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How I
became an Executive Toy
By Les Lea
Part 1
Hi, I’m
Charlie - six months ago I left school and got a job as
an office junior in a large building firm. It’s not a
very demanding job but they told me that the prospects
were good if I had any aptitude. The office is relaxed
but everyone dresses rather smartly, no jeans or
t-shirts, and most of the guys wear a suit so I do too.
I’m always clean, neat and tidy (mum sees to that) and I
hope to do well in this my first ever job.
I’m 18, slim,
5’6”, OK looking, always polite (again mum’s doing) and
very easy to get along with and often don’t need things
explaining twice before I can do what is asked of me.
Academically I was lazy, and although did OK in my
exams, the thought of university life and more schooling
just wasn’t me. I wanted to get work and perhaps have
three or four years on my peers before they eventually
found themselves on the jobs market.
~
They appear to
like me in the office and I’ve become fairly popular
with my work colleagues. Almost immediately one of the
company directors, Mr Wojciechowski, was very friendly
and encouraging towards my ambitions - taking me out on
the occasional site inspection with him; as he thought
that would give me more of an overall view of what the
business was about. He’s witty and you can share a joke
with him, when he’s around the entire office a nicer
place to work. Not like the other two bosses who are
also Polish but in all honesty, scare the shit out of
me… very officious and demanding.
When we went out
to the sites together, and it was at least once a week
that I accompanied him on a trip, it all seemed so
exciting. At my age, and in my first job, I loved the
attention and the encouragement he gave, making me feel
special and that I could really go places with the firm.
He said he liked the way I said “Yes Boss” when he first
asked me to do something for him – I think it was to
retrieve a file on the computer system. Embarrassingly,
I couldn’t remember his name so I meant to say “Yes
Sir.” but it came out as “Yes Boss”, apparently I
blushed a bright red at my faux pas. It made him smile.
~
One evening,
about 2 months ago, when we were returning to base, he
said he had to call home first as he’d forgotten some
papers. His house on the outskirts of town is terrific;
in its own grounds, very expensive, well decorated and I
was pretty impressed. He asked if I wanted anything to
drink and, looking at the selection of booze set out on
a cabinet, felt like he was treating me as an adult and
not as one of the office juniors. He disappeared into
another room, which I assumed was to get the papers he
needed and after a couple of minutes called for me to go
through. I went to help and was surprised to see him
standing surrounded by loads of baby paraphernalia - it
was like a really well equipped and maintained nursery.
Colourful walls with cartoon characters, a crib, toys
and piles of clothes and diapers, it appeared to have
everything but I had no idea why.
The boss was
smiling at this revelation and asked me what I thought.
I didn’t know what to think. I was a bit shocked but, as
I had no idea how to react I sort of mumbled some sort
of approval though I have no idea why. His eyes lit up
with what seemed genuine happiness.
“Glad you like
it,” he shrugged his shoulders a little relieved, “it’s
one of my… things, you know, to help me relax when I get
a bit… stressed.”
I’m sure many
high-powered businessmen get stressed with their jobs
and I suppose they all need an outlet, although I always
assumed it was booze or recreational sex and drugs, but
hey, what do I know? What I wasn’t sure about was why he
was confiding this ‘secret’ part of his life to me.
“Er.… it’s all
very… er… nice and all but,” I wasn’t sure if I dare
ask, “why are you showing it to me?”
“Well my dear
Charlie, you are one of the few good-looking youngsters
in our firm and, if you haven’t noticed, I like you a
lot.”
~
I was stunned
yet pleased at the same time and took in the fact that
even though he was in his late 40s he had a very young
out-look. The detour to his place was just an excuse to
get me alone but when he pulled me against his strong
body and told me how good-looking he thought I was, in
truth, I was anxious… although mainly flattered by his
attention.
I’m 18 and have
known since before I was a teenager I’m gay but had
never acted on my feelings. However, just about any guy
looking at me, or me looking at them, gives me an
instant hard-on so, with his masculine firm hands
touching me, that’s just what happened. He’s not the
greatest looking guy, although for his age I suppose
he’s OK, but he is very manly and quite an imposing
figure… and more importantly, he’s my boss.
