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Billy’s
Fault
by Les Lea
Part 1
There were
three things in life Billy Southall hated; his younger
sister Dee-Dee, his older sister Elizabeth (Lizzie) and
his mother, Sandra. His father, Eddie, was serving a ten
year custodial sentence for ‘Criminal
Fraud’ so eleven year-old Billy was left under the
influence of the bossy and difficult female side of his
family.
Even the baby of
the family, six year-old Dee-Dee, seemed to have a
demanding attitude like the rest of them. Billy was the
one constantly blamed for any mishaps; the one who had
to run errands, the one who was put upon most… when not
at school he hardly had a moment to play with his mates.
No matter what
he did, or where he went, there was always one of ‘them’
hanging around. If he wanted to go off with his friends,
there was always one of his sisters who would insist (or
be insisted upon by his mum) in tow. Trying to be a
typical boy with his other eleven year-old mates was
difficult if you had a six year-old sister dragging at
your heels or an older, more demanding fourteen year-old
sister insisting you play her version of a game. His
schoolboy friends didn’t often come over to play as they
hated all watered down games and the girly stuff they
had to endure. It was difficult being a boy in the
Southall family household.
As far as the
female side of the family were concerned it would be a
lot better if Billy was a girl and then they’d be no
problems at all.
As far as Billy
was concerned, girls ruined everything.
#
Billy was quite
small for an eleven year-old. At four feet four inches
he was the second smallest boy in class, but, as with
all children, he didn’t let it worry him because
everyone told him a growth spurt would be along any
minute. At school he was a lively, if not particularly
bright student but seemed to get on with most people his
age.
The days when he
was taunted or set upon because of his criminal father
were few and far between. His floppy brown hair was no
longer pulled or his brown eyes being occasionally
blackened after a rumour circulated around school that
the ‘criminal underworld’ had put a bounty on anyone
giving little Billy grief.
His younger
sister Dee-Dee was also small for her age. Her long
brown hair and brown eyes made the two youngsters look
remarkably alike, although both would object noisily
when anyone made such an observation. Dee-Dee took after
her sister in that she was always just slightly ahead of
anyone else in class and enjoyed organising and
regimenting her toys. She also thought all boys were
‘stoopid’ and her brother the ‘stoopidest’ of them all.
They were always at each other’s throat but mum and
Lizzie always took her side so, between the two, she
always won any argument.
Billy hated it
when his mother dressed him and Dee-Dee similarly. Not
that Billy wore a skirt or anything it was just that at
times they seemed to wear colour-coordinated outfits
that Sandra liked. She thought it made them look like a
family, whereas Billy thought it made him look like a
girl. He hated it and rebelled as much as he could but
really he had no weapons to fight back with apart from
being disagreeable and, as they were all used to that
now, had no defences at all. He may have screamed and
fussed but in the end, a spanking would soon get him
back in line and his mother wasn’t above using this
action as the first line of battle rather than the last,
“It saved time” she often used to say.
Elizabeth took
after her father. She was tall, dark, had a very quick
mind and at times could be quiet devious (it was her
that set the rumour doing the rounds at school about the
contract from the criminal underworld). She’d seen a
problem, and without doing a great deal, had found a
solution of sorts, the outcome being that her younger
brother was rarely in fights anymore. She didn’t like
the idea of him being picked on, that was her job. She
was a great deal cleverer than her teachers thought but
deliberately held back in lessons. She knew she was
bright, yet for some reason known only to her, had no
intention of showing that side of her character. At
fourteen years old she was almost as tall as her mother
and, as dad was no longer around, behaved as if she were
her equal.
#
One morning, in
fact the first day of the summer holidays, Billy woke up
to find his pyjamas and bedding absolutely sodden. At
first he thought there must have been a leak in the
ceiling and then wondered if someone had spilt something
but eventually it dawned on him that he’d had a rather
wet accident. He didn’t know what to do. His mum would
need to wash everything and he wasn’t bright enough to
think that he could hide the fact and pretend nothing
had happened. No, he would just tell her, apologise,
look a bit dejected and hope that she wouldn’t shout or
scream… or worse.
Since his father
was jailed four years earlier he’d had no male influence
in his home life. Not that Eddie was anything but
‘illusive’. He didn’t seem to notice how much his son
hated being dominated at home. How much he felt inferior
to his sisters or how little support he received from
dad.
Eddie was just
too easy going for his own good and that lethargy was
what led to his eventual capture by the authorities.
When he had been home he always took the ‘girls’ side in
any argument, often with a small humorous aside to Billy
that it was “…easier in the long run to simply agree”.
That aside also carried with it a sort of “Get used to
it” which Billy found infuriating but true.
Even the
relations when they came to visit were mostly female
(from his mother’s side) and Billy would end up besieged
in his room by girly cousins and kissy aunts.
Thankfully, he had mates at school so at least he had
male company there, though they disappeared once the
school day ended.
Unfortunately,
Billy had chosen the wrong day to start wetting the bed
as his mother was already fraught with what she was
going to do with her kids now the school year had
finished. Work had become intense and long hours were
needed almost all the time. Because of this she was
working all hours god sent to keep food on the table and
a roof over their heads.
She had to come
up with an answer as soon as possible.
#
Her solution was
simply to put Lizzie in charge. She was already ruling
the roost so it wasn’t a huge jump to let her take total
responsibility for her younger siblings. Of course,
Elizabeth being Elizabeth extricated an increase in her
allowance for taking on such responsibility. There
wasn’t a great deal of spare money about the house so
everything was put on the ‘necessary’ and ‘within
budget’ list should anything other than food be needed.
When Eddie had
been around money seemed to be fairly plentiful. He
earned a reasonable amount at his place of work so
between them, the two adults were managing okay.
However, now he was inside the breadwinner was Sandra
and, as her job was becoming more and more demanding, so
the kids were suffering as a result. No spare cash for
treats or anything special and on top of that, they were
seeing less and less of her as she had to work long
hours to make ends meet.
Sandra had hated
that the handsome man she loved had a criminal side and,
as justice was served, he’d been locked away after a
long court case. However, she decided the rest of the
family would not benefit from, or suffer as a result, of
his activities.
His criminality
had been discovered just before the final part of his
ingenious plan to de-fraud the large conglomerate he
worked for was instigated. It would have netted a few
million which stupidly he thought was worth the risk.
Unfortunately, now he wasn’t able to look after his wife
and children properly, his plan looked very flimsy
indeed and although it was him behind bars, it was they
who, from lack of cash and stability, were suffering.
With Eddie was
in jail Sandra wanted her children to respect the law
and not be influenced by their father’s deeds. The
problem she had was that her kids were too young to
really understand the relevance of him getting such a
long jail sentence. How it made finances a problem and,
just to keep their heads above water, how much harder
she would have to work.
However, the
fact that she even had to think this way made her an
angry, short-tempered and severe woman. She loved her
kids but at times could have drowned the whole lot of
them. Thankfully, they were getting to an age where they
could look after themselves, and, with the hassles of
her job, she was thankful that Elizabeth could take some
of the strain.
Sandra saw this
constant conflict between her son and daughters and
often wished she’d had three girls and then, she
assumed, life would be so much easier. In her head she
remembered how well she and her three sisters all got on
together as they grew up. She happily reminisced about
the support sisters gave each other and how
disagreements were few and far between.
Although not
completely true that’s how she remembered her youth and
wished the same for her kids. The constant bickering,
screaming, arguments, moodiness and plain aggravation
was too much when she had other things to worry about.
With her patience at an all-time low and stress at an
all-time high she needed calm and serenity at home,
which she knew wasn’t going to happen. She saw Billy,
thanks to the regular negative comments from her
daughters, as a disruptive and annoying influence, the
cause of all disorder, so sided with them over
everything.
Billy was not
happy about his elder sister being given such influence
because he knew it meant only one thing, total control
over everything he wanted to do. He knew she loved
nothing better than to impose rules and issue
restrictions… she was very power-hungry for someone so
young. He also knew that she was larger and stronger
than he was so he’d have no alternative but to comply
otherwise she’d just hurt him. He’d tried to stand up to
her before and had the bruises for almost a week
afterwards to prove it. She was tough and
uncompromising, in other words, a bully.
The problem was
that now he’d wet the bed – and he didn’t know why or
how - what would happen next?
#
His mother was
angry at his wet accident. “Typical of a lazy,
thoughtless boy,” was how she saw it.
Nonetheless she
decided it was probably a one off but made it clear to
the scared lad that if it happened again, more drastic
action would be taken. She didn’t spell out exactly what
that meant but his older sister kept making baby noises
and implying that’s how he’d end up.
Billy’s stress
level accelerated as he worried about such consequences.
He had no idea why he’d wet in the first place, it was
something he hadn’t done since he was four. However, now
that he’d had this nocturnal accident it was all he
could think about.
This was no way
to start the school break and yet, somehow he knew it
would be the only thing that mattered. It would be the
main conversation. He knew his sisters wouldn’t let him
forget it and wasn’t sure how his mother would deal with
it either. With Elizabeth and Dee-Dee taunting and
calling him a baby (and when he wasn’t looking, pulling
at the waistband of his pants to check he was still
dry), he really wished he’d not had such a disastrous
accident.
His mother
briefly speculated if he was ‘stressed’ about something
at school but other than that thought, appeared not to
be all that interested. It was just one of those silly
and inconvenient ‘accidents’ that kids had. Mind you,
she’d also accused him of being too lazy to get up and
go to the bathroom now that the holidays had started but
again, this was just a dismissive rant at her
‘thoughtless’ son.
Billy tried to
think why it might have happened but came up with
nothing. There were no problems at school, in fact, now
they were on summer break he was looking forward to
getting out and spending more time with his friends away
from his annoying family. He hoped that as he was
getting a little older he’d be given more freedom to
explore and be with his friends. He didn’t think that
his excitement at such a prospect would have caused any
kind of reaction. He was at a loss because the only
thing he knew for sure was he’d woken up to a flooded,
urine soaked bed.
He had another
secret which was; that morning once he’d washed and
dressed he’d accidentally peed himself again, whilst
thinking about why he’d peed at night. Without warning a
sudden hot spurt of urine dampened his clean white
underpants before he had chance to clamp down on his
bladder and finish the job at the toilet. He was
thankful that the surprise and embarrassment had been
his alone and there were no witnesses. He quickly
changed and rinsed out his stained briefs hoping no one
would be ever the wiser.
He was eleven
years old and about to go up to big school so knew he
shouldn’t be having such accidents. But that was twice
now and he was worried, although he didn’t know what
exactly it was he should be worried about. The pee that
had just soaked his briefs had sent an uncomfortable
tremor through his body just moments before it happened
but he didn’t equate the two things to the outcome.
Because he saw
it as his own fault he fretted that his friends would
find out and was convinced that, at the earliest
opportunity, one of his sisters would reveal such a
night time misfortune to all his mates. Thankfully there
was no school for any gossip to run rampant but he was
still anxious.
He’d have been
even more worried if he knew his little accident had
given his big sister an idea on how to keep her siblings
under control during the school break.
#
Had he called
his friends he might have been able to see where the
root of his problem lay. Two days earlier, he and a few
of his mates had taken full advantage of a wonderful hot
summer’s afternoon. On their way home from school and
making plans for things to do during the long break they
had taken a slight detour and ended up down by the
canal. Feeling hot and sticky from their walk they dared
each other to jump in because they’d seen other kids
splashing about on the bank further along the towpath.
Ever since Billy
was little his mother had continually emphasised that
although it looks a peaceful stretch of water, he should
never go into the canal as it was a dangerous place for
a young boy to play. She knew at times it looked
inviting but made him promise he’d never do what she’d
seen other children do, and go for a swim in it. She
told him it was full of hazards like submerged
supermarket trolleys that had been thrown in and weeds
that could easily entangle a person. It was full of
unseen and unspecified dangers. She warned him that it
was a very unhealthy place to even dangle his feet but,
in the excitement of a hot afternoon and the fast
approaching end of school, that was all forgotten.
He’d been warned
yet chose that moment to play leader and show his
friends he wasn’t afraid of a bit of water. He pulled
off his school clothes, apart from his underpants, and
launched himself into the almost still water. His
friends, Dave, Aaron and Mitch, not to be outdone,
joined him and soon the group of four eleven year-old
boys were splashing about and gratefully cooling off
from the afternoon’s heat.
They were caught
up in the euphoria of adolescent dare-devilment, bravado
and simply disobeying parents so, since no one was
around to witness the event, they assumed there’d be no
consequence.
Of course he
never mentioned this illicit swim to his mother because
he was able to dry himself before returning home.
However, had he remembered the dire warnings his mother
had given him in the past, he might have known that the
canal had other invisible jeopardies.
If he’d made a
call to any of those mates he’d swum with he would have
found that two, Dave and Mitch had bad diarrhoea and
Aaron, like Billy, had contracted a bladder infection.
However, Billy hadn’t connected as relevant the trip to
the canal with the bedwetting. In fact, he was keeping
completely quiet about that little adventure. He knew
he’d be in very serious trouble if he admitted to his
mum he’d been in the canal and was desperate not to be
grounded for the summer.
Over the years
the other three boys had also received similar dire
warnings about the hazards of swimming in the canal so
they had also decided to keep quiet about what they’d
been up to. That meant their parents, like Billy’s
mother, were equally baffled when their offspring
suddenly started messing the pants (or beds) in one way
or another.
Meanwhile,
unknown to Billy was that loads of little nasty microbes
were using his bladder as their own personal playground
and, without treatment, were going to make life hell for
their host… and a wet bed was only the start.
#
Elizabeth,
having been given the responsibility to keep her brother
and sister in check for the entire break, needed
something during that period to amuse her. Her brother’s
accident and subsequent shame had got her mind ticking
and, after some thoughts being championed before being
dropped, settled on a plan she decided would be both
fun… and a challenge.
That night,
whilst Dee-Dee and Billy slept, Lizzie took a small
empty squeezy bottle and attached a length of plastic
tubing to it. She filled it with a mixture of her own
urine and warm water and then, as they slept,
surreptitiously doused it over both their groins. She
was very careful and took the entire process slowly
making sure that they were both well soaked by the time
she’d finished. In the morning mother was none too happy
about seeing her two youngest children returning to
their childhood problems.
On cue mother
hit the roof, her mystified and crying wet children only
adding to her annoyance. She had enough to cope with
without all this ‘silliness’ and extra work. Even
Dee-Dee came in for a stern telling off and the threat
of a severe spanking for them both if it continued. Mum
was just too pre-occupied to delve any deeper and hoped
this was just a passing phase.
Sandra was used
to difficult situations; since she’d met him her husband
Eddie had dropped her in ‘it’ on many occasions. His
free-wheeling way of dealing with life and the law,
meant that she’d had to learn quickly to deal with his
disastrous shortcomings. Fortunately, despite Eddie’s
transgressions, she hadn’t turned her hand to criminal
activity and was very well thought of in her
high-pressure (if lowly paid) job as head of marketing
for a local manufacturer.
However, her
husband’s history was always at the forefront of her
mind when she dealt with colleagues and customers. She
knew she had not only to be above suspicion; she had to
be better than anyone else and so had grown a very tough
hide, which made her imperious in negotiations. She was
very good at her job so demand on her work time was
always there and, as she had to keep three kids in food,
clothes and a roof over their heads, she worked almost
nonstop.
Dee-Dee had been
as shocked as her brother when she woke up to her wet
nighty and bedding. She screamed it was Billy’s fault
for ‘infecting’ her but even so was quite humiliated by
the incident. She hadn’t wet the bed since being a
toddler and was convinced it had something to do with
her ‘stoopid’ brother. She’d just had her first year at
school and was regarded as one of the brightest kids of
the year; she didn’t now want to be thought of as a
‘stoopid’ baby bedwetter.
However, her own
trauma seemed as nothing compared to the hysterics Billy
was going through on his personal discovery. He couldn’t
explain it, had no recollection or reason for doing it
and dreaded what would happen as a result.
He cried and
begged his mother not to punish him but to no avail. She
was on the warpath over her ‘thoughtless’ kids seemingly
doing everything they could to make her life that much
more complicated.
She didn’t want
excuses, she simply saw it as yet another thing to cope
with and one she shouldn’t have to. After all, her kids
were old enough not to piss themselves. She wasn’t
thinking about the whys or wherefores of her children’s
wet trauma, she was finding it difficult in keeping her
temper under control.
In the past,
when Billy had been naughty or just plain annoying,
she’d deliver a quick couple of spanks and that would be
it – a hot bottom but instant. However, at that moment,
she had breakfast to arrange and herself off to work so
didn’t have time. Nevertheless, running late as she was
and about to storm out the door she left the threat that
Elizabeth was in charge, so, their bedding had better be
washed and everything back to normal when she returned
home. The implied menace was that there would be worse
to come if things hadn’t been achieved.
At least she
hadn’t paddled them for their ‘accidents’ but that
didn’t mean she wouldn’t later on. Both were petrified
about being punished for something they couldn’t control
and worried that their mother was so overwrought, she
might just spank them even harder.
“It’s all your
fault, you big baby.” Dee-Dee sulkily complained to her
brother.
Billy had soaked
the bed for a second time, together with accidentally
wetting his briefs it was now a problem but didn’t know
why. This was worrying but even more worrying he knew
that Lizzie would use it against him. She’d made it
clear what she thought of her ‘pissy little brother’ and
feared the worst. He was very surprised that Dee-Dee
also had an accident. To him at least, this was highly
suspicious, although, for the moment at least, she was
in the same sorry boat as him so wasn’t as unpleasant or
uppity.
#
Meanwhile, as
the two youngest sat guiltily eating breakfast Elizabeth
privately suggested to her fraught mother that because
they’d both wet like babies, perhaps that was how they
should be treated.
Although Sandra
wasn’t sure if that was the best course of action, she
realised action needed to be taken. As her eldest
pointed out, because she’d been put in charge, she
didn’t want to be cleaning up their wet bedding every
morning.
She had a point,
so Sandra agreed that they should wear protection at
night and see how things went. She was a bit troubled as
to why both her youngest should suddenly start wetting
again but really couldn’t give it enough thought as she
was just too busy with work.
Since her
husband had been sent to jail four years earlier she had
come to rely on her eldest daughter to help out and be
the one to keep the other two in line. As it turned out,
it wasn’t a job she needed to be given because from a
very early age Elizabeth had adopted the role for
herself.
Elizabeth and
Dee-Dee, despite the age difference seemed to get on, it
was just their brother who was always moaning and
arguing about something and nothing. Sandra just wished
her kids would get along. There was absolutely no doubt
that she would be at her wit’s end had it not been for
Lizzie stepping up and taking on such responsibility.
So, as
discussed, come night time, and no doubt huge protests,
it was decided that for the time being at least, they
would both wear protection to sleep in. To back this up,
and prevent any further protests, there would be another
threat from mother hanging in the air; if they acted up
they would be sent to bed at 6pm with a well-tanned
bottom. This would make objecting very difficult because
mum wasn’t to be messed with. Once she’d made up her
mind it would take an act of God to change it and the
kids knew that from past experience. Lizzie was pleased
with these provisos and, as she always did told her
mother not to worry as she would have it all sorted
before bedtime.
#
Sandra had
stowed all their old baby things in the attic so Lizzie
took great delight in bringing the stuff down to inspect
for possible reuse. Very little of it would fit but she
saw it more as inspiration than anything else. She liked
the tiny little outfits but knew none of them would fit.
However, the thick cotton nappy squares would be
immediately pressed into service and the cute plastic
pants might be of some use.
In her head
Lizzie saw just how her younger siblings should, and
would, be treated during this ‘anxious’ time for them.
With just a little ‘encouragement’ from her, and the
blind approval of mum, she saw them as puppies being
trained. She saw Dee-Dee as easy to influence but also
wanted both to know that everything from getting up and
going to bed would be down to her… and that included how
they were dressed.
She’d already
made her worries known to her mother about the
possibilities of either Billy or Dee-Dee having daytime
accidents but hoped they would be able to go potty as
normal. Lizzie chose her words carefully using babyish
phrases to subliminally imply that her siblings were
really just toddlers having a hard time and that they
needed to be helped as much as possible.
She expressed
her distaste at having to change nappies, whilst
secretly making sure that was just what was going to
happen. She’d even gone to the extreme of shanghaiing a
couple of old thick towels into making suitable larger
nappies for Billy, should he not fit into the ones she’d
already requisitioned from the attic.
Her siblings
were going to be her little babies for the foreseeable
future and, she convinced herself, it would make the
long boring holidays fun and bearable… well… for her at
least.
Whilst she acted
innocent as to the cause of this sudden wetting
phenomenon, Lizzie impressed on her mother the fact that
between them they needed to maintain a unified front to
make sure, whilst they had their ‘problem’, night time
protection was a must. Perhaps, she suggested hopefully,
a couple of nights in nappies might embarrass them into
getting to the toilet on time. However, if it really was
the start of some unknown wetting dilemma, well at least
they were already protected for the occasion.
She insisted
that any relenting would be seen as a weakness sending
the wrong message to the messy duo. She pretended to be
understanding of her sibling’s difficulty, after all,
she just wanted them to be spared the worry of lying in
a soaked bed at night.
“The little
brats might object but it is for their own good.”
For a fourteen
year-old she put up a convincing and ‘caring’ argument
and, as her mother was far too busy to get involved,
received the nod of approval.
A plan was
formulating in Elizabeth’s mind as she realised she
could exert more control over them both if they wore
what she planned all the time, and, as mother would be
out working and have very little time to supervise, she
decided that’s just what she’d do. However, first she
had to get them both in nappies, and not only at night.
#
Mother
supervised the night time and made sure, despite weepy
and angry protests, that both her youngest were well
protected. Sandra got to nappy Billy,
whilst Elizabeth saw to Dee-Dee. One of the pairs of
plastic pants still fit little Dee-Dee so she was extra
enveloped but Billy’s nappy looked too tight and
ill-fitting. It was obvious that the plastic pants were
far too small even for his small frame so his mother
didn’t even try to use them.
He complained
and had a little tantrum but his mother pointed out,
with very little compassion, that as he’d pissed the bed
twice she had no option. All through the process he
cried and wailed and tried to be as uncooperative as
possible, it didn’t help his case. In the end the nappy
she was trying to get him to wear was way too small so
had to resort to the towel that Lizzie had adapted
earlier. This was a great deal thicker and forced his
legs well apart once she’d pinned him in.
Although Sandra
was annoyed at having to go to these extremes, she
couldn’t help but smile at the thick nappy that made her
son look younger and more juvenile than normal. The
bulky, towelling material was huge and sagged making him
look like a destitute little toddler.
A sudden memory
filled her head as she recollected quite a few years ago
putting him in nappies, which Lizzie had worn when she
was little but were too large. She’d been a much larger
toddler than Billy at that age so her hand-me-down
nappies were way too big and like now, engulfed him in
too much fabric.
She would have
laughed out loud if Billy wasn’t squirming in
humiliation. However, there was recognition of happier
times and a delighted thrill ran through her body
recalling when he was that small, dependant little boy.
This memory continued as she tucked the soft cotton
material under to make the legs a little less baggy and
more leak-proof. For the briefest of moments she saw him
back as he was at two years old. Strangely, after the
infuriating day she’d had, this reminiscence improved
her spirit no end and smiled tenderly at her nappy-clad
little boy.
Billy wasn’t
happy; his tears had dried up and his mother had
finished with her struggle but to him it all felt heavy
and uncomfortable. He knew it was his fault having wet
but he hated the fact that his mum and sister were
making him wear this bulky mass of material between his
legs. He really had no option. He had woken up soaked
twice and to prevent further damage to bed and bedding
he saw the reasoning behind the nappy, even if he didn’t
like it.
The scratchy old
towel wasn’t what he’d hoped for, but neither was a
puddle of pee, so he just had to put up with it.
However, what made him stop his moaning was the threat
that if he didn’t cease his whining, bedtime would be at
6pm for the rest of the school holiday. That shut him up
and once his PJs were pulled up it just looked a little
unwieldy but otherwise his shame was hidden.
Both kids had
another thing to be thankful for because their mother
had so many other problems on her mind, they’d escaped
without punishment. So, albeit
reluctantly, and not wishing to stir up her wrath, they
went quietly to bed before she remembered her other
threat.
Dee-Dee said she
felt hot and uncomfortable but her mother kissed her
goodnight and whispered she’d better not take it off
until morning, and then only if she or Lizzie were there
to supervise. Hearing the implied warning to his sister,
Billy fidgeted but said nothing as she also kissed him
goodnight. It took a while but eventually both were
sound asleep, which was when their sister once more did
her rounds.
#
Dee-Dee, with
her extra plastic protection was going to be more
difficult but didn’t wake up as Lizzie, armed with a
torch and her ‘baby wetting’ bottle, pulled back the
covers and inserted the tube down the front of her
plastic pants. A nice long squeeze
and half the bottle was soon being soaked up by the
thick material. Her brother was a lot easier to dowse.
Billy had wriggled around so much he had no bedding over
him at all and even his PJs had slipped down revealing
the top of his nappy. A second long squeeze and both the
front and back of Billy’s defence was sodden and,
because he wasn’t wearing plastic pants leaked onto his
sheets.
In the morning
Lizzie made sure it was mother who was first on the
scene to see for herself just how wet they were.
Both kids were crying at what they’d discovered,
partly out of being confused and secondly in the hope to
gain some sympathy and deter their mother from carrying
out her threat to paddle them if it happened again.
Billy looked the
most dejected. Has nappy sagged heavily between his legs
and his PJs were doing nothing to hide that fact. At
least the plastic protection Dee-Dee wore had done its
job and could be seen to be a positive item as her bed
was completely dry. It didn’t take much effort to draw
the conclusion that they were obviously something needed
with the current damp state of affairs.
Exasperated at
her wet kids, the previous night’s thoughtful and
understanding mum was replaced by the irritated and
dissatisfied mum. She asked Elizabeth to see to them
because, once again, she was in a rush and had no time
to attend to what needed to be done. She also demanded
that Lizzie made sure after they were washed and well
dried, they received a coating of anti-rash cream (she
still had some left from when Dee-Dee had needed it as a
tot), and that plenty of baby powder was applied before
being allowed to put on underwear.
“Can’t risk them
getting a rash… so… make sure they’re well protected.”
She said as she careered around gathering her things.
With a pretend
look of horror at the very idea Lizzie added in mock
disgust that she might just keep them in ‘protection’
all day as it would be so much easier.
And to add emphasis to her argument, declared she
was damned if she was going to be washing their pissed
in clothes every few hours.
Sandra looked at
her eldest as if to say “Now don’t go making any extra
problems” but knew she relied on her to carry out what
was necessary. Despite being the
parent she wasn’t in a position to argue so rather
gratefully left her eldest to do whatever she saw fit.
Seeing the sorry
and very damp state her brother was in Lizzie suggested
that they should get some vinyl pants for him as well as
other extra items that might come in handy. Sandra noted
that her son’s mattress might be getting too many
soakings for it to be healthy and agreed that would be
an expense too far. She handed over her credit card and
told Lizzie to get what she thought would be best. She
trusted her not to break the bank but realised that the
kids needed something a little more substantial than the
pathetic old and well-used cotton nappies they were
wearing.
Billy and
Dee-Dee didn’t hear this final instruction but had been
left in their saturated protection whilst the two women
discussed things. Chatting to her stressed mother as she
dashed from room to room finally collecting her bag,
coat and keys before departure Lizzie was able to gain
more concessions from her, quite possibly concessions
Sandra didn’t really know she was giving.
Mother’s final
words as she blew a kiss and exited towards her car
were: “Do as Lizzie says, I don’t want to hear of any
bad behaviour when I get home this evening. Bye
sweethearts and be good for your sister.”
With that she
was on her way to work and the two dishevelled kids sat
at the kitchen table still in their wet nightwear,
awkwardly eating a bowl of cereal.
Meanwhile,
Elizabeth was searching around for more items she
thought might come in useful. The bathroom cabinet
already contained talcum powder, wipes and other odds
and sods, which the fourteen year-old was keen to press
into service.
She giggled to
herself in delight at the plans envisaged for her
brother and sister. She hadn’t really thought about why
she was doing this, just that she could. She liked the
idea of being in control and better still, she loved the
prospect of embarrassing them... especially her noisy,
and now, pissy little brother.
As far as she
was concerned, thanks to his wet inspiration, this was
going to be the best summer holiday of them all.
#
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 2
One thing Liz
wasn’t aware - Billy’s sodden nappy was not only down to
her sabotage. He had, quite unknowingly, wet himself
during the night and, had she checked him first before
doing her ‘squeezy’ thing, would have noticed he was
more than a little damp already. With the amount of
liquid his make-do nappy then had to soak up it was no
surprise it leaked all over the place.
He’d woken up to
a wet bed, a saturated towel-cum-nappy and an itchy
crotch. He was angry with himself because he just
couldn’t understand why he was doing such a thing. He
was uncomfortable, irritable and embarrassed and reached
down to feel the dirty, saggy towel between his legs
with a great deal of disgust.
He blamed his
mum, Lizzie and somehow even Dee-Dee for his current
predicament and hated the lot of them for making him
dress so, so, so…
The problem was
he irritated with himself because he’d wet yet again and
couldn’t deny what happened, therefore, couldn’t really
complain about the consequences of his ‘actions’. He
knew it wasn’t his fault because he didn’t know he was
doing it. Other than that could offer no explanation or
come up with a better course of measures than a nappy to
prevent worse after-effects… a wet bed was very
unpleasant.
His anger was
more out of frustration than directed at anyone in
particular, except, well, it was easier to blame
everyone other than himself.
Despite the fact
that his make-do nappy had, to some degree, prevented a
worse soaked bed he wanted rid of the soggy mass as soon
as possible. However, his mother insisted she didn’t
have time and he should get down to breakfast where he’d
be sorted out after they’d all eaten.
She watched him
get up and sigh at the obviously sopping nappy that hung
down between his legs.
The bedding was
a mess, all damp and creased, whilst an air of urine was
beginning to make the room smell less than pleasant.
He fought to
pull up his jammy bottoms which helped a little but
didn’t hide the evidence of a very wet boy.
Under his
mother’s watchful eye, he slowly made his way down to
the kitchen feeling every soggy step, the rough fabric
irritating his thighs with even the slightest movement.
His mother, gathering up the dirty bedding, was more
than a little annoyed that he’d wet again and knew
something had better be done soon.
She wasn’t happy
with her son and he wasn’t happy about his nappy… there
was bitterness and resentment building on both sides.
His favourite
morning cereal wasn’t improving the difficult situation
he was now in and wished he was allowed to change
himself but mum insisted it had to be supervised by
Lizzie, and that really irked him.
He was very
upset about everything and banged and crashed his bowl,
spoon and cup around as he sulkily ate breakfast. The
mess and noise he created just added to Lizzie’s firm
belief that he should be wearing a nappy permanently… so
that’s how he should be treated.
This attitude
didn’t help the situation; he looked like a petulant
little baby sat in a soggy nappy.
#
Once breakfast
was finished Lizzie took Dee-Dee off to be changed. She
told a protesting Billy to wait his turn and stop
bellyaching, she’d soon be back. He had no option but to
do as he was told and sat fidgeting in his scratchy
towel, while he desperately needed a pee.
Although there
were some protests from the baby of the family, Liz
stripped Dee-Dee out of her wet stuff, cleaned her up,
spread the anti-rash lotion and had her powdered very
quickly. The youngest had been surprised at waking up
wet and although she didn’t like all the fuss, at least
the protection had worked.
However, much to
Dee-Dee’s disgust and resentment, her pleas for normal
knickers were ignored as Lizzie re-pinned her into a
clean nappy and fed those old, but useful, plastic pants
up to enclose the thick material.
Her older sister
took a firm hand and used guilt to make her comply with
what she was doing.
“Look, you’ve
wet and I have no intention of cleaning you up again
should you have another accident. So, this will act as a
reminder and a safeguard… just in case…”
She left the
thought hanging in the air.
Dee-Dee’s
protests were in vain as Liz pointed out that she had a
choice, either she put up with it under her dress, or
walk around wearing only a nappy for the rest of the
day. And, as Lizzie planned on going into town shopping,
she’d have to toddle around as she was and everyone
would see her protection. It was her choice.
Dee-Dee’s mood
changed a little when Liz also pointed out that her
brother would be given the same choice so she wouldn’t
be the only one wearing such an item.
Six year old she
may have been but every bit as bright as her older
sister so knew that it would come down to the lesser of
two evils. Reluctantly, she agreed with everything her
big sister suggested. The girls then spent what seemed
to Billy waiting downstairs, an eternity choosing just
what else to wear.
Dee-Dee was
looking for something to cover the entire thing but
Lizzie, after letting her search around for some time,
eventually pulled a short summer skirt from her
wardrobe. She knew exactly how she
wanted her ‘baby’ sister to look… and the nappy and
plastic pants would be taking centre stage.
“You’ll look
lovely in this.”
Lizzie was
enthusiastic about what she’d found.
“But, but, it
won’t cover anything… I … I…ummm.”
She must have
known her protest would be in vain as Lizzie was already
pulling the skirt up and over her protection. Part of
the shiny plastic bulk could just be seen hanging below
the hemline, which was precisely how Lizzie had planned
it… cute and very juvenile.
Nevertheless,
and this was what made it reasonably okay for Dee-Dee to
wear what had been designated, Lizzie convinced her that
when she stood up it was barely visible. The thick rough
material also gave the youngster a strange feeling
between her legs, whilst the rubbing of the plastic on
her thighs sort of tickled a bit. It was more unwieldy
than her knickers but not totally unpleasant and after a
few minutes getting used to her new underwear, Dee-Dee
forgot all about it.
Lizzie liked the
look and wished she could get Billy into something
similar. That sneaky peek of plastic pant was very
babyish and her mind lit up with possibilities of them
both sucking on baby’s bottles and dummies. To her,
plastic pants and nappies always visible would keep them
both in check and at the same time look completely
adorable.
