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Tricked Into Nappies Part 6
‘Author’s note’.
This story contains age
regression with mild sexual scenes, none of the characters in this story are
under the age of consent. This story in no way involves or condones any sexual
act with anyone under the age of consent.
Tricked into Nappies part 6.
‘Awakenings’
As the months
and years passed by, many things began to change. The
main thing was my attitude towards my nappies. After
what seemed a lifetime of wearing them 24/7, I gradually
went from hating and fighting against them, to getting
used to them, to now even liking them! They became an
item of security and comfort, they took away my
responsibilities, and in some ways made me feel secure.
I also began to enjoy being changed. It was the
level of care and attention I was receiving during my
nappy changes that I liked. Auntie Caroline’s care for
me, and the way she would treat me was so loving. She
made me feel very special and delicate and important, so
much so that I felt incredibly safe and secure in her
care, like nothing would ever harm me. She always paid
particular attention to keeping me clean and protected.
She was there to look after me every minute of the day,
and although this level of care could make me feel
incredibly overwhelmed, vulnerable and insecure, it also
made me feel loved. I needed her for everything and she
provided me with everything, and this meant that my
feelings towards her grew very strong.
The only
time that my baby treatment would cause me upset was if
I was seen by anyone I wasn’t used to, I hated being
treated like a baby in front of anyone other than Auntie
Caroline or Sandy, and going out of the house always
made me nervous and self conscious, even if I just went
to Jessie’s house I was very conscious about my nappies
being seen, or someone I didn’t know knowing that I was
being treated as a baby. Trips to the shops or the park
were particularly nerve wracking experiences. This had
the effect of making me a little agoraphobic, I began to
discover that I only felt comfortable at home with
Auntie Caroline or Sandy, where I would feel safe and
secure.
The other changes were physically and
mentally. I never did find out what treatments Auntie
Caroline was administering to me behind my back for all
this time, but they certainly had the effect of keeping
me young and babyish... because I hadn’t grown at all! I
was still very small for my true age (Whatever that
was.) and I still hadn’t developed any body hair. And
also my physical appearance was definitely becoming much
more feminine, and these physical changes also affected
my mental attitude. Because I was now treated as female,
my mannerisms and even my posture were very feminine. I
acted and behaved more like a girl than ever before. I
liked to look pretty and I was getting into girly
things. And because I was also treated as a baby, (or
more like a toddler) I was becoming more and more
infantile too. I would cry over silly things and I grew
attached to teddies and soft toys etc. I also liked
sucking a dummy and even got used to being breastfed! As
long as no one else knew of course!
So on the whole
my life was ever changing and evolving, going from
living life as a lonely insecure boy to living as a baby
and a girl and embracing the fact.
But
sometimes, despite coming to terms with my new life, and
even enjoying it, there were still moments where my
treatment would get to me... particularly when I wasn’t
allowed to do something I wanted to do because I wasn’t
considered old enough, which was incredibly frustrating
and would get me very upset.
And lastly there was
another significant change... sexuality.
It seems
that there are some things in life that you just cannot
control.
Auntie Caroline’s plans to turn me from an
insecure boy to her baby girl had so far been a total
success. I was her baby, and for the most part was happy
to be so. And I felt much more comfortable being a girl
than a boy, but despite these changes, and the fact that
my true age was denied me and kept from me, (At this
stage I had no real idea what my true age was,) my
sexual body clock was unchanged.
I had already
started to get a serious crush on Sandy, and as time
went by other things started to happen too...
******
The nursery was bathed in a warm pink
light as I opened my eyes, the baby mobile hanging above
my cot was swaying and turning very slowly, caught in a
lazy current of air. I looked around the room, surveying
the furniture and accessories, everything around me was
either pink and girlie or babyish... there were packs of
nappies on the shelf next to the bottles of baby lotion
and baby powder. Terry nappies neatly folded and stacked
next to baby wipes and soaps. Pretty dresses and
coloured ribbons were up on hangers in the wardrobe, and
scattered on the dresser were hair brushes, a few large
nappy pins and a dummy. Such a different scene to my old
bedroom in my previous life. It was as if everything
around me was placed there to remind me of my status.
Still half asleep I yawned and stretched and
then was instantly brought back to life with a bump as I
felt my huge bulky nappy around me as I moved. I closed
my eyes and flopped my head back on the pillow with a
sigh and wished I was still asleep.
Then all of a
sudden I felt the covers being pulled away from me and I
opened my eyes to see Sandy looking down at me smiling.
Her face was beautiful, her eyes were heavily made up
with smoky eye shadow, her thick fluttery eye lashes
were heavy with mascara.
Her lips were covered in a
thick layer of vibrant pink lipstick and heavily coated
in shiny lip gloss.
The sight of her looking down at
me sent my heart to race and my loins into overdrive, my
penis quickly began to swell and grow inside my nappy
making me blush as I wriggled around to get comfortable.
Sandy smiled and then looked down at my nappy, her
fingers already pulling delicately at the tapes, I
wriggled again and squirmed with embarrassment as my
hardening penis continued to grow as my nappy loosened.
I couldn’t bare the thought of Sandy seeing my
erection so I closed my eyes and bit my lip to try and
hide the horror but it was unavoidable. Sandy gently
pulled my nappy open, letting my penis free from its
plastic prison, it uncoiled itself and sprung to
attention hard and stiff, with warm waves of pleasure
rippling through it making it strain and pulse in time
with my pounding heart.
“Ooh what do we have
here?” Said Sandy in mock surprise. “is Baby pleased to
see me?”
I could have died right there I was so
embarrassed. I struggled to find any words to say and
just laid there, my eyes tight shut.
Then to my
utter shock and surprise, she gingerly ran a finger down
the length of my shaft, my penis pulsated and twitched
in answer to her delicate touch.
My mouth went dry
and my heart felt like it was going to explode as she
continued to toy with it... my breathing became heavier
as she slowly wrapped her fingers around it and gently
squeezed.
“Does my Baby like that?” She asked
seductively.
I nodded embarrassingly, letting
those words swim around my head, ‘My Baby’ she had said,
I was hers and I wanted her to have me, to do whatever
she wanted with me.
My whole body was shaking now,
as Sandy continued her gentle caress. With my throbbing
penis in her grasp I was under her control completely.
“Would you like me to kiss you?” She said
suddenly.
Again I nodded, my eyes now transfixed
on hers, and my face flushing red and hot. She smiled
back at me and gently pulled my penis towards her, then
with my whole body trembling, she reached down, puckered
her lips and slowly planted a kiss on the top of my
penis.
I gasped and quickly sat bolt upright in my
cot breathless and panting.
I looked around me, my
eyes taking a moment to focus. All was quiet except the
beating of my heart and the gentle rustling of my nappy,
I was alone, it was just a dream!
I sat there for a
few moments, taking in the memory of what had just
happened. I was out of breath and a little sweaty.
I
looked down at my nappy, it was all out of shape and
there were dents and compressions where my fingers had
been pressing into it. My penis was straight and rigid
under my nappy, and felt as though it was straining to
get out. I lifted the waistband and peered inside, my
penis was smooth and shiny and incredibly hard and there
was a tiny film of clear liquid around the top.
Curiously I touched it with my finger, it drew a long
thin strand as I brought my finger to my lips to taste
it. It had no taste at all and was like nothing I’d ever
seen before.
Without thinking I carefully pulled
open the tapes of my nappy and pulled it away revealing
my erection to full view.
Without thinking, I took
hold of it in my hand and began to play with it, pulling
it this way and that, finding the ways that gave me the
most pleasure.