Now I know my
reaction should have been to throw a hissy-fit or storm
out but I was dumb-struck as he slipped his hand into my
waistband. He flicked the button loose on my trousers,
unaided the zip peeled away and they fell to the floor.
Although I was shocked, the feelings he was generating
in my groin were incredible and I loved it so, when he
dragged everything off, including my shoes and socks, I
was more excited by the fabulous sensations than
alarmed.
“God, you are
such a pretty… boy.” He breathed with such passion it
sent a shiver down my spine.
I was taken
aback by this. In fact, I was pretty sure I was about to
be raped and I didn’t know what to do. The problem was
my cock was rampant, and although I was extremely
uneasy, I was shaking in thrilled anticipation. This was
it, this was the moment, this was when I was no longer
going to be a virgin. I was scared.
~
“Do you know
just how fucking cute you are?” He whispered in my ear.
I wasn’t sure if
he expected an answer but in truth I just lay there like
a petrified rabbit caught in headlights.
He licked my
earlobe and then his warm tongue gently intruded deeper.
I didn’t know my ear was so damn sensitive and I giggled
and squirmed under his gentle touch.
“Oh my God… look
at you… you are a picture. Sweet, innocent…” He raised
his eyebrows perhaps wondering just how innocent I was,
“fuck me I want you as my little baby, my little
chicken, my little… toy.”
I wasn’t sure
what he was getting at but he looked me deep in the eye
and asked if I’d like to be his ‘Executive Toy’.
My brain could
come up with no thought of what that might entail so I
nervously asked him what that meant. He replied that I
just had to be around when he needed some executive
relief.
“You mean… er…
to…” I was naked and looking into the
eyes of a man who thinks I’m adorable but I needed to
make sure I knew exactly what it was he wanted from me,
“to be your… er… boyfriend?”
He smiled a
strange smile that I hadn’t seen before and slightly
shook his head.
“Mmmm, maybe
but,” he rubbed my naked belly, “I need someone to join
me in the nursery and you would be ideal.”
~
I think he could
see the total lack of understanding in my eyes, although
the stroking of my tummy was having some effect, he
expanded on what he thought.
“You look so
sweet and, with a slight change of hairstyle and, well,
other little changes, I think you would be a wonderful
playmate.”
He changed from
rubbing my belly to softly manipulating my rock hard
dick.
“I get my
relaxation from looking after… a baby. Changing him,
playing with him, teaching him stuff, reading stories…
generally doing… what a daddy should do.”
My mind wasn’t
really listening because I was swallowed up by the
sensations flowing from my balls along my throbbing
shaft.
“You would be my
surrogate baby and I’d look after you,” he looked down
at me and I closed my eyes as my orgasm approached; his
fingers working the nerves in my bell-end so I could no
longer control myself.
“You
would become my pretty infant son at weekends and, well,
whenever I need you to be a sweet, defenceless, innocent
baby.”
He stopped his
long slow massage.
“What do you
think? Is it something you might like to… experience?”
~
At that moment I
was on the verge of coming and desperately needed him to
continue. In my longing I would have agreed anything if
only he’d finish me off. He was waiting for a response
and, with my dick in his hand I knew there was only one
answer I could have given.
My heart was
pounding with desire. I knew I was agreeing to something
but wasn’t that aware of what it was. However, a shiver
of craving and a desperate need to come led my thoughts.
“Yes.” I
breathed. “Anything.”
My desire for
that orgasm had consumed every other sensible feeling in
my body. I just needed to come and with this man holding
my cock I was his puppet as he softly stroked it.
He smiled and
bent down and kissed the tip of my leaking penis.
“You’re such a
good boy.”
His tongue
lapped across my piss slit and I could feel my balls
bubbling. I was shaking with pure unadulterated lust.
This was my first sexual experience with another person,
with another man, and I was caught up in the sheer sexy
moment. Every nerve in my body was tingling in
anticipation and I desperately wanted to drag this hulk
of a man on top of me and explode.
I wriggled and
panted breathlessly as he took a firm hold of my cock.