With her two
young siblings already looking alike, to her at least it
would be wonderful to have them dressed alike. She had a
vision of them together playing in their nappies; Billy
slightly taller of the two but still enthralled with a
childish game his smaller but more confident sister had
devised. Setting off the scene to perfection would be
the rustle of their glossy plastic pants adding a shiny,
cheerful but babyish note to their pleasure.
#
Meanwhile, in
the kitchen, in his desperation to pee, Billy came up
with the obvious solution, he’d simply soak his towel
that bit more and no one would be any the wiser.
Even though his
jammy bottoms were already soaked he slipped them off
and stood wearing just his flooded protection. The rough
material was looking decidedly discoloured and beginning
to smell but in Billy’s mind he was just using it as a
mop-up cloth, which was what it had been used for in the
past.
Unfortunately
for him, he took the wrong moment to fulfil his
biological need so, as he filled his waterlogged nappy
to saturation point, the fabric leaked out onto the
tiled floor.
There was a
slight stinging as he peed but, in truth, it was
remarkable just how easy it was to go into his towel and
feel such relief.
Standing in the
doorway to observe the incident were his sisters who he
had not heard returning to the kitchen.
Such an
opportune moment was quickly seized on by Lizzie who
loudly proclaimed it was a deliberate act of wetting.
Conspiring with her witness Dee-Dee, they berated
their brother for being nothing more than “a thoughtless
little boy”, a “nappy wetter” and when he teared up,
nothing but a “big cry baby”.
A red flush
covered his body but the pee just kept flowing and
dribbling down his leg to pool on the tiles. He couldn’t
stop. Even with his sister’s watching and their mocking,
his burning bladder just kept the stream coming as his
body slumped in humiliation and tears fell.
In his shame and
anger he swore and cursed them but it didn’t help… he
was guilty of this terrible act.
Perhaps they
were right; maybe he was nothing more than a pissy
little baby who had no control.
When he finished
the look on Lizzie’s face told him he was in deep
trouble. He had no defence, they’d witnessed what he’d
done and he knew he was for the high jump. Lizzie
grabbed his hand and dragged him upstairs and into the
bathroom.
Billy stumbled
and quickly grabbed the heavy wet nappy as it slipped
down his thighs. To be seen naked was the worst so
pulled up the thick and sopping item to preserve his
modesty.
He didn’t know
it but modesty was soon to be a thing of the past.
Angrily
(although really pleased at the wonderful turn of
events) she pulled off his soaked make-do nappy and told
him emphatically that from now on, as he acted like a
little baby, deliberately peeing his pants, then that’s
how she intended treating him.
A sorrowful
“Nooo” and an “It’s not my fault” didn’t help as he
tried desperately to stop Lizzie seeing him naked.
“You purposely
kept me fucking waiting… you wanted me to fucking wet
my…”
A stream of
expletives and angry accusation followed which Lizzie
stood and took. She didn’t mind, she’d use it against
him later if need be. She knew their mother hated
swearing and would take the paddle to his bare bottom
if/when she found out.
He carried on
swearing at his older sister, blaming her for his soggy
hanging shame. However, he’d been warned many times by
his mother that he should not swear, and certainly never
in the house.
Lizzie just
batted his flailing hands away and let him carry on
being his usual self-obsessed centre of attention but
taking no notice of his protests.
This was typical
him… you try to help but he just ends up being
difficult.
Lizzie let him
struggle for a while, part of her wishing he was a girl
and then they wouldn’t be having all these problems that
raucous boys seemed to carry around with them. She
thought all boys Billy’s age were the same annoying
little sods.
However, now she
had him in a nappy, and to a certain extent Dee-Dee as
well, she was quite content… her plan was moving on
nicely.
#
Her heart had
beat faster when she’d come up with this novel idea, it
had gone into overdrive when she’d collected the stuff
from the attic. The simple act of handling the old
fabric nappy squares and plastic pants had sent more
than a shiver through her core.
The urge to have
them both dressed as babies became more and more
powerful the more she caressed those small soft items of
childhood. She was only fourteen but there was something
that just clicked as she held up one of Dee-Dee’s sweet
little baby onesies. Her body flushed with
excitement as her mind raced at the thought of what she
planned to do with her siblings.
As she’d sorted
through the old baby clothes, toys and other stuff all
she could imagine was them both having to surrender to
her instructions. She was growing up fast and all manner
of hormones and inspiration were careering through her
system. She would be ‘mummy’ and have a couple of real
babies to play with, to dress, feed and clean.
However, to
begin with she hadn’t thought about the work her plan
would involve; the constant changing and washing. For
her to see them both contained in such a juvenile way,
and the way such padding reduced the wearer immediately
to a toddling tot, was as far as her vision stretched.
With Billy now
struggling in her hands as she changed his soaked nappy
she grinned knowing that her plan was already working so
well. The wet towel was not very nice to have to wear,
and this is what made it so much fun, her brother hated
it.
When a knowing
and cunning look appeared on Lizzie’s face he knew he’d
overstepped the mark.
A sudden gulp of
resentment and fear stuck in his throat and he lost the
ability to explain or defend himself.
Billy was so
embarrassed and guilty about what he’d just done, and
had been witnessed by both his sisters; all he could do
was blub as Lizzie furiously set about getting him
cleaned up.
She could have
left him in his present state but was playing the long
game so decided that for the moment, a little
‘understanding’ might be more appreciated.
He cried but
knew he’d been caught red-handed (or wet-nappied), and
had been foul-mouthed, so couldn’t pretend his
innocence.
#
Lizzie was
thorough in her ministrations but kept tut-tutting and
shaking her head as if she found the situation quite
unbelievable.
Billy tried to
pretend it wasn’t happening by squeezing his eyes tight
shut whilst she wiped his genitals. Alas for Billy, his
culpability made him less rebellious than he would
normally have been so the process became a lot less
fraught.
She noticed that
his groin was very red and explained that all the
wetting had given him a nappy rash, which set him off
wailing all over again.
“Mum said this
might happen and I’d have to cover the area with this.”
She held up the
white ointment that had already been applied to Dee-Dee
but, knowing Billy’s embarrassment was only just
beginning, took even greater delight in the application
process.
To have his
sister, who was only three years older than him, rubbing
in the cream with such vigour was more than a little
disconcerting but couldn’t object because he felt so
guilty.
There was no
denying that he’d been itching since he’d woken up and
wondered why it felt so uncomfortable sitting at
breakfast. Now he knew, he had to suffer the ignominy as
she smeared on the antiseptic balm like he was a baby.
However, he
hadn’t realised just how ‘personal’ that treatment would
be when she heavily coated it around his genitals and
then made him turn over so she could cover his tender
red bottom. His rash actually needed the attention
Lizzie was giving it but she was really pleased at the
way he wriggled awkwardly as her fingers massaged the
greasy stuff into his boy parts.
Billy wanted to
be indignant about the procedure. He wanted to tell her
again to ‘FUCK OFF’ and use a stream of hurtful
invective at her but at that moment thought it better to
remain tight-lipped.
He didn’t even
know there was such a cream in the house, or what the
rash was, so would never have thought to use it.
He hated being
treated like a toddler but really would have no idea how
to have gone about it on his own.
Reluctantly, he
had to concede that on this point, his sister knew best.
Whilst in that
position, and showering his upturned inflamed bum cheeks
with powder, she mentioned that if it was up to her his
bottom would be red from a damn good paddling (mum had
delivered them in the past). As far as Lizzie was
concerned… he was a very naughty, foul-mouthed and
inconsiderate little boy, purposely wetting himself for
some dubious ‘attention seeking’ reason.
Lizzie knew that
by intentionally making Billy believe he was solely
culpable for what was happening, he was in no position
to object to her plans and, a little fear made him far
more acquiescent.
She said she was
surprised that mum hadn’t spanked her two naughty
‘babies’ for giving her even more to worry about and
that both he and Dee-Dee should think about their
over-worked mother more.
She laid it on
thick how she thought they were doing it on purpose just
to annoy mum and give her even more stress.
She laid the
blame squarely at her thoughtless brother for being the
main culprit, accusing him of actually enjoying wetting
his bed as she’d just seen him deliberately wet his
nappy. Billy had no defence so Lizzie was able to make
him feel more guilt-ridden, whilst actually enjoying the
fact he had no idea what was going on.
However, she had
no idea what was really going on in Billy’s bladder.
#
Billy knew she
wasn’t joking and was relieved that he managed to turn
back without her carrying out her threat to spank him.
His relief didn’t last long as she soon pushed the other
thick, adapted old terry towel under his bottom and
began to fasten it in place. She deliberately made it
double thickness so its huge, cushiony size would
prevent Billy from finding any clothes to fit over it.
His screams of
indignation could have been heard across the street but
he had no defence from the strength of his sister as she
attempted to pin him in. He tried to pull it off but he
got a smack for his pains together with a very severe
warning if he continued to mess about worse would
follow.
She was adamant,
for his own protection he was going to be wearing a
nappy whether he liked it or not. Lizzie was happy to
list the number of times he wet and that she wasn’t
taking any chances on her ‘pissy little brother’ leaving
a trail of pee wherever he went.
So… he had a
choice; either stop fighting and wear it, or fight, get
a spanking and still have to wear it?
He fought as
best he could but there was a slight problem, she was
far too strong and had become adept at holding him
immobile whilst she did what she wanted. In the past
that had ranged from tickling, through to just beating
him up. She was very strong and knew that he’d have to
obey or be hurt.
Eventually, both
the over-powering sense of guilt and the inevitable
fight drained from him. He realised the futility and she
took the opportunity to continue his change into the
huge, dry, modified towel.
“Don’t you dare
take it off,” Lizzie screamed at him as she pulled the
thick towel up between his legs. “I’ve just watched you
piss yourself on purpose and if you think I have nothing
better to do than run around changing and washing stuff
after you mess up, you’re sadly mistaken.”
To emphasise her
point she indicated, with a slight tap to his head, the
washing line outside that held the billowing results
from two days of wet bedding.
In Lizzie’s mind
this was evidence to anyone with eyes to see that she
was looking after her baby brother and sister. If she
planned it right, the sheets wouldn’t need so much
attention as they’d be both wearing nappies on a night
and then, she got excited at the thought, it would be
just a row of fluttering nappies proclaiming the return
of babies back at the Southall residence.
Why this pleased
her so much she wasn’t sure… it just did and even the
thought of changing wet nappy after wet nappy didn’t
appear to deter her from her aim… it was a price worth
paying… well for now at least.
The warning
smack to the back of his head had surprised but not hurt
him, although it made him realise defying her was a
stupid move. She was at her most determined so any
protest would have been useless. So, as the final large
pin held him tightly in his make-do nappy he had nowhere
to go for support or anyone to defend his position.
Also, she had
indeed just watched him fill his already bloated
protection so couldn’t argue that point, even if the
reason was because she’d taken so long with Dee-Dee.
However, her final threat was what made him simmer down
as best he could.
“If you carry on
like this I’ll make you wear a nappy when your friends
come over.”
The look she
gave him made him believe she wasn’t kidding.
#
He didn’t know
it but two of his friends themselves were wearing
protection having shit the bed on a couple of occasions;
their parents taking the necessary precautions to
prevent further mess and stinky pants. The two boys,
Dave and Mitch, like Billy, had put up a fight but faced
with the alternative (shitty pants) had grudgingly
acquiesced to their parent’s solution. They, like him,
had not linked their canal dip with their problem, but
in both cases a thick nappy had been the temporary
solution.
Meanwhile, his
other friend Aaron who had wet himself during the night
had been able to hide the evidence from his parents so,
for the moment at least, was wearing normal underwear.
Although he wasn’t feeling too well, his dick burned
when he peed, he tried to maintain his usual adventurous
spirit and had gone off with his father walking in the
hills. It was a day that wouldn’t end well for him.
Billy continued
to squirm uneasily in the thick homemade defence but
wasn’t trying to remove it merely get comfortable. The
cream his sister had spread over his rash had an
immediate affect so wasn’t itching as much. So there was
an air of inevitability to the procedure as he meekly
let his sister finish getting him ready.
Leading him by
the hand as he waddled to his bedroom they went through
the dresser and wardrobe trying to find something for
him to wear that covered his protection but, as Lizzie
knew only too well, it was far too thick for any of his
clothes to fit. However, as she’d
told Dee-Dee, they were going shopping in town so he had
to find something as she wasn’t going to leave him home
alone.
Again he started
to whine and complain but she simply told him to find
something otherwise she’d dress him in some of her old
clothes, which she held out for inspection. She really
wished she could get him into a skirt like Dee-Dee was
wearing but knew that was probably not something he’d do
willingly. The flowery skirt and lacy top she held out
doubling Billy’s efforts.
#
A few years
earlier Billy had been forced into wearing some of
Lizzie’s clothes when she and a group of her friends
decided he was to be their dress-up doll for a game they
were playing. Poor six year-old Billy didn’t get a
chance to complain as grabbing prepubescent girly hands
ambushed and easily pulled off his clothes. Distressed
and crying for help he had little resistance as he was
introduced to the realm of girly dresses and make-up.
His juvenile
embarrassment only came to an end only when his father
arrived home, saw his painted face and told him to get
cleaned up. Lizzie received no reprimand from either
parent and even at that young age Billy was fostering a
great deal of resentment. He was always punished if he
did anything wrong and was upset at the injustice when
his older sister wasn’t. Lizzie was
the apple of her daddy’s eye, very like him in so many
ways, and nothing a young shy boy searching for love and
acceptance in the family could ever usurp.
No mention was
made to the fact he was wearing his sisters clothes,
right down to her panties, or that he’d protested
against being involved or that they’d bullied him into
wearing it all. He was a boy and
hadn’t wanted anything to do with their little game but
it looked like he was the one held responsible even
though he was only six at the time. Even with his father
around it appeared the girls could do no wrong. For
young Billy, life was unfair.
Once Dee-Dee was
a little older, she became the dress-up doll for their
games. However, he never forgave his parents because
they hadn’t punished Lizzie believing her side of the
story that he’d asked to play with them and, much to his
irritation, her friends supported that story. What was
worse, they still mentioned the incident whenever they
visited.
It was in that
one act of humiliation that young Billy had decided to
rail against the rest of the family. He couldn’t change
them but he would make sure they knew of his existence.
He argued, got into trouble, fought for his place
against the rest of the world as much as a young boy
could. However, Lizzie, through sheer oppression, kept
her little brother firmly at the bottom of the family
pecking order.
#
Despite his
protests Lizzie was adamant that she wasn’t going to
leave him at home and that he had to go with them for
some urgent shopping. She made him feel responsible by
insisting it was because he was pissing the bed that
they had to shop in the first place. She was fed up with
his stalling so simply gave him one last warning and if
he didn’t comply she’d “spank him raw put him in a dress
and drag him kicking and screaming around town”.
Wearing only a
t-shirt and his make-do nappy Billy was panicking as he
searched in vain for something, anything to wear. He
knew Lizzie wasn’t joking and he’d die a thousand times
of humiliation if he was seen by any of his friends
wearing girl’s clothes.
In the end, all
he could find were a pair of thin but baggy white
polyester shorts he wore to play footie in. If he pulled
them up then the hem of his towel could be seen drooping
down his leg hole, and if he pulled them a little way
down, the thick, pinned waistband was clearly visible.
In the end he settled on a jumper to cover the top part
and hoped that his protection wouldn’t be too obvious
under his shorts.
Under Lizzie’s
careful instructions Dee-Dee promised that his ample and
very evident protective cushion wasn’t really all that
noticeable. Lizzie had gleefully pointed out to her
little sister that no one would notice her protection,
which was just visible below her skirt, as they would
all be looking at Billy. She’d been able to convince her
that the protection was necessary… just to be safe, a
line she used over and over again. All she had to do was
pretend it hardly showed under his shorts and convince
him that no one would be any the wiser.
Lizzie was
pleased with herself at having both of them wearing
nappies to go into town… although she wished that
Billy’s was more obvious. She didn’t have to worry.
Once on the bus
and well on their way to town it became evident to Billy
that everyone knew he was wearing a nappy because that
was all he could feel as he wriggled about in his seat.
At one point the white terry material poked down both
leg holes at the same time and he only noticed that fact
when a small boy pointed it out to his mother.
The young boy
had apparently just been potty trained as he said rather
loudly that he was a big boy now and didn’t need his
‘bah-bahs’ anymore. Giggling and pointing at the
offending item it became plain just what his ‘bah-bahs’
were and all eyes looked towards Billy who tried to
shrink away as he pulled at his pathetically useless
shorts.
The entire bus
seemed to be smiling at his distress as he writhed in
disgrace.
Lizzie whispered
to her reddening brother. “Don’t
worry we’ll get you something to hide all that when we
get to the shops.”
Dee-Dee was
making funny faces back at the outspoken toddler, who
was happily giggling at her facial expressions.
Meanwhile, his mother seemed embarrassed by her son’s
loud declaration and was pointedly looking out of the
window trying to avoid making eye contact with any of
them. Despite that she had a slight smile in the corners
of her mouth at a boy his age unmistakeably still
wearing such a huge nappy.
Lizzie also had
a smile, and though she was attempting to put Billy at
ease with his predicament, she was actually very pleased
the young boy had noticed. She knew her brother well
enough to identify how mortified he’d be feeling right
at that moment and couldn’t wait to increase that shame.
#
Leaving the bus,
Billy reluctantly followed his two sisters around. He’d
noticed that Dee-Dee was also wearing her protection and
wondered why she was wearing such a short skirt that
revealed quite a bit of it. However, he then realised
Lizzie had supervised her outfit like she’d done his so
perhaps, like him, had no say in it. They’d both wet so
this was Lizzie’s solution. He grumpily thought about
the options he was given; either the pair of revealing
shorts he was wearing, or some of Lizzie’s old clothes.
He was certain he’d made the right choice.
Once in the main
shopping area it was busy enough for him not to worry
too much about anyone noticing his thick padding but he
was still on the lookout in case any of his school mates
were around. So intent on spying for his friends he
simply followed his sisters into a shop. Relieved to be
away from the crowds he realised too late he was in the
disposable and accessories aisle in one of the big
pharmacies.
A shiver ran
down his spine when he understood they were there to buy
more ‘baby’ items. He’d hoped that
his and Dee-Dee’s accidents would be regarded as only
temporary and they weren’t in need of extra supplies.
He didn’t know
about the good job Lizzie had done convincing their
mother it was better to be safe than sorry. When the
enormity of the situation dawned on him he was in for
another surprise, a spurt of pee was just the herald for
an absolute flood that suddenly filled his customized
terry towel.
There had been a
brief stabbing pain just before he spurted into his
nappy, which shocked him.
He didn’t say or
do anything as that jolt took control of his body. He
didn’t hear a nearby lady asking if he was okay, or the
fact that his white shorts now had a yellowing patch
down the front. He just stood completely transfixed as
he emptied his aching bladder without effort or advanced
notice. It was as if his body had gone into automatic
and he had no control.
It was only the
sudden thud to his chest that drew him out of his
mesmerised state. Unaware of what was happening Lizzie
had chucked a huge package of disposables for him to
hold but he’d been so out of it he hadn’t noticed what
she was doing. Lizzie, being ill-tempered at the best of
times, simply forced the colourful bag into his hands
and told him they were now his responsibility. It was
only then that she noticed the tut-tutting of the lady
and saw her eyes looking at the growing damp patch.
“Oh Billy, not
again.”
She couldn’t
believe what her brother was doing and surprised at his
complete lack of understanding about the event. It was
only a few seconds later it seemed to register on his
face and the look of pain, embarrassment and fear
gripped his features. He started to snivel.
With an audience
looking on Lizzie went into ‘Nice Lizzie’ mode and was
immediately attentive to her little brother.
“Don’t worry
little fella.” She said as if talking to a toddler.
“I’ll have you cleaned up and changed in seconds.” She
was playing to the few people watching on. “Let’s find a
place to get you sorted.”
Dee-Dee stared
in wonder as to what was happening but couldn’t help
herself from patting her brother’s padded bottom and
letting him know just how wet everything was looking
back there. She’d gotten used to her own slippery
protection and had been glad the night before for her
plastic pants when she woke up soaked again but her bed
was dry.
She was really
grateful they had prevented damp sheets, even if she
hadn’t understood why she’d wet in the first place.
However, the plastic pants had stopped her soaking
everything else, so had been a good addition to her
present wetting difficulty. They would have certainly
helped Billy had he been wearing any.
Lizzie just
couldn’t believe Billy had publically wet himself. Apart
from that first time a few nights ago when he’d wet the
bed himself, she thought she’d been responsible for all
his other little accidents but this… well this was
nothing to do with her.
#
She left Dee-Dee
and Billy sitting on a chair whilst she very quickly
finished her shopping and then, armed with all her
purchases, asked the sales assistant where the nearest
changing facilities were. Luckily they weren’t very far
away so she gathered them and everything up and made her
way to the baby changing area.
By this time
Billy was feeling guilty, stupid and utterly humiliated
by the entire event. His nappy had swollen and filled
out his shorts, which were also very wet and
discoloured. All three clambered into the changing room
and locked the door.
The look Lizzie
gave Billy made him feel like an absolute baby. Without
using any baby words she still managed, by her mocking
tone alone, to make him feel nothing more than a
toddler. Luckily she had bought
enough items now to at least make sure he was cleaned up
and put into something dry.
“You see,” she
pointed out, “you didn’t want to wear a nappy and now
look… “
She left the
insinuation in the air.
Billy was on the
verge of both another outburst and bursting into even
more tears. He wanted to argue and put up a fight but
the incident had knocked most of the stuffing out of him
and he didn’t have the willpower.
Lizzie made him
lie out on the changing table, which even though wasn’t
designed for someone Billy’s size seemed to fit. She
pulled away the sodden shorts and discoloured towel and
checked the redness that now surrounded that area. She
could instantly tell that he would be getting an even
more severe rash if further precautions weren’t taken.
With a whole
bunch of wet-wipes she cleaned him up and applied
copious amounts of anti-rash cream plus loads of talcum
powder. She pulled out a couple of
soaker pads and inserted them into a freshly unfolded
colourful disposable.
“I’m not wearing
that.” He protested.
“And I’m not
having you piss all over the shop, the bus or me… so
yes… you bloody well are.”
He wriggled
trying to get away but Lizzie gave him a very powerful
slap to his naked thigh and he immediately stopped,
finding tears more of a diversion than the fact she was
taping him into a very thick disposable.
His eyes were bleary from weeping so didn’t
notice that she also started to role a pair of thick
white plastic pants over it all.
“I don’t want
to… I don’t wanna… wear … bbbaby pantsss…” Billy
struggled with his emotions and inability to do anything
about it once Lizzie was in one of her moods.
“Maybe not, but
we don’t want you leaking all over everyone… and
besides…” Lizzie mocked, “you’ll want something to hide
your nappy.”
With a final
yank they were over the bulge and an unhappy Billy sat
sobbing. The colourful pattern of the disposable could
faintly be made out behind the gloss of his new
semi-transparent vinyl pants.
“How about you
Dee-Dee, do you need a change?” Lizzie asked.
Looking at how
big her brother’s protection now was… she shook her
head.
“Okay, let’s
go.”
“But what about
sssome pants?” Billy stammered through his tears.
“We don’t have
any and you can’t wear the ones you came in as they’re
wet and stained.” She shook her head at him. “You’ll
just have to make do.”
“But, but…”
Billy tried to object but it was no use. “Can’t we bbbuy
something…?”
Lizzie sounded
concerned and convincing when she said they had no money
for anything else and that unfortunately there was no
alternative so he’d just have to put up with it, at
least the nappy was now hidden.
She pulled him
to his feet and even Dee-Dee gulped at just how big his
padding now appeared.
The white shiny
plastic appeared to glow as it strained around the bulk.
There was a loud rustling sound as he moved because he
was having difficulty walking. He really was in a very
awkward situation and Dee-Dee wriggled, thankful that
her protection wasn’t nearly as obvious. She
involuntarily reached beneath her dress, smoothed her
own nappy down and sighed in relief.
Billy didn’t
detect his little sister’s gasp of concern as he was
being instructed by Lizzie that, as there was nothing
they could do about it, and, so as not to draw attention
to the problem, he should carry the large pack of
disposables in front of him and they would walk behind.
It wasn’t the best solution but it would give him some
privacy.
Tears flooded
down his cheeks as she opened the changing room door and
led her charges out and back into the store. A couple of
people who had heard him crying were looking on but once
they saw he was physically alright they went about their
business.
#
Lizzie gave him
the biggest bag to carry so he could hold it in front of
his huge puffy crotch, which was now encased in shiny
white vinyl and reflecting the light. It became like a
flashing beacon to everyone as he passed.
Lizzie was
overjoyed at the spectacle of having both her charges
wearing obvious plastic pants which barely disguised the
nappy underneath. This was her plan and it had all come
together at remarkable speed. Dee-Dee’s glossy baby
pants would flash occasionally as she walked or gave a
childish hop, whilst Billy, with a certain glistening
rustle, strode disconsolately and awkwardly ahead of
them both.
Sniggers and
comments were hardly muted as Lizzie guided her grumpy
brother and sister towards the bus stop.
“Can’t we get a
taxi? Please let us get a taxi…” He pleaded with his big
sister but she just shook her head and told him they
weren’t made of money.
A miserable and
nervous Billy was the centre of attention for everyone,
not just those passengers on the bus. His shame was
complete when, with still a couple of bus stops left
before home, and after a brief but severe stabbing pain
in his gut (more excitable microbes were now happily
playing in his bowel), he filled his disposable with
more than pee.
Elizabeth
noticed his sudden change of attitude as he sat there
with the huge package of disposables on his lap. His
constant complaining stopped; his face went a bright red
and his eyes misted over as silent tears ran down his
cheeks. An unpleasant sneer, as if he’d witnessed some
diabolical event, slid over his face before he cast his
eyes down to the floor, ashamed of what he’d detected.
Thankfully for
Billy, the huge protection he was wearing absorbed all
he’d discharged and the plastic pants, tightly hugging
everything together, prevented any embarrassing smell or
leakage. Lizzie didn’t know precisely what had happened
but knew something had.
The way he was
grasping the huge package of colourful disposables so
tightly against his protection, meant something drastic
and critical had taken place.
However,
completely out of character, she sympathetically put her
arm around her little brother.
It wasn’t that
she particularly felt sorry for Billy, but instinctively
knew that if she came across as caring, she’d be able to
manipulate him a lot more easily when needed.
She squeezed her
brother and whispered that he shouldn’t worry because
accidents happen, they’d be home soon and she was there
to help.
The walk from
the bus stop back to the house was slow and disgusting
for Billy as he tentatively waddled, aware of the lumpy
wet stinking mess filling the rear of his protection.
Although, he’d hated being made to wear all the thick
padding, he was grateful that he’d not leaked in public.
It wasn’t Lizzie’s fault he’d pissed and now crapped
himself and for once she wasn’t ridiculing or shouting
at him.
His misery
compounded he really was reliant on Lizzie to help him
through this. He had no idea why he now shit his pants
but that stabbing pain must have been some indication
that something was wrong. In spite of this he never
thought about his swim in the canal and simply surmised
it had probably been something he’d eaten.
It was as if,
for the first time in his life, Lizzie actually
understood he was in need of a few nice words to lift
him from the pit of despair he was in. Despite himself,
he was happy that his big sister was looking after him.
Dee-Dee slowly
became aware of what her brother had done and cheekily
slapped his bulging, squelchy bottom as a joke. Billy
wasn’t in any mood for such ‘playful’ antics and
complained bitterly to Lizzie that it wasn’t fair.
He was now
sounding like a whiny little toddler and she couldn’t
have been happier. She hugged him close and told him not
to worry it would be fine; all the time thinking her
plan couldn’t be going any better.
#
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 3
Once home
Lizzie’s first job was to get Billy cleaned up. He felt
totally dejected, the bad start to the day, having to
wear padding, had gotten worse and the only saving grace
had, ridiculous to say, ended up being his thick, glossy
disposable.
Billy was eleven
years old and hated being made into this vulnerable
little kid. The fact that his nakedness was ignored as
he was stripped out of his wet clothes and treated like,
well, like he had no say in anything anymore infuriated
him, but was powerless against the female forces he was
up against.
His small
stature and slim physique made it so, no matter how hard
he fought (and he did), he was really no challenger to
Lizzie’s complete and utter dominance.
From being a toddler to now, he was very much the
plaything of his older sister so she had the final say
in everything. Most times his sheer nuisance value and
belligerent stance meant he was avoided but now she had
him in her sights, he didn’t stand a chance.
He’d hated being
made to wear a nappy to go into town, it seemed
excessive and an attempt by Lizzie to humiliate him.
Just because he’d wet a couple of times didn’t give her
that right… well Billy thought not, even though she had
very easily manipulated him into one.
He hated his
sister. He’d hated everything she’d done. He hated his
mum for allowing her to bully him but, and this is what
narked him, as it turned out, she was right and that
took Billy to a strange place where he wasn’t sure of
anything anymore.
Doubts about all
manner of things were lying just beneath the surface and
that made him very uncomfortable.
He could only
guess how much worse it would have been to fill his
pants so unexpectedly in public wearing just his usual
briefs and shorts?
Begrudgingly he
felt grateful for all the protection Lizzie had pinned
him into.
He didn’t like
this feeling of gratitude; it messed up all other
thoughts.
#
Lizzie had no
idea why Billy had crapped himself and wondered what he
might have eaten to cause such a terrible result. She
worried in case they’d all eaten the same thing and this
was what the future held for all of them. Oddly enough,
when she’d planned making Billy and Dee-Dee her babies
Lizzie hadn’t thought through that it might include
something as dire as changing a shitty nappy.
Of course, it
wasn’t the first time she’d done such a thing. On many
occasions, when Dee-Dee was a baby she’d happily change
her and loved being allowed to dress her up afterwards.
In fact, as she thought about it, even then she used to
wrap her little sister in thick padding before adding
plastic pants, a colourful onesie or cute little dress.
It had been fun
making her baby sister look pretty and when she’d tried
it with Billy a few times, being an annoying boy; he ran
off or created a scene. However, when able to subdue him
with the help of friends she thought how lovely he
looked with his big frightened eyes setting off the
pretty dress she’d put him in.
Meanwhile,
Billy’s stomach continued to grumble and wasn’t sure the
worst was yet over.
The look of
total defeat was etched across his face… and in his
stained nappy. So, now there were other consequences it
was Lizzie who had to suck it up and deal with it.
Nonetheless, at
that moment she loved the humiliation it caused to her
whiny little brother. The fact that he had no idea what
to do about his full nappy merely emphasised what a baby
he was. The tears had been real, his utter embarrassment
was real but he obviously needed an adult to sort his
problem out.
Being quite a
clever girl she realised that if she could get through
this messy part of the operation it would give her more
control over what her brother could do. She had to take
away all his independence and manipulate him into doing
exactly what she decided. She took a
deep breath and slid down those new large slippery vinyl
pants…
#
Under normal
circumstances Billy would have been creating and making
life difficult. Even in such dire circumstances his
hackles would have been up and he’d be as obnoxious and
obstructive as possible. But that was under normal
circumstances, at the moment he was feeling decidedly
weak and ill, was wearing a ballooning, shitty
disposable and desperately needed some care and
attention. Strange as it may sound he was getting it
from his despicable, overbearing and annoying sister.
Billy had dumped
quite a number. So it had been fortunate that Lizzie had
gone ahead and padded him so well at the store, tucked
in the fabric and made sure the elastic in the vinyl
pants was tight around his legs. Otherwise a trail of
brown liquid would have followed them all the way from
the bus stop.
He didn’t know
it at that moment but he really had to thank the hated
shiny white plastic pants for presenting a leak-proof
seal, which was able to contain the worst of what his
body could no longer hold back. Thus the rustling of his
plastic pants as she removed them was more of a plus
than a minus; they’d done their job well. On
top of that the delicate way they slid down his legs
sent a shiver through his body causing another spasm and
a jet of pee to shoot into the saturated material.
One positive
thing Lizzie noticed, Billy wasn’t putting up a fight.
He lay there quite still as she removed the
filthy item and then proceeded to wipe him clean as best
she could. His embarrassment at being naked was obvious
but a gentle pat of his hand away from his penis was all
that was needed for Lizzie to get to work properly. He
looked both self-conscious and on the verge of even more
tears but at least he wasn’t complaining, this was
unusual for Billy.
He mentioned
that his stomach was still bubbling and feared the worse
so, once the initial clean-up was over, naked apart from
a t-shirt, he made his way to the toilet and sat waiting
for whatever was to come next. He
didn’t have to wait long before the next stream of
watery brown fluid gushed from his bum-hole.
Those nasty
little bugs were having a field day in his gut but this
time the toilet was the recipient, Billy thought he was
very lucky to be in the right place on that occasion.
Whilst Billy
evacuated all that was left inside Lizzie set about
getting his room ready. The bed was already stripped and
aired out so it was easy to fit a plastic under-sheet
she’d found earlier in the attic, before adding the rest
of the bedding. She’d discussed this preventative
measure with her mother earlier when it had been decided
to protect the mattress from further damage.
Always cunning
and planning she had seen this development of adding a
plastic sheet as a reminder of his wetting status and
further proof he was nothing but a pissy baby around
whom precautions were necessary. Of course she hadn’t
said this to her mother, merely suggesting it as a way
to lessen any damage to his bed. Sandra had thought it a
good idea and a fairly easy first line of defence, she
gladly given her consent.
Lizzie made up
Billy’s bed and placed the bag of disposable on his
dresser complete with the batch of new larger cotton
nappy squares and soaker pads. A bunch of equally bold
nappy pins were all clustered together in a colourful
array.
Her brother may
have thought his situation was only temporary but she
wanted to emphasise just what a little baby he was.
Having all this stuff spread out, taking over his
schoolboy space and turning it into a room for a tot was
sending a strong message even if he wasn’t aware of it
yet.
Then she spread
various powders, creams and lotions, as well as the big
pink container of wipes in a sort of arc around the
nappies. Finally, she opened a pack of 2-4-1 vinyl pants
but was surprised to find they were pink. The image on
the front of the pack gave no idea of the colour inside;
she just thought they’d be another opaque white. The
colour delighted her but decided that, for the moment,
she wanted to keep them as a surprise for Billy so slyly
hid them under the bag of disposables.