Eventually I discovered that forming
a ’Ring’ with my thumb and forefinger around the helmet
and rubbing up and down over it gave me the most
sensational feelings. As I continued, a warm ‘Pins &
needles’ type ‘tickling’ feeling was building up slowly
from my feet to my hips, as if I was gradually filling
up with a liquid pleasure in my veins.
My heart rate
increased and my breathing grew a little quicker as I
continued, the feelings in my veins began to swell and
increase. I couldn’t believe how good this felt.
I
mean, I’d had years of erections before, but this was
the first time I had had a proper feel and play with
one, and I wanted to know more.
I didn’t have any
notion that I was doing anything wrong, I was
discovering feelings and sensations that I never knew
existed and I was curious to know how strong these
feelings would get as I continued to play.
But then
just at that moment I heard footsteps coming up the
stairs and I just had time to re-stick the tapes of my
nappy back down before Auntie Caroline entered the room.
“Morning Baby.” She said as she went over to the
window and opened the curtains.
I smiled awkwardly
and pulled the covers over me to hide the bulge in my
nappy.
But of course, as she did every morning, I
knew that Auntie Caroline would pull them away again to
examine me. So as quickly as I could I rolled over onto
my tummy, pretending that the light was too bright for
my eyes.
Auntie Caroline came over, opened the bars
to my cot and pulled the covers off of me. I lay there
on my tummy, my rock hard penis digging into me.
Then I felt her hand slip under the nappy on my bottom
and a protruding finger feel around between my cheeks.
“Ooh, feels like Baby needs a dry nappy!” She
exclaimed. “I’ll give you a few minutes to wake up
before I change you.“ she said patting my bottom.
I lay there on my tummy, my erection pressing
against me under my nappy, and breathed a sigh of
relief. I didn’t want the embarrassment of Auntie
Caroline seeing my erection.
But lying there like
that, I soon discovered that if I gently rocked
backwards and forwards those warm tingly feelings
returned, and the urge to feel this newly found pleasure
far outweighed my embarrassment.
I moaned with
pleasure as I continued to rock backwards and forwards,
pressing my penis into the mattress, my nappy crinkling
and rustling loudly.
I was in ecstasy and I couldn’t
control myself, I needed relief. I flipped over onto my
back and pressed my fingers into my nappy, the plastic
rustled loudly as I squeezed my erection through the
padding.
I tried to slip my hand down my nappy to
continue my play but I couldn’t do it without breaking
the tapes, and I knew I would get into trouble if I
opened my nappy.
The frustration built up inside of
me as I lay there in my cot, squirming and wriggling.
After a few more minutes Auntie Caroline came back,
and taking my hand in hers gently helped me out of my
cot and led me over to the changing table. As I waddled
over to it my penis rubbed against the inside of my
nappy which sent little electric shocks down my legs.
this was insane! what was I to do? I didn’t want these
feelings to end, and yet I also didn’t want Auntie
Caroline seeing my erection. I had to act fast.
“Can I have breakfast first please Auntie?” I asked.
“No Sweetie,” She exclaimed. “I need to change your
nappy.”
“But I’m hungry!”
“C’mon,” She
said, patting the changing mat. “You can have breakfast
after I’ve changed you, besides, I have a new outfit for
you to wear and I can’t wait to see you in it!”
There wasn’t anything I could do, and my heart
began to pound hard in my chest as the realisation that
my erection was about to be revealed was seconds away.
I moaned half in protest and half in pleasure as
Auntie Caroline laid me down on the changing mat, as I
wriggled around to get comfortable my nappy moved
against my penis again sending more ripples of pleasure
through my body.
Auntie Caroline opened a drawer and
took out a large pink dummy, It looked like a new one,
it had a logo of a pink teddy on the front and I could
clearly see that it’s bulbous teat was much larger than
my usual ones and I opened my mouth wide in readiness,
eager to suckle on it.
Auntie Caroline smiled down
at me as she carefully pushed it into my mouth, the huge
latex teat engorged my mouth and I laid my head back on
the pillow and began to suckle contentedly. I loved
having a dummy, and I let out a soft moan of
satisfaction.
Auntie Caroline reached down and began
to rip open the tapes of my nappy. I squirmed and
wriggled again as my nappy was pealed away exposing my
erection to her gaze. I closed my eyes and turned my
head in embarrassment as she pulled the nappy from under
me. But amazingly she didn’t say anything.
Auntie
Caroline then opened another drawer and took out a fresh
new nappy.
“I have a surprise for you today!” She
said excitedly. “I have some nice new nappies to go with
your new outfit. Look,” she said smiling and holding the
nappy up to see.
I raised my head and looked up as
Auntie Caroline opened up the nappy for me to see. It
wasn’t quite as thick and bulky as my usual nappies but
it had lots of pink teddy bears printed on it.
I
didn’t know how to react, on the one hand it was nice
knowing I was going to dressed in the security of a nice
clean nappy, and I was very grateful that Auntie
Caroline was looking after me and buying me new clothes
and things, but I wasn’t entirely sure that I wanted to
look this babyish. A nappy is of course the epitomy of
baby-wear but somehow having nappies with cute pink
teddy bears on them took it to the next level.
Auntie Caroline then produced a baby wipe and began
her usual routine... wiping carefully all around me, I
squirmed even more as she began to wipe my penis, even
lifting it with her hand to wipe underneath it. When she
had finished with my penis she popped the baby wipe in
the bin and pulled another one from packet.
I
instinctively opened my legs wide and brought them right
back, giving her access to my bottom.
“Good girl
Tia.” She said as she gently began to wipe between my
bottom cheeks, her touch was gentle and thorough, which
made me feel very safe and secure, she was looking after
me with such a high level of care and devotion that I
gradually came to enjoy having my nappy changed. A total
reversal of how I felt when my baby regime had started.
Instead of feeling violated I felt totally
submissive and compliant, I enjoyed the care and
attention that I was given and began to enjoy being her
baby to look after.
I rested my head back down again
as Auntie Caroline then opened the baby powder and began
to sprinkle it over me, it’s distinctive aroma filling
my nostrils as it floated down like fine snow all around
me.
Auntie Caroline then gently but firmly raised my
bottom with one hand while sliding my new nappy under my
bottom with the other, then she lowered my legs and
parted them as she brought the nappy up between my legs
and over my still erect penis, giving the nappy an extra
stretch to cover it before sealing the tapes.
“There we go,” she said sweetly. “Baby’s all done.”
Then after a few minutes of scrutiny and
adjustments, she took my hands and pulled me up to a
sitting position before helping me off of the changing
table.
It felt good to be in a lovely clean nappy,
again. It fitted so snuggly around me and rustled softly
with each little movement I made.
“Shall we put
you in your new outfit now?” She asked excitedly.
Still sucking my huge dummy I nodded and waddled over
with her to the wardrobe, my nappy rustling and swinging
behind me.
Auntie Caroline unhooked two hangers from
the wardrobe and laid them on the dresser, the first was
a white cotton top with a collar and short sleeves with
tiny ruffles on.
I instinctively raised my arms as
she placed it over my head and pulled it down. It came
down a few inches short of my nappy. Then came the rest
of the dress, it was a pinafore style which fitted over
the cotton top, it had pink and white checks with a
ruffly hem that came down around the same length as my
nappy and fitted perfectly.
Then, going over to the
dresser again Auntie Caroline returned with what looked
like a pair of long white knee socks/stockings. She
seemed very excited as she pulled them up my legs. They
came up halfway between my knees and my nappy and had
little pink bows stitched to their tops.
When Auntie
Caroline had finished dressing me she took a brush from
the dresser and began to brush my hair.
After a few
minutes of brushing she took a pink ribbon and tied my
hair with a ponytail before standing back and taking a
look at me.