His hot moist mouth covered it and in a couple of smooth
silky motions up and down its shaft I did just that. My
naked body arched, a mixture of intense sensations
gripped every fibre as I shot stream after stream down
his throat, his tongue tickling and enticing the nerves
at its end, engraving the moment in my mind forever.
~
After I came,
there was no pretending; I was in shock, feeling guilty,
possibly ashamed and wondering what had just happened
and why?
What had I done?
What signals had I sent out and… my mind was trying to
deal with it all. He was smiling and full of praise for
me, telling me what a sweet, clever baby I was.
Once he’d
finished with the praise I think he noticed my shocked
and hurt look but he just told me I could go far in the
company… if I kept my mouth shut… and my mind open. I
also realised that I was now the guardian of a secret
but one I had no power to use. I was an office junior
and he was the boss, who on Earth would believe me if I
told anyone what had happened?
~
My exposed young
body was wreathed in sweat and my post-orgasm thoughts
were now of embarrassment and shame. I wasn’t sure what
I was supposed to do next so I lay there and let him
make the decisions. Despite being unable to look him in
the eye I could tell he was a very happy man.
“Well done
little fella.” He ruffled my hair. “I think you’ll be an
ideal playmate but,” he looked at his watch, “it’s time
to get you back.”
I tried to raise
myself up but he just told me to lie still and he’d see
to everything. He went around the room collecting
various containers and bits and bobs of other things
before returning to my visibly shaking naked body.
First he used a
very soft towel to wipe away all the sweat, followed by
some wet wipes that were cool and smelled of menthol.
The icy wipe was quite effective as he paid particular
attention to my cock and I began to get hard again. He
smiled but just shook his head as if to say that the fun
was over for the day.
He spread lotion
around and sprinkled powder before slipping a soft,
plastic disposable under my bottom. I wanted to
complain. I wasn’t a baby and I wasn’t up for this type
of embarrassment but before these thoughts had formed in
my head and able to speak, he already had me secured. He
held up a couple of pairs of plastic pants wondering
which would suit me best. I was still too stunned to
pass a comment as he slipped a thick crinkly white pair
up and over the bulky diaper.
He helped me to
my feet. “There,” he said with some pride, “the
beginning of… of a new life for us both.”
~
He stood
admiring his work for a few seconds.
“That’s how I
always want to see you dressed.”
He picked up my
clothes and gave me my shirt and trousers to put back on
- my underwear was nowhere to be seen.
The loud crinkle
from the plastic pants I found unnerving as I pulled my
trousers over the thick padding. I could hardly get the
zip or button to fasten as I struggled to get them to
fit. In the end I had to give up and leave them open as
I pulled on my shirt and jacket, socks and shoes.
He drove me home
and apart from saying that I was to wear a diaper to
work in future nothing much else was said. It felt
really strange having such a thing between my legs and I
was wriggling around in his car seat trying to get
comfortable. He was all smiles when he said that I’d get
used to it but my mind was now wondering just what I’d
got myself into.
Mr Wojciechowski
seemed very happy and in truth, despite the diaper, I’d
enjoyed what we’d done. It was intense and because my
first time had been with someone more experienced, it
was brilliant. I was still shaking, that’s how good it
was. However, now we’d shared such an event I was sure,
once he got to know me better; I could change his mind
about the disposable and all that baby stuff. I was
beginning to feel quite smug that I had got a boss as a
‘boyfriend’ and that we’d be having an ‘affair’ in the
office and nobody would be any the wiser. I began to
smile to myself about how fantastic this might be for
me… and my career.
~
As I got out of
the car he passed me a small canvas bag and said it was
my uniform and he expected me to wear it in the office
the following day. I had no idea what it was but smiled
my thanks and said I’d see him in the morning. He smiled
back and said he couldn’t wait. My body trembled in
expectation.
So, as I waddled
into the house, mum was waiting wanting to know why I
was late. I honestly told her that I
was working on an exciting new project with one of the
bosses and that I was sure it would be terrific for my
future prospects with the firm. Mum was so pleased she
hugged me tightly. I suddenly remembered I had thick
padding underneath and quickly pulled away and said I
needed to change.
She was so full
of pride she beamed her love across the kitchen.