#
Eventually he
was empty and felt marginally better if a bit hot, achy
and flustered. After a shower he returned to find Lizzie
waiting armed with yet more padding, this time they
weren’t disposable but fabric.
Naked, apart
from a small towel he was using to dry himself (which on
seeing Lizzie he held tightly over his penis for
modesty’s sake), he was stunned to see his room so
transformed and for a brief second anger was his main
reaction. However, before it took hold, he was taken by
the arm and led to a nappy already set out on the floor.
Without so much
as a word of permission she pulled the towel away and
indicated he should sit on the prepared material.
Again anger was
bubbling away but she didn’t give it a chance to brew.
“At the moment
you’re a shitting machine so we need to get you well
protected…”
She pushed him
down onto the pile of fabric.
“…and before you
start bellyaching… it’s for your own good… you need to
be safe.”
This was the
forceful and unsympathetic Lizzie.
The determined
look in her eye showed she meant business and after the
messy day he’d had wasn’t up for a fight.
It was strange
that Billy associated the fabric nappies as being very
childish but the disposables as more grown up, so he was
unprepared to find himself being swaddled in proper
thick (babyish) terry cotton cloth (with a couple of
soaker pads added) and pinned firmly in place before a
large pair of white vinyl pants were fitted over it all.
Lizzie loved to
see the thick cushion the nappy produced and the fact
that once applied, any indication as to the sex of the
recipient, was completely obliterated. The huge padding
at his crotch taking away the very thing that made him a
boy, now he was just a sexless toddler. She wished she
could really dress him up as she saw fit but, for the
time being at least, the glossy outline of his bulky
nappy was enough to make her smile.
Billy wanted to
object, saying this wasn’t right for a boy his age, but
after what had occurred thought it might be for the
best. Besides he was too drained to fight her and
certainly didn’t want to find himself with a great pile
of do-dos in his pants. The shame and humiliation he was
feeling had cut down his animosity towards his sisters.
Why this had happened to him he wasn’t sure but needed
Lizzie’s help now to make sense of, or at least clean
up, his messy trouble.
“Please don’t
tell mum about any of this…” He begged as he took in all
the baby paraphernalia Lizzie had so recently used and
now surrounded him. “She, she doesn’t need to know about
my accident”
The look of
panic on his face was real and Lizzie knew she had him.
“You’re in a bad
way baby brother,” she said in a cross between a
condescending and understanding tone, “so I don’t want
to hear you object with the precautions I’m taking.”
He looked down
at his thick padding and shiny plastic pants and sighed
in exasperation but knew he had no choice. He
reluctantly nodded his head.
#
He needed to
keep in Lizzie’s good books so that was one of the
reasons he wasn’t kicking up a fuss.
He thought if
his mother knew he was shitting as well as pissing in
his nappy she’d go ballistic and he’d have the sorest
tanned butt in the country after she’d finished with
him.
Lizzie tried to
placate her worried brother by coming up with an idea,
and that was, letting him take credit for his current
outfit.
“Don’t worry;
mum isn’t going to go mad over an accident, especially
as you were already wearing protection. Let’s just say
it was your idea.”
She paused to
see if her suggestion had sunk in.
“We’ll say that
after all your little accidents you wanted something to
keep you safe.”
She was warming
to her subject.
“All this,” she
pointed to his huge protection, “is your idea. You just
wanted… no…. you want to be on the safe side.”
She looked
pleased with herself for coming up with what was
obviously a wonderful plan.
“If mum asks
we’ll say you insisted on wearing thick protection
because you were worried you might yet have another
accident.”
She looked at
her brother with an encouraging smile.
“I bet she’d be
proud that you had such, erm, forethought. She’ll be
delighted.”
Billy didn’t
like this at all. He couldn’t see mum being proud about
shitting himself but was really quite exhausted from
everything and couldn’t think of any argument against
the proposal. Strangely, Lizzie was being nice. After
all, had it not been for what she’d done he would’ve
been far more embarrassed… messier… and humiliated in
public.
He did feel
completely washed out by the events of the past few
hours; the shame, the tears, the pissing at the shop,
whilst the sudden burst of diarrhoea had simply sapped
his strength. The rumble and ache in his belly continued
and there was a slight burning sensation in his willy
but fatigue swamped him and he just wanted to rest.
Whatever
argument he came up with to counter Lizzie’s suggestion
she was able to shoot down fairly easily. Logic wasn’t
Billy’s strength and she made it sound like his mother
would be more pleased than mad at what had transpired.
He wasn’t convinced but too shattered to keep up any
form of objection.
He’d grimaced
all through the nappy procedure.
The creams, the
powder, the total disregard for his privacy, whilst he
had physically shaken when she pulled the infantile
material up between his legs and used large pink pins to
hold it in place. Also the fact it wasn’t right for an
eleven year-old to be dressed in such a way briefly ran
through his mind, but, at the same time, he knew he
needed it with the current state of his gurgling
stomach.
“To be on the
safe side.” Were Lizzie’s calming words
all the way through the process.
Eventually,
Lizzie managed to persuade him to take a nap and, though
it was an anathema for a boy his age to be taking
afternoon naps, after what he’d been through it seemed
quite a good proposal. After all, he was feeling pretty
drained, a bit achy and hoped that a little sleep would
put him right.
His big,
controlling sister guided him to bed and, as he yawned,
convinced him that he’d feel better after forty winks.
The nappy was an
awkward thick bulge between his legs he’d just have to
put up with it. The resentment that had been there at
the beginning of the day was forgotten and though he
didn’t like it could see it might be necessary.
What was strange
to Billy, this didn’t seem like Lizzie was doing it to
embarrass him. It appeared she was just thinking of his
‘security’ and the desire not to see him mess anymore.
So, no matter how much he’d like to have defied her he
was in no position for that to happen. He didn’t know if
or when his body would betray him next.
“Best be on the
safe side” had been her mantra as she made his nappy
thick and plastic pants impregnable.
All he wore was
his chunky protection so Lizzie was overjoyed to see him
waddle to his bed, rustling as he went, and flop down on
his front; the huge plastic dome of his well-padded
bottom shining in the afternoon light. Meanwhile, as she
looked on, the slight crackle of the plastic sheet and
the rustle of his vinyl pants as he settled down brought
a wider smile to her face and a wicked thought to her
brain.
“The baby has
landed.”
She drew the
blinds to darken the room and quietly slipped one of
Dee-Dees teddy bears in next to him.
“Just in case
you need a fwend to hug,” she whispered as if he
was a toddler.
She loved the
scene and was determined that was how her baby brother
should always be regarded.
After the
experiences Billy had he was more tired than he would
have admitted and after only a few moments, drifted off.
#
In the interim,
Lizzie was checking on Dee-Dee. She was still dry, which
wasn’t a surprise really, but quite animated at the way
her brother had been so easily coerced by her big
sister. She’d been astonished at the shop by just how
easily Billy had been manipulated into wearing such a
thick disposable, with extra padding and plastic pants.
It was true he’d wet but she thought he’d put up more of
a struggle or run off.
However, the
shame must have meant that any hostility he may have had
was no longer there and he’d just do whatever Lizzie
told him.
This was very
unlike Billy but so like Lizzie; she loved to be in
charge, get her own way and keep her stubborn little
brother firmly in his place.
Dee-Dee had been
so mesmerized by what Billy was doing… and then wearing,
she’d forgotten all about her own protection. She still
blamed Billy for ‘infecting’ her and making her wake up
wet, but she knew she shouldn’t be having such accidents
at her age. She’d been lucky that, unlike her brother
who had publicly wet himself, she had no such problems.
However, she was quite fearful, after seeing Billy do
what he did, it might happen to her next.
Strangely,
having gotten used to it, she didn’t mind the padding
and besides (as she unintentionally stroked the plastic
material), perhaps the protection her clever, older
sister had insisted on hadn’t been a bad idea. She
really would have been mortified had she wet in public.
Dee-Dee also
liked the fact that Billy’s nappy and noisy plastic
pants were far more noticeable than her own. She didn’t
want to be that well-padded but realised, with all he’d
been through; he probably needed such a copious amount
of wadding. His complete and utter humiliation of
wearing nothing but his nappy and pants as he walked
through the shopping centre had her and co-conspirator
Lizzie giggling behind their snivelling brother.
It hadn’t gone
un-noticed that Billy had gotten very weepy, more
malleable and juvenile in his mannerisms. He was crying
an awful lot, a wet nappy really reining in his usual
bluster, and seemed unable to do anything for himself so
needed mummy’s or Lizzie’s help to cope. Like
her sister she was of the opinion her brother was
nothing but a big baby.
#
It was strange
that the female perception of Billy was as a noisy,
annoying, self-obsessed boy destined to be a pain to all
who met him. Whilst his opinion of himself was that he
was trying to be heard and noticed over the inaccessible
tribal instincts of the females in the family.
Lizzie had made
a discovery; keeping both kids as babies was going to be
incredibly hard work. She needed help, and although she
knew she could rely on a couple of her friends offering
to lend a hand, the thought of making Billy subservient
to his little sister would be far more enjoyable.
So, whilst Billy
dozed in one room Lizzie was sounding out her sister to
see if she fancied in on the game. She didn’t tell her
too much, just hinting that her brother might need extra
help in the days to come and would she be up for
‘helping’ out.
Not wanting to
raise her little sister’s suspicions she told her that,
despite what mum said, if she could go the night without
wetting, she would be taken out of her protection and
given back her knickers… but ONLY, Lizzie stressed, if
she went the entire night without an accident.
Of course this
was easy to organise, her squeezy bottle would be kept
entirely for the Billy’s use and Dee-Dee would be none
the wiser. Meanwhile, still wearing her thick
protection, Lizzie told her to go and play outside in
the sun whilst her brother slept.
She enjoyed
seeing her little sister in her thick nappy and plastic
pants and, it didn’t look wrong on her small frame. In
fact, it wouldn’t look wrong if both her siblings were
wearing the same infantile outfit.
For a brief
second Lizzie saw both Billy and Dee-Dee wearing exactly
the same babyish items and playing together in the sunny
backyard. A docile Billy happily playing with dolls or
enjoying a stuffed toy tea party, supervised by his
little sister; both their thick padding and shiny,
glossy protection, glinting in the balmy afternoon
sunlight. Lizzie chuckled to herself.
As she set up a
few toys in the garden, Dee-Dee, unaware of her sister’s
involvement in her morning accidents, noticed for the
first time just how much more work the two of them
wetting the bed caused. The washing line was full of
sheets, blankets, PJs and a host of other things that
flapped wildly in the afternoon breeze.
No wonder both mum and Lizzie were adamant they
should both wear protection to cut down on the amount of
laundry. For the first time she felt guilty about making
so much extra work and thankful for her plastic
security.
Once her little
sister was gone Lizzie crept back into Billy’s room and
squirted more liquid into her sleeping brother’s nappy.
She wanted him to wake up soaked and in need of even
thicker protection.
Had she checked
she would have realised he was already pretty soaked,
this extra dousing adding to the bulk of his nappy.
Billy slept on oblivious to all that was happening in
his plastic enclosure. Those naughty little bugs causing
him to seep continually, changing the white fabric a
pale but very definite orange colour.
#
“Wake up Billy,
time for tea.”
Billy struggled
awake on hearing the words and felt fingers probing his
legs. He didn’t immediately remember why he was in bed
and didn’t realise it was his mother who was checking
his padding. Of course he was soaked.
Because he was
still confused about being in bed, wearing such bulky
protection and be sopping wet he was immediately on
guard. He was sure his mother would go mental and start
beating his butt with a vengeance. As it was she seemed
to be understanding and quite calm. He didn’t comprehend
why she was behaving in such a manner.
There was both
confusion and fear etched on Billy’s face as his mother
finally withdrew her fingers from the leg of his
protection.
“Soaked.”
Billy dreaded
what would happen next.
Sandra saw the
anxious and nervous expression he gave her.
“Oh sweetie,
Lizzie’s told me all about your accident.”
He looked at her
horrified.
She had been
surprised to learn from Lizzie about what had happened
and further surprised to discover her son sleeping
wearing such a thick nappy, which, according to her, had
been his idea.
He’d slept
deeply all afternoon so was still not fully awake as
Sandra inspected his nappy.
His ballooning
plastic pants and sluggish movement gave him a very
juvenile look and she felt some sympathy for the torrid
time he’d so recently endured.
However, tired
from work as she was, there was no escaping that, at
that moment he looked like a little boy in need of love
and protection. After all, he’d had a nasty accident in
public so, perhaps him wetting, was down to something
more than being naughty or too lazy to get to the
bathroom.
Dressed as he
was it was easy to see him as a needy little kid and not
the annoying eleven year-old who normally slept in that
bed.
She couldn’t be
too angry with her son who was suffering from a nasty
stomach bug that had rendered him so indisposed.
“She said you’d
insisted in the shop, because you didn’t feel well, you
might need extra protection…”
The panic of
having such a dramatic incident in the shop and on the
bus came flooding back and an involuntary, nervous burst
of burning pee shot into the front of the already
saturated material. He couldn’t understand why his mum
was being so sympathetic.
Whatever Lizzie
said had taken the sting out of his mother’s reaction.
He wasn’t happy
with the way this account was going, he didn’t want to
take credit for the way he was dressed, but his mother
continued talking and she seemed satisfied with Lizzie’s
explanation.
“…so well done
you for thinking ahead.”
Praise, from his
mother, well that was something new. He was normally at
loggerheads with the women in his life and here was his
mother, being nice and supportive, even though he’d so
recently filled his pants… he was confused.
Lizzie must have
told her a pack of lies for her to be so tolerant but,
whatever was said, it looked at least like he wasn’t
going to get a spanking. Well, he hoped not.
#
Sandra had
arrived home tired and frustrated; it had been that kind
of day when business was taking its time. She had
negotiated and charmed her way through an important
meeting but still no one had signed on the dotted line.
It looked like the discussions were going to carry on
the next day. So, she was pleased that Lizzie had sorted
everything out, even with Billy having such a dramatic
accident… owing to “food poisoning, or something” her
daughter had surmised.
Sandra was
thrilled that everyone wasn’t at each other’s throat.
Elizabeth seemed to have everything under control (as
she knew she would) and even what could have been a
disaster with Billy’s accident, was averted thanks to
her children thinking for once. She was very pleased
with her kids, even if frustrated with work.
She’d noticed
that Dee-Dee was wearing protection (as a precaution
seeing as what happened to Billy) and had to admit her
youngest looked so damn pretty. Then being confronted
with her argumentative son looking so sweet in his
massive cushion of protection had been a revelation.
She’d come home to a house that wasn’t at war but very
much at peace. The kids looked ‘comfy’ (if well
protected), so whatever Lizzie had done appeared to be
working.
This was another
thing that Lizzie mentioned to her mother that had got
her thinking. She told her that since being put in thick
nappies, there’d been less arguments and more
cooperation between brother and sisters. Lizzie laid it
on thick. Being treated as toddlers and having to wear
protection had somehow, changed the way they interacted,
and in a good way. Billy wasn’t happy but at least it
had stopped him quarrelling as he’d to deal with what he
was wearing (and depositing in his nappy) rather than
annoying his sisters.
This wasn’t
necessarily true but Lizzie was keen that Sandra should
see the positive side of what she was doing, though
decided she didn’t have to know everything that was
going on to achieve such results.
It lifted a
great weight of responsibility off their mother’s
shoulders now she felt that Lizzie could cope and the
children were all able to help. She was really happy
that even argumentative Billy, feeling a bit queasy in
the shop, had, according to Lizzie, insisted that ‘to be
on the safe side’, he should wear a disposable… and it
had paid off. The disaster that could
have ensued had Billy not come up with the suggestion
would have been too messy to contemplate.
Lizzie had
speculated to her mother that perhaps Billy, and maybe
all of them, had eaten something that had gone off,
which might have caused the messy incident. She didn’t
mention that Billy had to come home wearing only his
protection and no pants. She wanted her mum to think
everything was as ‘normal’ as possible and she wasn’t
just out to embarrass her brother.
Sandra was glad
her kids, reacting to their wetting problems, realised
protection was a good thing to have. Certainly in the
short term (and she desperately hoped that’s what it
would be), the little money spent on a few preventative
measures was already paying off. Lizzie had not
squandered a fortune but what she had bought was so
obviously working.
Lizzie
confidently let mum know that she was happy to keep
taking full responsibility for her siblings.
#
Meanwhile, mum
was still trying to cajole Billy to come down for tea.
“So, do you feel
up to joining us for tea? Lizzie said that you’ve been
feeling exhausted after your disaster…
She patted his
padded bottom.
“No doubt
something you’d eaten… but hopefully all that’s passed
now.”
She smiled and
held out her hand to guide him from his crinkly pit.
Billy looked at
his expanded protection and shook his head.
“Mum, I can’t
walk around like this… um… I need something to cover…”
“Don’t be silly.
There’s only me and your sisters so no one is going to
see.”
Billy had
visions of the bus full of people who’d already seen his
shame but, as his mum was in a good mood didn’t want to
upset her.
She placed the
back of her hand against his forehead.
“You do seem to
be running a bit of a temperature… we’ll see how it goes
before we do anything else. Are you coming?”
Awkwardly he
swung his feet from the crinkly bed and got up. The
weight of his soaked nappy felt really weird but
thankfully the plastic pants kept everything tightly
encased.
Wearing just his
super-soaked and bulging padding he ambled down after
his mum and sat at the table with his sisters who were
both beaming at him. He eyed them warily.
#
Whatever Lizzie
said had certainly got mom on-side so didn’t want to
spoil things by complaining about what he had to sit in.
He squished into his seat and the girls smiled at the
soft rustling of his huge plastic pants. He was nowhere
near comfortable but ate his meal with barely a word,
whilst Lizzie explained to their mother about the
venture to the shops and what she’d ended up buying.
She explained
the store had been having an ‘end of season’ sale where
special offers included disposables and fabric nappies
in a joint deal. Lizzie had been proud that she’d been
able to get a huge amount of fabric squares at a greatly
reduced price. She admitted to being disappointed that
vinyl pants hadn’t only been a 2-4-1 offer on some
special packs. With the soaker pads, extra talc and
anti-rash creams she’d also purchased the bill was
really quite reasonable, which pleased Sandra.
What Lizzie
didn’t mention was that, like her father, she’d indulged
in a bit of criminality, so during the confusion with
Billy’s accident, she’d managed to shoplift a few extra
items. A few extra pairs of rubber pants, extra fabric
squares and other bits and bobs had remained hidden at
the bottom of her large shopping bag as she tried to
rush her purchases through the checkout so as to attend
to her messy brother.
The young lady
cashier was full of sympathy for the young girl with two
young kids in tow who, looking at their thick
protection, were possibly ‘special needs’ children. She
thought how awful the parents must have been to give a
teenager such responsibility… and now the poor girl had
to sort out her brother’s saturated pants. YUK.
As far as Lizzie
was concerned it had all gone off wonderfully and Billy
crapping his nappy on the way home was just the
surprising icing on the cake.
#
Sandra couldn’t
help but notice how well behaved her children were at
the table. There were no quarrels, no snapping or
baiting each other and that hadn’t happened at a meal
time for many years. In fact, she couldn’t quite believe
how Lizzie seemed to have stopped the inevitable
squabbling. She was full of praise for the efforts her
eldest had put into both the shopping and looking after
her brother.
Sandra realised
that perhaps them being put back into nappies had been
the key. Certainly as she watched her son and youngest
silently eat their food, the only thing that had changed
since every other meal was that they were both in
cushioned protection. Inwardly she thought to herself -
If that’s what it takes then so be it.
Later, when
Billy and Dee-Dee were watching TV, both in very visible
inflated plastic pants, she pulled Lizzie to one side
and privately had a word.
“Well
Sweetheart, I don’t know how you’ve done it but… Thank
You.”
She delivered a
heartfelt kiss to her daughter’s forehead.
“Ohh muuummm.”
Lizzie was a bit embarrassed but actually loved the
praise she was receiving.
“As I said this
morning, perhaps a few days in nappies and being treated
as babies is just the incentive they need to grow up.”
Of course Lizzie
didn’t really believe that statement but it seemed the
right thing to say.
Also, she still
had no idea Billy was wetting and shitting himself
thanks to some nasty little bugs he’d picked up during
his illicit swim. She thought he must have eaten
something to cause the diarrhoea and although she’d
hated having to change him, it certainly gave her an
excuse to make sure he had to wear the thick padding she
thought would shame him the most.
“Well, if
Billy’s accident is anything to go by,” Sandra nodded in
affirmation, “you certainly picked the best time to put
that theory into practice.”
“So, is it OK to
carry on? I mean, it appears to be working but I think
if they keep wetting perhaps we should take it up a
notch?”
Lizzie’s mind
knew exactly how this would be achieved whereas her
mother didn’t comprehend the lengths she’d go to
humiliate her brother.
“Well let’s hope
it doesn’t last much longer… I can’t understand why it
should happen now, just at the start of the break…”
“Perhaps they’re
just over excited?” Lizzie ventured.
“Mmmm maybe… but
it does seem strange.” There was a slight perplexed look
on her face as she stared into space in thought.
That was the
last thing Lizzie needed, her mother questioning things.
She had to think fast.
“Well the
padding will take care of that” Lizzie said
light-heartedly, bringing Sandra back from her
ruminations.
With everything
else that was on her mind Sandra seemed relieved she
didn’t have to give it any more thought and gently
rubbed her daughter’s arm in thanks.
Lizzie had been
spinning a series of lies and half-truths to get her way
and they appeared to be paying off. She convinced her
mother that the ‘united front’ in dealing with the
younger members of the family should continue “… seeing
as how it was working”.
“Yes well… you
seem to have it all under control Sweetheart, so I’ll
leave it in your capable hands if that’s OK with you?”
“No probs mum.
You just worry about work and I’ll sort those two out.”
She nodded in the direction of the TV room.
It was amazing
just how alike they were as they lay out watching TV.
The same brown hair, the same small, slim bodies and the
large gleaming protection, it wasn’t difficult to see
them as a couple of incontinent pre-schoolers.
Whilst mother
and sister chatted, Billy and Dee-Dee had been watching
their favourite programme. Unfortunately for Billy,
those nasty little microbes were multiplying and being
very active in his gut. A sudden pain pierced his
stomach. He jumped up with every intention of getting to
the toilet and, although he thought he was empty, those
feisty bacteria had been taking full advantage of what
was on offer.
So, without much
notice, he once again filled the back of his nappy in a
huge wet fart; the lumpy, runny, disgusting discharge
impacting dynamically on the already well-soaked fabric.
It was so loud that it brought mum and Lizzie in to see
what had happened but the look of sheer horror on
Billy’s face, standing legs wide apart and shaking told
its own story.
#
Billy’s
Fault
Part 4
“Mummy…
Billy’s done a poo.”
Dee-Dee’s
observations weren’t necessary as no one could be in any
doubt as to what had just taken place.
“Mummy, my tummy
hurts.”
Sandra couldn’t
believe Billy was actually using those words. He hadn’t
called her ‘mummy’ in years but at that moment her
scared and messy little boy needed her to make things
better. The brat had turned into a forlorn
little cherub.
For more time
than she cared to remember Billy had been an annoying
little horror; always arguing, always causing trouble,
always being at the centre if anything went wrong - it
was always Billy’s fault. But now, with a full nappy and
when he looked so childish and fragile, so needy and so
pathetic her ‘mummy instincts’ kicked in and all she
wanted to do was make him feel safe.
Lizzie watched
for a brief second before volunteering to sort him out
but it was mother who Billy sought to comfort him. He
clung to her apologising and crying but not daring to
move in case he made things worse. He could feel the
mush spreading around his butt cheeks and now his
bladder was also empty, the prickly sensation in his
willy had stopped to be replaced by a warm soggy glow
around his genitals.
Thankfully, the
plastic pants had done their job in preventing any leaks
and containing the stinking mess lodged in the thick
damp lagging. It was a good job that Liz had once again
been ahead of the game and used stuffers to help absorb
the load. Likewise, they were doing what they were
designed to do as they swelled under the mass of liquid
poor Billy expelled.
Sandra saw the
absolute dejection on her son’s miserable face and her
heart went out to him. She may be inundated with work
but at that moment her little boy needed her and she was
there to help.
It had been a
very long time since he’d sought any kind of comfort
from her. In fact, he had gone out of his way since
being very young to prove he didn’t need a mother’s
touch. He kept any sensitive stuff well away from
everybody and Sandra believed he was totally incapable
of showing any emotion, certainly towards the family.
This was quite a
turn up for the book, had wearing a nappy made him more
affectionate?
She slowly
guided him tearfully up the stairs to the bathroom where
she set about cleaning him up and making sure he was
well looked after. Lizzie went into
Billy’s room and got a few stuffers and a large
disposable ready, as well as arranging the various
creams and powders she thought were needed. She also
left the packet of new plastic pants out for Sandra to
use as the other pairs were now in desperate need of a
good soak.
Lizzie was very
attentive and asked her mother if she needed anything
else.
“See if you can
find him one of your old large t-shirts to wear…”
“No probs.”
#
Lizzie was
suddenly struck by an idea about one of the things she
wore when a little younger and went to dance class, it
was a sort of leotard that fastened with press studs
under the crotch. She thought this would be ideal for
Billy to wear as it would keep his thick protection in
place so wouldn’t slip down if he had a fretful night.
The fact that it was a very pale pink with the outline
in darker pink of a cat licking its paws was, as far as
Lizzie was concerned, just a bonus.
Lizzie listened
as her mother sympathised with Billy’s condition, he was
still sobbing and between gulps of air childishly
apologising for making a mess. Sandra settled into her
motherly role as she cleaned him up and asked him if he
thought he needed the toilet any more. He shook his
head.
Her little boy
had never looked so pathetic and didn’t even try to
object as she wiped him with a warm wash cloth, rubbed
in the rash prevention cream and liberally doused him in
powder. Lizzie had set out the soaker
pads and disposable ready for use so Sandra slipped the
bulk under her distressed son and securely taped him in.
“Just to be on
the safe side.” She whispered as her son wriggled
uncomfortably.
Whether he liked
it or not Billy didn’t say because he was so worn out
and ashamed there was nothing he could have done to
prevent what was happening. She pulled open the pack of
plastic pants being handed to her by Lizzie and was
surprised they were pink. However, without missing a
beat, and acting like it was the most natural thing in
the world to do, she shuffled them up his hairless legs
and over the huge cushion he would be wearing to bed.
The grimace as
the large crinkly pink plastic pants were tucked into
place didn’t materialise into anything further, nor did
it when Lizzie arrived with the t-shirt for him. His
mother simply slipped it over his head, fed his arms
through and pulled it down over the bulky protection.
She noticed the press studs and, thinking they were a
very good idea, immediately fastened them up.
Billy hadn’t
noticed the cat on the front but even so wasn’t overly
happy about what was happening to him and, with the
press-studs snapped together, the onesie held everything
tightly in place. However, as his mother had taken
charge, he hadn’t been spanked and she was being very
compassionate, he didn’t want to cause a change in her
temperament by complaining.
Pretty soon he
was ready so his caring mother led him by the hand to
bed and, with the serenade of the rustling plastic sheet
and the soft swish of his plastic pants, told him he
needed to get some sleep then, hopefully, by the
morning, he’d feel a lot better and all this would be
behind him.
There was no
doubt about it he looked like a well-bundled-up big
baby. The press studs on Lizzie’s old leotard were
stretched by the bulk underneath; whilst the new pink
plastic pants could clearly be seen straining over his
bulging disposable.
After the last
few years of almost constant arguing and disobedience
from her son, he now looked as she remembered him with
huge tearful and soulful eyes - a toddler; safe, secure
and compliant. On top of that Sandra thought he looked
so damned cute.
Recent events
had taken their toll on Billy and, although it was
relatively early he was exhausted so, as soon as mother
kissed him goodnight, he was already nodding. Lizzie’s
leotard inexplicably holding everything in and making
the entire outfit feel snug and welcoming.
Lizzie looked on
and couldn’t help thinking that Billy made a sweet baby.
Everything about the way he appeared now was just as
she’d envisioned except she wanted to make sure he was
always wearing a nappy. However, now he was so well
protected she doubted her squeezy bottle would be able
to do much damage.
She didn’t know
what was actually going on inside Billy’s body and that
really she had no reason to worry. With his temperature
rising her brother would be getting even more attention
from those aggressive little microbes who’d be doing the
work for her.
#
As mum left his
room, his ever loving sister pushed a teddy bear into
his arms and, always ready for such an occasion,
produced an old dummy for him to suck on. She pushed the
rubber teat gently against his lips but even dozing
Billy turned his head away. She kept it hovering for a
moment and pushed again. Again he turned away as if
refusing to take part in Lizzie’s plan. However, on the
third attempt his lips parted and she was able to push
with slightly more force. It slipped all the way in and
she was surprised to see him suckle on it straight away.
Billy was not a
part of this piece of theatre. His body was so fatigued
he had no idea what was going on and though he sucked
intently on the dummy, it was without any conscious
effort on his part.
The
transformation from noisy brother to little baby was
complete, and in such a short time. Lizzie wasn’t aware
of the help his swim in the canal had benefited her
plan. All she knew was that, with all this pissing and
shitting, this was a fantastic opportunity to keep him
in nappies for as long as possible over the holidays.
Lizzie smiled at
her brother and left the room, returning moments later
with the little camera her father had bought her before
he was sent to jail; she was sure all Billy’s friends
would love to see how he looked now.
As Billy slept
she took a comprehensive series of images for future
use, whilst planning a few other surprises. She liked
the idea of having a record of her brother’s demise into
babyhood and also, if needed, something she could
blackmail him with later. The images of him sucking on
his dummy and cuddling the teddy really brought out his
complete regression into babyhood and would be a
constant reminder of when he was eleven and still shit
and pissed in a nappy.
Once the final
close up shot of his shiny, expanded plastic pants was
taken she went to the storage cupboard that housed her
old clothes. Sandra rarely threw anything out knowing
that old clothes could be re-circulated to her other
children. However, though eventually Dee-Dee would
benefit from some of Lizzie’s things (even more so now
money was in short supply), they weren’t something Billy
could make use of, well, not until now.
Lizzie had
already pressed into service her dance leotard (although
she was sure her matching tutu wouldn’t be allowed),
there were plenty of other items she thought might just
serve a purpose and, if handled correctly, would get the
support of her mother. She dug out a few pieces that
would have been tight on her but would swamp Billy.
Well, not exactly swamp him because, once in his nappy,
they would just about fit… in a revealing way.
After just a few
minutes search she had several items that might fit the
bill and then went to speak to her mother about ‘…what
to do about Billy’.
#
He was back
at the canal in the exact same place they’d swum
earlier. He was standing near the run off from the
fields, where the cows and sheep lazily grazed and,
despite there being no rain for several weeks, a steady,
murky stream bubbled down and into the canal. In the sun
it was a wonderful part of the landscape and, unusually,
it was very quiet, the occasional ‘moo’ or ‘baa’
breaking the peace.
The hordes
that normally use the towpath for a bit of leisurely
exercise weren’t around. Feeling the need to pee he
released his dick from the confines of his underpants.
The arc of piss glittered in the sun as it splashed into
the water causing little disturbing ripples on the
otherwise placid surface. His bladder was full, and the
fountain looked so picturesque sparkling both silver and
gold he didn’t want to stop. The warmth of the sun was…
Billy woke up
from his very pleasurable dream suddenly aware he was
peeing once again. His hands instinctively dove under
the bedclothes to be greeted by the soft silky sensation
of his fingers sliding over the slippery vinyl material.
Underneath he could feel the bulk of his nappy and the
growing glow as his pee spread around inside the
confines of his protection. His willy
was giving him another, not very pleasant, sensation.
There was an ache, a most uncomfortable, unfathomable
pain as his bladder emptied.
However, once
complete, a feeling of relief, both physical and mental,
ran through his body, glad he hadn’t soaked the bed.
Despite his resentment of the huge padding it had saved
him again and he couldn’t help but think that was down
to Lizzie and his mum being so considerate for a change.
For the first time in as long as he could remember, they
were being nice to him and confusingly, he was both
indignant and grateful.
It was difficult
taking the high ground when you’d just wet the bed. It
was even harder to do so when you’d just crapped in your
nappy. Notwithstanding that slight predicament, it had
been better to fill a nappy than crap his pants in
public… so on the whole, he was more grateful than
angry.
He noticed the
teddy bear slightly hidden under the covers and wondered
how that had gotten there and then another flash of
guilt passed through him as he realised he might have
been cuddling it all night. However, he put it down to
his mum no doubt thinking he needed something to snuggle
against in the night. What he didn’t see was the dummy
he’d been nursing on for some of the time because that
had fallen out and was obscured by a pillow.
All this went
through his head in seconds as his mother came in to
check if he was well, the full nappy told her it was
anything but so set about releasing him from the mess
and start the morning clean-up campaign.
#
With another
soaked morning nappy Sandra realised there might be
something else other than food poisoning going on to
cause Billy such symptoms and decided a visit to the
doctor was in order. Before she saw to her sad and
soaked son she put in a call and was granted an early
consultation at the surgery.
“Okay Billy,
we’re going to get the doctor to check you out… let’s
hope it’s nothing more than a bit of food poisoning eh?”
She pulled off
the damp protection and cleaned him up before reaching
for another nappy.
“But mum, can’t
I wear my normal…”
She looked at
him as if making a decision.
“I don’t want
the doctor to see me in a nappy. Please mum can’t I…” He
pleaded.
“Look Billy,
yesterday you were a clever boy thinking you might have
an accident and taking the right precautions, which
ended up being needed.”
She raised her
eyebrows and smiled.
“We don’t want
another disaster, especially in the car… or in the
doctor’s office now do we?”
Billy frowned.
“You’ve come up
with a system that keeps you secure so… it seems silly
changing something that works so well.”
She showered him
in baby powder.
“After
all, it was your idea wasn’t it?”
She didn’t doubt
him, merely acknowledged his involvement in the nappy
regime.