“Oh Tia.” She said softly, her voice
breaking with emotion. “You look so pretty I could eat
you all up.”
Then she turned me towards the
mirror so that I could see myself.
It wasn’t often
that I looked at myself in a mirror, and standing there
now I was quite shocked. There, before me was a very
cute, pretty, blonde haired girl, wearing a pink checked
pinafore dress with white top and white woolly
stockings. I hardly recognised myself at all. It wasn’t
just my outfit but my stance and features too, my face
really looked feminine and pretty, so very different to
the image I have of myself in my brain.
Auntie
Caroline was so happy and excited at my appearance that
she couldn’t stop looking at me or fiddling with my
outfit. Then she announced that she had another present
for me.
“This came free with my first purchase.”
She said, dipping into a box on the floor that had ‘The
Pink Teddy Company’ written on it.
It was of course a
real pink teddy bear, it was very soft and very floppy
and I loved it instantly.
After breakfast Auntie
Caroline informed me that she’d invited Jessie round to
see me. I felt very happy... I had spent the morning
being loved, admired and fed, and now my best friend was
coming round to see me.
When Jessie arrived she
immediately commented on how pretty I looked which made
me feel really happy inside.
When I first met Jessie
all those months ago, we very quickly became close
friends, and that’s how we stayed... close friends. Then
one day she told me that she was also friends with a boy
who lived next door to her and I became jealous and so
realised that my feelings towards Jessie were stronger
than just friendship.
But over all this time I still
hadn’t told her how I felt, but thinking about it how
could I? I didn’t even really know who I was either and
as the months went by my feelings for her remained
unrequited.
After we had had a drink and a slice
of Auntie Caroline’s chocolate cake, we went straight
into the playroom to play some board games.
We sat on
the floor together and began to build a Jenga tower.
Although my new nappy was not as thick and bulky as my
usual ones, I could still feel it between my legs while
I sat on the floor, and it still rustled loudly with
every move I made but I didn’t mind, it was hidden from
view by my dress and I was playing games with Jessie, I
felt the happiest I’d ever felt in my life. When we
finished the tower we began to play.
Jessie went
first and I remember looking at the concentration on her
face as she very carefully pulled the little wooden
block out from the tower. She had such a pretty feminine
face. She had big eyes and smooth dark skin, her nose
was tiny and cute, her hair was brown and curly with
long tussled ringlets that hung over her face which she
moved aside every few seconds with her slender fingers.
She had a beautiful smile and was always giggling and
laughing and I began to wonder if I would ever look as
pretty as her.
As we played together I began to study
her mannerisms too, I found that I began to copy them so
that I could become as cute and girly as her, I moved my
hands as delicately as I could, and fluttered my eye
lashes when I smiled.
I also found myself constantly
adjusting my clothes and appearance, touching my hair
and making sure I looked ok and trying to catch a
glimpse of myself in a reflection.
We were having
such fun, we were giggling and laughing and crying out
as each one of our go’s made the tower more and more
unstable. Then, after a few more minutes I pulled out
another block and the tower tipped over scattering
little wooden blocks all over us.
We both cried out
and clapped our hands as we looked at the scattered
pieces all around us.
Then we quickly began to gather
them up to play again. We had almost finished re-
building it when Jessie noticed that one piece was
missing. Jessie lifted up her dress, shook it and then
checked around the floor with her hands where she was
sitting.
“Are you sitting on it Tia?” She said
smiling.
“I don’t know.” I replied, and without
thinking, lifted the hem of my dress to look
“There it is!” She said half laughing, and
immediately thrust her hand under my nappy to retrieve
it. My nappy rustled loudly as her hand came into
contact with it and I froze, looking down at my nappy in
full view, horrified at what had just happened.
Jessie immediately sensed my embarrassment and froze
too. My heart was pounding in my chest and I could feel
my face glowing red.
Up until now Jessie had never
asked me or even made a comment to me about my baby
attire and now, not only had I lifted up my dress
revealing my nappy to her but she had actually touched
it.
My mouth went dry as we sat there in silence, the
seconds felt like hours.
Then to break the silence
Jessie commented that she liked the teddy bears on my
nappy.
“I’ve never seen one’s with pink bears on
before.” She exclaimed.
“They’re new,” I said
timidly, looking down at them. “Auntie Caroline bought
them to match my dress.”
“They’re nice.” Said
Jessie kindly. She could sense also that a line had been
crossed. The subject of my baby status which had always
been kept as an unspoken subject had finally been
broken.
But as usual, and this is one of the reasons
I loved her so much was that she then just carried on as
though nothing had happened, and by doing that she made
it much easier to cope with.
I looked up at Jessie
and smiled.
“I’m so glad your here Jessie.” I
said, emotionally.
“Me too,” She said sweetly. “I
love playing with you.”
And she reached forward and
gave me a hug. I threw my arms around her, and began to
cry softly.
When we broke away Jessie took my hands
in hers and smiled encouragingly.
“You look
really pretty Tia.”
“Thank you,” I replied, tears
trickling down my cheeks. . “So do you.”
Jessie
smiled again and placed a hand on my knee, and I
immediately felt that tingling down below and my penis
begin to stir in my nappy. I wanted so badly to tell her
that I loved her but I just couldn’t say the words.
After lunch we decided to play Hide & Seek. Jessie
said she would start and darted off out of the kitchen
at great speed while I counted.
Then I set off to
find her. I headed towards the stairs and crept up them
as quietly as I could, I stood for a moment on the
landing and listened, then I opened the door to Auntie
Caroline’s bedroom and peered inside. It was a very
large room with a huge double bed at one end. I wandered
over and looked under it... no one there.
When I
turned and looked at the dressing table, I saw something
that caught my eye, a selection of lipsticks, all
sitting in a row in a display box, they had clear
plastic tops so that you could see their colours and as
I looked at them my penis began to stiffen again.
I
stared at them in awe, they were all so bright and
alluring, and when I saw the bright pink one my penis
began to stiffen even more, it was the same colour as
the one Sandy was wearing in my dream.
I quickly
looked at the door to make sure no one was coming, and
carefully lifted the lipstick out of the display box, my
hands were shaking as I took off the lid and twisted the
base. The lipstick rose up slowly, it’s colour shone
bright in the light from the window. The end had been
used, images of Sandy applying it to her lips flashed
through my mind and I felt another wave of pleasure rise
up in my veins again and my penis pushing up inside my
nappy. I pressed my other hand against the ‘ridge’ in my
nappy and moaned with pleasure, the tickling feeling
growing stronger by the second. The urge to touch the
lipstick to my lips was overpowering, I looked at my
face in the mirror and studied my own lips, imagining
them pink and shiny, but then I heard a noise outside
and I quickly put the lipstick back and headed towards
the door, my heart pounding and my penis fully erect.
Then, just at that moment Auntie Caroline opened the
door and came in.
“What are you doing in here
young lady!” She said with a sly smile.
“We’re
playing Hide & Seek.” I replied, trying to hide my
nervousness.
“You look guilty,” she said, studying my
expression.
I felt her eyes boring into me and I
looked down to avoid her gaze.
“I thought Jessie
was under your bed.” I replied unconvincingly.
“Well I’ve come to check your nappy, so I might as well
do it in here,” She said patting the bed with her hand.
It was cruel of fate to have a nappy check right at
that moment, with my penis fully erect and hard yet
again inside my nappy, and I reluctantly climbed up onto
the bed and laid down on my tummy, hoping against hope
that Auntie Caroline wouldn’t notice.
“Roll over
Tia!” She commanded. “Don’t be silly.”
I did as I
was told and turned my head to hide my embarrassment.
