is too great. After lunch, I snuck back to the nurse's office for another change, and went back to class. After trying to stay awake after one boring lecture after another for the next few hours, it was time to go home. As soon as the last bell rang, I left as fast as I could and got home as fast as I could.
Chapter 2 - The plan
As I got home, I began to come up with a plan to improve my "situation." I decided that if I drink less water, I would have less to dribble. Therefore, I may not need a full blown diaper. I've been drinking plenty of water lately to stay hydrated since that is what the doctor recommended and kept me from wearing something less since I was dribbling large amounts. If I drank less, I may be able to get away witha maxi pad! Shortly after that thought, my mom got home and changed me. The night was uneventfull and involved working on my homework. I got changed by my mom before bed and ended up lying awake in bed for most of the night since I was excited about my plan. I decided that I would buy the maxi pads before school so I stuffed an old pair of panties in my bookbag, got my ususal morning change, snarfed down my breakfast and was out the door a half hour early. I sped to the nearest Walgreens and bought the most absorbant maxi pads they carried and went to the restroom. I took my diper off and threw it out. I pulled my underwear from my bag, put a pad in them, and slid them on. I then sped off to school and made it there before the tardy bell rang.
I got past the first few periods without incident but I could hardly stay awake since I had trouble sleeping so I got a cup of coffee from a vending machine to keep myself focused. Between the first few periods, I have managed to change out the pad quickly. In between my English and Chemistry class, I ran into Jill in the hall.
"Hey Jill! Sorry about yesterday. I had a lot of stuff going on and didn't have any free time yesterday."
"It's cool. I understand how things can get. You missed out on some great deals though." Pondering my new freedom, I decided to spend some time with my friends.
Sue- "I have some free time after school today, do you want to meet up and you can show me some stuff you found yesterday?"
"Sure! See you after school!"
"Ok. See you...." RRRRRRIIIIIINNNNNNGGGGGGGGG!!!!! "Oh shit!" I can't believe I lost track of time! I took off running down the hall toward my next class like the Hound of the Baskervilles was behind me toward my next class. I don't have enough time to change the pad so I hope it will last me through the next period since the ones I have been changing haven't been too bad.
Half way through the teacher's explanation on how to do oxidation-reduction equations, I realized that my leg felt damp. I hesitantly looked down and saw that the pad had leaked. The damage was only limited to my leg and hadn't hit the floor yet. At that point I remembered drinking the coffee, which threw off my plan. Desperately, I thought of a way to get out of the room without anyone seeing. I was seated near the door so I could make it there if I acted quickly. I decided to distract the class so they wouldn't see the damage.
"Hey! What's that out the window?!" I shouted and started pointing. As everyone was looking out the window, I bolted to the door, went out, and half hid behind it.
I peaked back in and told the teach that I needed to use the bathroom and bolted down to the nurse's office. Luckily, this was during class so there was no one in the hall. As I entered the nurse's office, I was immediately interrogated by her.
"Where have you been? You haven't been in here for your regular changes."
"Sorry, I must have forgot. On that note, I need to call home for a change of cloths." She then proceeded to walk around me and saw the wet area on my butt.
"Well, I guess that will teach you for going so long without changes. Before I call home, let me help you get changed so you don't have to wait in your wet cloths.
"No. No. I can take care of myself."
"Nonsense. If you could take care of yourself, you wouldn't be in this predicament." She then proceeded to undo my pants and pulled them down.
"And where would your diaper happen to by miss?"
"That is why you had an accident. (she discovered the pad) These were not designed for this. Well, I'll get you a diaper from the store room." She left and returned a minute later with a fresh diaper and helped me into it. Afterwards, she called my mom. About 20 minutes later, she came with a change of cloths.
"Young lady, do you have an explanation for this?"
"I wanted to be diaper free for at least one day so I could hang out with my friends."
"You shouldn't worry about stuff like that. If they found out, it wouldn't be a big deal. If they made fun of you, it would be the same thing as making fun of someone in a wheel chair about how they can't walk. If they don't accept who you are, then they aren't really your friends."