Billy was put on
the spot. If he said it was all Lizzie’s idea that he
should take credit for it then they’d both be in trouble
for lying and perhaps worse, it might lead to him
being punished severely for the lie and for crapping his
pants. He meekly let his mother get
on with changing him and for her to continue to think he
was ‘a clever boy’.
With her son
wrapped safely in his thick protection and being able to
arrange an early visit she was at a loss as to what else
to cover him with for the journey. As Lizzie had
explained, most of his shorts and jeans no longer fit
over the huge nappy needed to keep him leak-proof so
they would have to improvise.
At first,
looking concerned but helpful, Lizzie suggested the
leotard he’d worn for bed but Sandra didn’t like that
idea much. She saw her fed-up son looking gloomy and
downcast wearing only a t-shirt and thick shiny pink
protection and thought, for his own self-esteem, he
needed something to disguise it.
Lizzie was way
ahead of her mother on this and produced some of her own
shorts she’d worn as a kid. They were quite girly, being
pinks and other pastel shades and quite loose, though
short.
“These are loose
mum; they should hide the main bulk.”
She offered them
to her mother as a possible solution who, seeing no
alternative slipped the pair of soft pink cotton
training shorts up and over the excessive padding.
Sandra wondered
if Billy would rebel but kept up a sympathetic and
encouraging commentary as she did so, telling him that
it was either these or he’d have to see the doctor
wearing only the nappy… and she knew he wouldn’t want
that.
The soft cotton
of the shorts hardly hid the huge bulge out front. In
fact, the waistband scooped down low over his crotch
revealing the top of his heavy nappy and plastic pants.
Even pulling them up didn’t help because they still
couldn’t be hidden and in doing so revealed the elastic
of the plastic pants gripping tightly around his thighs.
Sandra could
sense a possible outburst growing as this went on but,
as none of his clothes fit, and with a look that said
“Sorry we have no option” she had him reluctantly in
them reasonably quickly.
He looked most
displeased but Lizzie, knowing her mother was in a hurry
to get to the doctor’s office, quickly pulled a matching
sweatshirt over Billy’s head before he had chance to say
anything else.
“Don’t worry
Billy; this will hide the top of your nappy.”
He missed the
way she emphasised the word your but now, dressed
in little pink shorts and top, he looked like a
miserable little pre-schooler.
The sweatshirt
had a few sequins that glittered in the sun but as
Sandra had to get off to work later, she had no time for
quarrels or arguments, she’d been lucky to get an early
appointment. The look of absolute dejection as she led
him grudgingly by the hand to the car had Lizzie
watching and giggling silently. His waddle was quite
unmistakeable as was the flash of silky pink plastic
pant that glistened just below the shorts leg with each
step.
“Don’t worry
Billy, no one will notice,” she lied. “You look fine.”
As the car drove
off Dee-Dee whispered to her sister that she was glad
she’d decided not to wear her sparkly top that morning,
she would have hated to clash with her brother. They
both roared with laughter.
#
In fact, Dee-Dee
had woken up wet. Lizzie didn’t want her to feel
independent too soon so had gently eased the squeezy
bottle under sister’s nightie just before retiring for
the night herself and doused her night time nappy. She
wanted her little sister onside but only under her
terms. So, when she woke up soggy, Lizzie had been in to
change her and put her in a fresh nappy and a pair of
cute ruffled blue plastic pants that still fit her from
when she was a toddler. She had found a little blue
cotton skirt that just about fitted over the bulge,
though still fairly revealing, and then settled on a
blue and white Princess Elsa top.
To Lizzie she
was looking the very image of a toddler. Dee-Dee may
have been six but with the fat protection under her
skimpy skirt, she looked more like an incontinent two
year-old... all of which the youngster was completely
unaware having been so easily distracted by what her
brother was wearing.
Somehow, and so
quickly, Lizzie had them both wearing babyish clothing
and each had that lovely waddle that identifies them as
a nappy wearer. She had looked on as her two siblings
started their day dressed so similarly and was pleased
with herself. They did look just like a couple of
infants ready for a day at kindergarten.
#
Doctor Marion
Harper, surprised to see Billy wearing such a huge nappy
under girly clothes, examined him before sending him off
with the nurse to take some blood, urine and check
various statistics. Whilst he was in another room she
talked over his symptoms with Sandra and mentioned that
she’d seen a couple of other boys around Billy’s age
suffering in a similar fashion and it
turned out that they’d been swimming in the canal.
Sandra was sure
that this was not the case with Billy. She had stressed,
over many years, the dangers that lurk in still water.
However, the doctor said that the symptoms were
identical, and the horrendous diarrhoea and developing
fever were caused by a rather nasty bug often found in
animal faeces. Nonetheless, Dr Harper was sure that an
aggressive course of antibiotics would have it cleared
in a few days, although, for the time being at least, a
nappy was a very good precaution.
“He has to wear
some of his sister’s old clothes because he doesn’t fit
into any of his own with that nappy in the way.” Sandra
said by way of explanation as to why her son was dressed
how he was.
Dr Harper nodded
and filled out a prescription. She’d noticed that the
other patients who’d been to see her were also wearing
thick protection. Apparently, the bouts of diarrhoea had
been extensive and each boy had, like Billy, looked
embarrassed to have to wear such obvious thick
protection even if it was necessary.
Eleven year-old
boys may think they know everything and are too grown up
to be told what to wear but, when mum or dad lay down
the law, they quickly realise, if unenthusiastically,
it’s better to do as they are told.
The doctor
didn’t mention any names so Sandra decided to call some
of Billy’s friend’s parents later to see if their boys
were in similar messy circumstances.
As he returned
from the nurse Sandra looked at her son but the sympathy
disappeared now she thought he’d disobeyed her. If it
turned out to be true, that he had been in the canal,
his little bottom would be smarting for a week. However,
for the moment at least she wasn’t letting on she knew
anything and, once heading back home, told him of the
doctor’s opinion.
“The doctor
thinks you must have drunk something or been somewhere
contaminated.”
She was offering
him a chance to confess, which, although wouldn’t help
him would at least show he was contrite about what had
happened.
“Do you remember
going anywhere… where that might have been the case?”
She queried.
A nervous shiver
ran down his spine and a painful spurt of pee was
eagerly mopped up by his thirsty protection. However,
Billy wasn’t clever enough to know when the game was up
so simply said he had no idea.
“You’ve not been
offered a bottle by anyone, or been swimming… or…
anything have you?” She gently enquired.
“No mum, erm,
um, did the doctor say it can be cured?” He rubbed his
aching tummy.
“Yes, of course
darling,” she smiled sweetly hiding her real intent,
“It’s an infection that’s all… I’ll get what’s needed on
my way home from work tonight and hopefully… my little
sweetheart will be right as rain in a few days and ready
to enjoy the holidays… like he should be doing.”
Billy smiled
back; he hadn’t detected the tone of scepticism in her
voice, happy to think that soon he’d be out of nappies
and out playing with his mates, in his own clothes, and
away from all the girly stuff. He hadn’t enjoyed the
nurse drawing blood and taking measurements, or the
patronising way she spoke to him, as if he was a two
year-old. Nor did he like Dr Harper poking and prodding
him down below. In his opinion she wasn’t very gentle
and was trying to embarrass him because he wore a nappy.
None of which
was the case but Billy, being paranoid about most
things, was on his guard against any female involvement
in his life. However, his body produced a tremor and a
painful splash of pee joined the thick folds of the
soaker pads in his nappy.
#
Sandra looked
down at the bulging protection hardly hidden by the pink
shorts and glittery top and decided that it was a look
that she thought suited a little liar… and one Billy
might have to get used to. Wearing his sister’s clothes
and a nappy certainly made him fit in better around the
house and had stopped quite a bit of his natural
aggression, though how much this was down to his
clothing or illness she wasn’t sure.
Thoughts were
running around in both their minds, though Billy’s was
on the freedom he hoped would soon be his.
“Some mates from
school want to go exploring and camping and…”
“Let’s wait and
see,” Sandra interrupted. “We can talk about what’s
going to happen during the holiday once we have you…”
“Okay,” it was
Billy’s turn to interrupt.
He didn’t want
any of his plans squashed before he’d had chance to
discuss them properly. He felt that his mum was a load
more sympathetic towards him since these nasty
accidents, so maybe, just maybe, she’ll let him do more
stuff to compensate?
Sandra was
keeping her thoughts to herself but, if it turned out he
had been swimming in the canal, the boy was going to be
spanked and then grounded for the entire length of the
summer break.
She hated being
lied to. She’d put up with it from her husband and look
where that had got them?
No, no, NO!
Action now might
just stop him from ending up in jail like his father.
She definitely wasn’t going to put up with her son
thinking he could lie with impunity and there’d be no
repercussions.
However, she
needed to check first so kept her counsel.
“Well love, once
I get your prescription hopefully you should soon be on
the road to recovery but the doctor said it might take a
little while so,” she said gently prodding his bulge of
his shorts in a friendly manner. “I’m afraid the nappies
stay for the time being. I hope you don’t mind… it’s
just to be safe.”
His mother
seemed very positive and even a bit good-humoured so he
saw no reason to make waves and besides, they had come
in pretty useful so far.
He remembered
the pain he felt just seconds before his bottom exploded
and realised that without his protection things would
have been terrible, again.
“No mum…. I want
to be safe.”
“Good
boy. We’ll get you something more… erm… appropriate when
this is all over.”
“Great.”
“How’s your
tummy now…”
Billy was
feeling parched and a bit listless but tried to put on a
brave face.
“Okay I s’pose,
just a little thirsty.”
“Oh yes, the
doctor said you might be dehydrated and to give you
plenty of liquid. I think there’s a bottle of water in
my bag if you can reach it.”
Billy stretched
over into the back seat of the car and saw the bottle on
top of her shopping.
“It won’t be
very cold I’m afraid but should do. In fact, as the
doctor said to rehydrate as quickly as possible, can you
finish it all?”
She smiled at
her son as he twisted off the cap and began to down it.
Even when he stopped to take a breath Sandra encouraged
him to drink it all as quickly as he could. Billy didn’t
know why she was rushing him but, as she was in such a
good mood, did as instructed.
#
Sandra dropped
her son back at home because she’d to get off to work
but had a quick word with Elizabeth before departing.
“Keep giving him
fluids, soup and water should be fine. Oh, it’s such a
nice day for them both to be out in the garden but no
visitors, those naughty tummy bugs might be catching and
we don’t want that to happen to others?”
“Is he
contagious then?” Lizzie asked a little concerned.
“Oh you’ll be
alright, and so will Dee-Dee, you’ve been around him
long enough,” she lied. “So no problem for you two just,
you know, anyone new. Oh, and keep him well-padded as a
precaution… we don’t want any further ‘stinky’ accidents
in the house.”
Sandra was
determined that until she got to the bottom of all this,
his bottom would be shrouded in thick absorbent
protection.
With that she
waved her goodbyes and went to work. It had already been
quite an interesting day and she planned to finish the
deal she was working on at the company and then deal
with her deceitful son.
Out in the back
garden Lizzie had pegged out all the washing as a
further reminder to both her siblings of the amount of
work they created. She loved the fact that Dee-Dee’s
little plastic pants hung next to Billy’s much larger
ones. In fact, the two, thick, towel-cum-nappies were
also hanging out on the line, which she hoped the
neighbours would see fluttering together with the
different sized fabric squares and rightly conclude that
some of Sandra’s kids were wetting the bed.
To make the
point she insisted that both of them played outside in
the open air. Any neighbour interested would be able to
see them both running about in their glossy protection.
Billy had been keen to take off his sparkly top and pink
shorts but, because of mum’s instructions, Lizzie
wouldn’t let him out of his bulging nappy.
She had Billy
the boy in glossy pink plastic pants, whilst little
Dee-Dee was happily playing and showing off her slick
blue frilly pair. She loved the sight and wished she
could do more. However, she was happy to bide her time
and now she knew that Billy’s infection was causing him
to pee and shit himself, she was happy to retire her
squeezy bottle… for the time being at least.
Billy didn’t
like to have to wear shiny pink pants but Lizzie was
adamant that he needed to keep them on.
“But I need to
go to the toilet… I… erm… um… need a pee.”
“Well I’m not
fastening and unfastening the damn thing every time you
need to pee or poop so, use it, that’s what it’s there
for… and I’ll change you when it’s full.”
“But I don’t
want to walk around in a wet nappy.” Billy was whining.
“Look,” Lizzie
confronted him.
“You may look
like a big baby but you don’t have to sound like one.
Mum and the doctor say it’s for your own good to keep
you in a protection so… if you need to go… GO IN THAT.”
She pointed to
his huge silky bulge.
He’d dispensed
with the pink shorts as soon as he was able, and the
other styles that Lizzie had left out weren’t much
better, they were all a bit girly. He’d tried to squeeze
into some his own jeans and shorts but to no avail, he
had to own up that nothing other than his t-shirts fit.
He wasn’t too worried, in his current condition he
couldn’t go anywhere with any sense of enthusiasm but
his mother had promised something better for when he was
well, so decided he’d just have to make do.
As he stood
there wearing only a t-shirt and his cushioned
protection he wavered, wanting desperately to argue but
thought better of it.
“Argue
anymore and I will remove it, give you a damn
good hiding and you can wander around bare-assed.”
She looked
sternly at him to see if her words had made an impact.
When riled she wasn’t one to hold back as her brother
could testify.
In the past
several students at school had also been on the
receiving end of Elizabeth’s quick temper and flailing
fists.
He knew she
could and would do as threatened. She was a tyrant and,
as he remembered the last time she beat him up, a shock
ran through his body releasing another spurt of painful
pee. For the moment just the warning was enough to
intimidate him so, when she walked away indicating that
the discussion had ended he was relieved she hadn’t
followed through. As a result of this confrontation the
stream continued so his nappy was busy soaking up an
absolute flood.
#
Lizzie was well
aware of the impression she made on people, it was one
she had developed and shaped since she was a little girl
and fell prey to a larger girl’s vindictive ways. It all
came to a head when her daddy told her never to let
herself be bullied because ‘Bullies were really just
cowards’.
She never forgot
the look on that girl’s face when she attacked her in
class, in front of everyone, and made her cry. The large
girl was slapped and her hair pulled until she said she
was sorry. The girl was no longer feared but Lizzie was.
In that brief but terrifying few seconds Elizabeth
Southall of the fourth grade knew what it was liked to
feel the power of being feared; it was something that
would stay with her from that moment on.
By some she was
given a wide berth, to others, they liked her vicious
streak and gravitated to her domineering way. In truth
there were more enemies than friends but that never
worried Lizzie. Those who were on her team had stayed
with her since that very early display of audacity.
#
Billy’s bladder
had been painfully full so had no option but to empty it
into his voracious nappy. The bottle of water he’d drunk
earlier soon found itself transformed into a warm, pale
yellow fluid that swamped the extra booster pads which,
surprisingly for the eleven year-old, left him feeling
relatively dry.
It actually
wasn’t that bad. He’d wet without knowing about it a few
times and that had horrified him. When he’d done it out
of desperation the day before, he felt relief even if
the outcome was awful but now he was meant to do it,
well, it was pretty cool. However, there was still a
burning sensation when he did so and that wasn’t nice,
even if the warm pee flooding the fabric was.
The texture of
his nappy changed as well. It got bigger and the weight
made it more difficult to amble around. Thankfully as he
was out of the pink shorts and wore a t-shirt with his
protection, in the morning heat… it wasn’t so bad. His
waddle had been very obvious but now his movements were
more measured. He didn’t rush anywhere now he was no
longer desperate to pee, so, wearing only a thin t-shirt
and nappy, was able to enjoy the sunshine that filled
their back garden.
#
As it was such a
lovely warm day, and as per her mother’s instructions,
both Billy and Dee-Dee were ordered to play outside, she
hated her kids glued to the TV screen or their ancient
games consul. Lizzie told them that, owing to Billy’s
‘problems’, friends would not be allowed for the next
few days so they had to entertain themselves. As Billy
was always being told to play with one or both his
sisters he was used to the games they liked and, as
there was no alternative, he set about trying to lead
the fun in the garden.
Now that his
mother had promised that he’d soon be well Billy was
feeling pretty good about himself, even if the infection
was still sending angry reminders to his bladder and
bowel.
His large pink
glistening pants shone in the summer sun and though he
had to slowly shuffle around, he seemed to be dealing
with the lack of real clothing pretty well.
With Dee-Dee
also being bound in thick protection he didn’t feel so
awkward, her blue frilly plastic pants also gleamed in
the sun so on that score they were equal. They both
crouched down and huddled over their toys as they
decided what game to play. ‘Princess and her Castle’
didn’t really appeal to Billy and she wasn’t interested
in re-running the ‘Grand Prix’ with his racing cars, so
they settled on a hybrid version of both.
Lizzie watched
and smiled as they lay on their tummy’s, the thick,
smooth, glassy mounds of their protection indicating
that both were still only toddlers and not yet potty
trained. Patronisingly, she thought of them as her own
little babies out in the ‘big wide world’ for the first
time.
From the start
she’d hoped that once in nappies both of them would be
far easier to manage and so far, that’s how it appeared.
They were playing together and not arguing, so that was
a plus, and they looked like kids at kindergarten
scampering around enjoying the freedom just to have fun.
Billy played for
an hour or so not thinking about his current sartorial
situation. His thick wet nappy no longer worried him as
he got lost in his game. He even found his annoying
little sister to be quite entertaining as they beeped,
brummed and screeched his cars around the palace with
the ‘Princess’ encouraging each driver.
Lizzie was being
all grown up and motherly, she kept bringing drinks,
checked nappies and offered praise. The two occupied
kids didn’t seem to notice that the compliments were
what you’d give toddlers who’d just learned to do
something. She seemed to approve of the game they were
playing and offered a few suggestions to make it more
‘exciting’ and which were actually fun.
For the first
time in many years they were all getting on incredibly
well, even stroppy Billy appeared to be enjoying his new
position and at ease in his nappy. This was just the
beginning of the school holiday and despite its awkward
start he’d settled down remarkably quickly to this new
regime… probably because he thought it would all soon be
over.
#
As the afternoon
progressed and Billy thought about it more, he was just
too comfortable with the easy way his mother and Lizzie
had dealt with his problem. In fact, they had been very
supportive and, as he still hadn’t linked his canal swim
with his current situation, began to wonder if there was
a conspiracy going on between them.
Suddenly it all
made sense. It was if he’d had a sudden revelation and
everything became clear.
It was the
females who were once again scheming to keep him down.
The realisation of this fact stirred up real anger. He
also bet that woman doctor was involved in some way as
well to make him feel that there was actually something
wrong when there wasn’t.
No wonder they
were being nice, they’d reduced him to a nappy-wearing
baby. His fury and self-determination grew as he
understood that had been the plan all along. To stop him
being independent and, and, and, erm, um… he wasn’t sure
what or why… but he knew he’d been tricked somehow.
“Bastards… the
lot of them”.
He looked down
at his glistening plastic pants and the heavy bulk
underneath and was desperate to get rid, even if he had
recently pissed in them. He saw the cunning way they had
got him to wear such vast protection and he wasn’t going
to play along any longer.
He thought he
was ill but now, well, it was obvious they were behind
his accidents all the time. He reasoned that it was they
who were giving him stuff to cause all this problems.
Because, he concluded, it was a strange coincidence that
he should start wetting at the beginning of the school
holidays.
He didn’t know
how or why but his fucking family were out to make a
fool of him… and he wasn’t going to put up with it any
longer.
####
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 5
Billy’s mind
was overflowing with anger at the way he’d been conned
into wearing a nappy. It was they who’d spiked his food
to make him shit himself; it was they who’d somehow made
him wet the bed. None of this was his fault. He would be
wary of anything they said or did from now on but the
first thing to do was get out of this stupid nappy.
He rushed
upstairs to his room and, out of sight of Lizzie, yanked
off his plastic pants, ripping the vinyl in the process,
and dragged down the weighty nappy. The soaker pad was
yellow and bloated with pee but he left it on the floor
and headed to the bathroom to sponge down.
Even though his
tummy cramped and his penis burned at times, he was just
too angry to care.
A quick damp
scrub and he headed back to his room, found a pair of
briefs and slipped them on. He pulled off his t-shirt
and put his favourite football shirt on, then grabbed a
pair of jeans and quickly zipped himself in. He
immediately felt better. Socks and trainers were next
before he stood in front of his mirror and looked back
at an eleven year-old boy and not some supersized
toddler.
His throat was
still parched and, as he made his way back to the
bathroom, past the discarded ripped vinyl pants and
urine soaked nappy to get a glass of water, his
confidence grew now such clothing was no longer part of
his life.
As he quenched
his thirst he surveyed the scene and it was with a sense
of achievement that this act of independence, which he
knew was a long time in coming, had been needed to
reaffirm his self-worth.
Billy was
satisfied that the thick, restrictive padding was where
it should be, in a messy pile on the floor and not
gripping his groin. He’d let himself be coerced into
believing they were necessary but all they did was make
him into a big baby. No more would he allow his mum,
sister or anyone to make him wear a nappy… they wouldn’t
con him again, of that he was sure.
His stomach was
rumbling in all the excitement but he was glad to be out
of his stupid baby clothes.
He was a boy on
a mission and that was to be as far away from his
suffocating family as possible.
All he had to do
to be free was to stride out the front door and go and
see his friends. There was no intention of returning to
play with his silly sister or being subjected to
Lizzie’s authority.
The exhilaration
he felt now he was wearing his own clothes, the stuff he
liked, and not subject to Lizzie’s or his mother’s
views, made him feel strangely elated. A shiver of
freedom rippled through his body but, there was another
pang in his stomach that he tried to avoid as a brief
spurt of hot pee shot into his clean underpants.
It was typical
of Billy to not yet to piece together what the doctor
had said with his current situation… and that situation
was his own fault. He had swum in the canal but
still the connection of these strange and painful
tremors evaded him. He was now full of blame, and that
was squarely centred on his ‘scheming’ family.
Just as he made
for the front door Lizzie caught him and demanded to
know what he was doing.
“I’ve had enough
of all this fucking baby stuff. I’m off out to be with
my friends and…”
“Don’t you swear
at me you little fucker…” Lizzie was in her no messing
motherly attitude “Mum says you have to stay here, and
the doctor says…”
“Yeah, yeah,
yeah, blah, blah, blah… I don’t bloody care.”
Foul language
poured from Billy’s lips as he continued to complain
loudly about being treated as a baby, how it was all
their fault and how he wasn’t going to put up with it
anymore… he was off to meet up with his mates.
Although Lizzie
was livid at this act of defiance she was also surprised
at how he knew she had something to do with him wetting
himself. However, she had other things to worry about at
that moment so tried to reason with him saying it was
the doctor’s instruction to…
Not believing a
word of her explanation, Billy stormed out the door and
made his way quickly down the path.
Now convinced
she needed to act, Lizzie was about to give him a crack
and drag him back indoors but he turned on her and
yelled.
“Touch me again
and when I’m bigger I’ll beat the fucking crap
out of YOU.”
The malice in
his voice as he delivered this line made Lizzie do a
double-take. It was the first time he’d threatened her
in such an aggressive way and it took her by surprise.
Noticing her
hesitation he turned and speeded up his exit.
He was right in
his opinion, girls ruined everything. They were
controlling and had all ganged up on him… he needed to
be with his mates.
Having had a
quick think about his threat, Lizzie dismissed it and
was about to haul him back in when he suddenly grabbed
his stomach, doubled over and fell to the ground. Less
than five seconds later he was violently filling the
seat of his jeans with another messy purge.
The agony was
brief but intense as Billy eliminated a disgusting,
smelly concoction of waste from his body. Without the
thick protection he’d been wearing the mess went
everywhere. He rolled around in his own filth trying to
make the pain go away, which it did in a matter of
moments but by then the damage was done. Billy lay
exhausted in a disgusting soggy mass unable to
comprehend what had just happened.
His sisters
looked on in surprise but didn’t rush to help. Lizzie
had no idea why he was crapping his pants the way he was
but thought her shitty little brother deserved all he
got. Dee-Dee was just shocked. Shocked at the way her
brother was oozing stuff through his clothes.
Unconsciously, but gratefully, she hugged her own
protection hoping the same thing wouldn’t happen to her.
However, their
mother had told them all to stay at home because of what
the doctor had ordered and to keep Billy in protection.
He’d defied them, thinking he could do what he liked,
so, as far as Lizzie was concerned, had received his
comeuppance.
Lizzie looked
down at the pained expression on Billy’s face.
“The doctor says
you’re still infected and need to wear protection… what
on earth got into you, you, you - STUPID FUCK HEAD?”
#
Billy was just a
weeping messy heap hugging his stomach and not daring to
budge. He was afraid that any further movement would
cause him to explode in his pants as another searing
pain shot along the length of his penis and cramp
grabbed at his stinky bottom. Another stream of burning
pee burst through his already sodden jeans, whilst a
stabbing pain forced him to release yet move foul liquid
into the steaming stinky seat of his pants.
For those brief
spasms he could do nothing to contain anything that
wanted out of his body although, once they passed, he
wailed in mortified shame for help.
Lizzie had a
good mind to leave him there but realised she’d been put
in charge and this would reflect badly when her mother
got home. Reluctantly, she helped her brother up and
guided him to the back garden. Billy just wanted to get
cleaned up and go to bed, the misery of his situation
taking away all his strength and ability to offer
resistance.
However, Lizzie
didn’t want to trail the shitty boy through the house so
took him into the back garden where she helped him strip
out of his messy garments. His clothes were a
foul-smelling disgrace; from underwear to jeans, to
shirt, to socks, everything was just a filthy brown
soaked mass.
Once naked, she
hosed him down with freezing cold water, the shock of
which sent him into hyperventilation as he struggled to
catch his breath.
Billy put up a
slight, though ignored, protest as Lizzie instructed him
to turn around so she could flush all the crap from his
body. She asked Dee-Dee who was standing looking stunned
at her naked brother (who was shivering under the
constant flow of cold water), to go and get a couple of
old towels from the pile they kept in reserve for
‘accidents’.
“Not the good
towels,” Lizzie emphasised. “The old ones we use to mop
stuff up with.”
This was the
same pile she’d fashioned his towel-cum-nappies from
which he’d had to wear for his trip into town.
She could see
her brother shivering but every crevice had to be
sluiced out to make sure no crap remained. She decided
to hose his clothes down later and leave them to soak
overnight in a light bleach solution… but they were in
quite an awful state and might not be redeemable.
Billy’s teeth
were chattering and he was also shivering with
trepidation. The fact that he’d removed his protection,
shit so violently and messed his clothes was sure to
bring down untold wrath from his mother.
Dee-Dee returned
with a bundle of grainy old rags which Lizzie then used
to dry off her still blubbering brother.
“Mum’s going to
go ballistic.” She shared her thoughts with an already
fearful Billy.
Billy knew this
wasn’t an understatement. If indeed all this had been
planned to keep him in a nappy he couldn’t see how it
was going to go well when she got home. However, at that
moment he was just trying to keep warm as his older
sister frenziedly rubbed him dry.
Once satisfied
he was clean she guided him back up to his room where
she deliberately made sure he knew his place.
“I don’t want
any argument or you’ll get a crack… understand?”
Billy was
already panicked so didn’t need her to threaten
violence, he nodded weakly.
She picked up
the cast-off, well used nappy and ripped plastic pants
and looked at Billy with contempt.
“You’re a bloody
stupid arsehole,” she shook the rejected items under his
nose.
“You’ve ruined a
new pair of pants and look… look… LOOK,” she was angry,
“your nappy’s soaked and you still thought you didn’t
need one.”
There was more
than anger in her voice as she berated him for being a
selfish, self-centred big baby who shit and pissed
himself and still thought he was a big boy. Her remarks
were meant to hit home and hit home they certainly did.
Her malicious words scored a bull’s eye… he was left
feeling useless and inconsequential.
A few minutes
earlier he thought he was in control. Now, as Lizzie
cleaned him up, he realised that any power he had was
expelled from his body along with the crap. He was a
very contrite eleven year-old who was about to be
returned, with some degree of force and resignation, to
a nappy wearing eleven year-old toddler.
Lizzie was in a
‘no messing’ mode as she applied a very thick layer of
anti-rash cream. She piled it around his genitals and
over his bottom, resisting the temptation to give his
hide the promised spanking. She knew her mother would
probably want first go at that particular target once
she knew what had happened.
Gathering a huge
disposable, she added a couple of heavy soaker pads and
fastened him in. Billy had remained passive all the way
through the operation; he really was very scared of both
his sister and the thought of what his mum would do when
she got home.
He’d literally
and figuratively made a mess of everything.
The resentment
of being put back into a nappy was not augmented by his
usual belligerence just the simple knowledge that there
was no alternative and he’d played his hand very badly.
He was so shattered and frightened his body shook as he
unprotestingly let Lizzie pull the tapes tightly
together, the thickness of the padding forcing his legs
wide apart.
He wanted to
accuse her. Blame her and mum for all that was happening
to him but, now in the state he was in, it seemed such a
stupid allegation.
Worried that he
may well shit himself again Lizzie pulled up a pair of
clear vinyl pants, but not content with only that thin
layer of water-proofing, she then covered them with a
pair of much thicker rubber ones she’d shop-lifted.
These were roomier but gripped much tighter,
their dull creamy colour offering no access, or exit, at
all.
“There… just to
be on the safe side… an extra level of protection.”
The new, firmer
fortification clutched his waist and legs in a vice-like
grip. Any thought of protest died on his lips as he was
ordered to stay in bed, she didn’t want to bother about
him whilst she had to attend to his filthy clothes and
keep an eye on Dee-Dee.
Thoroughly
rebuked, a weak and forlorn looking Billy settled under
a thin sheet, the room was warm from the day’s heat and
sun was still coming in through the window. Wearing only
this ‘extra level of protection’, his clean, thick,
secure padding offered some comfort from his recent
experience.
Although his
teeth were still chattering he wasn’t sure if this was
from the cold water or his fever had gotten worse. He
was just too weak to think properly. Eventually, totally
exhausted, he slipped into a deep but troubled sleep.
#
Sandra Southall
had a terrific morning. The negotiations at work had
gone very well and resulted in the customer signing a
rather lucrative contract for the firm. Not only had she
brought in this particular client but by getting him to
invest in the future of the company, it guaranteed the
workforce’s livelihood for several years to come. Sandra
received a huge cash bonus and promotion, all of which
meant that the Southall family would no longer be
worrying about their finances.
That was the
good news.
Unfortunately,
this also meant the workload increased, although now
Sandra would at least be getting a reasonable salary for
her efforts, it still meant she wasn’t able to give her
kids the time and effort needed.
However, once
those negotiations were complete and everything was
signed off, yet before she launched herself with gusto
into her new position, she decided it was time to give
her attention over to her son - her lying, rule-breaking
little boy.
For quite a
while now Billy had been disruptive. Even before his
father had been sent to prison he’d been a little sod to
everyone. Sandra was exasperated by his lack of respect
to her and his often nasty asides to his younger sister.
Although he seemed scared of Elizabeth, he still tried
to undermine her at every opportunity and be difficult
over every request.
It was time to
fix that attitude… permanently.
She didn’t want
to appear vindictive but also didn’t want her son
thinking he could do what he liked. As she was more and
more convinced Billy was on the wrong trajectory she was
determined he was not going to turn out like his father
- he had to know there would be consequences for every
decision made or action taken. It may be a terrible load
to put on an eleven year-old but she’d been letting
things slide for ages, now she had to do something.
After what the
doctor had said about food poisoning not being the cause
of his problem she realised that he’d been lying to her.
This was nothing new but for some reason it incensed her
more on this occasion. She’d hoped that with her being
busy and their father in prison her children would
somehow have pulled together and helped one and other,
in fact the opposite happened.
She resented the
fact her son showed little or no respect and seemed to
delight in making difficulties. He’d never quite grasped
that they were in dire straits, or that life would be
nicer if they all got along. No, he was a belligerent,
narcissistic young man who needed firm discipline before
things got totally unmanageable.
It seemed that
the occasional spanking had made little difference to
his attitude. Often, after such an event, he’d be on his
best behaviour but all too soon he reverted to form. It
had been a short-term solution, and not a very good one,
but now her work life had changed for the better, it was
time to do the same for her wayward son. She worried she
may have left this action too late.
However, his
illness had made a change. Lizzie said that once he’d
been put in nappies there was a remarkable lack of his
usual insolence. She’d noticed herself that the usual
defiance had subsided and the only thing that had
changed was the fact he was now wearing a nappy. Sandra
wondered if through those babying items his
rehabilitation could start.
#
A few calls to
the parents of his friends and the full picture quickly
emerged. Only three boys were suffering from a similar
‘tummy bug’ as Billy and she knew these three to be his
closest schoolmates. Having said that, under
cross-examination his fellow pupils were content to let
it be known it was all Billy’s fault because he was the
one whose idea it was to go swimming.
She was a bit
peeved (although maintained her politeness) that none of
the other parents had thought to contact her but, since
her husband had been incarcerated, Sandra had been kept
at arms-length by almost everyone - sympathy or
understanding not being part of this town’s motto.
However, she was
thankful they were grudgingly able to fill her in but
got the sense that because it was ‘Billy’s fault’ their
kid was ill; by extension they blamed her as well.
Somehow she
needed to change this opinion.
The bug that the
boys caught had made them all very sick and as a result
were all laid up in bed at home. The spontaneous
‘accidents’ had been so messy and spectacular that
similar precautions were taken, namely, the wearing of
thick absorbent protection. So, like Billy, the three
boys were wrapped in thick nappies which their parents
hoped would at least contain the messy impact of their
bacterial infestation.
As it turned
out, like Sandra, each parent had been fully sympathetic
until the truth became known and it seemed that they
were all in agreement, now their boy had to wear a nappy
for ‘safety’ reasons… that was how they’d stay for a
while at least.
Although the
antibiotics the doctor prescribed would clear up their
problem, constant full protection was deemed a suitable
chastisement for their reckless disregard of the rules
for visiting the canal.