Auntie Caroline pulled up the hem of my dress and
slipped her fingers under the leg elastic of my nappy. I
squirmed with the sheer humility of it as she probed
inside, my nappy rustling loudly and my heart beating
hard in my chest.
Then she withdrew her fingers and
to my horror lifted the waistband at the front and
slipped her fingers in again.
I kicked my legs and
moaned with sheer embarrassment as Auntie Caroline’s
fingers came into contact with my erection. Auntie
Caroline looked down at me her expression was warm and
motherly.
“It’s ok Baby,” she said tenderly.
“Don’t be shy, it’s ok.” She withdrew her hand and
helped me up and off the bed.
“You go and find
Jessie,” she said as she straightened my dress. “I think
you might find her in the direction of the airing
cupboard.” And with that she patted my bottom and I
escaped.
With my embarrassment fading I made my
way to the airing cupboard and flung open the door.
Jessie let out a scream and then immediately began to
laugh as she crawled out of her hiding place.
After we had stopped laughing I went down into the
living room and hid behind the sofa, I had to pull it
away from the wall slightly first, then I crawled behind
it and crouched down and waited for Jessie to find me.
And as always when hiding, within seconds of getting
into position I became desperate for a wee. I crouched
there behind the sofa fidgeting and wriggling my legs to
try and stay dry, I didn’t want to have a nappy change
with Jessie in the house nor did I want to stop playing,
I would have to work hard to avoid the inevitable.
The problem was... the living room was very quiet and my
nappies were very loud. Even though my nappy was under
my dress, all my wriggling and fidgeting was causing it
to crinkle and rustle so loudly it must have sounded as
though someone was scrunching up a giant crisp packet.
It was taking a long time for Jessie to find me and I
was finding it increasingly hard to keep from weeing.
But eventually, after a little while I suddenly heard
carefully placed footsteps come into the living room and
I froze, gripping my penis as hard as I could through my
nappy. And then all of a sudden Jessie shouted “Found
You!” And burst over the top of the sofa. I jumped clear
out of my skin and shrieked really loudly, knocking my
head against the radiator which made a huge ‘Clang’
which in turn made us both burst into hysterics and jump
about excitedly.
“Hey what’s all the noise?”
Shouted Auntie Caroline as she entered the room.
We both couldn’t contain ourselves and excitedly told
Auntie Caroline what had just happened.
Auntie
Caroline stood there with her hands on her hips, smiling
and shaking her head at our excitement.
“Well I
think you’ve had enough excitement for one day Tia!” She
said as the laughter subsided. “I think it’s time for
you to have a nap now.”
“No!” I said
incredulously. “Please Auntie, we’re having so much
fun!”
“I know you are sweetie but you need your
rest,” she said commandingly. “Jessie can come back
tomorrow if she wants to.”
“No please Auntie!” I
cried. “I don’t need a nap, I’m not tired!”
“I'm not going to argue with you Sweetie,” She said.
“You can have five minutes to say goodbye to Jessie and
then i'll get you ready for bed.”
I knew it was
pointless to argue, and so it was with heavy hearts that
we walked together towards the front door.
“When am I going to see you next?” I asked sadly.
“I'll have to check with Mum,” she replied. “It
won't be long I promise.”
And with that she
opened the door and ran off shouting a cheery “See Yah”
before disappearing round the corner.
I stood there
forlornly looking at the path hoping she'd come back. I
had hoped that we'd hugged each other again before she
left but it didn't happen, and it kind of made me
realise that maybe she only saw me as a friend.
I
closed the door, went back inside and began to weep.
Auntie Caroline took my hand and led me into the living
room, she had my new dummy slipped over her finger as
she bent down in front of me to check my nappy.
“You're still dry Tia,” She said with surprise. “You
haven't been holding it in have you? You mustn't do
that, it's bad for you.”
I stood there staring at
the ground, weeping softly, too upset to bother
replying. “C'mon baby,” She continued. “I want to put
you in a new nappy before I put you to bed, so you need
to wet this one for me ok?” she said, as she stood up
and gave my nappy a little tug.
I looked up at
her with pleading eyes. “Now please.” she ordered.
“I... I can't...” I stammered.
“You
can Tia,” She barked. “C'mon, I haven't got all day!”
I looked up at her and began to cry, I couldn't
believe what she was asking me. It was so humiliating.
“C'mon Tia,” She continued. “The sooner you wet your
nappy, the sooner I can change you. Hurry up please!”
I tried as hard as I could but nothing happened. It
was so humiliating with Auntie Caroline standing over me
with her hands on her hips impatiently waiting. I looked
up at her again, my eyes filling with tears.
“Do you want your dummy?” She asked sympathetically.
I nodded solemnly. Auntie Caroline slipped the dummy
off her finger and popped it into my mouth and continued
to wait.
I stood there trying with all my might to
relax my bladder but it was so difficult. A few times it
felt as though I could feel it coming but then it would
stop.
Auntie Caroline reached down and patted my
nappy between my legs.
“C'mon Tia,” She
commanded. “quickly, I haven't got all day.”
I
continued to concentrate, just managing to relax enough
for it to start. Then all of a sudden it happened, and I
felt a huge relief as a stream of warm wee flowed out of
me. Auntie Caroline sensing that something had happened
reached down again and placed her hands against my nappy
between my legs. “Good Girl Tia,” She said adding to the
humiliation. I stood there, wetting my nappy in front of
her and felt so humiliated and ashamed. Auntie Caroline
kept her hand against my nappy. I could feel it swell
and stretch around me, the warmth and heaviness
increasing as I continued to wee.
Once my ordeal was
over and Auntie Caroline was satisfied that all was ok,
she took my hand and led me up the stairs towards the
nursery, and as we passed her own room I suddenly
remembered the lipsticks that i'd seen, and my penis
instantly began to stir and a plan began to formulate.
Auntie Caroline opened the nursery door and ushered
me inside with a well aimed pat on my nappied bottom.
Then she led me over to the changing table and began
to undress me.
She pulled my dress up over my head,
placed it back on a hanger and hung it back up in the
wardrobe, and then did the same to my top. Then she
prompted me to get up onto the changing table, the bulge
in my nappy hung heavy and low between my legs as I
awkwardly climbed up onto it, the plastic covered
mattress was cold against my skin as I laid myself down
and rested my head on the pillow.
Auntie
Caroline removed my socks, folded them up and placed
them
back in the drawer. Then, turning back round to
face me reached forward and pulled open the tapes of my
nappy. It was almost as if undressing me was the
necessary bit and removing and changing my nappy was the
part she looked forward to most, because whenever she
changed me she always had a huge broad smile on her
face.
My nappy rustled and crinkled as the four
tapes were pulled apart with a rip, then I felt the air
against my skin as she carefully peeled my nappy away
leaving me totally naked and exposed.
While Auntie
Caroline was administering a baby wipe, I began to think
of what I could say to get me into her bedroom, I had to
get another chance to look at those lipsticks.
After I was cleaned, dried and powdered, Auntie Caroline
unfolded a new nappy and slid it under my waiting
bottom.
“Back to your usual nappies now Baby,”
she exclaimed as she pulled the nappy up between my
legs. “we’ll keep your pink teddy one’s for best I
think.”
After wearing my pink teddy nappies for
a day, it made me realise exactly how large and bulky my
usual ones were. They were so much bigger than any other
nappy I’d ever worn. The bulge between my legs hung down
about halfway to my knees and pushed my legs wide apart,
the padding around my bottom was so thick it was quite
difficult to walk. But in a strange way, because they
were so big and padded and all-encompassing they were
also cozy and protective, and despite their size they
were very light, especially compared to my Terry
nappies, which were so heavy and restrictive.