“You’ve got
everything you need to go far Charlie, the looks, the
sense and that natural friendly ability… I’m sure you’ll
be a huge success sweetheart.”
“Thanks mum.” I
hope you’re right.
I got to my
bedroom and shucked off my suit. The plastic pants
crinkled louder and I just hoped mum hadn’t noticed the
sound as she hugged me, if she did she hadn’t said. I
looked in the mirror and the bulge seemed so stupid, I
shrugged and thought - if this is what it takes to get
on in the world… well… I was sure others had had to do
worse.
Besides, I was
convinced that Mr Wojciechowski, despite his weird
little ‘stress reliever’, would soon be only interested
in having wild and frequent sex with his ‘sweet little
Executive Toy’ and would forget all about his ‘nursery
element.’
***
Part 2
I checked the
canvas bag apprehensively: It contained a pack of
disposables, a pack of super absorbent pads, a canister
of baby powder and two pairs of plastic pants; one pink
and frilly, the other see-thru and noisy.
I shook my head
in disbelief… my ‘uniform’?
When did he
envisage me wearing this I wondered and hoped he didn’t
expect me to turn up to the office dressed only in what
I’d spread out on my duvet. Mum was calling me down for
dinner so I quickly slipped out of my diaper and into a
pair of joggers then bundled the lot under my bed and
thought I’d sort it out later.
~
Later, when I
went to bed, all I could think about was SEX.
Yes, I’m afraid
my mind raced and replayed over and over again what had
happened and, as I relived every action and reaction, my
body replied with copious amounts of sticky fluid that
flowed from my cock like a broken faucet. My PJs were a
mess and I should have worn the diaper that Mr
Wojciechowski had put me in; it would have saved all the
washing that now needed doing. Eventually I fell asleep
drained and messy but thrilled about this new,
no-longer-a-virgin, version of me. Weirdly, and perhaps
under the circumstances stupidly, I felt I had made some
kind of step into adulthood and I was quite pleased with
myself.
The following
morning, after I’d showered, I got dressed and
unthinking just slipped into a pair of briefs. I was
about to put on my work suit when I suddenly remembered
I had an obligation and I thought - what if he checks me
in the office? For some reason I didn’t want to
disappoint him or put my new ‘relationship’ in jeopardy.
I’d spent the
night excited whilst thinking things over and had come
to the conclusion that this might be a bit of an
adventure. I was convinced it was really a sexual
adventure and one I was OK with, even if it resulted
with him making me wear something I wasn’t sure about.
I’d also come to the conclusion, no matter how
obliquely, I was now his boyfriend, although the diaper
stuff I’d convinced myself was just a passing fancy of
his and I could change all that with time. However, I
slipped off my briefs, retrieved the pack of disposables
and then noticed the note taped to the side of the pack.
Daily Instruction
Wash and apply plenty of baby powder
One disposable, two pads and your
choice of plastic pants.
Inspection in my office at 10am
sharp.
Penalties for not complying.
I was relieved
I’d seen this in time and hadn’t thought to do my own
thing. I’d committed, albeit reluctantly, to do as he
requested so here was the proof he wanted me to
acquiesce to his ‘babying’ demands… I thought I could
cope… after all… I had my career to think about… didn’t
I?
I taped myself
in and once again thought how ungainly the feeling was.
The see-thru plastic pants were incredibly crinkly and
made a lot of noise so I opted for the more malleable,
if slightly sissy, frilly pink pair. Although fairly
confident, I didn’t dare fail at my first inspection so
complied completely with what I’d been instructed to
wear. Cramming in the two pads made the entire thing
quite unwieldly but once held in pace by the plastic
pants I hoped it wouldn’t be too visible. I wore a
looser fitting suit that I hoped would hide most of that
extra padding but it didn’t stop me feeling the bulk
between my legs with each step. It was awkward and I had
to slightly change the way I walked but at least the
loud crinkle wasn’t there, just a soft rustle as I
moved.