It was
unexpected that all the parents were of the same mind
for punishing their errant child.
Now she knew the
full account of why Billy was shitting himself, to say
Sandra was irritated with him was an understatement.
Although it was sad that the poor boy was going through
such a messy and distressing business, it was
self-inflicted.
The fact that he
hadn’t admitted his involvement when he had the
opportunity rankled more and more and it was in this
frame of mind she set about coming up with a plan to
teach him a lesson. A lesson he wouldn’t forget and know
that any future disobedience would have serious
penalties.
Before she went
home from work that afternoon Sandra picked up the
doctor’s prescription and did a little more, specialist
shopping. Now, with the knowledge of cash in her bank
account, she didn’t have to worry too much about money
anymore, she was able to indulge her plan and Billy
would be the main beneficiary from her retail excursion.
#
In just the few
hours since his anal disaster and being put to bed, a
fever had taken hold of Billy as he writhed in
semiconscious pain. Had anyone been in his bedroom as he
tossed and turned they would have heard the crinkle and
rustling of his protection squeaking in protest as he
thrashed around. His bladder shooting agonising pain
along his throbbing cock as spurt after spurt of burning
pee filled the thick padding.
He may have been
asleep but his body and brain were actively making sure
they left him broken and irrational. Strange dreams
grabbed hold and sent him twisting in fear, pain and
suffering. His teeth chattered together yet his
temperature soared. Sweat poured from him and soaked his
bed as much as if he’d pissed himself, which he
continued to do.
Had anyone been
watching they would have seen a boy possessed, whilst
his slinky cushioned protection inflated and stretched
under a seemingly never ending stream of piss. Billy was
no longer in the real world as those nasty little
microbes invaded and occupied every aspect of his body
and he passed into a state of near delirium.
#
Sandra arrived
home full of intent on teaching her son a lesson he
wouldn’t forget. In her head she had planned that once
his illness was under control and he was getting back to
his confident self she would hit him with his
punishment. However, that wasn’t to be because she was
met at the door by a very anxious Lizzie who said she’d
phoned for the doctor.
Whilst waiting
for Dr Harper Lizzie brought her mother up to speed on
the events of the day. She told her about the swearing,
the disregard of her instructions, the bolshie attitude
and the final disastrous outcome in Billy’s pants and
how she’d checked in on him and his temperature was
soaring.
Sandra took all
this in as she tried to comfort her incapacitated son.
He did look in a bad way but oddly enough, the
protection that Lizzie had wrapped him in was working
fine and made Billy appear more like a wriggling toddler
than a possessed sixth grader.
The doctor
arrived and after administering a powerful antibiotic
gave the family instructions on how best to treat Billy.
She was convinced that the virus would be kept under
control with regular doses and that he’d soon be back to
his usual self. She smiled as if offering a happy
solution to his recovery but both Sandra and Lizzie felt
a shiver run down their spines at the suggestion of his
‘normality’.
Meanwhile, the
doctor suggested that hygiene was paramount and that if
possible he should be kept in disposables and, when they
were full… she didn’t need to finish off the sentence
they were aware of what needed to be done and nodded
their agreement. They needed to keep
themselves clean to prevent the spread. She gave them a
list of things to do and a further list of how the
treatment should continue from there on.
Not too much
food in one go, a little and often rather than all at
once.
Keep him
hydrated but avoid dairy products like milk.
After the
diarrhoea he would need to rebalance his electrolyte
intake, so further instruction was given there.
Sandra confirmed
that, after she’d checked with other parents, Billy had
been swimming in the canal so the doctor had been
correct in her diagnosis.
She explained
that for the next few days the family were going to be
busy looking after Billy as he would be very weak and
vulnerable to other infections. She emphasised again how
important hygiene was until he was back to his robust
self.
The doctor left
to a calm and sleeping Billy. Meanwhile, the family had
a little talk about what to do next.
Dee-Dee insisted
that she should keep wearing her nappy as the incidents
of the day had scared her into thinking that the same
thing could happen to her and she’d mess her pants.
Lizzie and her mother agreed that it seemed, for the
time being at least, a reasonable precaution, which was
a relief to the youngest.
Once plans had
been made on how to look after Billy Sandra was able to
share her good news about the promotion. She also had
gifts for them; Dee-Dee got a doll she’d been hoping for
whilst Lizzie got her own mobile phone - Billy would
have to wait for his.
As the
antibiotics began to fight those invading microbes, an
unconscious Billy peed out more fluid filling his
already saturated nappy. It was Lizzie who suggested
that the best way to feed him whilst in that state was
to use a baby’s bottle full of the electrolyte and let
him suckle on it. Sandra wasn’t convinced but when
Lizzie went ahead and tried it anyway, she had to admit
to its success, Billy was automatically feeding so this
became the way to get fluids into him.
#
Once the initial
fuss had calmed down Elizabeth shook her head. “So all
this is self-inflicted?”
A murmur of
repressed anger escaped her lips, which was echoed by
Sandra.
“Yes, the bloody
fool brought this entire thing on himself and the fact
that he didn’t admit to it… well...”
She was a little
lost for words.
For Lizzie it
was a strange feeling. She’d wanted her annoying brother
in nappies but wanted to be the cause of his
embarrassment and not because he was just too stupid and
had caused it himself. She felt cheated.
A hundred things
were going through her mind at that moment but what she
didn’t know was that similar thoughts were passing
through her mother’s.
Later that
night, as she was getting ready for bed, Dee-Dee was
really insistent she should have similar thick
protection like Billy. Although her mother said it
wasn’t necessary the fear of something happening to her,
and the sobbing that occurred until she was suitably
encased, made for a strange new ritual. After witnessing
the disaster in Billy’s pants she was simply terrified
of messing her bed. Quite simply the baby of the family
was terrified of having any more accidents.
Meanwhile, Billy
had been changed into a thicker night time disposable
and given a bottle containing the elements the doctor
had advised for a full recovery, which he drowsily
suckled on. Sandra was surprised to see how easily he
took to it but his thirst needed quenching and as this
was what was on offer, his automatic responses took
over.
Once he’d
emptied the bottle Lizzie took it away but replaced it
with a dummy, which again she was pleased to see he
sucked on with the ease he had the baby’s bottle.
Sandra came and
stood next to her daughter looking down on the patient.
Now he was resting she saw just how grown up her
daughter was in making sure his bedding was
straightened, he was tidy and how she checked to make
sure he was still dry. The dummy seemed to settle him
after the bottle so thought it must have been one of the
many good ideas her eldest had.
They looked at
each other and smiled.
Once more, when
like this, a little angel emerged to take the place of
Billy, it was only when he was awake and being a boy
that he became such a pain.
His temperature
was falling even if he was still more than a little out
of it but there was obvious improvement. So, once these
two operations were complete, getting the two youngest
to bed, the two ‘women’ chatted about the last few days.
Sandra was still
buzzing about the way her day at work had gone and now
she had been promoted, hopefully things would get
better… financially at least. Elizabeth was full of
praise for her clever and hardworking mother and the
mutual support was enmeshed with each appreciating the
work of the other. Sandra didn’t like having to rely on
Lizzie to the extent she did but her daughter never once
complained, and for that, Sandra was eternally thankful.
Billy’s act of
stupidity became the focus of their discussion and when
Sandra explained that he wasn’t alone, his three best
friends were also in the same position, they cheerily
deliberated over what punishment would be suitable for
the lot of them.
In amongst the
easy banter a few ideas were voiced that Sandra had
actually already considered, and when she found Lizzie
in agreement smiled a knowing smile, whilst letting them
develop in their own right.
In this
cheerful, gossipy, confidential atmosphere it was agreed
that there was something about Billy wearing a nappy
that made him seem less troublesome, arrogant and more…
normal. His bluster disappeared and that vulnerability
his thick protection projected made his seem more a
‘loving’ little brother/son than the irritating brat
he’d turned in to.
Enjoying this
‘girls only’ situation, and giggling like teenagers
(even though only one of them was) they tried to outdo
each other in one outrageous suggestion after another.
“No, no, no…”
Lizzie laughingly interrupted one of her mother’s
proposals, “he should be made to wear the nappy
permanently. After all, he got himself into it…
snicker … so... chuckle … it should be his
reward until next school term.”
Of course this
had been her plan since Billy’s first bedwetting
incident and it had been going well so far, she really
didn’t want it to stop. What was even better now Dee-Dee
was a little paranoid about having a messy accident, it
would be easier to keep them both under wraps, so to
speak.
“We should take
away all his clothes,” Lizzie continued jauntily as she
made her proposal, “that way he couldn’t wear what he
wanted… only… giggle… what he was given.”
Sandra confided
that one of the things she’d given serious thought to
was that her darling son would indeed be confined to
nappies for some time, even to the extent she’d already
bought further nappies and a set of thick plastic pants,
which she intended would be his daywear.
This was to be the present he received to mark
his mother’s promotion… and an indication of how annoyed
she was with him and this entire fiasco.
Now both were of
a similar mind Lizzie was happy to go along and
encourage her mother in her plan, even insisting that
not only did he deserve it but as a punishment for the
fear he’d induced in Dee-Dee. Lizzie was adamant that he
had to pay for his reckless behaviour and all the
trouble and upset he’d caused so added, as if to
emphasise the point, she would include his mates in the
punishment as well.
Sandra didn’t
realise that Lizzie’s enthusiasm for such a punishment
for Billy was already something she had envisioned on
her own. However, the thought of his mates joining him
in such a punishment got her mind thinking in a slightly
different way and wondered if the other parents might
share her ‘initiatives’.
#####
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 6
For the next
few days everything was centred on Billy’s recovery.
Although he didn’t need hospitalisation he was very weak
and unable to do much. Both Sandra and Lizzie saw to
nappy changes during the slow but eventual positive
reaction to Doctor Harper’s treatment.
The baby’s
bottle full of health- building nutrients was definitely
the best way to get him to drink even if he wasn’t that
aware of the process. However, Lizzie maintained
substituting the dummy for the empty bottle because, in
his slightly comatose state, she just loved to see him
sucking away hoping to get more liquid.
He really did
look like a big vulnerable baby.
Whilst he was
out of his senses and needed all the help his family
could offer, bit by bit Lizzie began to see her brother
in a slightly different light. Things began to get
muddled - one minute pleased she was causing him some
embarrassment (even if he was not really aware of it)
the next she felt for him.
Somewhere in all
this ‘childish’ madness, her hormones, like Billy’s
interfering microbes, began to take effect. Her thoughts
were shifting and saw it as her duty, not as a piece of
‘holiday mischief’. She began to view it as her
obligation to make sure he was kept safe, and to her,
the best way to do that was keep him in nappies.
It was perhaps
strange the way these two approaches had become one.
The revelation
came about when Lizzie was discussing something with her
mother, who was piling praise for all the effort she’d
put into Billy.
Because of work,
Sandra wasn’t there all the time and although she made
sure she was home as much as possible, it was her eldest
daughter who maintained a careful watch.
“I
think I’d like to work with children and babies when I’m
older.”
She seemed
embarrassed and shy about revealing such thoughts even
to her mother.
“Perhaps
in a kindergarten or… some such…”
For the first
time in a very long time Elizabeth had the doubts of a
fourteen year-old. Would her mum think she was able to
do anything like that?
“Well dear,
you’d be ideal,” Sandra responded, “the amount of care
you’ve put into both Dee-Dee and Billy… especially
Billy… has been exceptional. Good for you.”
“Well, it has
been hard work.”
Lizzie was
chuffed with such a positive reaction and saw herself a
little more ‘caring’ and a little less ‘evil’ big
sister.
“And you my love
have not shirked any responsibility at all.”
Lizzie shrugged
so her mother continued.
“Lizzie, you
have been wonderful… even changing messy nappies hasn’t
put you off… and that was something your father never
got to grips with. You’ve proven time and time again
just how thoughtful, quick thinking, aware…”
Sandra was
running out of the correct words as she stroked her
daughter’s hair and hugged her tightly.
“You would be
fantastic in such a job.”
#
Although Billy
still filled his nappy at least the dramatic effects of
diarrhoea had been brought under some control.
Unfortunately, the parasites clung on longer in his
bladder but eventually his bright orange pee changed
colour to something less vivid. Despite this, he was
still experiencing uncontrolled spurts and woke up damp
most mornings.
However, no
matter how much better he got his mother insisted he
should stay in bed as he was very weak and they didn’t
want to ‘agitate’ those destructive bacteria and make
their ‘sweet little boy’ have a relapse. Although he
wasn’t aware, this was both a part of his recovery and
punishment.
Between them
they made Billy feel cared for but very much incapable
of looking after himself.
This was very
much a part of Sandra’s plan and Lizzie still had
moments when she just loved to see her brother squirm as
he was changed. This was something his mother wouldn’t
let him do on his own; she simply didn’t trust him to be
thorough enough.
Despite his
grumblings he was confined to bed wearing thick
protection. They insisted, under doctor’s orders, he
continued to use a nappy for “health and hygiene
reasons”.
Billy didn’t
quite catch on to the extent they were babying him but,
because of his disastrous flaunting of doctor’s orders
last time, reluctantly did as he was told.
As he grew
stronger and more able to do things Sandra changed the
bottle for a sippy cup (an old one of Dee-Dee’s from
when she was a toddler). He was still a little shaky so
explained to him that it was all about keeping him
‘safe, secure and on the mend’.
Lizzie was sad
to see this bit of the process come to an end because
she’d had the idea to tell him that the doctor insisted
he had to drink from the baby’s bottle so he didn’t
“…take too much liquid in all in one go”. Of course that
was total fabrication but it gave Lizzie the opportunity
to keep Billy a baby for that bit longer.
This was the
strange contradiction Lizzie was dealing with; one
moment loving and understanding, the next out to
maximise any chance to humiliate Billy.
At night she
slipped into his room to make sure he had a dummy to
suck on and a teddy bear to hug. Now it wasn’t so much
to embarrass him (although there was probably still an
element of that) she thought he’d simply sleep better
knowing he had those with him, like any baby would.
She loved
feeding her brother when he’d been incapable and had
insisted, even as he recovered, that it was best if she
managed the spoon, all he had to do was concentrate on
getting the food down.
To begin with it
made perfect sense but Lizzie, like the bottle, insisted
carrying on the work until she had no alternative but
let her charge feed himself.
He was allowed
out of bed for short periods but only to either play by
himself or with Dee-Dee.
Although wetting
got more controlled his juvenile protection was still
his day and night time dress code; he wasn’t given the
opportunity to question that decision… it was for
‘medical reasons’.
#
Whilst ill Billy
hadn’t noticed just how his room had filled up with
nappies, vinyl pants, powders, lotions, creams, bottles,
wipes and a host of other things. They were all he saw
clothes wise and the only things with which he had any
link during his recovery.
Lizzie brought
down from the attic a few toys he’d had when younger and
left them around for him to play with. He seemed happy
for the distraction and, like when he was six, had an
entire play area set up in his bedroom, which occupied
his time.
There was
absolutely no doubt as far as Sandra or Elizabeth was
concerned, Billy was far more compliant and less
argumentative when wearing a nappy. That nasty streak
seemed to be hidden once he was wrapped in thick padding
and the household was able to function in an atmosphere
of peace and relative calm.
Any time he
voiced even the slightest protest they vigorously
reminded him of his shitty experience and how because of
that, his filthy clothes had to be thrown away. Because
of that he’d stay as he was until they were certain
there would be no repeat performance.
However, that
particular experience had so un-nerved Billy that, as if
to prove the point, even the mere mention of it had him
peeing into his nappy.
Meanwhile,
Sandra had already cleared out all of Billy’s clothes;
he wasn’t going to be given another opportunity of
running off. She even parcelled up
the few items of her husband’s and stored them in a
secret place. The entire house now was only baby and
female clothing. Billy would only be allowed to wear
what was decided for him and for the moment that was
just his vast array of infantile defence.
Of course he was
less than thrilled at not being able to change out of
all the protection and was getting fed up of them
reminding him of his explosive accident. Again, he
simply did not see it as his fault; he’d been ill and it
happened… that was all there was to it.
However, unknown
to him, Sandra had decided he was going to be kept in a
nappy for quite some time to come.
Her idea was simple - if he’d been so unconcerned about
bringing such an occurrence down on himself, she was
happy to impose it as a penance for his flagrant
disregard to her instructions.
Dee-Dee had also
thrown herself into looking after her brother. She
wasn’t as reliant on her own protection as she had been
but often, if Billy had a very wet or messy night, out
of fear insisted on being reunited with it all. There
were days when her mother said she didn’t need them and
she’d happily wear knickers but then for some reason
kick off and want to be put back.
Dee-Dee’s
tantrums at this time were short-lived simply because
Lizzie was more than happy to take charge and swaddle
her little sister. Dee-Dee actually liked these moments
of intimacy with her sister and would smile and giggle
all the way through the process and offer a huge hug of
thanks once the process was complete.
Meanwhile,
together with help from her sister, Lizzie had got more
of her old clothing ready for their baby brother. When
the time came and he was well enough to go outside or on
outings, he would be restricted to very few items and
none he would probably like.
Lizzie had
gathered items she hoped would match something similar
to what Dee-Dee might wear. Her plan was to have them
looking as much alike as possible and it would be to
Billy’s detriment that he ended up looking more like his
sister.
#
The summer was
in full swing, the weather was wonderful but to begin
with Sandra kept him confined to his room, “just to be
sure”.
Of course Lizzie
was left in charge when Sandra went to work and Billy
had been given a stern warning about his attitude and
conduct towards her. The threat of a spanking from mum
didn’t particularly scare him but the idea that Lizzie
might administer it certain did.
When he was out
of bed he’d be allowed to play whilst wearing just his
thick fabric nappy providing it was tucked in and fitted
snugly. To see him scooting around on his hands and
knees, playing with his toys, his pure white terry
cotton bottom the focus of attention was definitely a
visual bonus to the rest of the family.
He wasn’t happy
with this arrangement, he hated the big pink pins that
bound everything to him so tightly but neither his
mother nor Lizzie gave him any other option. They were
in charge of keeping him clean and tidy and that
involved this kind of safeguard.
He still wasn’t
fully fit but the occasionally leak would occur and wet
the nappy so he found it difficult to argue about not
wearing one.
Although
recovering, Billy was made to feel that any control he
thought he might have over his bodily functions was
illusionary. To emphasise this they pointed to the fact
that he always woke up soaking wet.
Whilst not
always needed, this was of course helped to some degree
by Lizzie’s magic squeezy bottle. She didn’t have to use
it but sometimes her fourteen year-old devilment
returned and she couldn’t help herself.
Both his mother
and sister were adamant that any independence Billy felt
would be led by what he was dressed in and not what he
wanted to wear.
If he was
unconcerned to go out wearing just a nappy then everyone
was happy for him to do so. They knew that he would be
disinclined to let anyone know he was wearing such heavy
protection and were convinced that any rebellion would
be governed by that.
Once he began to
feel better and the disastrous shits had all but dried
up Billy was begging for the new clothes promised by his
mother before the fever took him. He
couldn’t wait to get back into his own clothes and meet
up with his mates.
He’d known
nothing about the similar problems they’d had and when
he’d asked if anyone had called was told that for
‘safeties sake’ they were not allowed to visit just yet.
His ‘reassuring’ mum would add that no doubt, in good
time, they’d soon be back together.
#
Sandra had been
tired of the constant arguments in her own household and
reached out to the parents of the other three boys to
see if they had similar problems, and what, if any,
solutions they’d come up with.
Once they got
talking it was amazing just how fed up the boy’s mothers
were with their continual disruptive shenanigans.
Naughty boys
who’d disregarded the many lectures about the dangers of
swimming in the canal, which they had so thoughtlessly
ignored, were now paying for such negligence. So, the
one thing they had in common were sons with infections
and who, as a result were, at eleven years old, back to
wearing nappies.
She wasn’t alone
in being at her wit’s end, though somewhat surprised
that, to varying degrees, they were all more than a
little disgruntled with their own son’s unruly,
self-centred attitude. They’d all had enough.
It would seem
that Mitch, Dave and Aaron had the same self-obsessed
little traits as Billy. Like him they were disrespectful
and off-hand with the rest of their families, whilst not
achieving the grades expected at school. Frustration and
despondency seemed to be a recurring theme each mother
voiced but wondered if it was just their age and ‘boys
being boys’?
In some way
Sandra was pleased that it wasn’t just Billy who was a
pain and once all four mother’s got talking they had a
great deal in common. The mums even
complained about the long summer break being the most
taxing event in the school year and dreaded having to
find babysitters for their kids when they had to go out
to work.
With that
particular recurring theme a new, more adventurous plan
began to formulate in Sandra’s head; a plan that would
bring all the boys together where they could be
‘chastened’ for their lying and lack of respect.
As an incentive
for the parents, there’d be a babysitter already in
place to look after them. Sandra had never been on the
‘most popular parent’ list, mostly due to her husband’s
criminality, but she was to find that this new idea
would find a resonance with her fellow, undervalued and
fraught parents.
However, first
she had to make sure Billy was disciplined for lying.
She was
determined to make sure he’d regret his disregard for
her rules. The fact that he had been pissing and
shitting himself was not enough, although it was the
spur to what was to happen to him.
#
Having spoken to
the other parents, having been lied to, always living on
the edge with Billy’s tantrums and actions, Sandra had
had enough.
Although she’d
said she didn’t want to be vindictive she was more than
a little determined that her son would know the
consequences of his many ‘crimes’. She wondered if the
other parents were in the same mood for a complete clamp
down on their son’s behaviour but had decided that Billy
for one was not going to forget this summer.
Having brought
all this on himself Billy was soon to find his options
very limited and the determination of his mother more
focused on him than he would have liked. His nappy, even
once cured of those determined little microbes, was
going to become the centre of his world.
Sandra had to
agree with Lizzie that, since her two youngest had been
wearing nappies behaviour had certainly improved between
them. Like Lizzie, she also agreed that there was
obviously more control as to what they could do and
where they could go. She’d noticed that Billy was
reluctant to go outside at all if he was only wearing
protection. His fear that “someone might see”
kept him indoors and confined to bed, watching TV or
playing in his room.
Dee-Dee was
different from Billy; she wanted to wear protection
because she was scared of anything untoward happening
like it had him. She’d grown to rely on the ample
padding to give her peace of mind when she went to bed
and also, if she had to go out, she felt less anxious if
she was wearing her slippery protection. She didn’t mind
the padding between her legs, although her nappy wasn’t
quite as thick as her brother’s, she had gotten used to
it fairly quickly.
Lizzie had
helped with this early on by constantly telling her
little sister that she not only looked good in her
protection but added a little lie by saying it helped to
keep Billy’s infection at bay.
She then made it
into a little game by letting Dee-Dee decide what
protection she preferred to wear. Her choice was always
greeted with enthusiasm, which made wearing it more of
her own personal fashion statement, which her older
sister encouraged.
However, Sandra
had determined that, as far as Billy was concerned, he
would be wearing nappies for the full length of the
summer break. Now the infection had all but departed,
perhaps it was time he knew why.
This was going
to be an amalgamation of punishments, not only for his
little swim in the canal, but every other obnoxious
thing he’d done over the years.
The boy was
definitely going to learn about consequences.
#
Billy still had
no idea his mother knew about the illicit swim, he also
didn’t know his friends were in the same boat, so it
came as a surprise when Sandra called him into the front
room for a talk.
It was a very
warm day and he’d been outside playing in the back
garden wearing only his nappy. However, he’d gone a
couple of days without wetting so assumed she was about
to take him shopping for new clothes. He’d been moaning
and moody about the length of time the ‘doctor’ had
insisted he stay in a nappy and thought it was about
time he was released from such childish garb.
Of course the
doctor had no say in the length of time he should be in
a nappy that had been down to his mother. However, when
she had asked him to come through for a chat he thought
this seemed very positive.
Although only
his mother was there Lizzie was hanging around out of
sight but able to see and hear what was about to
transpire. First his mother unpinned his wet nappy and
let it fall to the floor, then she looked at him in a
serious way.
“Billy,” she
said with some authority, “I’m afraid the time has come
to, well, er, um…” she reasserted herself. “Let you know
what I know.”
The smile Billy
had on his face disappeared and he fidgeted uncertainly
in his nakedness.
“You have given
this family, and as it turns out, others, a great deal
of unpleasantness that was completely unnecessary.”
Billy cast his
eyes to the floor wondering what exactly it was he’d
done.
He tried
thinking about his illness and couldn’t see how that
affected anyone else. Typically, he didn’t see all the
extra work everyone had to do to keep him spotless. Once
his mother explained she knew about the canal swim he
suddenly caught on.
“But, er, it was
Aaron’s idea, not mine… he… er… um…”
She shook her
head.
“No Billy, it
was entirely your fault. The illness, the nappies, the
unbelievable inconvenience that seems to follow you
around… everything has been your fault. I’ve spoken to
your friend’s parents and… even your friends are united
in their agreement, it was all… your…
fault.”
She accentuated
the last three words as she took hold of his shoulders
so he had to look her in the eyes.
“You refuse to
take responsibility for anything and think that everyone
else is here for your benefit… well that stops now.”
She grabbed him
by the arm and thrust him over her lap.
Sandra hadn’t
realised just how angry she’d become. Her fury grew with
each misdemeanour she recalled. The boy had, over the
last few years, put them through hell… now was the time
a penance needed to be extracted… and acted upon to make
sure of no repeat offenses.
#
He’d been
spanked before and knew his mother was quite powerful
when determined. However, the protest he screamed was
very quickly subdued by the thwack of a wooden spoon
making sudden contact with his upturned bottom.
She’d never used
anything other than her hand before and this hurt more
than he could ever remember.
He wriggled and
squirmed in protest, screaming abuse through his tears
as he attempted to get away. This didn’t help his case
as the rain of blows from the implement that was
reddening his bum cheeks grew more intense.
“You have
brought this on yourself. The lies, the arguments, the
complete lack of regard or respect for anyone…”
Sandra was
exasperated and angry with what she had to do to get the
message home but was determined that by the time she’d
finished, Billy would be a completely different and
well-mannered boy.
Dee-Dee joined
Lizzie in her hiding place as her brother’s bottom
turned varying shades of red.
“Why is Billy
being spanked?”
Dee-Dee asked
Lizzie inquisitively.
“For lying to
mummy… and… for all the rotten things he has said or
done to us.”
“Oh!”
“He’s been a
very naughty boy and made things difficult for a lot of
people so…. mummy thinks he needs to know just what a
bad boy he’s been… and as a result… that there are
consequences to all that.”
Lizzie was
worried that all this info was going over Dee-Dee’s head
but she just rubbed her silky protection and continued
to watch her brother’s punishment.
#
Billy was still
relatively weak from his illness and had no real power
to escape his mother’s grip. The speed and control with
which she administered his punishment, together with the
reasons why his bottom was going to be so red, was lost
as he bawled out his pain and rage.
His cussing
didn’t last long as he soon found that it didn’t stop
the painful whacks. Never had his bottom received such
intense action or such a degree of agony. Even the pain
caused by the microbes had been awful but not as
excruciating as this.
Soon his screams
of anger were whimpers of apology and tears but still
his mother didn’t let up.
The aggressive
little horror was supplanted by a feeble and very sorry
weeping figure, drained of any resistance and pleading
for his mother to stop and he’d agree anything to make
it stop.
Eventually she
did and stood him up facing her. The defiant attitude he
often sported after being punished in the past was no
longer there, just a picture of defeat.
His bottom stung
but he was not allowed to rub the pain away, she held
his arms down by his side as she informed him of what
was going to happen next.
“As you acted
like a baby in defying me regarding the canal, from now
until you return to school, and as a reminder of those
stupid actions, you will be wearing a nappy constantly.
Whether you use it or not is up to you but both night
and day you will be subject to thick protection so you
don’t forget there are consequences to your
irresponsible actions. Do you understand?”
Billy’s mind was
desperately trying to find a way of making the pain in
his bottom go away but his mother prevented this so he
had to listen.
“You flaunted my
rules and as a result you ended up wearing a nappy…
well… now you will wear one all the time until I’m sure
you understand why you are being punished this way.”
“But, but,
buuuttt… aww, mum, mummy,” he was trying for some
sympathy but it wasn’t working.
“It’s no good
objecting or begging for a change of mind… it will not
happen unless I see a real change in your attitude.”
She got her
second wind.
“Whilst you’ve
had to wear protection your arrogance and
self-importance has diminished and you’ve been a far
nicer person to be around… and that’s despite your messy
and smelly accidents… I want to see that ‘nice’ person
all the time.”
Reluctantly and
through tearful, defeated glazed eyes he nodded
understanding of his mother’s words.
“If at any time…
without my permission I see you not wearing what
I’ve determined, you will not only be grounded… you will
be wearing a nappy to senior school come the new term.”
She waited to
see if this further threat had any reaction but it was
hard to see through the tears that were still falling.
His naked body was trembling and his bottom was smarting
badly so it was difficult being brave under such
circumstances. The tears fell but the idea of going to
senior school wearing a nappy terrified him.
In his head he
was full of anger and defiance but in actuality, after
Sandra had catalogued his long list of offenses, he
wasn’t so sure of himself.
“You’ve been a
very naughty boy, and because of that, your friends have
suffered and as a result of that, so have their
families… you should be grateful that I’m not letting
them discipline you as well.”
“However,” she
emphasised the word, “in this house Lizzie has full
power over you. She has been the one who has looked
after you through your illness… so, should she see you
breaking any of the rules I’ve set down, she has my
authority to spank you there and then… and that means in
public if she has to.”
#
Billy couldn’t
believe what he was hearing because the excruciating
pain took away some of his understanding. All
he could do was blub his responses. It was an extremely
crestfallen eleven year-old who was now worried what his
mates would say if he had to wear a nappy all the time.
Now she had his
undivided attention Sandra made sure her words were
understood and obeyed.
“We will no
longer put up with any of your tantrums. You’re going to
be kept on very tight reins and, if you start acting up
at any time, you’ll end up actually wearing reins out in
public.”
This was an
empty threat as Sandra had no intention of doing such a
thing but she needed to make sure Billy was acquiescent
and know that things could and would get worse if he
protested.
“Your attitude
is going to change for the better so we are going to
start from scratch.
“I will not put
up with a single act of defiance… because if there is I
will spank you… and if you think what you have just
received was bad, I will not hesitate in making you wish
that was so…”
Billy just shook
where he stood. His mother had never been like this with
him before and it scared him. He was even more upset by
what she said next.
“If you think
this is just a threat you are sadly mistaken. All you
clothes have been given away and you only get to wear
what I… or Lizzie decide.
“From this
moment on this is what you will wear during the day.”
She produced the
‘present’ she’d been keeping since her promotion, which
was a bundle of thick, soft terry nappies and several
pairs of very robust, see-thru plastic pants.
“Your nappy will
always be on view whilst you are at home so we can see
if and when you need changing… and… while the weather is
nice, that’s all you’ll wear. When we go out, depending
on your behaviour, you’ll be allowed some shorts.
However, that will be at my discretion and not an
automatic right.”
She indicated he
should lie down on the pile she’d just spread out on the
ground.
The need to show
some kind of rebellion was strong but his sore bottom,
and the promise of worse, was a great incentive for him
to comply. The wooden spoon that had done so much damage
to his bare but now very red cheeks was still within his
mother’s reach.
Arguing was no
longer an option, he’d had that spanked out of him so
was a very sorry and contrite boy, and if he didn’t want
to get paddled every time he opened his mouth, obedience
and total submission to the new rules seemed the only
option.
Sandra slathered
on the anti-rash cream and sprinkled the powder before
emphasising once more that nappies were to be his main
clothing from now on.
“You have proved
to be irresponsible and completely untrustworthy so will
have no say or input into what you wear or when or how
you’ll be changed.”
The extra
padding that she’d slipped into the new nappy squares
felt soft and bulky as she pulled it all together and
pinned him in.
Even though he’d
been wearing something similar for the last week or so
she knew he hoped that would all come to an end and be
free of this babyish garb. She also knew that he
wouldn’t like what was happening to him but reiterated
that any kind of rebellion would be met with a severe
spanking.
Strangely for
Billy, the soft, thick embrace of his padding and the
amount of cream and powder he’d been smothered in was
actually bringing relief to his battered bottom. Despite
this being a punishment Sandra was very careful that his
new nappy fitted him well. They were top of the range
(after all they were a present to commemorate her
promotion), very thick and fluffy and would be a relief
to the cheap stuff he’d been wearing.
As everything
was scrupulously fitted Sandra continued with her rules
that every action and reaction on his part would be
subject to further punishment should it warrant it so
therefore… it would be up to him just how much his
bottom was smacked.
All the way
through these ‘rules’ and ‘regulations’ she made sure
that his nappy was pulled up tight and fastened
correctly into place. His new see-thru plastic pants
were firmer than the soft vinyl ones he’d been wearing;
even the hated pink ones were more pliable than these,
which held him and his padding firmly in place. They had
popper studs down each side so could be released that
way as well as simply be pulled down.
The entire thing
felt like a piece of heavy plastic armour and his
well-padded terry nappy and the two large pink holding
pins were easily visible to anyone looking on.
“There,” Sandra
said with some satisfaction, “everything all nicely
enclosed and… safe.”
Billy was still
shaking with grief, bewilderment and suffering. His legs
shook as she helped him to his feet and the only
positive thing that helped was the soft padding easing
the pain from his well beaten bottom.
#######
Billy’s
Fault
Part 7
The recent
success at work and the elation at a job brilliantly
executed had had an effect on Sandra. She felt confident
and secure in her judgement, after all, hadn’t what
she’d accomplished benefited the entire company? Many
people owed their future prospects to her skilful
negotiating. Sandra was on top of the world and now,
with this ‘personal’ project underway, there was a
feeling of euphoria and that anything could be
accomplished if she set her mind to it.
Sandra found her
work colleagues giving her a great deal more respect and
admiration. Another thing that happened was… she wasn’t
always tired and grumpy. In fact, she was now
unexpectedly rejuvenated, enjoying and coping with
everything being sent her way. Nothing was too much
trouble or problem insurmountable. It was if she’d been
born again.