After her usual five minutes of adjustments, Auntie
Caroline pulled me up to a sitting position and then
putting her hands around my waist helped me down, my
bare feet landing softly on the carpet.
After a
few more adjustments, Auntie Caroline took a see-thru
flimsy nighty out of the wardrobe and slipped it over my
head. The hem coming down just an inch over the top of
my nappy, the fabric ‘Swishing’ against it as I moved.
Then she took a brush from the dresser, stood behind me
and untied the ribbon in my hair, letting it flop down
to my shoulders. My heart was beating a little harder as
I plucked up the courage to ask her my question.
“Auntie Caroline?” I asked softly as she began to brush
my hair. “can I please sleep in your room instead of
here?”
Auntie Caroline looked up at my reflection
in the mirror, studying my face with suspicion.
“Why Sweetie?” Came the reply.
“Well, it’s too
light in here and I have trouble sleeping, it’s darker
in your room. I really would like to as I feel quite
tired and need to sleep.” I was quite proud of this last
remark, and thought it sounded quite convincing. Auntie
Caroline carried on brushing my hair as she thought for
a minute.
“Ok Baby,” she said warmly, and my
penis immediately began to stir again.
Once my hair
had had a thorough brushing, Auntie Caroline handed me
my pink teddy and led me towards the door. Each step I
took towards her bedroom was another tingle of
excitement deep in my loins.
When we entered her
room I immediately looked over at the dressing table to
see if the lipsticks were still there, and my penis
stiffened even more when I saw that they were.
“Into bed then Baby.” She said, pulling open the covers
and guiding me up onto the bed. I snuggled down with my
teddy and looked up at her and smiled. Auntie Caroline
smiled back at me.
“Put your dummy back in then
Sweetie and get some sleep ok?” She said lovingly.
I did as I was asked and then closed my eyes as she
pulled the covers back over me.
The bed seemed
massive after my nights in my cot, and I squirmed around
enjoying the space, my nappy loudly rustling as I
wriggled and fidgeted.
Auntie Caroline kissed me
on the cheek before leaving the room and closing the
door. I lay there quietly listening to her footsteps on
the stairs, my heart beating in my chest and my penis
already growing hard.
I lay there for a few more
minutes, making sure that the coast was clear, then,
with my heart beating hard in my chest, I gently pulled
off the covers and slipped out of bed.
I took a few
tender steps over to the dressing table being very
careful not to make the floor creak and took a seat on
the padded stool, my huge nappy squashing against me as
I sat.
My heart was really pounding now as I looked
at the display of lipsticks in front of me, the colours
so vibrant and bright. My penis stood hard and upright
inside my nappy as I studied them, twitching and
pulsating at the thought of trying one on.
I looked
around at the door and listened again, my heart pounding
harder with the fear and excitement. “ Why was I so
excited about this?” I thought.
I looked at the
colours again and saw one that really got my heart
racing. It was a kind of coral, pinky orange. I
carefully took it from the box and pulled off the lid
and slowly twisted the base. It rose up looking creamy
and smooth in my trembling hand.
I took out my dummy
and looked at myself in the mirror, my whole body
shaking, this was so dangerous, even just being out of
bed would earn me an over the knee spanking, let alone
what I was about to do.
My nappy rustled loudly in
the silence as I leaned forward and moved my face closer
to the mirror, my heart was pounding so hard in my chest
the rhythm of it was making me shake and my penis was
straining and twitching in my nappy. I took a deep
breath and with a trembling hand brought the lipstick to
my lips and applied it.
I shuddered with sexual
excitement as I slowly drew the lipstick across my lips,
coating them in a thick glossy layer of light pinky
orange.
I breathed out slowly, my breath shuddering
and trembling as I looked at my reflection.
Instinctively I reached down to touch the ridge my penis
was making in my nappy, pressing my hand down on the
slippery plastic as it rustled and crinkled to my touch.
I wanted relief so badly and squeezed hard, rubbing my
hand up and down the ridge but the thickness of my huge
nappy was stifling the intense feelings I needed.
I
looked at the mirror again, and another hot wave of
excitement flooded through my veins as I saw my
reflection, my lips shiny and bright and thickly coated
and I shuddered again. I ached for relief so much I
didn’t care about the consequences. I stood up and
tiptoed back to the bed and climbed in, sliding up and
resting my head on the pillow, then looking down picked
at the tapes holding my nappy together and slowly peeled
them apart, being careful not to tear the nappy. The
plastic surface rustled again as I unpeeled each tape.
Then, as the last tape was pulled apart, I opened up my
nappy revealing my throbbing penis to the air and I
grabbed it instantly.
Remembering the grip I had
used earlier that morning I began to play and manipulate
it as the feelings grew stronger all around inside me,
losing myself in my loss of control nothing mattered now
more than getting relief, even if the whole world had
burst through the door then it wouldn’t have mattered.
But after a few minutes, relief didn’t come my way,
my inexperience and desperation prevented it, I was too
aroused and tense, and as the minutes went by my
frustration grew and I began to cry. I was so confused,
my feelings of arousal and lust were intense and
wonderful to behold but at the same time I felt that
there had to be an end to it. I was too inexperienced to
know about cumming (having never had any sex education),
but I knew that there had to be something, and right now
my impatience and growing frustration was preventing me
from getting there.
Eventually, after many
frustrating minutes I began to fall asleep, I rested my
head against the pillow and drifted off.
The next
thing I knew I was awakened with a start. I had suddenly
remembered what I was doing before I fell asleep and
realised that I’d have to sort myself out before Auntie
Caroline would come to get me, but there was something
wrong... I reached down to find my nappy was now back in
place! sealed. I felt around, yes it was all taped up
and snug, and then I realised that I was sucking my
dummy. I took it out and ran my tongue over my lips, I
couldn’t taste or feel any lipstick! My God what had
happened? Was it all a dream? I thought. Shaking I got
out of bed and looked at myself in the mirror,
definitely no lipstick.
And then it dawned on me,
Someone must have come in, saw the state I was in and
sorted me out while I was asleep! I certainly don’t
remember taping my nappy back up or slipping my dummy
back in my mouth, unless I’d done it in my sleep? Or had
simply forgotten?
I was lying there in bed totally
confused and a little worried when suddenly I heard
footsteps approaching and I threw the covers back over
me and pretended to be asleep.
“Wake up sleepy!”
Said a voice next to me.
It was Sandy. At sight
of her my heart fluttered nervously, the dream i’d had
that morning still fresh in my mind.
Sandy sat on
the bed next to me and ran her fingers through my hair.
“Are you ok Baby?” She asked softly.
I
looked up at her and nodded embarrassingly. She looked
right into me with her pretty eyes and I immediately
felt an urge for a hug and threw my arms around her. She
wrapped her arms around me too, patting my nappied
bottom with her free hand. “are you sure Sweetie?” she
continued. “You can tell me anything you know, if you
have anything on your mind.”
I cuddled up tight to
her, my brain whirring like a machine and I began to
wonder if it was Sandy and not Auntie Caroline who had
discovered me here while I was asleep.
She pulled
away from me and touched my cheek with her slender
fingers and smiled at me warmly.
She looked very
pretty as usual, her makeup was exquisite, with her
usual smoky eye shadow and glossy pink lipstick, and as
I looked at her I felt yet another stirring in my
nappy... this was getting tiring.
Over the
course of the next few days, I had a few more erotic
dreams involving Sandy and her makeup. And I continued
to be totally obsessed with her lipsticks, I would try
and find ways of getting into her bedroom to take a look
at them, longing for the opportunity to try them on
again.