"I know but this is still too embarrassing. Even if they are understanding, I don't think the whole school would be as much."
"If it happens, it happens. Whether they know or not doesn't change your current situation."
"Fine. Thanks for bringing my cloths on your break. See you later. I'm meeting with Jill later so I will be home late."
"That's ok. See you when you get home." I got changed and headed back to class. I said that the janitor was cleaning the nearest bathroom and had to go to the other side of the building to explain what took so long. I managed to get through the rest of the day without incident and as the last bell got closer, I thought about my meeting with Jill after school. I decided that I wasn't ready for everyone to know about my situation yet and want to have at least one regular outing with a friend so I decided to change back into a maxi and underwear (I was glad I packed 2 pairs) and went to meet Jill.
"Hey Sue! You ready to go?"
"You bet! Lets get going!" We spent the next hour going around the mall going into various stores. I managed to get away to change the pad regularly so there were no incidents. I really did have a lot of homework to do so I couldn't hang out any longer and headed home.
On my way home, I realized that I didn't have any spare diapers with me. I still haven't gotten in the habit of double checking that I had some and I didn't pack any today to make room for the pads. Mom would already be home so I would have no way to change into a diaper before she saw me. Realizing I was trapped, I walked in the front door and was confronted by my mother.
"So, how did your trip go?"
"It went ok. We got to catch up a bit and did some shopping."
"That's good. Let me see if you need a change." She the proceeded to undo my pants and found that I had disobeyed her.
"Sue, why didn't you listen to me! The diapers are only useful if you wear them and will prevent accidents like earlier today!"
"If I change these pads regularly, I don't need them!" She then proceeded to check the pad.
"Look at the color of this urine. Are you drinking enough water? You know that the doctor strictly told you to keep hydrated to stay healthy! Urine this strong is the kind that leads to rashes. When you wear diapers, you will be able to drink as much as you want and not have to worry about leaks. Even after our talk earlier, it seems that you are still having some trouble with your new reality."
I didn't say anything back since she was right. She then said she has to run some errands before she starts dinner so she left for awhile. While she was gone, I was able to get some of my homework done and take my mind off of some of what happened today. Mom returned after a couple hours and called for me.
"After I ran my errands, I decided to stop by the doctor's office and talked about your attitude towards your diapers and we came up with a solution." She then produced a bag and pulled out a large pair of plastic pants.
"What are those for? You said that if I had my diaper on, I shouldn't leak."
"The purpose of these isn't just for leak protection. I will explain after you put them on." Reluctantly, I stepped into them, after she changed me, as she held them out for me and pulled them up. When they were up where they should be, I heard a click. I moved around a bit and found that they only made my diaper more noisy and tried to take them off, only to find that they wouldn't come off.
"Hey! Why can't I get these off?!"
"Those are specially made for patients who are uncooperative when it comes to wearing diapers. Your doctor and I felt that this was the best solution since it will keep you in your diaper. You need help changing most of the time anyway so come to me or the school nurse, since I will give her a key, when you need changing or to use the toilet for #2. Most of the time, you head straight home from school and I am home shortly after so there shouldn't be a problem."
"But what if I want to do things after school with my friends?"
"You made it clear that you wouldn't hang out with your friends if you were in diapers so this shouldn't be a problem. Even if you do go out with them, you can get a change and go #2 after your last class so you should be good for awhile. Even if you have to go #2 and I am not around, you can use your diaper. I know you have control over that and it will be a mess to clean up, but the doctor and I felt that this would help you come to terms that you are wearing and using a diaper and the plastic pants will hold in the smell. I love you and want what is best for you. This is only temprary and will last until your attitude about wearing diapers changes." Realizing I probably couldn't win this, I decided to leave and work on my homework until dinner. As I sat at my desk, i tested how much noisier the plastic pants were and realized that it would be a lot harder to hide what I was wearing. Later, we ate dinner, my mom changed me, and I went to bed, dreading the next day.
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