Before this
success, her work life and family life had all been a
bit of a burden but now, now she relished the
opportunity to fix a problem or find a solution and saw
she was able to do both with relative ease. With work
sorted she was certain that her home ‘dilemma’ was also
soon to be another thing successfully accomplished.
The thing was…
her success had literally gone to her head. That victory
had set off a number of neurons, chemicals and synapses
acting in a way they never had before.
#
Sandra was
pleased with the way her boy looked in his new outfit.
Strangely a sudden rush of empathy ran through her
nervous system as she was reminded of Billy as a
toddler. It was a time when he was just so cute and
lovable and hadn’t yet got into the habit of lying or
causing trouble. Now she saw him dressed as he was she
sighed… that was a time Sandra recognised she missed
terribly.
Even though he’d
been wearing a nappy now for quite number of days, this
weeping, chastised little boy in his shiny plastic pants
resonated in her head. Perhaps, all the piss, shit and
dirty nappies had led to this moment of realisation and
that was why she was so keen to continue with things as
they were. Whether she was truly out to humiliate him or
not, the truth was, she loved the way he was now and
didn’t want things to change.
His big eyes,
glassy from all his crying and his sad face made her
forget the terror he’d become and remember the sweet
innocent he used to be. Then he’d loved his nappy, even
after he was potty trained he still held a terry nappy
square as a sort of security blanket and silently sucked
on its corners when worried.
With her boy now
nervous and completely subjugated such memories flooded
her hippocampus. She hugged him again hoping to make him
feel less unsure about what he was wearing.
“You look so...
so cute Billy… I… I…”
She hugged him
again and kissed the top of his head, whilst patting his
plastic protection in what she hoped was a reassuring
way. She wanted him to accept the situation and the
punishment for what he’d done and realise this was all
for his own good.
Not too long ago
she would have thought up this idea of punishing Billy
and immediately rejected it as stupid and far too labour
intensive. However, now, it seemed like the best thing
she’d ever planned; the detail, the inclusion, the
eventual outcome all appeared to be the obvious solution
to her problems. She was in no doubt whatsoever she was
on the right track.
There was a
possible bonus, and that was getting back onto some kind
of social level from which she’d been shunned for far
too long. She thought she deserved to be accepted and,
whilst getting Billy back as a functioning part of the
family, had come up with this unusual ‘failsafe’ plan to
make that happen.
Billy had been
quite the little angel when a baby. He looked cute and
was just so loving and sweet natured. Where ever or
whenever it went wrong… that moment had to be found and
rectified so, in amongst everything else that was going
on in her head, the re-set button on Billy had to be
pressed. Starting over seemed a brilliant place to begin
and, as he was already wearing a nappy, thought the time
and opportunity were there for the taking.
To begin with he
would feel it was a continuation of the protection from
his illness but later, when realising this was all he
was being allowed to wear, she knew he’d start to lash
out.
However, she was
going to be firm but sympathetic, loving but controlling
and see how long he could go without throwing a tantrum.
Although, if or when he did, it would quickly be dealt
with. No outburst was going to be tolerated, nor would
damage to any of his protection, both grounds for a
severe paddling.
Sandra made the
rules and consequences abundantly clear. She made the
threat one he could not ignore.
She hugged Billy
in a tight, loving embrace and whispered it was now up
to him, his behaviour would be under close scrutiny and
she hoped that the wooden spoon (or any other
unspecified implement) wouldn’t need to be used again.
A shiver of fear
ran through Billy’s already wracked body. He also didn’t
want to feel the sting of that particular implement of
punishment again and the idea there was something even
worse really worried him.
The throbbing of
his well chastised bottom was calming a little thanks to
the heavy cushioning he now wore but the sudden thought
of it happening again brought an unexpected flush as he
wet his new soft pristine nappy for the first time.
#
The family
appeared to be going through some kind of transition.
The microbes
destroying Billy’s organs.
Hormones
messing with Lizzie’s mind.
Neurons
giving Sandra a strange euphoria.
Only Dee-Dee was
unaffected by all this internal mayhem but was in no
position to influence any of it. She looked on and
occasionally hid behind her own protection when it all
seemed to be getting a bit much. She’d happily been
involved in planning and conspiring with mummy and
Lizzie against Billy but now saw she was being asked to
be grown up as Billy once again became the centre of
attention.
Lizzie had told
her that now Billy was the baby of the family, he needed
looking after, he needed to wear protection and (Lizzie
had said this in a conspiratorial whisper), he needed
his two big sisters to help him come to terms with it
all.
Dee-Dee wasn’t
sure if she could do all this; after all, she quite
liked her own protection now and didn’t want her moments
with Lizzie to end if Billy was going to be getting all
the attention… again.
Meanwhile, Billy
was finding it difficult to believe his mother would do
something like this. He knew it was well within the
bounds of something Lizzie would dream up, but his
mother?
It wasn’t fair.
Why was she being so cruel? He thought she was being so
understanding about his illness, but it was all a
charade, he felt deceived.
He was very much
in denial by simply not seeing his massive contribution
to this whole scenario.
He looked down
at the huge padding between his legs, the shiny plastic
armour that gripped everything so tight – why would his
mother think this was a good idea? He should be out with
his mates climbing trees, camping, swimming in the…
well, perhaps not swimming...
He shouldn’t be
treated as a baby and the tantrum that was building
changed to yet another deluge of sobbing… the warmth of
his pee spreading in his protection making him think
twice about the potency of his objection.
#
Sandra was
content.
She’d set out
the rules so he could be in no doubt what the
consequences were if he disobeyed her and, as she was
very busy with her much more prestigious job, knew she
would have to rely on Elizabeth to keep him to them.
Should he want
to go out with his mates, he could do as long as he was
wearing his infantile fortification and had someone
suitable supervising. Other clothing was
optional but only at her or Lizzie’s discretion.
He wouldn’t be
allowed to just smooch around the house or avoid his
friends. Family outings and people visiting would not be
an excuse for him to hide away; he’d have to face
society dressed in his thick protection. How he handled
it would be up to him but should he make a scene, Sandra
made it very clear that she would punish him in public
and wouldn’t spare his embarrassment.
She also made it
clear that for his ‘benefit’ she’d bought very strong
and heavy see-thru plastic pants. She’d made it
abundantly obvious that he would be only wearing such
clothing at home… and in public should he not behave.
They were
tough and quite watertight but revealed the nappy
underneath.
However,
should an accident occur, it could be noticed
immediately and the appropriate action undertaken.
They creaked
and noisily crackled when worn but were an absolute
deterrent to any accidental faecal or urine accidents;
the pharmacist had been very resolute about the quality
of the product.
Billy was
going to have a constant reminder, through the sound and
feel of his protection, just why he was being punished
in this way.
To be in a
position to be able to hide even part of this childish
stuffing he would have to earn the right to shorts by
being on his best behaviour… all the time.
He’d simply
brought the entire thing down on himself. It was
entirely his own fault.
Yes, Sandra was
quite content in how she was dealing with her wayward
son.
#
He would be
wearing a nappy and soft vinyl pants to sleep in but his
daywear would consist of this new formal protection. He
wasn’t going to like it one bit but Sandra planned on
getting him used to the idea by being consistent. Any
dissention had to be nipped in the bud fairly early on
so, after a few attempts she came up with a surprising
schedule. A schedule that would make sure he was up and
dressed appropriately before she went to work. No more
lie-ins and more especially, so she could make sure he
started the day as she intended he finish it, well
protected and under firm supervision.
His life would
take on a very strict regime and for which she produced
a timetable.
7.00. Get up,
toilet and morning change.
7.15. Breakfast
7.30 - 10.00.
Play
10.00 - 10.15.
Juice and snacks
10.15 - Noon.
Play
Noon - 12.30.
Lunch
12.30 - 1.30.
Nap time
1.30 – 1.45.
Change
1.45 – 4.30.
Play
4.30. Evening
Meal
5.00 - 6.30. TV
and family time
6.30 – 7.00.
Bath time
7.00 Bedtime and
story (the story was added by Lizzie when she saw the
timetable, she thought all babies liked a story at the
end of the day).
All nappy
changes would have to be supervised; Billy could not be
trusted to do it properly himself. The only thing he was
allowed to do for himself was play and often even that
would be directed by Lizzie.
Sandra had to
agree with Lizzie that it was all very juvenile but, as
she was at pains to point out to her ‘thoughtful’
daughter, his action had led to him having to wear
nappies, so it was only right he should just carry on
wearing them.
To Sandra this
just seemed to make perfect sense. He’d brought it on
himself and, as they’d found out over the past few days,
his behaviour was better when wearing protection. They
had better control over his life the less control they
allowed Billy to have even if that meant removing
everything that pointed to him being an eleven year-old
boy.
This of course
was music to Lizzie’s ears.
#
Now she had her
boy and her system in place Sandra asked the other three
boy’s parents for their input. She’d heard them
complaining about their lack of respect, and although
each boy was slowly recovering the overall result had
been a huge strain on the families concerned.
Sandra offered a
possible respite should any of the other parents feel
they needed it; a readymade babysitter and a chance to
be temporarily free from their obnoxious, untrustworthy
sons.
When Sandra had
discussed her thoughts with Lizzie her daughter couldn’t
believe what was being asked, it was all so perfect. If
there was a word for when all ideas and plans mesh
together to produce a satisfying result, Lizzie didn’t
know it but what her mother was suggesting must be it.
Lizzie had come
up with the idea of making her brother and little sister
babies for the holiday simply because the idea amused
her. She liked the idea they’d be totally reliant on her
but now, well, sheesh, what a cosmic turn up. Providence
had proved - be careful what you wish for… but in
this case… well!
She was quite
astounded that her mother wanted to enforce almost
exactly the regime she had planned on executing for her
own entertainment, and was going to be well paid for
taking on such responsibility. Not only that, but she
would possibly be in charge of Billy’s little posse of
friends who were in need of the same discipline.
She was
overwhelmed by the hugeness of the project but already
her mind was working on ways to make it fun… for her at
least. The thought of having total control over four
eleven year-old boys was mind blowing. As her motherly
thoughts towards Billy gave way to the more embarrassing
aspects of his and his friend’s new situation, she
giggled to herself, full of the fun she anticipated.
Although Sandra
would be home some of the time, she made it clear to the
other parents that during the day Elizabeth would be
supervising Billy and that, for a reasonable fee, had
agreed to act as babysitter to anyone else who cared to
join him. Thus relieving them of the worry of finding
their own babysitter and having the confidence in the
abilities of her daughter (she’d waxed lyrically about
how fantastic Lizzie had been during the worse aspects
of Billy’s illness), they all seemed impressed.
#
Dave, Mitch and
Aaron had all, at one time or another, complained in
general about Billy’s big sister.
They moaned
about how pushy she was and how often she’d show Billy
up by making him do things he didn’t want to do. They
complained how she spoiled the fun the boys would be
having by her aggressive and demanding nature.
After many
secret phone calls between all parents, and to the total
ignorance of their boys, Sandra’s plan was eagerly
pounced upon with surprising fervour. It appeared that
she’d come up with a strategy that solved a number of
concerns, her recent successful negotiating skills for
her job definitely working in her favour.
Between all the
parents it was agreed that until they thought their boys
were trustworthy enough to observe the rules they would
be treated as toddlers. Sandra had gone out of her way
to explain what she intended doing to her son and why.
She hoped the other parents would join her in the
enterprise seeing as how the problems the boys now
endured were self-inflicted. She wanted Billy at least
to learn a very specific lesson – ‘listen to your
mother’ and argued that it was an opportunity to retrain
them all at a very basic level.
Despite one or
two small worries her overall plan was accepted and, as
the boys, like Billy, were already wearing nappies to
cover the occasional night time accident, there was no
reason not to start immediately.
Part of this
‘quick acceptance’ was because what Sandra was offering
meant that the other parents would be relieved of many
of their own worries. Their boys had been a huge problem
before their illness dictated their messy bedridden life
and the idea that they didn’t have to worry about a
babysitter was a huge bonus. Lizzie’s hard won
reputation was about to used and the boys’ lives were
going to change quite dramatically.
It was decided
that now Billy had all but recovered Dave, Mitch and
Aaron could visit. In fact, what was actually being
arranged was for them all to be left at the Southall
residence each week day where Lizzie would babysit the
four boys for the duration of the long school break.
This would give the other families freedom to get on
with their lives, whilst the disruptive and
argumentative element was kept busy elsewhere.
Although the
Southall home was originally meant as a drop off and
pick up venue on a daily basis arrangements could be
made for one or more of the boys to stay over. Sandra
would be home on an evening to supervise, so if the
parents and family wanted a break for a few days, they
could go off and leave the troublesome part of the
family in the responsible care of the Southall’s.
Sandra jokingly
called it a ‘The Canal Boys Summer Camp’ so his mates
were under no illusion that the cause of their strange
and shameful situation was all Billy’s fault.
This proposal
appealed greatly to all the stressed parents and
Sandra’s standing in this very specific little community
soared as a result of such a generous offer.
Lizzie would be
well paid for taking on the responsibility of looking
after such a boisterous group but her charges would have
restrictions placed upon them and it would be up to her
to enforce the rules that, in the past, they all seemed
so at ease breaking.
#
From the
tentative and dismissive way they had referred to Lizzie
to their parents, it was already noted that they were
fairly fearful of her. They thought she was a bit of a
tyrant and her reputation at school had also filtered
down to some of the parents.
She was a bit of
a bully, very authoritative, sure of her abilities and
so wasn’t going to be a push over.
Only a few older students at school challenged Lizzie,
whilst the younger kids tried to keep out of her
eye-line.
Her reputation
was such that, perhaps she wouldn’t have to work so hard
to make sure the boys were kept in line.
The ‘summer
camp’ meant no unsupervised activity without a grown-up
or other designated responsible person being around. It
would be made clear that any infringement of the rules
would mean punishment, and not just the threat of
punishment.
Sandra’s
timetable was to be the basis for what was to take
place.
Strict bed times
would be enforced; protection would be worn at all
times, so nappies would become the main clothing and
were there to be used. Soiled nappies
would only be changed by the ‘responsible’ other person
or their delegated helpers. No boy was allowed to change
himself, any attempt to do so would result in severe
punishment, which didn’t mean the loss of TV privileges,
it meant a trip over the knee and a firm spanking.
The boys had to
know that through their own actions they had gotten
themselves in to nappies so it was going to be through
wearing their nappies they would be able to get out of
this punishment. They were to be left in no doubt it was
a punishment and the more they fought it, the longer
they would have to wear them. If their behaviour
improved then perhaps more favourable attire would be
found. However, if it didn’t, the threat was… they would
be wearing protection into the new school term until it
did.
Lizzie liked
these rules and wanted to take them a little further.
She came up with
a chart where her ‘babies’ would earn stars or spanks
for being good or naughty. If they achieved a certain
number of stars they were to be given a treat, if they
got a certain number of crosses on the chart, then a
good spanking was what they could look forward to. When
no adult was around she would be in complete and total
control of their lives from the moment they arrived in
the morning until they were taken home again.
In getting
everyone to agree these terms Sandra used the same
argument Lizzie had used when Billy and Dee-Dee had
begun bedwetting. She suggested, quite forcefully, that
to get the best results from this plan of action all
parents needed to be on the same page.
It was no good
if, once the boys got home, the rules were changed. A
united front would have a better chance of success and
any weakness in one party would probably mean the
undermining of the entire project.
Sandra thought
it only fair to those who did agree shouldn’t be
destabilised by anyone who didn’t. To this end she
emailed the timetable and chart info and wanted complete
accord before things were finalised. She was adamant
that if any parent didn’t subscribe to this ‘manifesto
of action’ she’d rather they didn’t take part than
disrupt the entire thing.
Perhaps
surprisingly, all the parents thought the scheme worth a
go and decided, in relatively quick time, it was an
endeavour worth pursuing.
#
The boys were
being railroaded into something they had no say in, or
knowledge about. The parameters of the ‘summer camp’ had
been set without consultation on their part and so it
was a done deal.
They didn’t know
it but with a promise that they’d be seeing their
friends in the very near future, the first part of the
plan was put into action.
When the other
three boys were sleeping their closets, just like
Billy’s, were emptied and clothes removed. They had no
idea what was about to happen but as they were all still
wearing night time protection, because of the few bugs
still running rampant in their system, the first part of
their new morning ritual was underway… with relative
simplicity.
All the parents
had been given time to prepare for this day so had
already, from various sources, accrued those items
needed; nappies, disposables, plastic and rubber pants,
t-shirts and shorts.
When they woke
up each boy was greeted with a firm parent who would
brook no argument. Aaron and Mitch found themselves
having to eventually conform to the new dress code after
a sound spanking from their fathers, whilst Dave was
already in the dog house and dare not defy his mother.
Like Billy he’d
been acting up and had become quite an annoyance to his
parents and especially his slightly younger sister who
he constantly picked on. His arrogance and feeling of
superiority was only brought slightly down to earth when
he first filled his pants.
Realising their
part in letting their son get to have such an
overbearing attitude his bottom had received many
beatings since the start of his ‘troubles.’ He’d found
fairly quickly that sympathy was in short supply when it
came to an ill-disciplined boy who defied his parents.
Now, with much of his haughtiness knocked out of him was
fearful of more to come if he didn’t do exactly as
instructed.
His parents,
Jean and William Thomas had been at the forefront of
supporting Sandra’s plan and it had been their
enthusiasm that helped get the other parents to so
quickly agree.
David didn’t
like wearing the thick disposable and nursery print
plastic pants under his cotton shorts because no matter
how he tried to pull them up, they still revealed the
thick padding. He was mortified when told he was going
somewhere that morning but found a quick slap soon had
him towing the line without any further defiance. There
had been a strap which had efficiently got the message
home. The over-bearing youngster was now a very timid
little boy scared of doing the wrong thing.
#
Mitch’s parent,
Anna and Douglas Baker, were far more easy-going but had
come to realise that it was their free and easy attitude
that had led their son to become such a self-centred and
obnoxious little bastard.
When he’d come
down with his problem, the soaked bed being quite a
surprise, they had been very sympathetic. Even when he’d
filled his pants during the afternoon, they’d still been
compassionate but, again like Billy, he hadn’t told them
the truth. So, when they eventually found
out… that benevolence ran out. He had simply been told
too many times about the dangers and they realised he
might influence his two younger brothers by his
thoughtless action so steps had to be taken.
Although the
antibiotics had proved successful there were still some
lingering problems. This was the reason that all the
boys were still wearing protection at night as a
complete recovery had yet to happen.
Mitch hated wearing his protection in front of his
younger brothers and was very annoyed, often threatening
or hitting them, if they so much as giggled at his
embarrassment.
Sandra’s
possible solution was the clarion call to the Bakers for
them to fix something, or at least to try and make
things better. It was amazing the speed in which they
were soon on-board.
Mitch woke up to
find a nappy, thick blue rubber pants and a blue t-shirt
ready for the day ahead and despite his blubbing and
threats, was finally dressed for his trip. He had no
idea where he was going, and didn’t like the way he was
dressed but had no say in what was going to happen. The
threat of a life time wearing a nappy if he acted up was
enough to eventually quell his disobedience.
#
Aaron’s father,
Steven, had taken his only son on a hiking expedition
into the hilly countryside, which was something the two
bonded over. Steven was a very outdoorsy type of guy and
his son loved to be tramping the hills, walking the
dales or camping next to a lake with him whenever he
could. He was the apple of his father’s eye.
They did
everything together and Steven was clear about Aaron
always being aware by planning ahead; explaining how to
keep safe, taking precautions against inclement weather,
always having the correct equipment and clothing. It was
under these conditions when Aaron, miles from anywhere,
but thankfully on a well-trodden track, felt the first
pain in his tummy. A couple more stabs, and a few feet
further on screamed in agony as his bowel gave way and
filled his undies and shorts.
The pain was so
intense that, like Billy, he rolled around in torment as
his body tried to expel everything that was in him. He
rolled on the grass verge with streams of brown liquid
filling the seat of his pants and dribbling down his
legs. It was a mess and unfortunately one his father
hadn’t thought to provide for.
Under the
circumstances there wasn’t an awful lot they could do.
However, thankfully another passing walker, a lady
pushing a pram and watching over a couple of kids,
stopped to offer help. She seemed better equipped for
such an accident as she produced wipes, a cloth and
soothing words for the distraught boy.
However, she
also had a couple of large plastic rubbish bags and
spare disposable nappies, which had been destined for
her kids should they have an accident out in the wilds.
She suggested to Steven that he strip his son out of the
filth, do his best to clean him up and put him in one of
the disposables until there was something better. She
even fashioned a sort of plastic shirt from one of the
bin bags that he could put his arms and head through so
he wasn’t completely naked.
The rustling
walk back (his disposable and plastic sack swished
together noisily with each step) was slow but mercifully
uneventful as Aaron, led by his father, sorrowfully
completed the trip; his eyes misted in tears so he
didn’t take much notice of just how he looked. The black
bin bag only reached down to his crotch so the drooping
disposable could easily be seen as he and his father
hesitantly manoeuvred themselves back to the car.
Steven slowly
led his son to the car park which was next to a large
café hikers and lorry drivers used. There he was able to
clean him up a little better but thought it best to get
him home with some urgency.
With just two
miles to go before their house, Aaron had felt that pain
again and filled his disposable. It did it’s best to
contain as much as it could but there was a disaster on
the front seat. Steven was perplexed on what was
happening to his son but knew it appeared more serious
than a simple gastro-intestinal upset.
In the meantime
Aaron’s mother Julia had discovered the wet sheets from
the morning so was already on the war-path for when he
returned.
Once through the
door the shitty little boy was in big trouble, but after
a thorough clean up his mother, unprompted by anything
other than preventing further mess, slipped him back
into an old nappy and plastic pants. These had been left
over from his ‘difficult early school problems’ so once
he was well protected sent him to bed, where, apart from
a trip to the doctors, he stayed, suitable encased.
It was just as
well as he had several terrible experiences before they
were able to get the doctor to prescribe something.
Meanwhile, Julia was determined that any mess would be
contained with Aaron, it was his crap and was damned if
it was going to interfere with the running of the
household. She fortified his nappy
with large thick white rubber pants so that nothing
could leak and all would be held safely until time for a
change.
Steven was a
little more sympathetic than Julia though both were
unsure of the cause of his problem. His mother hated the
fact that he’d tried to hide his bedwetting incident;
she saw it as a lack of trust. She’d noticed other
things that Aaron had done or said that later proved
untrue or simply a downright lie and no longer trusted
her son.
Both were
worried he was fast becoming a secretive liar and that
wasn’t how he was brought up. So, when they found out
about the boys swimming in the canal, and that they were
all suffering from intestine problems that were giving
them the ‘squirts’, they knew something had to be done.
Word had spread
between the affected parents quickly but it was ‘that
Southall woman’ who, though not flavour of the month,
had crystallised them together with a plan of action.
No one thought
the way Sandra did, but with encouragement from their
friends Jean and William Thomas, and the knowledge that
Aaron’s other school mates, Dave, Billy and Mitch were
going to be part of this ‘experiment’, Steven and Julia
were soon equally involved in the enterprise.
He was made
ready for ‘summer camp’ wearing very thick protection
and voluminous white rubber pants, he cried, kicked and
screamed and begged not to have to go as his father
forcefully led him to the car.
Aaron felt the
humiliation grow as they headed to an unknown
destination. His dad was trying to be cheerful and
upbeat saying he was going to be with his friends, which
didn’t help the panic that swept into Aaron’s nappy in a
huge unfettered spurt.
#
Billy had had a
very strange and fitful night. The spanking had scared
and scarred him and every time he slipped into slumber
he relived the powerful beating he’d endured. That was
all his mind could come up with, his mother really
setting his butt on fire with that awful spoon. The
spoon was featuring heavily in his thoughts and dreams.
Even though he’d
spent the last few days desperate to be relieved of his
infantile nappy, he’d woken up messy and soaked. His
bottom felt sore from the spanking but, whereas before
he might speak and have some attitude, he was deathly
silent as his mother cleaned him up and changed him for
the day ahead. He was fearful of saying or doing the
wrong thing and so, without so much as a murmur, saw
himself fitted into his new, daily uniform.
To Billy the
nappy felt thicker, his mother having added extra
booster soak pads simply because he’d had such a messy
night. He saw it as further punishment; she saw it as a
simple precaution. However, with the heavy plastic
see-thru pants covering it all… everyone could make up
their own minds.
He was at an
all-time low. His mother’s accusatory words and heavy
hand had done a great deal to knock his usual spirit.
Never in all his life had he been so frightened of what
was going to happen. When his father had been handcuffed
in front of him and taken off to jail, it hadn’t worried
him but this… this was something he hadn’t bargained for
and was fearful where it might end.
His normal
grumbling was also very restrained as he felt the
tightness hugging his groin, the t-shirt he’d been given
to wear was one of Lizzies - white with a large blue
smiling bear on the front. It had been one of her
favourites when she was six and it fitted Billy
perfectly. He’d also noticed that there was a pair of
very small matching shorts, which he assumed rightly,
would be to wear should he venture out anywhere.
He sighed and
sobbed at his predicament but that was all he could do,
the threat of a severe spanking making him hold his
tongue. He felt the anger build up but yet another
sudden spurt of pee into his bolster soak-pad stifled
any thought of an outburst.
It was over an
early subdued breakfast that he was informed that he
would be having visitors; some of his school friends
were coming over to spend some time with him.
He was horrified
that his mates would see him dressed like he was and
began to cry. He pleaded with his mother for it not to
happen but she took no notice and merely reminded him
that any argument would mean a visit from ‘the spoon’…
or worse.
Leaving the
threat there she turned her attention to her youngest.
After many
reassuring conversations with Dee-Dee, Sandra had
partially convinced her she had no need for protection.
She was sat at the table in her little pink skirt and
glittery top but with no sign of her usual plastic pants
peeking out from beneath. She was back, for the time
being at least, to her big girl princess knickers, which
of course made Billy feel even more like the baby of the
family.
Of course
Dee-Dee and Lizzie were both on board with what their
mother had planned so were very encouraging, saying,
after all this time being on his own it was about time
he had some friend over to play with. From the silent
tears streaming down his face that didn’t look likely
but he had no option.
#
Everyone arrived
at the Southall’s within minutes of each other. The
three cars unburdened themselves of their reluctant
cargos as each boy stood apprehensively wearing just
their t-shirts and protection, although Dave at least
had a thin pair of cotton shorts covering up his thick
padding.
A scared and
embarrassed Billy was there to ‘greet’ them dressed in
his childish armour, also there in welcome was his
mother and sisters.
“Hi boys,”
Sandra smiled, “welcome to summer camp – The Canal Boys
Summer Camp – a camp designed just for those boys who
take no notice of their parents to the dangers of
swimming in filth.”
Aaron and Billy
weren’t the only ones who’d already wet because both
Mitch and Dave had, thanks to nerves and unrestrainable
pee, felt their nappies grow warmer during the trip
over.
They stood
uncertainly each trying not to stare at the others thick
protection but failing miserably as a feeling of dread
and embarrassment filled their bodies. Their already
damp nappies were joined by even more leaking piss as
each wondered just exactly what their parents had signed
them up to.
“You can thank
Billy for encouraging you all to go swimming and ending
up in nappies but, as you all seemed happy to follow him
in this reckless pursuit… we thought you might like to
follow him with his punishment.”
At this point
she ran her hand over Billy’s thick protection, his hard
shiny plastic pants glowing radiantly in the warm
morning sun; the metal of the two huge nappy pins
sparkling as if to draw attention to these items of
total infantilism, his bulky fabric nappy easily
discernible through the glossy plastic.
Billy was
surprised to see his friends dressed in much the same
fashion as he was and for some reason he was both
pleased and grossed out by it. However, the snarl on the
faces of the other boys was definitely not one of
brotherhood.
########
Billy’s
Fault
Part 8
Dee-Dee
looked along the line of nervous eleven year-olds and
marvelled at so many wearing nappies and plastic pants.
She knew Billy would be wearing his protection but
hadn’t appreciated that the other boys would be as well.
In days gone by she might have found it amusing but now,
she felt like she was missing out. Although mum had said
she didn’t need protection, and Lizzie (in one of her
conspiratorial moments) going further and telling her
only babies like her brother needed to wear such items,
she wanted back the comfort and security they offered.
Of course, to
begin with she’d worn because of the prank played on her
by Lizzie’s nocturnal visit with her squeezy bottle. She
hadn’t grasped she’d been coerced into wearing in such a
devious way but, once she’d gotten used to the thickness
between her legs, and saw the dramatic events that Billy
had in his, she quickly adapted, afraid something
similar might happen to her. Unlike Billy, she quite
liked the smooth bulky plastic material and was thankful
for the security it offered.
However, she was
in a quandary; Lizzie would encourage and discourage her
both at the same time, which was very confusing.
Dee-Dee didn’t
know it but she was like that with Billy; one minute out
to embarrass him, the next wanting to mother him.
It was true,
Dee-Dee didn’t need them but if she decided to wear them
on a particular day, she would occasionally wet, though
that was only if there was no alternative. Normally she
would time things so she could get to a toilet.
For her nappies
weren’t a problem. In fact, the instances she had with
Lizzie when being changed were fun times which she
looked forward to, and, if truth be told, she quite
enjoyed playing with Billy when he was wearing because
he was always a lot nicer.
This was
something that had happened quite surreptitiously. Her
brother simply hadn’t noticed that when he was only
wearing a nappy and they were playing together, he not
only got on with his little sister but was actually a
lot more fun.
Before he was
put into nappies she could count the hours they’d spent
playing together over the previous year on one hand,
now, they spent that much time in a day.
In different
ways nappies were working on both of them, whether they
were aware of it, that was another thing.
#
Even though
Billy’s friends squirmed awkwardly trying to conceal as
much of their padding as possible and looked less than
comfortable in theirs, Dee-Dee touched her ‘big girl’
knickers and wished she’d kept her nappy on.
In the past,
when Billy had his friends around him he’d act like the
‘big I am’. In fact, each boy put on such a show when
their mates were around. It usually fell apart if Lizzie
was on the scene but when together they were a solid
bunch of ‘robust noisy boys’.
Billy would
normally still continue to complain about the way girls
ruined everything and his school friends would echo that
sentiment. Now, confronted by Sandra and Lizzie, and
having experienced mothers not being their usual
acquiescent selves, a great transformation had happened
and they weren’t sure what to do.
Boisterous boys
could no longer rule the roost and they’d been brought
down to earth by the tiniest of things… an all but
invisible bacterium. That’s what had reduced them to
dependent babies who couldn’t fend for themselves and
thereby restoring power back to their parents.
#
Each boy looked
on the verge of tears, their heads bowed as Mrs Southall
continued.
“Elizabeth,” who
I think you all know, “will be your babysit… erm… camp
leader and will be in charge of all activities whilst
you are here.”
There was a very
obvious sigh and it looked for a moment like Mitch would
make a run for it. However, his father planted firm
hands on his shoulder and kept him where he was.
A general
mumbling of dissent could be heard but ignored.
“She will be
telling you just how the day will pan out but first…”
she looked at the parents who’d just delivered their
agitated sons, “there’s a lot for you boys to get to
know so… let’s waste no more time and say goodbye to
your fathers so we can begin.”
It was almost
8am and Sandra had to be on her way by 8.15 so was keen
to move the emphasis over to her daughter.
There were
universal pleas for not being left with Lizzie but to no
avail, both encouragement and threats were needed to get
them to acquiesce. Like Sandra insisted, there was
general agreement and similar action taken by each dad.
The boys were
reminded that they’d brought this on themselves; they
had ended up in nappies because of their actions - so it
would be through their actions they would be able to get
out of them.
This was the
mantra the parents had been encouraged to use if their
boy started to act up. It proved effective as they
couldn’t deny their self-inflicted illness had been a
nuisance and caused disruption to all concerned.
The eleven
year-olds were left in no doubt that this was going to
happen. They had to learn about consequences,
responsibility and reparations for thoughtless actions.
So, for all intents and purposes their babysitter for
the foreseeable future was to be the dreaded Lizzie.
#
Dave was the
least argumentative, having already been thoroughly
reprimanded he certainly didn’t want his dad to take
down his nappy and spank him in front of his school
friends. At present he was smarting at the childish
nursery print plastic pants, which his parents had
insisted on making him wear. They said it was to remind
him just what a thoughtless big baby he’d been and
should he even try to remove them… there would be hell
to pay. He’d previously got the message to just what
that payment would be. He stayed miserable but silent.
However, both
Mitch and Aaron were kicking up a fuss.
Without so much
as a warning Douglas spanked his son. Pulling down
Mitch’s slinky blue plastic pants and nappy in front of
everyone and laying into his bottom with a very strong
hand. The squeal of pain soon brought the argument to an
end and Mitch’s tears were as much from his total
embarrassment as it was from stinging swats.
The eleven
year-old was scared and confused. He’d never been
punished in his life up until that morning and now he
was getting thrashed for a second time. His relationship
with his father (and probably mother) had changed and
was no longer allowed to back chat or do as he pleased.
That was a huge change of position in the household that
he thought he ruled.
With each smack
his father let it be known that any, and he repeated the
word, ANY defiance would be similarly dealt with… and he
followed up with the threat that Lizzie had the same
authority should he act up or give the Southall’s any
grief whatsoever.
Aaron looked at
his father and wanted reassurance that was not the case
but his dad simply nodded and whispered that the same
went for him. Aaron immediately curtailed any thoughts
of insubordination smoothing down the thick padding
under his own slippery waterproofing.
Douglas pulled
his son’s nappy and plastic pants back up over his
well-tanned cheeks and a very sad Mitch cried as he was
hesitantly led over to Lizzie for the rest of the day.
That little
display had stopped any argument from the boys as they
were sullenly herded indoors for Sandra to give them
instruction before she went off to work and leave them
in Lizzie’s more than capable hands.
#
In a strange and
unusual act of solidarity all the parents thought this
‘swift, sharp, shock’, as envisioned by Sandra, might be
just what was needed for their wayward sons. Sandra’s
generous offer took away their worry about babysitters,
and the fact it also allowed them to go off for a few
days with their other children or friends, was a bonus.