There were very few times when I had the
opportunity to play with myself, and this certainly
added to my ever growing frustration. And this in turn
made me quite grumpy, and I found myself getting quite
irritable with things that usually made me happy. One
such time brought on a very humiliating experience...
It was while Jessie was visiting that it happened.
I’d woken up early that day with another raging
hard-on, which then decided to stick around for most of
the morning.
Jessie was coming round in the
afternoon and I’d spent the morning trying to keep
myself occupied but my brain was filled with so many
sexual thoughts that I couldn’t concentrate on anything
and I found myself getting more and more frustrated and
tetchy.
I’d gone to the tent in the garden with some
comics... something that always used make me happy, but
I’d found that over the months I’d become too girly for
them. And the girly comics that I’d been given recently
had lots of adverts for make-up, showing pretty girls
wearing bright lipstick etc which didn’t help.
I
just couldn’t settle so I abandoned that idea and
decided to watch TV in the living room, I flopped myself
down the the sofa and counted the minutes until Jessie
arrived.
After lunch and a nappy change, Jessie
finally arrived and my mood lifted a little.
We
decided to play tennis on the Wii in the living room so
Auntie Caroline set it up for us before going into the
kitchen to do some laundry.
My mood would have
improved if Auntie Caroline hadn’t insisted on washing
the dress that I had on.
“Arms up!” She
commanded, as she began to remove my dress.
“But
I’m trying to play!” I said Grumpily as my dress was
lifted over my head.
“I don’t care,” replied
Auntie Caroline sternly. “It needs washing. You’ll have
to play in just your nappy!”
“No pleeese Auntie!”
I begged. But it was no use. Auntie Caroline pulled my
dress off and bundled it into the laundry pile leaving
me standing there in just my nappy and I began to cry.
“Oh Baby,” Said Auntie Caroline softly, changing
her tone. “I’ll go and get you something to put on from
your room if you like?” And with that she dropped her
pile of washing and left the room.
I spent what
seemed an eternity standing there in the living room
next to Jessie in just my nappy, not knowing where to
look or what to say.
Eventually Auntie Caroline
returned with a very short summer dress that only just
managed to reach my nappy let alone cover it, and my
heart sank.
“Please Auntie!” I cried as she
slipped the dress over me. “Can’t I wear something
else?”
“No Tia!” She replied, returning to her
exasperated tone. “I have lots to do!”
After
we’d set up a mini tournament, we began to play. Jessie
was very good at it and was beating me hands down on
every game, and after a few matches I was getting very
frustrated. Not just at losing every game which was bad
enough, but because the nature of the game required lots
of movement which was causing my nappy to rustle really
loudly all the time I was playing. This agitation and
frustration slowly began to build up, until it got to
the stage where I could no longer control myself.
“Oh it's not fair!” I shouted. “I can't do this
i'm rubbish!!”
“Hey it's ok!” Said Jessie
calmly.
“No it's not!!” I shouted, my
frustration growing by the second. “You're beating me
every time and it's not fair!”
“Hey! Don't
worry about it Tia!” She continued.
Just
then, Auntie Caroline appeared beside me.
“Tia! That's no way to talk to your friends!” She
exclaimed. “apologise please!”
“No it's not
fair she keeps winning!!!” I shouted vehemently,
throwing the controller onto the floor, which broke
apart scattering its batteries all over the carpet.
“Right,” She said, taking hold of my wrist. “I
think it’s time to get you ready for bed young lady!”
“NO!!” I shouted, pulling against her
with all my might. “I want to stay up, I'm sorry,
PLEASE! I don't want to go to bed!”
Auntie
Caroline sat down on the sofa and brusquely pulled me
towards her. With her left hand holding my wrist and her
right hand around my padded bottom, she half pulled and
half guided me onto the sofa next to her.
“Sounds like this baby needs feeding before I put her to
bed.” She said sarcastically as she reached for the top
button of her dress.
My eyes widened and my
heart started beating wildly as I realised with sheer
horror that she was going to nurse me.
“NO
AUNTIE!” I cried, my eyes transfixed on her slender
fingers as they began undoing the rest of the buttons.
“i'm not hungry PLEASE!!”
My mouth went dry
and I started to shake as she quickly unfastened each
button in turn, her dress becoming looser and her large
breasts slowly emerging. I squirmed on her lap, my nappy
rustling and my heart pounding. Then after the last
button had been unfastened, she slipped her fingers
under the material and pulled the dress open revealing
her beautiful full breasts.
“No Auntie I
don't want to!” I cried with sheer desperation in my
voice. My eyes glued to her enormous breasts as she took
hold of me and pulled me towards her.
I tried in vane
to back away but Auntie Caroline was too strong, with
one hand gently placed around the back of my head, and
the other hand lifting one of her breasts, she guided me
towards her.
The seconds felt like hours as
my mouth was brought closer to her enormous breast. I
just had time to utter the word “No.” Before my lips
came into contact with her stiff brown nipple. I let out
a soft moan of protest as it slipped into my mouth. My
whole body was shaking and my heart was pounding. My
nose nuzzled against the smooth skin of her breast as
her whole nipple entered my mouth. Without thinking
about it I involuntarily placed my tongue under her
nipple, encircled my lips around it and began to gently
suck.
With her hand behind my head for
support, Aunty Caroline drew a long slow breath as I
began to suckle. I closed my eyes to try to block out
the humiliation and wriggled uncomfortably as her warm
milk trickled into my mouth. Waves of humiliation washed
over me as I imagined the scene that Jessie was
witnessing, Here I was, a teenage boy, wearing a short
pretty dress and bulging nappy, being breastfed by my
Auntie. The shame I felt was all-encompassing and I let
out another moan of displeasure as I continued to
suckle. Auntie Caroline must have sensed this because
she began to stroke my hair as she nursed me.
“Sshhh Baby.” She said softly.
Auntie
Caroline certainly knew how to calm me down, within a
few seconds of her gentle touch I stopped trying to
fight her and started to relax. My nappy rustled softly
as I adjusted my position on her lap. I reached out with
my right hand to support myself and unwittingly placed
my hand on her other breast. I spread my fingers out
across its large rounded shape, and gently squeezed it
as I continued to feed.
My frustrations and
temper, and feelings of humiliation were evaporating
quickly, being taken over by a sense of calm and
security as I continued to suckle. With the last
remnants of my aggravation leaving me, I buried my face
deeper against her breast and let out a soft contented
sigh.
Jessie had obviously grown curious at
the scene that was before her. She sidled up to Auntie
Caroline and settled on the sofa next to her.
“Does it hurt?” She asked, timidly.
“No
Sweetie.” Replied Auntie Caroline.
There was
a long pause, Jessie was obviously taking a great
interest in watching me being fed.
“Is it
nicer than ordinary milk?” Asked Jessie inquisitively.
“It’s better for her than bottled milk,” Auntie
Caroline replied softly. “Babies need to be fed ‘Mummies
Milk’ to help them grow. I expect you had ‘Mummies Milk’
when you were a baby?”
“I think so,” She
replied. “I don't remember.”
Then there was
another pause.
“How long will Tia be a baby
for?” She asked.
“Oh quite a while I think
Jessie,” Replied Auntie Caroline warmly. “Tia might look
older, but really, deep down she's still a baby, she's
too young to wear ordinary clothes or do grown-up
things. She will have to wear nappies and be treated
like a baby for quite a long time I think.”
Even though I was feeling much calmer now that I was at
Auntie Caroline’s breast, the conversation between the
two of them was so incredibly humiliating to listen to,
especially when Auntie Caroline made it perfectly clear
that I was going to be living this life for a long time.