I hadn’t seen Mr
Wojciechowski but still presented myself at his office
at 10am and mentioned to his secretary, Miss Thorpe,
he’d said the day before he wanted to see me. She
replied it would have to wait as he was in a meeting but
was there anything she could do to help. I gulped at the
notion of her carrying out the inspection and how
embarrassing that would be but, there again, I didn’t
know what, if anything, she knew about her boss’s little
peccadillos, though thought better than to say anything.
~
He didn’t return
in the afternoon and I hated the fact that my diaper was
bunching up and making me feel quite uncomfortable. One
or two of the guys I worked with mentioned the fact that
I was wriggling in my seat and smelled of talcum powder
- they were of the opinion I must have contracted some
deadly, infectious itch from a girlfriend. I knew they
were only kidding but I suddenly thought that they
assumed I was straight. I smiled knowingly and raised my
eyebrows as if to say “Don’t you know it?” and hoped
this would deflect any thoughts about my relationship
with the boss.
For the next
couple of days I still wondered up to his door 10am
wearing what I’d been instructed to wear but each time
was told he was out. I began to get a bit moody around
the office but couldn’t tell anyone why. A little
resentment quickly slipped into my thinking. I was angry
because I was keeping my uncomfortable side of the
bargain and he wasn’t. In retrospect, he hadn’t… well…
he was the boss and I would have to wait on his
availability, I was in no position to rush him… but
still? I was also in denial about what had happened.
Well, perhaps not denial but the lack of him being
around and any continuation of physical contact I found
frustrating even though my padded arse, and surprisingly
regular stiff cock, were permanent reminders as to what
exactly had taken place… it played on my mind so my
office work suffered.
I got a warning
from my manager to buck my ideas up and when Mr
Wojciechowski did return to the office I partly dreaded
him asking me to go on another site inspection. However,
businesswise, I could see there was something drastic
going on as the entire place was working hard to meet
some sudden targets, so intense was the workload we
hardly got time to chat or have breaks.
~
On the third day
I arrived at his office at ten and he was there. I’m not
sure if it was relief or dread but I was desperate to
prove I’d done all he requested. As I entered his room
he smiled.
“Mmmmmmmm, the
smell of baby powder... my favourite.” He whispered sort
of conspiratorially.
He invited me
over to the side of his desk then ran his hand down the
front of my trousers; the bulky outline of the diaper
seemed more pronounced under his inspection. Next he
stroked my bum, felt the padding, smiled and told me
what a “good obedient baby” I was. He then enquired if I
was using them properly. I wasn’t sure what he meant but
he saw my confusion and elaborated.
“The next time I
want you wet.”
I was startled
at this new demand.
“I want to know
you are using them for what they are intended for, I
want my little boy to be happy about wetting his diaper
and that daddy will take care of everything.”
Daddy? This was
the first time the word drew my attention but the main
point was I couldn’t believe he wanted me to use the
damn diaper; after all it wasn’t hygienic… was it?
“Are you wearing
them all the time?” He smiled hopefully.
“Er, travelling
to and from work and while I’m here… I…”
“Do you wear
them to bed?” His voice turned more serious.
“Er, no, I, er,”
“You need to
wear them for everything, all the time. I want to know
my boy is well protected.” He said with fatherly
concern.
The problem I
now had was that I wanted something more. I wanted the
sex I’d experienced to happen on a daily basis. Just
thinking about it was leaving the diaper slick with
pre-cum. I wanted him to do things to me that at the
moment I could only wonder about. I wanted his firm,
older, more seasoned and well-maintained body doing
things to me that I’d read about online. I wanted hard,
uncontrolled SEX!
“But, but…”
Before I had
chance to complain, explain or say anything his phone
rang and I was dismissed.
As I was about
to close the door behind me he ordered “Wet! Come and
see me again at two and you need to be wet.”
And that was the
end of any discussion.
I really didn’t
like the idea of wetting myself. What if it was obvious?
What if I leaked in to my pants? What if… well there
seemed to be quite a few reasons not to but he said I
had to and he was my boss… my ‘Daddy’?