It wasn’t quite a dumping ground but they appreciated
what Sandra and Lizzie were prepared to do and because
of such a proposal were easily enticed into going along
with her thinking.
As all the boys
were still waking up to some degree of dampness they
were all wearing a nappy to sleep in, so, the only thing
that changed was that they now wore them all the time.
When they had been on their own and at home their
embarrassment was confined but now they were with their
schoolmates, it was both nerve-wracking and humiliating.
Something else
the boys were unaware of was that their parents had
already left a supply of nappies, disposables, powders,
creams and plastic pants at the Southall’s place. So, as
some of them had a preference between fabric and
disposables, they were well catered for should there be
any undue accidents or for the prescribed change times
as indicated on the timetable.
Billy didn’t
like the fact this was being done at his house, it made
it look like it was all his fault. However, at that
moment, all the boys were very subdued and more than a
little nervous as to what might be next.
Sandra,
realising it was getting late for work reinforced the
fact that Lizzie was in charge and everything, both here
and at home, was going to be governed by ‘the
timetable’.
“So,” she said
with a smile, “I see it’s play time so… Lizzie if you’d
be so kind… what’s first on the agenda?”
“Well, normally
I’d check that no one needed their nappy changed but, as
you can see from the timetable, we have specific times
to do that, so, unless someone needs an urgent change…”
She looked
around at the sad looking bunch of boys in front of her.
Her confidence was riding high and she was back in a
total control mode over her new charges. They shrugged
even though they were all wet, no one wanted to be the
first to have their nappy changed that was for sure.
“No? Right
Dee-Dee and I have sorted out some toys and games in the
back garden if… Billy… will you lead on please?”
Even though
Billy’s huge white thick fluffy nappy was crammed behind
a barrier of durable plastic, his huge shiny bottom led
the small disgruntled group through the house.
There was a slow
rustling sound as they marched through to the rear
garden area which had already been set out with Billy’s
toys, cardboard boxes, blankets and Dee-Dee’s little
paddling pool. There was a slight incline towards the
rear of the lawned garden where Sandra had laid out a
long piece of plastic. The idea was that the group could
use it as a fun slide if they wet it. Several other
areas had items that weren’t immediately apparent but
Lizzie looked happy with what had been arranged for the
first day.
Despite the
garden being fairly private, and the weather wonderfully
warm with only a light breeze, the murmur of discord and
an air of grumpiness surrounded the boys but they had
one more thing to think about.
Lizzie pointed
to a large board with their names alphabetically listed
on it.
“You may want to
take notice of this. Every day I will be adding stars
and black marks reflecting your behaviour toward me,
toward each other and toward anyone else who happens to
be here. Good behaviour of course sees a star, bad
behaviour attracts a black mark.”
The boys sighed
in disappointment once more but their attention was
grabbed as she added.
“Five stars lead
to a reward… five black marks lead to you being
disciplined.”
She could see
she had their attention now.
“The reward
could be anything from a treat to being able to wear
something perhaps more… suitable… the discipline will
not mean simply no TV… it will mean a sound, bare
bottom spanking.”
The boys looked
at one and other in dismay.
“Any attitude,
dissension, fighting – verbal or physical… or general
unpleasantness will be severely dealt with…
immediately.”
With a deadening
thud she punched her palm with her fist so they’d be
under no illusion just what kind of ‘discipline’ they
could expect at her hands… nasty and controlling Lizzie
had re-emerged.
“Plus these will
be seen by your parents for them to deal with you in
their own way once they have you home.”
Dave swallowed
hard. He knew exactly what that would mean and was
determined to be on his best behaviour.
#
The doctor’s
medication appeared to have only limited success and
although the diarrhoea was initially cleared up,
occasionally, one of the boys would have an accident.
Night time was the worst as all the boys couldn’t
control their bodily functions and woke up to some
degree of wetness or mess.
Whatever the
strain of bacteria was, it wasn’t prepared to give up
without a fight.
To make matters
worse, Billy wasn’t sure how he could stop peeing his
pants during the day as every time he thought about the
problem; he seemed to add more fluid to the thick
padding. This was annoying because sometimes he went
quite a while without having any unexpected leaks and
then ‘surprise, surprise’, found he was walking around
in a damp nappy with no idea how or when it happened.
The thing was,
because of the see-thru plastic pants, any accidents
could clearly be seen once the soaker pad had reached
saturation point. This meant he was keen to get his
messy nappy changed before it became too apparent.
However, now his friends were here, stupidly he didn’t
want to draw attention to this fact, so became reluctant
to let Lizzie know, even though he’d been through this
procedure many times with her already.
#
Dis-spiritedly
the four boys involved themselves and did as Lizzie
instructed. They were unsure how to react but the threat
of a black mark against their name was a nagging
concern. At times Billy could see the unspoken
resentment in the eyes of the others as they joined in
some game or other that she or Dee-Dee had organised.
Of course,
wearing just protection, which was on full view, also
acted as a brake on any enthusiasm and they couldn’t
help but feel totally inhibited under the judicious gaze
of their babysitter.
Although
everything may have been aimed at entertaining six
year-olds, with nothing better to do, and
‘encouragement’ from Lizzie, gradually the boys became
less self-conscious and just got on with playing with
the stuff provided. By 10am the back garden was alive
with activity, although disparaging words were
occasionally aimed at Billy by the others.
The constant
rustling of plastic pants was over shadowed by the
ever-growing volume of noise four boys could generate,
with the occasion scream or giggle from Dee-Dee. Lizzie
had made it clear that her little sister couldn’t be
excluded from joining in and so, begrudgingly, she
wormed her way in to most of the games. She was having
fun and whether the boys were keen or not, they were
involved in making that happen.
Once that
initial obstacle of resentment was overcome, and
probably because of the way Dave had thrown himself into
at least trying to enjoy the situation, by the time milk
and cookies came around they were ready for a break.
Even though it
wasn’t on the timetable Lizzie asked them once again if
any of them needed changing and although they were still
wet, they shook their collective heads and put up with
the squishiness in their nappies as they sat down for
the break.
Billy was more
nervous than he should have been. After all it was his
sister, he was at home and was a sort of leader of this
little troop but, and it was a big but, every time he
looked at his nappy-clad friends a nervy stream of pee
escaped into his own. Under these strained conditions he
was soaking the material very quickly and, according to
the timetable, might not be able to wait until after
lunch to be changed.
########
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 9
Thanks to
Sandra’s suggestions, and particularly this group of
naughty boys, the local pharmacist was doing terrific
business. He’d sold things there’d been very little
interest in before. Not only had she
cleared him out of his supply of teenage incontinence
equipment, she’d also put in orders for considerably
more. His own, latent interest in the subject had been
revitalised by this incredible woman who had swept into
his store with ideas about how to rein in an unruly son.
Mr Edward
Swinton, the thirty-five year-old chemist had, off and
on, been a fan of nappies himself. From an early age
he’d loved the feel of the chunky material between his
legs and gripping his groin. He’d gone through times
when he couldn’t stop his craving to wear and he’d buy
himself loads of stuff only to find that, riddled with
guilt, he’d destroy it all and wish he didn’t have these
‘shameful’ impulses. However, with Sandra’s enthusiasm
for using nappies as a punishment realised he could get
behind that idea; he would punish himself by wearing
again.
Sandra’s zealous
pursuit of finding a solution to Billy’s attitude had
taken her beyond reason although she didn’t recognize
that fact. Now that she had the chemist eagerly
expressing his support for her actions, together they
formulated a plan of action with the tools to deliver
it. The thick fabric nappy, combined with heavy duty
see-thru plastic pants had been Edward’s idea but it had
been a suggestion Sandra had picked up on with delight.
She could see Billy wearing them all the time and
although he might be embarrassed, he’d look so darn
cute.
This was one of
her driving forces. In her eyes, recent time in messy
nappies had reduced Billy to a loving big baby. Her
thoughts of when just a toddler, and just how sweet he
was then, filled her head… she loved getting those times
back. She and her daughters had worked hard to return
Billy to those days. She was in no hurry to see him grow
up. So, seeing her growing son dressed in nappy and
plastic pants kept him nicely under her influence and,
in her head at least, the sweet child she remembered.
It was truly
amazing how quickly she’d gone from a fraught and
unhappy mother into a vibrant force full of energy and
ideas. She felt pleased with her accomplishments and,
now with the backing of other parents and Mr Swinton,
she knew she could make a difference.
When she brought
other parents on board Edward Swinton was quick to
broaden his product base so they had more options. None
of them knew there was already a well-established market
for ‘babyish’ items aimed at teens (and older), which he
was able to rapidly access.
It was amazing.
Once Sandra had planted the seeds of what she planned to
do with her son, and the stuff that was available to
her, the other parents became fascinated. Edward had
overheard one part of a conversation she was having
where she postulated the thought that they might never
have the chance again to ‘reclaim control and re-set
the button’. He’d been very impressed by her
determination, and was even further amazed when other
parents called in and inspected his merchandise to see
what they could use on their own kids.
There were items
he was unsure about, because they might lead people to
suspect him of having a fetish for nappies of his own.
This had been the thing that had scared him the most;
other people knowing what he liked. However, now, with
this Southall woman and her bizarre ideas, he was able
to come to terms with his own desires.
He’d never been
happier.
Under his smart
grey trousers he wore a thick disposable with cartoon
animals all over them. It felt wonderful dealing with
customers whilst wriggling in their comfy embrace.
Daringly he offered this design to several shoppers who
thought they were just adorable. Pretty soon he had new
clients who bought quite a few of his new colourful
disposables, and it has to be said, more expensive
designs.
The childish
baby print pants, which Jean Thomas had latched onto,
took the shop owner by surprise. Jean had been so
pleased to find them and had declared they were just the
thing needed to remind her son what a stupid little kid
he’d been.
Meanwhile, the
pharmacist had hopes that even more parents would take
their teenage offspring to task and do the same for the
rest of the town’s young ne’re-do-wells and keep them
safely ensconced in masses of protection.
He was also keen
to spread the word and although he didn’t mention Sandra
Southall or the other parents by name, he spoke to other
customers about what these ‘individuals’ were prepared
to do to keep unruly youths under control.
He had visions
of it not only becoming something between this handful
of families but… a town wide… maybe… nationwide movement
where parents regained their influence and put kids
under massive restrictions.
These thoughts,
hopes and desires occupied his mind as he looked at the
fantastic new stock that filled his store. He writhed in
his plastic pants and felt the loving hug of his thick
nappy. He couldn’t help it; his profits had never looked
so healthy. He was enjoying wearing again and was
pleased to offer such a spectacularly specialist service
to everyone. So, whilst it lasted he
wanted to make the most out of this ingenious scheme.
#
Whilst the boys
lay out in the garden enjoying milk and cookies tensions
were overcome as they spoke about how they ended up
wearing nappies. To begin with it seemed that what was
the most embarrassing thing which had ever happened to
them in their life was now something to boast about as
they tried to outdo one and other’s ‘messy’ story.
There was a lot
of laughter and many pained comments of ‘Uuurghhh’,
‘Gross’, ‘Bluuurghh’ and other such yukky noises. That
is except for one.
Dave was the
most reluctant to give his account but when he spoke
about the beatings he’d taken since that first
‘unpleasant’ accident, the others reacted in horror at
the way he’d been dealt with.
All agreed that
the treatment they were now receiving was grossly
unfair, especially as they should be out doing what kids
their age should be doing in the summer break. Their
illness had already eaten into the long school vacation
so they were desperate not to waste any more time.
Only Dave
admitted feeling guilty to the nuisance and fuss he’d
caused and looking down at his shiny vinyl baby pants,
he burst into tears and mumbled how sorry he was to no
one in particular.
From the
moment Jean and William had realised his mess was a
self-induced problem their sympathy evaporated. Dave’s
belligerent stance and off-hand reaction to his parent’s
concerns was met with equal dismay, whilst they adopted
a firm and unyielding approach to making him see the
error of his ways.
They had come
down on him like a ton of bricks and that first beating
was only a taster to the ones that followed. He just
didn’t learn and even though his butt was glowing red
continued with arrogance towards his sister and parents
best described as self-destructive. What followed was a
steady increase in his punishment until he got the
message. It took a few days but now his lack of defiance
and the fact that he is reduced to wearing a nappy
showed his parents meant business.
He’d hardly
reacted when on arrival at the Southall’s his daddy
eased down his little protecting shorts to leave him
wearing just his nappy and plastic pants. He dare not
argue. He dare not do anything that might irritate his
parents. Embarrassing as it was, he just stood there in
his nursery print pants and inwardly sobbed, grateful at
least that the others were also in nappies.
The world of
eleven year-old David Jonathan Thomas was reduced to
that of a small child waddling around in his thick
juvenile clothing. At home a nappy was all he was
allowed to wear because his parents treated him as a
naughty, incontinent toddler. He would have to behave
himself and meet their criteria before they’d let him
back to being an eleven year-old. The problem… he didn’t
know what that criteria was.
It was Dee-Dee
who saw how much pain Dave was in and it was she who
shuffled over and put her arm around his shoulder in
comfort. It was an action that would never have occurred
to the other boys but it was one that Dave appreciated
from Billy’s little sister.
“Don’t cry
Davey,” Dee-Dee whispered, “I like your plastic pants“.
She gently
stroked the slippery bulk, partly to reassure him and
partly in appreciation.
“I wish I had
some like them…”
She continued
with her hug.
Dave welcomed
this act of compassion even though he’d have given his
own younger sister hell had she attempted it, well in
the past he would now he’d just have to put up with it.
Of course she never would and had been most jubilant at
the fall of her brother from an aggressive, loud-mouthed
egotist to a whimpering and very subdued baby. She felt
and acted his superior and, with the backing of his
parents, relished treating him as a helpless infant.
Meanwhile, as
there was a break in proceedings, Lizzie realised just
how much work keeping an eye on four boys was going to
be, so, whilst in the kitchen organising lunch, called
around to a couple of friends on her new mobile phone
and invited them over.
Back in the
garden, and after the rotten time he’d had with his
parents, this little touch of friendliness and
understanding from Dee-Dee really got to Dave and he
hugged her back. His friends didn’t know what was going
on but thought he must be a big baby if he sought solace
from a six year-old. His weepy eyes and
quivering bottom lip only adding to the overall look of
some little lost soul.
Billy himself
had over the last few days been comforted by his little
sister on occasions and, even though he understood
Dave’s situation, reluctantly agreed with Aaron and
Mitch that, although he’d been through a rough patch, he
shouldn’t let himself be seen by the rest of the ‘gang’
being consoled by a little kid.
It looked weird.
Eleven year-old Dave blubbing in his infantile plastic
pants and being comforted by a young girl who at that
moment looked far more grown up than he was. Another
thing, because Lizzie had gone inside and wasn’t
watching, Aaron and Mitch thought it safe enough and
made mocking ‘wah-wah’ crying baby noises. Billy didn’t
join in.
Dee-Dee just
hugged the weeping boy more and stuck her tongue out at
the ridiculing couple. She really did
like the sweet little nursery print pants which, because
of the morning sun, were warm to touch and the fact they
stretched tightly over his padding made them shine quite
brightly.
She looked over
to Mitch, his father’s spanking now forgotten, as he
nibbled the last of his cookie and continued to chat
with the others. Like Davey’s, his plastic pants gleamed
a very glossy blue in the sunlight and looked tightly
bound around his nappy. Similarly, Aaron’s opaque white
pants were strained in some places as they hugged
tightly to his thick disposable. In other places they
were a bit looser, which meant there was room for more
padding should it be needed. All this Dee-Dee took in
with just one quick searching look and for the briefest
of brief moments a thought crossed her mind.
It seemed
strange that boys dressed in thick nappies and glowing
plastic pants should have such a mean attitude to
another boy similarly clad. They were
acting like spoilt little brats and at that moment she
felt like the only grown up around.
#
Although the
garden was full of toys and games it had all been
deliberately kept at a juvenile level. It had been
Sandra’s idea that, to begin with at least, as the boys
were dressed as toddlers, that should be how they were
treated. So, nearly all their youthful independence was
taken away as were the trappings of teen (well almost
teen) paraphernalia: No bikes, no video games, no mobile
phones, no Xbox, no jeans, sneakers… nothing that would
give them any sense of autonomy. They would entertain
themselves with their imagination and the simple,
childish things provided.
Meanwhile, the
timetable would be what controlled their lives.
Nappies and nap
times were to be strictly enforced, as were regular
nappy checks whether in public or private. A sopping wet
boy could lead to nappy rash and that would mean more
work. So, an eye had to be kept on not leaving them in
such a state too long. However, thanks to her friendly
pharmacist, Sandra had found a particular strong and
thick ointment that once applied, kept the dampness off
the skin for quite some time. She’d also found a baby
powder that smelled more wonderful than Johnson’s and
liked to make sure Billy was well covered in both since
his new pharmacist-recommended outfit came into play.
Both Sandra and
Lizzie had been happily surprised when the boys arrived
that their parents had already done the hard work by
making sure the boys were suitably dressed. Nappy and
plastic pants on a schoolboy really did reduce them to a
more amenable level and the lack of bravado was a
pleasure to witness.
Individually the
boys had been dealt with in slightly different ways but
now life was going to be incredibly regimented. If they
thought life was already too restrictive they were about
to find that it could… and would get worse.
Dee-Dee reported
the mocking behaviour of Mitch and Aaron to Lizzie who
didn’t even question them or take them to task. She
simply picked up her black marker and put two crosses
next to their names. She then put one black mark next to
Billy’s.
“Why’ve you done
that? We ain’t done nothing…” It was Mitch who voiced
his protest.
Lizzie didn’t
explain merely suggesting that couldn’t be the case or
they wouldn’t be getting black marks.
There were moans
and shrugs from Mitch, who still hadn’t quite grasped
that he couldn’t get away with his usual behaviour and
was angry to see a third black cross added next to his
name.
Mitch looked
daggers across at Dave and Dee-Dee who were quietly
chatting to each other. Billy pulled a face at Aaron as
if to say ‘I have no idea what’s going on’, who
quickly seemed to find an interest in his voluminous
plastic pants. He had no intention of making eye contact
with Lizzie in case it resulted in another black mark.
Soon Dee-Dee was
collecting the empty cartons of milk and Lizzie was
encouraging them to start playing together again.
However, the mood had changed a bit and it took all her
efforts to get a simple game of ‘piggy in the middle’
going.
To start with
the boys were more than a little lethargic but Lizzie
simply said if they didn’t start to ‘buck up’ then
further black marks would be added every 15 minutes
until they did.
Lizzie knew what
she was doing and how her threat would work. To begin
with, like when they arrived, it would take a little
while to get things going. However, once they forgot why
they were stalling and just playing, they’d soon be back
into the swing of things. It worked.
#
None of the boys
wanted to admit it but all of them had pretty damp
nappies. Billy’s was the worst and he knew it wouldn’t
be long before it began to be even more apparent as the
evidence would be seen through his see-thru plastic
pants. It was a good hour before lunch and the change
wasn’t scheduled until after one. He knew if he left it
too long he’d get in to trouble for that and also his
mates would see. He nervously waddled over to Lizzie and
asked for an early change.
“Well Billy, I
think you are being very brave to be the first of your
little group to ask…” Lizzie was speaking so all could
hear, “so let’s get you into a clean and dry nappy shall
we?”
Billy was
embarrassed by her little speech but hoped that at least
he’d be soon dry and that would make him feel better.
However, he hadn’t bargained for what was to come.
“Dee-Dee,”
Lizzie called, “can you bring out the changing mat and
supplies for Billy please?”
Billy looked at
her in disbelief.
“Errmm you’re
not going to change me out here… ummm… in front of my…?”
He asked incredulously.
“Of course,”
Lizzie replied with a broad grin, “it’s such a lovely
day and a bit of fresh air will do you no harm at all.”
“But that’s not
fair. Please take me to my room and do it… please…
please…” he begged.
“Don’t be silly
Billy. Babies don’t care where they’re changed so nor
should you.”
Her implication
was obvious and anxious tears formed in his eyes as
Dee-Dee arrived back with a pile of supplies.
Billy was
desperate to get as far away from his sisters as he
could but it wasn’t going to happen, he was going to be
humiliated by having his nappy changed in front of his
school buddies.
As Lizzie had a
tight grip on his wrist, he wasn’t going to be able to
run anywhere soon.
Dee-Dee lay out
the plastic change mat and piled the fresh fabric
nappies and stuffers next to the containers of anti-rash
cream and powder.
Lizzie was
already unsnapping his thick clear plastic pants to
reveal a very soaked nappy underneath.
“Ohh Billy,
you’re soaked… you should have mentioned it earlier…”
Lizzie pretended
more concern than what she intended but then a shiver
ran through her body as she realised that it was her
responsibility to keep her ‘babies’ dry. This real
concern overpowered here pretend concern so now she was
desperate to make sure Billy was quickly clean and dry
and able to continue playing.
It was a weird
time as Billy closed his eyes in the hope that by
shutting his friend out of the line of sight, he somehow
would become invisible. Meanwhile, Lizzie became over
protective and lavished a huge amount of cream around
his nappy area before pinning him into his thick, dry
terry nappy. She snapped the studs together making his
nappy impregnable thanks to the solid piece of solid
plastic armour and gently eased him to his feet.
Meanwhile, his
three friends looked on in amazement as their once
leader was stripped, cleaned and re-nappied before their
eyes. All of them had experienced the same activity in
their own homes but somehow it seemed strange witnessing
it here and now, in a garden, under the sun and with
absolutely no privacy. Any thought of ridiculing Billy
was swiftly forgotten when they realised that was the
way they’d be changed when their time came.
As Billy hadn’t
made a fuss Lizzie rewarded him with the first star next
to his name. She then patted his padded butt and asked
if anyone else was in need of a change. The others were
still nervous about any of it so were reluctant to admit
sitting in their wet protection.
Standing in his
back garden, the sun beating down and wearing barely
little more than his protection Billy felt so much
better. Being the first meant his embarrassment was, to
a certain extent, over and it was one less thing to
worry about. Although he could feel the huge padding
between his legs and the tightness that surrounded his
groin, he felt safe. It was a feeling he’d begun to
acknowledge every time he was put into plastic pants.
That firm embrace and added dry bulk added to a strange
and intoxicating sensation which made him feel
light-headed and happy. What was perhaps even stranger
was that when he saw he’d gotten a star next to his name
a burst of pride seemed to permeate his body and he
stood tall and proud… and eager for more stars.
########
tbc
Billy’s
Fault
Part 10
Unknown to
anyone except Edward Swinton (who had come up with this
subterfuge), earlier Sandra had organised a slightly
‘doctored’ strawberry mix for when Lizzie made the boys
their lunchtime drink. The planned flavoursome milkshake
had a couple of additives that the chemist was sure
would aid the boys into nap time and help release any
control over their bladders. So, without even letting
Lizzie in on it, the chemist made sure the boys were
very wet by the time they woke up.
Despite the
doctor advising Sandra from giving the boys dairy
products Edward had convinced her that it was now safe
for them to drink milk. He said this ‘delicious’ mix
would put back vitamins and minerals that their illness
had drained them of but, if things worsened, there was
another special blend that could be included in juice
that would also be helpful to their recovery.
He, like Sandra,
wanted them to observe the timetable, become reliant on
their nappies and dependent on adults. He wanted them to
realise the necessity for them all.
Sandra had been
easily swayed by the very persuasive chemist who saw it
as further punishment for naughty boys, although he had
no intention of telling her the truth about the yummy
mix. No, this was one little aspect of the enterprise he
was keeping close to his chest. The less Sandra and the
other parents knew about it, the better.
To Edward, it
was just a little insurance to get the lads to
cooperate. However, the bacteria still in their system
continued to occasionally have fun at their host’s
expense, so it wasn’t always necessary. Whilst the boys
still wet and messed they could hardly complain about
being treated as little kids… well that’s how Edward saw
it.
After lunch the
boys had been reluctant to have a nap. Aaron grumbled
about being eleven and not needing a nap but Lizzie
merely pointed to the timetable and said he was
obviously wrong. Eventually, she coaxed them onto
various blankets set out under an awning so they could
have some shade and insisted they at least rested.
Davey had gone
very quietly and, with Dee-Dee in tow, quickly settled
himself down next to her. Billy had also gone without so
much as a shrug so it was up to Lizzie’s evil stare to
finally convince the other two to take their place and
settle down.
Despite them not
being happy about it all, ultimately, and because of the
heat and hectic play, Lizzie’s charges did fall asleep.
She took great delight in watching over them and seeing
the plastic cushion of their protection making them look
like a bunch of big kindergarteners.
Unaware of the
chemist’s little addition to the milkshakes Lizzie was
surprised at how quickly they all fell asleep.
Thankfully she hadn’t had any milkshake herself although
Dee-Dee had. However, it was with a sense of relief that
she saw them all slowly slipping into a good long nap.
She knew that
maybe, apart from Billy, all the others were already
soaked but that they would no doubt be even wetter once
they lost any control whilst napping. Thanks to the
doctored brew, she was correct. In one particular quiet
moment she could hear the faint noise of pee meeting an
already soaked nappy. The way Aaron was squirming,
together with a look of sleepy satisfaction on his face;
she assumed it must have been him. Of
course, throughout their nap all the boys had added a
fresh reservoir of pee to their padding. Unbeknownst to
Dee-Dee she had also wet her knickers.
Resting amongst
the other boys made it apparent just how small Billy
was. His three friends seemed to have grown and looked
ungainly wearing their protection, whilst on Billy it
didn’t look out of place at all. In fact, if he’d been
lying next to Dee-Dee he would have looked nearer her
age than his friends. Lizzie wondered if he was still
their ‘leader’ or if that position didn’t exist now they
all had to wear nappies.
There was
something else that perhaps went unnoticed by the small
group of boys and that was Billy actually whispered a
‘Thank you’ to Lizzie after she’d changed him. Of course
he’d thanked her in the past, his mother had insisted
that he maintain his manners (under threat of a
spanking), but now he’d done it without thinking in
front of his mates. It was a very subtle change in his
behaviour.
#
Whilst the boys
slept a couple of Lizzie’s friends came over to see
exactly what it was she was up to. She’d already
sketched an outline of her ‘babysitting’ job for the
summer but now it was a reality, her school mates wanted
to see that she wasn’t exaggerating. Fifteen year-old
Nancy had brought her little sister, six year-old Beth
along to play with Dee-Dee and Shilpha, a mischievous,
but the most beautiful girl in tenth grade, stared at
the slumbering boys in disbelief. Both girls took out
their mobile phones and started taking photos.
Never had they
seen anything quite so disconcerting, yet unbelievably
adorable. The girls smiled as Lizzie told them why they
had been reduced to wearing nothing but protection and
both visitors wished it was their overbearing brothers
who were on the receiving end of such a fate. However,
four well-padded eleven year-olds snoozing away was more
than enough for them to want to be involved in Lizzie’s
business.
Nancy had been
friends with Lizzie since they started school together
but Shilpha had been a surprising addition to their
slowly expanding gang. It was said that Shilpha’s mother
had been some kind of Miss India in her youth and,
judging by the fine bone structure and dusky complexion
of her daughter, that wasn’t difficult to believe.
However, once Shilpha was relieved from the shackles of
Asian home-life, she tended to immerse herself in
rebelling at school in the only way she could.
Her grades were
high, she looked stunning but needed something as an
edge and found she got that by being in the company of
the very ‘outrageous’ Lizzie.
Nancy and Lizzie
were similar spirits and quite happy to take on the boys
at their own game, whereas, Shilpha was far more astute.
Boys, and many teachers, were in awe of her beauty,
whilst her demure deportment and low voice, big eyes and
shy smile were all used to great effect in deflecting
suspicion away from the things she did. If the truth was
known, Shilpha was far more cunning than Lizzie, whereas
Lizzie was simply confrontational and angry.
Lizzie explained
about the timetable and how all of them were under a
strict regime that meant specific times for what they
could do, where they could go and what would happen to
them. The girls thought it was a wonderful idea and
hoped it worked and when they were told that nap time
was almost over they became quite animated.
Noting the
timetable, and the fact that Lizzie was already
organising a small pile of materials for each boy in
preparation, they expressed a desire to help with the
changes. Their friend could think of no good reason, as
both had younger siblings whom they had changed at some
time or other, for them not to be involved.
#
Dee-Dee was the
first up, gently shaken by Beth who wanted to play. It
took a few moments for her to get her bearing’s but then
realised that she’d actually wet herself whilst napping.
She knew she should have worn a nappy and now it was too
late. Angrily she went inside, cleaned herself up and
because Beth was waiting changed into another pair of
nylon knickers. However, she decided that in future
she’d wear protection like the boys, she hated the
thought of waking up and seeing she’d peed everywhere.
She and Beth
collected a couple of dolls from her room and took them
outside to play. Dee-Dee’s visitor asked why Billy and
his friends were dressed as babies.
“They’ve all
been very naughty,” she whispered, “which made them wet
themselves. So… now… they have to wear…” She indicated
their puffy plastic pants.
“Oh… I haven’t
worn a nappy since I was two.” She said proudly.
“I don’t mind,”
Dee-Dee said with a shrug.
Beth didn’t
really understand what her friend was saying so they
just went and found a spot in the sun slightly away from
the sleeping gang, and began a game with their dollies.
#
Aaron was the
first of the boys to wake up, surprised that he’d
actually fallen asleep and feeling a finger poking at
the front of his nappy. It took a couple of seconds to
realise it was Lizzie checking on just how wet he was,
so it was with alarm that he swatted her hand away at
the same instant he saw the other grinning girls.
“Hey… what’s
going on?”
“Well sweetie,
you’re soaking wet and it’s time for a nappy change.”
Lizzie smiled
sweetly and inferred he should lie out and let her get
on with it.
“But, but,
ermmm… I can do it myself…” Then
through gritted teeth added, “I don’t need a fucking
audience.”
The girls
crowded around as Lizzie placed her hand firmly on his
chest.
“You don’t get
to make that decision and what did your parents say
about arguing with me.”
Her fiery stare
made Aaron gulp but he wasn’t done protesting. He knew
who these other girls were. He knew them from school but
most of all he didn’t like the fact that Shilpha, the
most stunning girl in school (and possibly the world),
was inspecting him wearing a nappy - a soaked nappy at
that.
Once again
Lizzie tried to grip the top of his bloated plastic
pants but he wasn’t having it.
“There’s no
fucking way I’m getting my nap… er, ummm, no way is this
going to happen with people watching.”
And he gripped
defensively onto his shiny pants.
Meanwhile, the
others began to come round from their nap. They were
also stunned to see that Lizzie’s friends had arrived,
which made them try to conceal their own bloated
protection. Meanwhile, they watched the proceedings with
Aaron intently.
“Hey, what’s
going on?” Voiced a suspicious sounding Dave.
“My friends are
here to help.”
“But, but,
errrmmm… what… ummm…”
#
Whatever it was
that Dave wanted to say didn’t make it out as he watched
Lizzie get up and put three more black marks against
Aaron’s name.
“That makes five
Aaron and you know what happens when you reach that
number don’t you?”
This time Lizzie
fixed him with a steely stare. He certainly didn’t want
a spanking now, in front of these girls or for that
matter in front of his friends.
“Look,” he said
trying to appeal to her, “I was taken by surprise that’s
all but, no one said that there’d be other people
involved… er… can’t I just…”
Lizzie stood
towering over him and repeated. “Babies don’t get to
decide when and where they’re changed, as long as it’s
by a responsible adult and, as far as you’re
concerned,” she emphasised the word, “my friends are way
more adult than any of you.”
She stared
intimidatingly at the small but worried looking group of
boys almost daring them to argue. All she could really
see were a group of eleven year-olds trying desperately
to hide their swollen protection from her friends.
“You’re all
soaking wet.”
She wasn’t
prepared to take any nonsense from them, nor was she
willing to have her authority flouted in front of her
mates.
“As you can see
from the timetable, it’s time to change your sodden
nappies… and that’s just what’s going to happen.”
Meanwhile, she
called Dee-Dee over who had been quietly playing with
Beth and whispered something, which sent her off into
the house.
Lizzie was in
her element now she could bully and scare kids and
immediately saw how the boys adopted defensive rather
than aggressive positions.
They were all
scared and the initial bluster had quietened down to
just discontented mumblings.
“Aaron you’ll be
first, you’re very saturated and if we leave it you’ll
get a rash and neither you nor your parents will be
pleased about that. Now stop fussing like a two
year-old.”
He tried to
scramble away but with a nod from Lizzie her two
girlfriends grabbed an arm each and pinned him down. She
sat on his legs and immediately pulled his plastic pants
down his wriggling legs. He was pleading with her to
stop and was surprised at how strong the girls were as
they held him firm despite his squirming body.
“Please, please…
PLEASE…” Aaron pleaded but his shiny pants were already
resting down by his ankles and Lizzie was pulling away
at the tapes.
“Stop fidgeting
you silly boy… the sooner we get this done the sooner
you’ll be able to go and play.”
She made it
sound like he was a tot throwing a tantrum over nothing.
“You can’t stay
in something this wet you’ll get a terrible rash. Now
stop it” She added firmly.
She pulled away
the sodden disposable, which in truth wouldn’t have
lasted another wetting, and revealed his genitals.
Aaron,
embarrassed, was crying now and had his eyes tightly
closed hoping that the humiliation would soon be over.
What he missed was the arrival back of Dee-Dee armed
with her mother’s ‘spanking spoon’.
Pinned down by
the girls he’d more or less given up trying to stop what
was happening. In so doing he relaxed slightly and
Lizzie took the opportunity to climb off his legs and
pull his feet back over his head. This made his naked
bottom an easy target for what was to come next.
Six swift smacks
with the wooden spoon soon had Aaron screaming in agony.
He’d been surprised by this action and couldn’t defend
himself at all. The other boys looked on in horror but
Lizzie made sure he was aware that swearing, arguing and
being none cooperative was definitely something to be
avoided.
The other’s
shook with fear. Up until then the black marks had only
been a threat now they could see (and hear) that it was
more than that. A shiver of realisation swept through
them all and that prompted yet more pee to spurt into
their already waterlogged nappies.