And strangely, in an attempt to block out the shame
and embarrassment I actually pressed myself closer,
buried my nose deeper into her huge breast and suckled a
little harder on her nipple. I let out a little moan and
squeezed her other breast in my hand, giving myself to
her utterly.
It was a strange situation... right at
that moment I wanted to be mothered and needed to feel
secure, even though it meant accepting my future and my
baby status. The very thing I felt I needed was the very
thing I had been fighting against.
Auntie
Caroline responded by pulling me closer, as if she knew
that I wanted her to mother me. Then after a few more
minutes she very carefully rolled me over onto my back,
holding her breast steady, making sure her nipple stayed
in my mouth and giving it an occasional squeeze with her
hand. As she manoeuvred me I found myself clinging on to
her, desperate not to be detached from her breast, I let
out a worried moan and squeezed her other breast with my
hand, eager to continue suckling.
“Shhh Baby,”
she whispered. “It’s ok.”
Once I was settled
again, Auntie Caroline reached down with her free hand
and slipped a finger under the leg elastic of my nappy,
instinctively I opened my legs wide for her and brought
my knees back, exposing the huge nappy between my legs,
opening myself up for her in an act of ‘baby’
submission.
“Why do you do that?” Asked Jessie
inquisitively.
“To see if Tia has wet her
nappy,” replied Auntie Caroline softly. “would you like
to see?”
I couldn’t believe what I was hearing, I was
mortified! Jessie inched closer and with Auntie
Caroline’s guidance slipped her finger under my nappy.
“Just press your finger against her nappy sweetie,” she
instructed. My nappy rustled again as Jessie tentatively
pressed her fingers inside.
I squirmed and wriggled
as I lay on Auntie Caroline’s lap, I was almost in tears
at the sheer humiliation and let out another soft moan,
desperate for this nightmare to be over.
“It
feels dry.” Agreed Jessie as she withdrew her finger.
Then she actually patted my nappy just like Auntie
Caroline does. “Good Baby.” She said encouragingly,
sending huge ripples of shame right through me. Now my
best friend was mothering me. It was all too much to
take, I was on the edge of tears and I squirmed and
moaned even more. I spread my fingers wide and squeezed
Auntie Caroline’s free breast, kneading and fondling it
as I suckled. Auntie Caroline sensed my yearning to be
mothered and let out a long contented sigh and began to
fiddle and adjust my nappy with her other hand.
A few minutes later Sandy arrived home, and seeing
the scene before her asked what had been going on.
Auntie Caroline told her about my constant bad temper
and that I had just finished a feed and was about to be
put to bed.
“I’ll do it,” said Sandy
enthusiastically.
Auntie Caroline released me
from her breast before Sandy gently took my hands and
lifted me off the sofa.
“Say goodnight to Jessie
Tia.” Said Auntie Caroline as she buttoned up her dress.
“Goodnight.” I whispered, my head bowed in
shame.
“C’mon then,” Said Sandy as she took my
hand and led me towards the stairs.
As we
climbed, Sandy gently pushed me up by placing her hand
on my nappied bottom, but when we got to the top she
guided me to hers and Auntie Caroline’s bedroom instead
of my nursery.
“I thought you might like to
sleep in here Sweetie.” She exclaimed.
I instantly
felt both excited and curious. It must have been Sandy
who came in the other afternoon, but what had she seen?
And what did she know? I wondered.
We entered the
bedroom and Sandy took off my dress and helped me into
bed before closing the curtains. Then she turned on the
bedside lamps and kissed me on the forehead before
leaving the room.
I lay there in the silence
pondering her intentions, why had she let me sleep in
here?
A few minutes passed and I heard the front
door close and realised that Jessie must have gone home
and my heart sank.
Then I heard Sandy and Auntie
Caroline talking but couldn’t make out what they were
saying.
The minutes went by and I was still
awake. Lying in their double bed in just my nappy I
tossed and turned, my nappy rustling loudly as usual.
I rolled over onto my side and inadvertently looked
straight at the display of lipsticks on the dresser and
my penis stirred again.
I stared at them, longing to
put one on again and my penis began to grow.
Fighting off the urge I turned away, but the images of
my reflection last time burned in my brain and I looked
back.
My penis had now stiffened considerably, and I
fought the urge as hard as I could.
I listened hard
to see if I could hear any signs of movement from down
stairs... all was quiet except for the TV.
After
a few more agonising minutes, I could fight it off no
more. I slipped out of bed and very carefully went over
and sat at the dressing table again.
Once more I
checked the door, making sure I was alone, my heart
beating strong and fast. Then, picking out my favourite
colour, I took out the lipstick, leaned closer to the
mirror and brought it to my lips, my heart pounding in
my chest. Then I pursed my lips and slowly dragged the
lipstick across them, coating them in a rich pinky
orange, making sure to keep within the contours of my
lips. A few more coats with my trembling hand and I sat
back and stared at my reflection. “Oh God” I said, my
whisper shuddering under my breath, my heart beating
fast and my penis straining and twitching. “Why does
this make me feel so good.” I said to myself and I
squeezed my penis through my nappy, hot tingles shot
through me and I gasped, I had to touch myself properly.
Again I felt reckless and naughty and incredibly
sexy. I got up and climbed back into bed, leaving the
covers off so I could access myself without
interference.
With the taste of lipstick on my
breath and the feeling of it on my lips, I slowly
unpeeled the tapes of my nappy and released my aching
penis.
Then, as I had done previously, I encircled
my thumb and forefinger around it and began to play.
It felt amazing at first, tingles shot around my
penis and down inside me, but then after a few minutes
the same thing began to happen... my impatience and
desperation to reach an end became my enemy and I
started to get frustrated. Guilt overcame me a few times
and I stopped, but my penis ached for relief and so I
would continue, the frustration at my inexperience was
getting to me and I found myself beginning to cry again.
Why couldn’t I find relief?
I flopped my head back
down on the pillow and sighed, letting the tears trickle
down my cheeks.
And then, just at that very moment,
the door opened and Sandy walked in!
I gasped and
threw the covers over me as quickly as I could,
horrified that I’d been caught. Sandy came over and sat
on the bed next to me.
“It’s ok Sweetie,” She
said calmly. “don’t worry, I’m not here to punish you, I
Just wanted to check that you were ok that’s all.”
I was too embarrassed to look at her and continued
to weep softly.
“Hey! It’s ok Baby,” Said Sandy”
re-assuringly wiping away my tears with her fingers.
“it’s nothing to be ashamed of, I’m here to help you.”
I looked at her despairingly, not entirely sure of what
she meant by ‘Help’.
Sandy leaned in a little
closer, her expression full of warmth and compassion.
“We’ve both noticed lately that you’ve been
having a lot of erections.” She said. I looked away from
her glance, my face glowing red. “And that’s totally
normal,” She added. “And after the other day when I came
in here and you were asleep I noticed that you’d been
experimenting, yes?”
I nodded, still too embarrassed
to look up. “I thought so,” She said. “Does wearing
lipstick make you feel tingly inside.”
I looked
at her incredulously and nodded. Wondering how she could
know.
“We all have certain things that make us
feel sexy, Sweetheart, and again, that’s perfectly
normal, but I’m guessing you’re having a little
difficulty. Hmm?” She asked tenderly.
I looked
up at her pleadingly and nodded again. “I thought so,”
she said with a wry smile. “that’s why you’ve been
getting a little tetchy. It’s not good for you to stay
unsatisfied, it makes you frustrated and grouchy doesn’t
it?”
I nodded again. Sandy’s compassion and
understanding made me feel a great sense of relief and
acceptance and I began to cry.