~
Later I locked
myself in the cubicle and dropped my trousers; the
cumbersome diaper looked huge now it was without any
covering except the pink plastic panties. In the scant
privacy the stall offered I hoped I could force myself
to pee and the only positive I could see was it would
mean that at least I could check for any ‘problems’. I
pulled down the plastic protection and examined the
diaper more carefully - my hand slowly sliding around
the soft silky material, poking the tapes and leg-holes
to make sure everything was tightly held in place.
Even though I
was desperate to piss I just couldn’t make myself go. My
plastic pants were around my ankles so I tried to rub
and encourage my cock to respond through the thick white
fabric. I could hardly feel it but strangely enough, the
padding looked solid enough to take any amount of pee
and as I stroked the sexless, bulging front I felt
myself relax for the very first time. Unexpectedly I
felt a spurt. I was shocked, especially as it was
followed by a full flow, which I desperately wanted to
stop but couldn’t.
A minute later
with my diaper full I couldn’t believe the warming
influence my pissy protection was giving. It felt snug,
it felt comforting but I was worried it might overflow
because I’d pissed so much. I swiftly pulled up my
plastic pants - the tight cuffs around my waist and legs
made me feel leak-proof. I waited a couple more minutes
to make sure I couldn’t feel any trickles and all seemed
well contained.
I returned to my
desk wondering if anyone could tell what I’d just done
in my pants. Although I felt guilty I was also giggling
to myself at doing such a babyish thing and being in a
public place wearing a soaked diaper. However, the
computer screen was flashing an urgent memo and I had to
get back to work.
~
Perhaps
strangely, now my diaper was full and it had soaked up
so much liquid, it didn’t feel quite as uncomfortable to
wear. There was definitely a change
in the overall character that was now resting wetly in
my pants but one I surprisingly liked. I wasn’t sure if
I should but it felt fantastic and I began to wriggle
contentedly in my seat.
At two I knocked
on Mr Wojciechowski door. Miss Thorpe was still out at a
late lunch so I didn’t have to deal with anyone else. I
stood in front of him and he slipped his hand down the
back of my trousers. Access wasn’t easy so he told me to
drop them; I did as I was told. The thick drooping
diaper had expanded to quite a size and the pink plastic
pants had grown with it. With my trousers around my
ankles my shirt hardly covered the soggy mass between my
legs and I trembled under his inspection.
“Good boy.” He
said, sliding his hands in appreciation over the frills
of my sissy plastic pants. He patted my wet padded
bottom as if determining the bulk.
“How are you
feeling?”
He spoke quietly
as he set about checking the soaked pads, opening then
refastening the tapes. Even though I felt silly standing
there with my trousers down I had to nod and say I was
OK.
“Good, good.
Pull up your pants and go back to your desk.”
He saw me
hesitate.
“Stay behind
after work and I’ll change you then. In the meantime,
I’m sure there is plenty more absorbency left, so don’t
worry, pee all you want.”
He smiled and I
could hear the return of Miss Thorpe talking to someone
outside the office. I quickly dragged up my pants and
fastened them as efficiently as I could before picking
up a folder, thanking him loudly and excusing myself.
His secretary
gave me a questioning look as I exited but I think I was
reasonably clothed so hoped not to arouse any
suspicions.
~
When I got back
to my desk I noticed that the workload there had
increased proportionately to the size of my diaper… it
was heavy. I needn’t have worried about anyone else
noting my bulging trousers as we were all so inundated
with new targets and special reports we hardly had time
to grab a cup of coffee. In fact, the two other bosses
were supervising the office, which made for a very
intense atmosphere, and I don’t think anyone looked up
from what they were engaged in.
I have a
confession: I sat at my desk and peed twice more into my
soaked diaper and although there wasn’t gallons of the
stuff I quite liked the sensation. The naughtiness of
just doing it and no one else being any the wiser gave
me a strange feeling of, superiority. No that’s the
wrong word, satisfaction, yes that’s better, the
satisfaction of not having to rush to the toilet. I was
no longer a slave to my expanding bladder.
Eventually it
was home time and I grabbed a folder and reported to
Miss Thorpe who was putting on her coat.
“Just leave it
on my desk,” she said nodding towards her pristine,
clear and tidy work area. She checked her watch, “Mr
Wojciechowski will now not be back until tomorrow.”