#
Aaron’s sobbing
took on an ethereal, hopeless tone as Lizzie spread on
the thick ointment and showered him with baby powder.
Huge sighs of resignation accompanied the rustling as
she unfolded his clean disposable. To Aaron’s and the
rest of the boy’s surprise, she made a few slashes in it
and lay it down. Then she unfurled a second one and
inserted the slashed to make it double thick.
The girls still
held his arms tightly and were doing their best not to
find the whole thing amusing but a sneaky snigger
escaped Nancy, which set of Shilpha so that both were
enjoying Aaron’s predicament far too much. He didn’t
want to show how upset he was, or that their ridicule
had got to him but his eyes weld up and a huge wail of
desolation could be heard as Lizzie slipped back up his
slippery plastic pants.
Lizzie
admonished her friends and their chuckling ceased. She
held Aaron in her arms and gently tried to placate the
traumatised boy.
“There, there
sweetheart,” she said with gentleness and understanding.
The sympathetic Lizzie had returned.
“It’s all over
and you’ll feel a lot better now you’re in something
dry.”
She hugged him
and rocked him patting his naked legs for a couple of
moments before he struggled to get away.
“OK Aaron, you
go off and play whilst I get these other wet tykes into
something drier.”
Nancy, Shilpha,
do you think you could sort Mitch and Billy out while I
see to Davey?”
They both
nodded.
#
Although all
three of the boys were terrified by this new situation
none of them dare object after witnessing what happened
to Aaron. So, despite the fact that they squirmed and
resisted as much as possible, without actually putting
up a fight, they let themselves be changed.
Mitch closed his
eyes and pretended it was his mum doing the business.
Nancy was thorough, whilst also enjoying the situation
of making an eleven year-old boy ill at ease, she spent
a little bit too much time rubbing in the ointment
around his genitals.
Once he got a
stiffy she seemed pleased and that was her signal to
make sure he was wrapped, frustrated, in his thick, well
bolstered fabric nappy. She enjoyed seeing his excited
boy parts being hidden behind such thick padding and
took great delight in fastening the huge pins to hold
him snugly. She wished she could do that to all the
males in her life – brothers, annoying cousins and every
boy at school.
As she pulled up
his blue plastic pants and smoothed them into place she
just loved the way the silky bulge removed any
indication of his genitalia. He was now, for all intents
and purposes, a sexless little boy and she couldn’t have
been happier. Satisfied with her work, she patted his
cushioned bum and told him he could now go off and play.
Lizzie looked
across at a job well done and without any argument or
dissent from Nancy’s victim.
“Well done
Mitch,” she nodded at him in validation. “I think we can
put a star next to your name.”
Despite the fact
he thought it was beneath him to react, he was feeling
pretty pleased with himself for receiving a star after
the miserable start to the day. That soaked, hanging
nappy had been a pain, even if he was loathed to admit
it. The truth was, now he was dry he felt a lot happier.
#
Shilpha eyed
Billy who was looking both anxious and shy. The school’s
most beautiful girl was about to change him so he was
caught on the horns of a dilemma. Part of him was
pleased she was going to be changing him, whilst another
part thought that was the only way she’d ever look at
him in the future – a baby, in a wet nappy, needing
help.
Even though
she’d changed him lots recently he knew he couldn’t ask
Lizzie to do it, it would be a huge insult to Shilpha
and he simply dare not offend her. Obviously his sister
was playing a game with him, perhaps trying to make sure
he felt embarrassed, but he desperately wanted this
divine girl to like him so decided not to put up any
objection.
He smiled weakly
as the ever efficient ‘Indian goddess’ indicated a space
next to her. An appropriate pile of nappies and stuffers
were nearby as were the lotions and powders needed.
Nervously Billy lay down and she started to undo the
snaps down each side of his thick robust pants.
“These look
splendid,” Shilpha’s eyes went large as if sharing a
secret. “Like a Knight’s armour… only better… and
slinkier.”
Billy’s heart
raced from such praise from this incredible young woman,
whilst at the same time worrying she’d change her mind
once the results of his soaked nappy were observed.
It was a
surprise that once the snaps were released his nappy
seemed to expand and bulge out, it was a wonder so much
wet fabric could have been so easily contained.
Although she
loved the fact that Billy was under her control and his
naked little body was hers to do with as she felt fit,
she wanted to do this first change correctly. She
thought she herself mi9ght be embarrassed to begin with
but watching Nancy and Lizzie just jump straight in had
given her even more confidence.
“My you are a
wet little boy,” she smiled down at her responsibility.
Billy didn’t
like being called ‘little’ but smiled back as sweetly
and as innocently as he could.
“No wonder your
mummy needs to keep you in nappies.”
Of course no one
knew that the reason for such a soaking was the
‘modified’ milkshake that had lessened their control. It
was a miracle that he hadn’t leaked, although he looked
over at Davey and saw he was having problems with
Lizzie.
#
Whilst Davey had
slept, happily hugging onto Dee-Dee, the potent mix had
got to work and in a strange act of co-operation with
the bacteria in his system, had made for a completely
unintentional and oblivious mess to deposit itself in
his protection.
When he slowly
returned to consciousness, having slept really heavily,
and finding his little partner now playing with someone
her own age, he tried to pretend he was still asleep
whilst the Aaron business was going on around him.
Eventually, he had to take notice but he guiltily knew
what was residing in his nappy and was scared of what
everyone would say when it came his turn to be changed.
He was quite
grateful that it was Lizzie who was going to do the
duty, as he wouldn’t have been able to cope with his
embarrassment if it was either of her friends. As it
was, he was more than a little anxious as to what Lizzie
might say and the thought of a messy, stinking nappy
being available for all to see (and ridicule) left him a
very sad and worried little boy indeed.
When it came to
his turn and Lizzie had patted the change mat by her
side for him to take his place, he nervously toddled
over and very quietly whispered in her ear.
“Sorry Lizzie
but I’m afraid… erm… ummm… I’ve…” He let out a heavy
sigh almost unable to say the words.
Of course he’d
messed himself at home and that often was followed by a
spanking, but at least he was changed from his smelly
nappy quickly. Now, although he wanted out of it equally
speedily, he was shy of the others seeing.
“Ummm, would it
be poss… er… can you… ermmmm…”
He knew he’d
after admit to what he’d done even though he was sure
Lizzie knew what the problem was.
“I’ve messed my
pants, umm, do you think I could be changed in… erm… um…
private… PLEASE?”
Lizzie did have
some sympathy for him; he’d been the model member at the
‘summer camp’ throwing himself into the games, involving
Dee-Dee and not protesting at all. But, and this was the
main thing Lizzie thought, if she showed favouritism and
allowed his request, that would be unfair on the others
and also set a precedent she didn’t want.
“I’m sorry
Davey. I can see why you might want that to happen but I
suspect that we might have quite a lot of these little
accidents so I need to set the way things are done so no
one is in any doubt.”
She could see
the tears bubbling up and his quiet pleading didn’t have
the reaction he desired.
“Look, don’t
worry. Like Billy was the first to have his nappy
changed you just happen to be the first to have a messy
nappy changed… you’re a pioneer, an episode of Star Trek
- Bravely Going Where No Man Has Gone Before – don’t
worry, no one will think anything bad about you. I’m
sure they’ve all had a stinky bottom recently so they’ve
nothing to feel superior about…”
She left it
there as she slowly pulled down his nursery print pants
and set about cleaning the poor distraught and
embarrassed boy. He had the urge to cling on as he felt
them being tugged down but knew from experience that way
led to a red bottom so, reluctantly, let Lizzie do her
thing.
The other three
boys had been changed and sent off to play so
unfortunately Davey was now surrounded by all three
older girls (Beth and Dee-dee were playing with some
dolls on the lawn far away) so became the focus of their
attention.
Lizzie hadn’t
realised just how her hormones were swinging her moods –
one minute evil and out to embarrass, the next quiet and
understanding.
The girls
pressed around Davey as he, like all the other, screwed
his eyes tightly closed and hoped that would make him
invisible. Nancy passed Lizzie the ointment and powder
when needed, whilst Shilpha unravelled a new and rather
sweet disposable.
Dave’s mother
had left a whole stack of new but very juvenile
disposables for him to wear whilst at the Southall’s.
They were snug fitting and had little bears all over
them which faded once he was wet. She’d also made sure
her ‘little boy’ was well padded by including a mass of
thick soaker pads to be included under the nappy.
The girls were
all very encouraging but still spoke to him as if he was
a three year-old. Telling him what a good boy he was and
how brave he was being and such stuff. Davey could have
quite happily died.
####
tbc
Part 11
Now that
first communal change was out of the way Lizzie was of
the opinion, which she shared with the other girls, that
all a boy needed to feel good about himself was a dry
nappy. Her friends sniggered in agreement. She’d
been in her element, controlling and capable and, after
dealing with Aaron’s little rebellion, pleased at just
how quickly the other boys came to heel.
But things
were changing… again… and not just nappies.
Once the boy’s
wet padding was transformed to dry, and with their
obvious embarrassment behind them, they seemed a little
more at ease. Whereas Billy and Dave had been fairly
quick to realise they had little option, it was now
dawning on Mitch and Aaron that this was how things were
going to be from now on… or until their parents had a
massive re-think.
Although they’d
been terrified of others seeing them dressed in such a
fashion, now they were all together it didn’t seem too
bad. As the boys were all in the same boat, reduced to
wearing protection and nothing else, it was amazing just
how quickly they began to accept the situation.
Any thought of
rebellion from this small group of heavily nappied boys
was already fading as they saw the inevitability of what
was going on around them. With their parents all of a
similar mind and nowhere they’d feel safe running off
to, ‘summer camp’ was all they had.
Yes, they’d
hated being changed by strangers but had to swallow any
pride (and modesty) because they simply had no choice.
The way Lizzie had dealt with Aaron had chastened them
all and the fact that these girls were a lot stronger
than they appeared had come as a surprise; tantrums and
acting tough were not the answer. Lizzie had certainly
surrounded herself with friends who weren’t to be messed
with and could hold their own in any fight – all three
were quite formidable.
The feelings of
awkwardness around each other was gradually disappearing
and the fact that they’d all soaked their nappies whilst
napping had made it a level playing field for
humiliation. Even Dave’s messy one had been dealt with
without so much as a scrunched up nose by the rest of
the gang.
They’d all been
in a similar situation over the past few days.
#
Dee-Dee had gone
off to play more with Beth so Dave had to join in with
the lads. He was still very sheepish but Billy made that
extra effort to make him feel he wasn’t alone.
“I think Aaron
and Mitch think there’s a way out of this…” Billy
indicated his plastic pants to a nodding Dave. “I’m not
so sure as I’ve never seen mum, or Lizzie for that
matter, more intent on anything.”
Dave’s
constantly weepy-looking eyes and submissive shrug meant
he understood. He should do as he and Billy had
definitely suffered the worst retribution for their
misdemeanours. With very powerful and unyielding females
taking the lead they really had little alternative but
to do as directed if worse wasn’t to follow.
Once all the
boys had been changed and were back together in their
small group it was Dave who quietly suggested that to
get through this punishment without too much
aggravation, perhaps it would be best to cooperate.
Although there were murmurs of discontent he pointed out
that whilst all their parents were ardently supportive
of what was happening, without making matters worse,
they were in no position to defy anyone.
“But it’s just
fucking ridiculous.” Mitch hissed through his teeth,
aware he didn’t want the girls to hear him cussing. “I’m
not going to let them do this to me… it’s not right…
it’s illegal… I’m….”
He saw Nancy
looking suspiciously over at him so immediately stopped
his quiet, if intense tirade.
The heat from
Aaron’s spanked bottom was just beginning to ease so
although he agreed with his friend, he didn’t want to
take up the fight.
Dave countered
the argument saying that someone else changing their
nappies was better than wondering around in a messy one
and, after what had happened to Aaron, his contention
was: did they really want to continually get spanked?
He was of the
opinion they should just suck it up and try to get
through the ordeal as quickly as possible and, more
importantly, with the least amount of physical abuse.
Although there
was no bright side to their situation he did also
advance that it could be worse – at least they were
together in private and not out where anyone could see
them. So, perhaps for the sake of just
getting through it all, they should knuckle down and
do just that. A nappy wasn’t so bad, was it?
However,
sniggering and baby talk from the girls had set them on
edge so they wanted to put as much distance between them
as possible.
#
This wasn’t
going to be that easy because, almost immediately, the
girls were enjoying their incredible power so were
constantly checking for wet nappies. According to the
timetable they had no intention of changing them (unless
they’d messed) but were happy to make the boys feel
uncomfortable, which they succeeded in so doing.
Despite this
attention soon the boys were playing a game of Shilpha’s
suggestion and the girls were joining in. Even Beth and
Dee-Dee abandoned their dolls so they could be involved.
What they were
all unaware of was the pharmacist’s contribution and
just how keen he was in spreading this new punishment
inspired ideology. The drink they’d had at lunchtime had
released a chemical which was still in their system; it
hadn’t all been peed out during naptime.
It was Dee-Dee
who wet her knickers first. Without any warning she
suddenly found pee streaming down her legs. She had no
control and was extremely embarrassed by what was
happening. She stood, horrified to the spot as her
socks, as well as her knickers became completely sodden
by the sudden flow.
Beth looked on
in astonishment as her friend lost control and burst
into tears. Dee-Dee had no idea why she wet but it was
one of the reasons she’d been wearing her own protection
in the past, to prevent such a calamity. She’d seen it
happen to Billy in those early days and it had scared
her into believing the best prevention was protection.
Now, and for no reason, it had happened, in front of her
friend and this group of well-padded boys. She rushed
off red-faced back to her own room with Lizzie in
pursuit.
#
The pharmacist,
Edward Swinton had big ideas. He’d loved Sandra’s
suggestion of the ‘Summer Camp’ for naughty or
rebellious children and was letting this idea percolate
amongst some of his new customers. He realised that the
long break meant many arguments and disruption in
families with parents and children at odds.
Determined to
make as much money out of this idea as possible he
launched an online chat group discussing such things as
– disruptive children, punishment, regressive behaviour
and a host of other thoughts. He added a ‘What If’
feature, where he set out, without naming any such
programme existed, the very things Sandra was doing with
her unruly son and his friends.
It was soon
obvious that had Sandra launched her idea citywide she
would have been swamped by the response, many of the
respondents to the feature begging for such a ‘Summer
Camp’ to exist. Some desperate for a place to unload
their troublesome offspring, even if that meant them
spending the entire break in nappies.
If Sandra wasn’t
going to take up this golden opportunity Edward was of
the opinion that where there was a market, a fortune
could be made so had every intention, one way or
another, to make this ‘rehabilitating’ concept available
to all.
#
Meanwhile, the
mad summer break that all of them, in some form or
other, had hoped for only a short time ago was now a
different prospect. Lizzie had been grateful for what
had happened. It was her scheme to have her brother and
sister in nappies after all, but, even she was surprised
at how intense it had gotten and so soon. She was
actually indebted that on this first day, her friends
had arrived to help (take the piss?) only to find they
had so quickly got involved.
The girls were
part of a little clique at school which had Lizzie at
its head; an already highly intelligent group who knew
how to control situations way above their age
definition. They had succeeded in doing so both at home
and at school, often without the target being any the
wiser after the event. Smart, informed, enthusiastic,
adaptable but ultra-confident in their abilities to
manipulate most situations to their own ends… they were
more than a little intimidating.
Lizzie was
confident that her friends would enjoy the process of
taking a group of pubescent boys back to babyhood if for
no other reason it would help alleviate the boring bits
of a long summer holiday.
Perceptions were
changing almost by the minute. What was fun and
humiliating one moment was something to be cherished and
protected the next. All those involved were amazed at
how Sandra’s idea, and the execution of that idea,
affected each of them. For some it would be the
beginning of a completely new way of life, whilst for
others it would point to a different direction to the
one they were planning.
All the girls
were growing up and with that came a change in their
hormonal make-up so, it might not have been as drastic a
change as it appeared. Surprisingly, none of the girls
realised the changes that were going on with each other
and, not dissimilar to the boy’s attitude, kept these
minor personal revelations to themselves.
#
Within twenty
minutes of each other all the boys had wet their nappies
again. None knew it was their ‘special’ lunchtime drink
to blame but all could now feel that same drink sloshing
warmly around their genitals. As if a pact had been
drawn up, none of them said a word, although each had
suddenly felt a slight pang in their bladder before the
deluge.
As they were
embarrassed about wetting themselves so soon after being
changed the boys kept quiet and carried on as if nothing
had happened. Stupidly, they didn’t realise their
plastic protection tightened around the expanding mass
underneath so when Lizzie returned, with her well-padded
sister, she took one look and ordered them to line up in
front of her.
Dee-Dee felt a
lot better now she was dry and well protected. Beth, who
could now see with her own eyes, the amount of padding
her friend was wearing thought she looked like a big
toddler. Dee-Dee didn’t mind the comment; she was just
grateful that Lizzie had given in and let her wear her
insurance in case it happened again.
Beth stroked the
slippery plastic cover and marvelled at the thickness
underneath but other than that, they simply got on
playing together. Although, at the back of the visiting
six year-old’s mind she wondered if she might need
similar treatment. She didn’t want it, she was a big
girl, but her friend looked so happy so it was
inevitable her mind should ponder the prospect.
Meanwhile, the
boys didn’t want to go through the embarrassment again.
Lizzie was quite happy to leave them until their nappies
were even more soaked but Shilpha argued that it was
‘unkind’ to leave them like that, especially as nappy
rash was a real possibility. She explained how her
younger brother and sister had problems because of being
left for too long.
Off course none
of this was true she just wanted to make her case so
that they could change the boys again and watch them
squirm in humiliation as they got to work. She got her
way.
There was a
mumble of discontent from some whilst others, Dave and
Billy, just went ahead and let themselves be changed.
This time it was a different girl who saw to their
needs.
#
Over the last
few days there had been a definite change in Billy’s
attitude to what he was being subjected to. Whether this
was some mental appreciation of his involvement in it
all, or he had simply been beaten down???
Now there was no argument, just simple
acquiescence.
It was no longer
purely Billy’s fault.
His lifetime’s
rejection of any female authority and his fight to prove
his own predominance had, in such a short time, been
crushed. The bugs in the stomach, the sodden nappies and
his childish outbursts had proved he needed his mummy,
Lizzie and to a certain extent Dee-Dee, more than he
would ever have previously acknowledged.
When he was at
his lowest, it was they who had tended keeping him clean
and dry and now, well now, he just thought it was the
way it ought to be. He was no longer the leader of his
little band of eleven year-old tough guys, he’d become
what his mother and sisters had intended, their little,
cooperative, baby boy.
The humiliation
just wasn’t there anymore.
It wasn’t so
much he liked it or approved of it; it was just the way
things had turned out. It was what it was and his thick
nappy and sheer plastic pants merely emphasised that
simple fact.
Rebellion, anger
and frustration had got him nowhere but now, as he slid
his hands over the bulky shiny protection, he had to
admit - he didn’t have to fight any more.
Dave of course
had been beaten into submission so he wasn’t going to
fight what course of action others decided. He knew
conflict was a bad and very painful cause to pursue.
Both were
changed efficiently but had to bear the childish baby
talk the girls inflicted on them (and between
themselves) as the jobs were undertaken.
“Whose little
pee-pee needs a good wash?” “Who needs his plastic
panties then… mmm?” “Who’s a good boy? Yes he is, yes he
is.” “Where’s that sweet little Davey? There he is.”
Plus an
assortment of other such infantile comments directed at
them didn’t raise so much as a frown. In fact, it has to
be said that both Dave and Billy had nervously giggled
throughout and seemed not to care any more about whom
did what, why, when or how.
#
Nancy had taken
to Billy and admired his thick protection. She, like
Shilpha, thought he looked adorable. With him being so
much smaller than the others, his babyish style of dress
only emphasised just how cute he looked.
She reflected on
how much it suited him and wondered why Lizzie had
complained about her noisy and annoying brother in the
past. He was a little sweetie and looked every inch as
if he should be wrapped in protection on a permanent
basis. She enjoyed the process of fitting a clean and
dry, but well-padded, nappy in place, tickling his tummy
and repeating her puerile cooing as she did so. She only
wished she had a dummy or a teddy to give him to play
with. Perhaps on her next visit she’d bring a few extra
things that might keep her… him amused.
Shilpha had
taken to Davey. Out of the four boys he had the aura and
façade of a mistreated street urchin. Not that he was
dirty or anything, it was just his big brown eyes and
worried expression made him a particularly sensitive
looking character.
Shilpha loved
having complete authority over this eleven year old; to
be able to wipe his naked body clean, smear in the
various protecting creams and lotions and apply powder
to his badly striped bottom (the painful process of how
he got to be so subservient was still pretty obvious)
made her feel sorry for him. She paid
attention to his well-disciplined bottom, making sure
the correct rejuvenating and antiseptic cream was
applied to those tender looking bruises.
Not that she
would ever admit it because despite the girls having all
the power, and loving that power, she was more
sympathetic than she thought she’d be. Now the reality
of them being treated as babies and the work that
involved, the actual embarrassment quotient was not
quite as important. Perhaps it was their total
vulnerability, and now she was charged with care of that
vulnerability, it had somehow changed her perceptions.
#
“Mitch, Aaron,”
Lizzie said in a very authoritative voice. “I don’t want
to put any more black marks against your names today
but, if you don’t come over here immediately I shall
have no alternative.”
She peered over
at Aaron with a concerned look.
“I’m sure your
daddy… and mummy,” she made it sound very childish,
“will not be happy to see that you were the only
one of the group to get so may black marks. I’d hate to
think what they’ll do…”
She left that
threat hanging there just long enough for Aaron to move
over and lay out on the changing mat in front of her.
“That’s better.
Just do as you are told and everything will go well.”
She swept her hand over the boys. “I don’t want to have
to remind anyone again.”
Whatever
comments were going through the boy’s minds at that
moment can only be guessed because no one said a word.
“Unless of
course you prefer a soggy nappy and enjoy walking around
in your own wee.”
As the boys
wriggled uncertainly, she seemed satisfied at her
comments.
“We’re here to
help keep you clean and dry so it’s in your best
interest to cooperate fully. Do you understand?”
They may have
been reluctant to reply but she wanted them to admit who
was in charge. Eventually she got a “Yes Lizzie” from
all of them.
#
The rest of the
afternoon of this first day passed off without any
further disruptions. In fact, Summer Camp was all going
relatively brilliantly so when the first parent arrived,
Aaron’s mum Julia, to take her boy home, she was
intrigued to watch for a few moments as her son was
smiling and having a pretend tea party with the rest of
the group.
It had been a
little game that Beth had suggested and so as to keep on
Lizzie (and the black marks) good side, all of them had
indulged the six year-old. The problem was the older
girls were enjoying the silliness of the situation. They
all adopted snooty accents pretending they were
aristocracy and looking down on the riff-raff before
them. The thing was, despite everything, it was all very
funny and some of the comments were hilarious and had
the boys rolling around in hysterics. It was a great
game, which everyone was having fun with.
The thick
padding and rustling plastic pants had all but been
forgotten as laughter filled the air. It was strange
because, the humiliation the older girls had wanted to
instil in the boys had also taken a place on the
back-burner. Although they were definitely in charge,
they were enjoying the occasion as much as the boys were
doing. Even their constant inspection
didn’t seem to be an intrusion any more. In fact, the
boys appeared to like the girls running their hands over
the smooth plastic and slipping fingers inside to check.
Well, that is except for Mitch who was still a little
apprehensive about the entire thing.
As soon as Aaron
saw his mother watching he froze. He didn’t want his
parents to think he was enjoying the situation and was
holding secret thoughts that perhaps, on the drive home,
he could convince them to exact another, different
punishment.
“Don’t stop
sweetie,” she called out to her suddenly sullen looking
boy. “I have to speak to Lizzie so you finish your game
first.”
She smiled and
waved him on as Lizzie and her broke away from the
others for a chat.
Aaron looked
scared. He’d been disciplined by Lizzie and he knew what
that meant, he’d been told enough times.
He saw his
mother look over as she spoke to Lizzie and her
expression change from one of happiness to one of
disappointment.
#
“I’m afraid Mrs
Carter that to begin with Aaron didn’t settle in very
well. He accrued several black marks for his attitude
and swearing and I had to take action. I spanked him.”
Mrs Carter just
nodded and looked over at her son.
“I have to say
that after that incident he, and the rest of the boys,
calmed down and although he wet at nap time, which was
expected, he’s been as good as gold since.”
Lizzie finished
her update with a reassuring smile but it was obvious
that Aaron’s mother had other thoughts in her head.
“He calmed down
once he’d been disciplined you say?”
“Yes ma’am. He
was very well behaved.”
“OK, his father
and I will see that he is no further trouble to you,
erm, girls… er… I didn’t know others would be involved…”
“Oh yes. The
Summer Camp has a few of my friends volunteering to help
and it seems that the boys have reacted well to them.”
“Ohh I see.”
Lizzie wasn’t
exactly lying but it also wasn’t quite the truth.
“Yes, we’re all
excited about the weeks ahead.”
Julia nodded and
gave her a weak smile.
“OK Aaron, time
to go. Say good bye to your friends and thank the girls
for looking out for you.”
Nervously he got
up and made his way over to his mother. His nappy was
soaked and the plastic covering bloated out. Oddly, he’d
peed in his nappy the moment she had arrived and he
could tell from her current expression she was not happy
with him. Perhaps he wouldn’t mention a different
punishment until he was home and his dad was around.
In silence they
set off.
As Aaron
wriggled uncertainly in his squishy nappy his mother was
glad she had pinned up the timetable on the fridge and
his bedroom door. She was determined that he would obey
each and every bit of what was set down and, after his
7pm bath, his bottom would be that teaching pad.
#
Lizzie saw her
mother arrive and greeted her with a hug.
“How’s it all
gone sweetheart?”
Lizzie smiled.
“Not bad for a
first day…”
They walked over
to where the rest of the group were still playing and
Sandra looked down on the array of swollen rubber pants.
The three remaining boys looking in a much better mood
than when she left them and marvelled at how Shilpha and
Nancy had got involved.
The smiles on
everyone’s face told her it was a job well executed and
as she thought this, Billy ran over to give her a huge
loving hug.
“Mummeee.”
Dee-Dee followed
and said, almost mimicking her brother.
“Mummy.”
Sandra patted
both their padded, silky bottoms and kissed the top of
their heads.
Mitch and Davey
looked up and nervously grinned.
“Hello Mrs
Southall.” They chorused.
They were
obviously still a little embarrassed by their
predicament but appeared to be simply getting on with
making the most out of their situation. Besides that,
the girls were keeping them occupied and they didn’t
want to disappoint them.
Sandra nodded to
her eldest. “Well you seem to have everything under
control, well done sweetheart.”
Lizzie shared
the secret of her success with her mother as she
whispered. “All a baby really needs to be happy is a dry
nappy”.
Sandra raised
her eyebrows.
“Ohh, and a
strict routine… just so they know there are limits.”
Lizzie added.
Sandra patted
her son’s and daughter’s padded bottoms once more and
sent them back to play with the others.
Billy’s thick
plastic pants identifying his ‘little boy’ status and
even the bigger boys appeared to have accepted much of
their punishment, crawling around on hands and knees
wearing just their thick protection. The entire scene of
grown up girls and juvenile boys playing together filled
her full of pride.
She sighed in
satisfaction.
She hoped it
wouldn’t be too long before the girls, Lizzie’s team
(she smiled at the thought), would soon be leading the
small group of contrite boys on outings into town and
beyond. She didn’t want them cooped up in the house and
garden for the rest of the school break, that wouldn’t
be fair. She also had an idea that they might not be too
keen on being out and about wearing their nappies.
However, the way things were going, it wouldn’t be too
long before the boys realised they didn’t get a say in
proceedings and conceded their eleven year-old lives
were a thing of the past.
A feeling of
accomplishment swept through her body.
She had been
right to do what she’d done and, with the continued help
of Lizzie and her friends, knew the boys were in firm
but understanding hands. Nappies and plastic pants had
been the solution to reining in unsocial behaviour and
it didn’t hurt that they looked so innocent and sweet as
a result.
She looked
across at the washing line and saw Billy’s nappies and
plastic pants flapping in the late afternoon breeze and
couldn’t help but think it was a price that had been
worth paying. She’d got her little boy back.
She didn’t get
the opportunity to question for how long when her phone
rang.
Edward the
chemist informed her that a fresh batch of
innovative protection had arrived and… wanted to
meet up as he had some exciting new proposals.
Epilogue
The following
morning a very timid Aaron appeared back at the
Southall’s, any hope that his parents might re-think his
punishment permanently banished from his head.
When he’d got
home all he could see were reminders of the ‘timetable’
pinned up around the house so he was under no illusion
that his situation had not changed. However, his mother
Julia had taken on board what Lizzie had said about his
attitude changing once she’d disciplined him. So, after
his bath, but before his night time nappy was applied,
she instructed his father to make sure Lizzie never had
a problem with his defiance again.
A severe
spanking was given until he pleaded with them to stop
and promised to be on his best behaviour… ALL THE TIME.
Whilst his father spanked him Julia gave instructions on
how his behaviour was to change and, with the
enforcement of constantly reminding him of his baby
status, made sure that’s what he begged for before it
his current punishment would stop.
They extracted a
promise to be civil and helpful to everyone at the
Southall’s, he had to beg to be put into his nappy and
plastic pants and from that point on he was to call them
mummy and daddy at all times.
So, once she’d
extracted all these promises her contrite little boy
asked in a soft whimper to be put into his night time
nappy. Julia made sure that his groin was covered in a
new warming balm (to help with the smarting bottom he
was enduring), a well stuffed nappy and heavy thick
rubber pants.
Aaron cried
throughout all these proceedings but eventually knew
that unless he complied with everything he was being
told, this same, and perhaps worse, punishment would
continue night after night… and he wanted to avoid that
at all costs.
The following
morning a de-pubed and very regretful little baby Aaron
was put into clothes he would now wear for ‘summer camp’
- it was a much thicker nappy and tighter baby-print
plastic pants. He was ashamed of what he looked like but
had been told to apologise to Lizzie for her having to
discipline him and give a loud, firm and public promise
to be helpful and obedient to whatever she demanded.
He now knew what
Davey and Billy had been through and the sudden
realisation by Mitch that he would be next if he didn’t
behave had a very cooling effect on his future attitude.
All the boys had
lost their pubic hair and each had been given a special
baby pink ‘Summer Camp’ t-shirt with their name and
cartoon animal under it. Matching shorts were allowed
when they went out anywhere, offering a modicum of
coverage and the girls often took them into town
shopping with them and on picnic treats to the park or
somewhere different.
However, one
problem kept springing up; the boys would often got
excited when being changed, their eleven year old bodies
developing even if they were treated as toddlers.
Meanwhile,
Edward Swinton had kept the supply of ‘healthy and
rejuvenating drinks’ coming so ensuring that each boy
would wet on a regular basis. All the parents just
thought the boys had decided that, as they were treated
as babies, and as they were already wearing nappies,
they might just as well use them.
All the boys
woke to sodden nappies so, whether it was Mr Swinton’s
elixir, the pesky microbes or being comatose meant they
had no chance of waking when the need arose, they were
not going to be out of wearing night time protection for
a long, long time.
When they
occasionally messed themselves it was put down to that
nasty bacterium having a final fling. Edward was just so
happy that he could supply their parents with a never
ending supply of new childish products.
When Lizzie had
mentioned the boy’s erections to her mother, Sandra had
asked the pharmacist if there was anything to be done.
There were various things he could prescribe but, he
thought as an act of even more theatre, perhaps the boys
should wear chastity devices. Once he’d
explained how they worked and that by locking the boys
in and keeping the key, she would have even more control
over what the boys did, she quite liked the idea.
Sandra discussed
this with the other parents and, despite the men of the
family’s not being keen, the end result was that it
would happen. So, as the boys slept after being given a
potent knockout drug, they were each equipped with a
cunning, locked pink plastic device (which Mr Swinton
recommended) where the mother would keep the key.
The pube-less
boys were none too happy about this change in their last
link to being big 6th graders but no tears or
tantrums were allowed without severe repercussions, so
they just had to put up with the frustration and lack of
access.
They were warned
that tampering with it would cause permanent damage as,
sneakily, the plastic base slipped around their ball
very easily but, should it be pulled forward in an
attempt to remove it whilst still locked, there were
pins that dug into the base of the balls offering
excruciating pain.
The boys only
ever attempted such removal once.
The girls were a
lot happier now their little penises had been contained
and mentioned how much tidier things were now everything
was restrained behind a cute piece of plastic
engineering.
The boy’s padded
bottoms could often be seen around town, which got the
place talking about this unusual punishment. However,
before too long the requests were coming in from many
quarters for other children to be allowed access to the
‘Summer Camp’ or a tutorial on how to make it work on
their kids.
Sandra was
inundated with requests. It seemed that Edward Swinton
had been correct, it was a very popular way of dealing
with wayward boys and one that parents seemed keen to
embrace.
Once school
started, and a new term offered a new beginning the boys
were eager to lose the trappings of babyhood.
Unfortunately for them, such had been the conditioning
and Mr Swinton’s special drinks, that none of the boys
knew just when they would pee so they all suffered wet
pants on that first day back.
The entire
school now knew about their punishment and though they
were glad it hadn’t happened to them, each grade was
only too happy to take the piss out of the now
constantly wearing ‘nappy boys’. In fact, their
spontaneous leakage meant that their parents doubled the
thickness to see them through the long school day. Bulky
padding and slinky plastic pants greeted them every
morning, whilst their school chums greeted them with
baby taunts and laughter.
Their punishment
saw no end soon.
For Billy things
had changed from the beginning of the long school break.
He no longer was the brash, annoying, loudmouth either
at home or school. Once home he was quickly stripped out
of his school uniform, a change of the inevitable wet
nappy and placed back in his more juvenile attire. This
is how his mother and sisters preferred to see him and
in many ways it was how he liked to be.
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