“Aww Baby, it’s
ok,” she said softly as she pulled me to her for a
cuddle. I felt very cosy and secure In her arms, just
like I did with Auntie Caroline. Sandy was making me
feel so relaxed I began to feel I could confide in her
my deepest desires.
After we pulled away Sandy
tenderly brushed my hair away from my face and looked
deep into my eyes.
“Listen Tia,” She said,
sounding a little more serious. “Both me and Auntie
Caroline want to look after you completely, you’re our
Baby and we want to do everything for you to make you
happy and safe. And by everything, we mean absolutely
everything. So if that means helping you to get relief
then I’m more than happy to help you, and to do it for
you, do you understand?”
I thought for a second,
just to make sure I understood and nodded again, the
realisation of what she was saying was slowly sinking
in, and was making my heart race.
“Would you
like me to help you now?” She asked.
“Yes Sandy.”
I whispered, my breath quickening and my mind beginning
to race.
“Ok then,” She said. “let’s take a
look at you.” And she pulled the covers away from me
revealing my opened nappy. My penis had shrunk during
our chat and lay there like a sleeping snake.
I
squirmed with embarrassment as Sandy took a good look at
me. “Show me how you hold it Tia!” She said boldly. I
paused, the shock of what was happening still sinking
in. “It’s ok Baby, don’t be shy!” She said kindly.
With my heart pounding in my chest like a jack hammer, I
took hold of it but my shyness was preventing it from
hardening and I looked up at her despairingly.
“Don’t worry Baby, just relax ok?”
“I’m shy.” I
whispered.
“Of course you are Sweetie,” She said
softly. “It’s going to take a little while for you to
get used this, but you will I promise. I’m going to look
after you and care for you and take care of all your
needs ok?”
I looked up at her and smiled. There was a
pause and then smiling, she said.
“I think I
know of something that can help us get started.” And
with that she got up and went over to the dressing
table, and opening a draw took out what looked like a
little glass bottle. Then, picking up a small hand
mirror, came back and sat next to me again.
“I
think you’ll like this,” She said as she twisted open
the lid. I looked up at her inquisitively.
“What
is it?” I asked excitedly.
“It’s lip gloss.” She
said, and she pulled the lid from the bottle revealing a
little wand that was covered in a clear syrupy
substance. “Let’s put this on you and see what happens
shall we?”
With my heart racing and my breath
quickening, I offered my lips to her and she very gently
and skilfully coated them in a thick shiny layer. I
shuddered under my breath again and my penis quickly
began to harden as she leant back to admire her
handiwork. Then she lifted up the mirror for me. When I
saw my reflection I shuddered again. My lips were so
shiny, like two perfect pinky orange mirrors. Hot
tingles flooded around my penis making it swell and
twitch.
“That’s better isn’t it?” She said,
beaming. “that colour suits you too, you look very
pretty. Now,” She continued. “show me how you hold it
again Baby.”
I did as I was told and this time
all my embarrassment faded. With Sandy watching me
intently I ‘Ringed’ my thumb and forefinger around the
shaft and began to rub up and down.
“I like it
right there,” I instructed, showing Sandy the precise
place that felt the best. “and I like it not to be too
tight.” I added.
“Ok Baby,” she said. “let me do
it for you.” And with that, Sandy made the same ring
shape with her thumb and forefinger and took over,
gently rubbing exactly where I had shown her.
Her
grip was steady and firm, as she began to pump, and I
instantly began to feel tingles shoot down the shaft. I
wriggled my legs and flopped my head back onto the
pillow. This was intense!
“Just relax and let
your mind wander Sweetie!” She said calmly, more like a
command than a suggestion. “It’s really important that
you relax and let yourself go, let me do the work, I’m
not going to stop until it’s over ok?”
I looked down
at my penis, her slender fingers were neatly wrapped
around it, moving gently and slowly with deliberate
movements up and down, up and down.
I kicked my legs
and squirmed, strange unfamiliar feelings and sensations
were sweeping through me, exciting electric shocks were
pulsing through my spine down through my legs, I let my
head rest back against the pillow again, letting the
sensations ripple through me like tiny waves of
adrenaline tickling and pulsating deep inside me.
Sandy’s touch was slow and deliberate, relentless and
repetitive, up and down, up and down, the electric
shocks were growing and intensifying, getting stronger
and stronger, then I felt a hot flush begin to rise up
through my body from my legs up to my chest. I began to
squirm and wriggle as it swelled up inside me, what was
happening to me?
I was shaking and sweating now.
Sandy’s movements were relentless, she kept the same
speed and rhythm, just like a machine, firm but gentle
at the same time. It felt very strange being controlled
by someone else. When you’re playing with yourself
you’re aware that you’re very much in control, but when
you’re controlled by someone else, you feel powerless,
and there’s a certain fear that comes with that, but
it’s a fear that feels very sexy. Someone has total
control of your body and senses and there’s nothing you
can do about it.
Sandy’s touch continued at the same
slow pace, up and down, up and down, it seemed that she
was working her way towards something, something she
knew would happen but not me, I was oblivious, curious,
scared and excited all at once, she had total control
over my body and mind, and I was powerless to stop her,
I felt helpless and submissive, made to feel things I
never knew existed. My chest rose and fell heavily with
each breath and I began to moan softly as the feelings
intensified.
“That’s it Baby,” she said.
“Just let it happen.”
I closed my eyes and
gasped as more hot waves pulsed through me, my body
pulsing with hot flushes, my head rolling from side to
side as the feelings grew stronger. What was going to
happen? I thought. I couldn't get away, Sandy was in
control, up and down, up and down, Slowly, firmly, her
beautifully made up eyes fixed on my straining penis,
her fingers softly wrapped around it.
My breath
quickened, something was stirring up from deep inside me
like a flood, rising up from inside, my toes tingled, my
whole body shook, I was scared. I moaned loudly, my head
rolling left and right on the pillow.
“Yes
Baby.” She said. Quickening her pace slightly. “cum for
me.”
My heart was pounding, my body sweating,
the flood was rising up into the depths of my penis, I
opened my eyes and looked at her, her eyes still looking
down at my penis, full of concentration, her large black
lashes curled upwards, her eye lids black and smoky, her
beautiful full lips pink and glossy, up and down, up and
down. I began to get breathless, I turned my head to the
side and caught my reflection in the mirror, my
beautiful shiny pink lips glinting in the light, I
gasped, the flood arrived, I felt it explode up through
me and out of my penis which twitched and pulsated, my
fingers and toes curled up and tightened like in a cramp
as spurts of hot cum shot out of my throbbing penis,
landing on my tummy in little warm puddles. I was
panting and breathless and exhausted all in one moment.
“Good Girl Tia.” Said Sandy gleefully.
She continued for just a few seconds more, making sure I
was empty.
“There,” She said softly. “does
Baby feel better now?”
I nodded and
smiled contentedly as Sandy released my penis and opened
up a packet of baby wipes and began to clean me.
My
heart yearned for her. Here she was doing everything for
me, just like she said she would, taking care of my
every need and I suddenly felt a huge love and devotion
to her, glad that I had someone I could totally submit
to, to give myself to, to be owned and controlled.
“Once you're all cleaned up Sweetie, you just go
to sleep and i'll run you a nice warm bath ok?” she said
lovingly.
I lay back and let out a huge sigh, my body
sweating and my breathing slowing, tiredness took hold
of me and I suddenly felt very sleepy and cosy.
Sandy
finished cleaning me and then before pulling my nappy
back up between my legs, gave my slowly softening penis
a little kiss, leaving a lipstick mark on it as she did
so.
“Until next time.” She said.
To be
continued.....
This story was written by
Billy Blaze.
Please feel free to email me with any
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