I felt stupid,
uncomfortable and annoyed. I gave no thought to the fact
that the business was at ‘high alert’ and obviously
something major was happening. I just thought about my
soggy diaper and that I’d now have to wear it on the bus
home. It was bad enough wearing a clean one but now,
well, I was frustrated and angry with developments. The
satisfaction I had about it only minutes earlier was now
gone and I mumbled under my breath my dissatisfaction.
Miss Thorpe held the door open for me as I collected my
coat then she locked up as we left. I ambled off to the
bus stop and she disappeared towards the car park.
It had been
promising it all day and eventually the heavens opened
up and a huge deluge seemed to be mocking my wet and
soggy diaper as I waited in the bus queue. In retrospect
I know I should have chuckled at the stupidity of my
situation and laughed off my soaked groin but at the
time I was livid with the entire thing.
Why should I
wear a diaper?
Why should I
do what he wanted?
Was he just
out to make a fool of me?
Was the sex
that good to go through all this?
Did I really
want to be someone’s little baby?
As I
trudged/waddled the last few hundred yards to my house,
soaked and indignant, I thought I’d had enough and
without doubt… that would be the last time I wore a
diaper for anyone.
***
Part 3
The office
maintained its heightened state as we continued to work
nonstop; compiling, checking and re-checking plans,
permits, building supplies, inventories, pay, bills,
government licenses, authorizations… in fact everything.
It looked like the firm was being audited for some
reason as we had to find data going back many years. It
was intense and hectic but, now I wasn’t wearing a
diaper under my suit, I was more comfortable and able to
concentrate. Having said that, I did miss that
liberating moment I’d experienced in being able to take
a leak without leaving my desk.
A rumour also
circulated that all this extra work would eventually
lead to some dismissals. Nobody knew exactly where the
cuts would be made or to which department but the
general atmosphere of pending doom made sure we all
worked hard, kept are heads down and tried to make
ourselves as indispensable as possible.
The other two
bosses had gone off to inspect various sites where we
had building developments and Mr Wojciechowski stayed
behind to work in the main office. I’d stopped reporting
to be inspected and I tried to ignore him when he passed
my desk. A couple of times he’d stop to request
something and actually looked hurt when I was officious
but distant. I was still selfishly frustrated about his
apparent lack of appreciation for what I’d done to try
and please him and not being there when I thought he
should show his support. At one point when he came to
request a file, he slipped his hand under the desk and
gave me a surreptitious squeeze. He looked most
disappointed that I was no longer padded.
~
Over the next
few days, as we got on top of the emergency, things
began to calm down a little. I was still a little
depressed about any lack of attention from ‘daddy’ and
couldn’t help still feeling a little hard done by. I
mean, I didn’t want to wear a diaper of course but, the
fact that at his request I had been doing so I expected
a bit more effort from him. I think all my thoughts were
completely driven by my desire for sex and I couldn’t
see past the fact that my craving wasn’t progressing at
all. Now that my sexuality had been teased, and
gratefully so, I couldn’t get the thought of more out of
my mind, no matter what trials or tribulations were
going on around me.
Mr Wojciechowski
left me alone but we still exchanged the usual
pleasantries (he still had his work to do and so did I)
but now he seemed to be showing the young mail boy
favouritism like previously he had done to me. I
watched as the boy, Kevin, went in to collect the mail
from his office and didn’t come out for over 15 minutes,
when he did he looked flushed, ruffled and rather
pleased with himself.
Kevin is a good
looking lad and I quite liked him but at that moment I
could have happily strangled him. A strange sensation
filled my body… then everything drained away leaving a
feeling of being lost and sorry for myself. In truth, I
was jealous. I know it doesn’t make sense but I was and
didn’t like my place being taken by someone else, I
needed to get back into the boss’s good books. Even
though I hadn’t worn a diaper to the office for a few
days I didn’t want to lose what I thought we had, so I
made a decision; I snapped out of my self-pitying
depression and began to be my usual sparkling, friendly
self.
The following
day I arrived in the office wearing my ‘uniform’. I
deliberately made sure that Mr Wojciechowski knew I was
back padded and covered in baby powder and hoped he
understood I wanted another chance.
~
Later that
morning, Mr Bronowski, one of the other bosses made an
announcement that: ‘Unfortunately, owing to government
budget cuts, there would be cutbacks right across the
company’s entire workforce’. Of course this didn’t come
as a complete shock but nonetheless, there were a lot of
very nervous people around, including me.
Individuals were
called into Mr B’s office and told of their redundancy
packages. Some of the older members of staff came out of
it quite well but others didn’t. There was a general
opinion that ‘last in, first out’ would be the
rule and that scared me as I was one of the last people
to be employed. Other’s around me were called in and I
wriggled uncomfortably, and very uncertainly, in my
thick diaper wishing it was Mr Wojciechowski who was
dismissing people and not Mr Grumpy (as Mr B was known)
who appeared to be dealing with it.
The anticipation
was terrible, we all sat at our desks anxiously
wondering if we’d be called through next and the worry
was getting to me more than I expected. In fact, I began
to think I was definitely for the sack as, despite me
wearing at that moment, I’d rejected Mr Wojciechowski
diaper regime and he’d found the mail boy to play with.
As I sat there I
felt pee filling my diaper. I don’t know why I suddenly
started to wet myself but found myself doing so right in
front of the entire office. I’m sure no one else was
aware, or at least I didn’t think anyone else would
know, although my fidgeting around as I got used to the
warm wetness that surrounded my cock might have been a
bit of a giveaway.
It felt strange
to have involuntarily pissed myself yet the warm
sensation in my diaper was offering me comfort - now how
the hell does that happen? I could be fired at any
moment, the threat of which I suppose had caused the
flow, yet having done so I was now totally calm – it
just didn’t make sense. Suddenly, my desk phone rang and
it was Mr Wojciechowski calling me into his office… my
calmness evaporated.
~
I didn’t have to
negotiate Miss Thorpe so knocked, the voice from the
other side of the door said ‘Enter’ so I hesitantly let
myself in. Mr Wojciechowski was sitting behind his desk,
which had a huge pile of papers and folders covering it,
there was also other packages that I didn’t recognise.
“Good afternoon
Charlie.”
“Good afternoon…
sir,”
I wasn’t sure of
anything at that moment and didn’t dare call him ‘boss’
or ‘daddy’ or even by his name Mr Wojciechowski. I was
wet and anxious and for the first time ever, stood in
front of him and felt like a little lost kid. A shiver
of dread flowed through me and I didn’t dare look him in
the eye. I knew, well I thought I knew, that I was about
to be fired and all my hopes and dreams were crushed as
I stood there trembling.
Because of the
rumour I’d had time to think about what I’d do if I lost
this position. The job’s market was at an all-time low
and with my lack of a degree or any other real form of
qualification realised my chances of getting another was
probably negligible.
He stood up and
walked over to where I was standing with my eyes
downcast and put his hands on my shoulders.
“I’m sorry
Charlie, but I’m afraid we’re going to have to let you
go.”
~
So far I was the
youngest in the office to get fired and I didn’t know
what to say. Although I partly expected it I was
distraught when it came to it. I could feel the emotion
building, tears welling up and although I didn’t want to
cry in front of the boss, I was having a hard time
containing them. I swallowed hard and tried to stop
myself but I’m afraid the moment was just too
overwhelming and I felt my face crease and I started
bawling like a kid.
“I’m really
sorry Charlie, we tried to keep redundancies to a
minimum but I’m afraid…”
My tears had got
to him and he hugged me, which wasn’t something I was
expecting. He held me tightly and gently tried to soothe
away my obvious distress. His hand patted my back and
eventually found its way to my cushioned bottom where it
stayed and he gently stroked the soft padding. There was
a slight crinkle and once he realised I was wearing his
uniform he held me even more tightly.
“Ohhh Charlie,”
he whispered and kissed my head.
Despite my
obvious misery his hand kept checking my diaper and
eventually asked if I was wet. I nodded and he guided me
into his private bathroom off from his office. Once
there he unzipped my pants and let them fall to the
floor then had me to step out of them. He tossed them
aside. I had no idea why I was going along with this but
I was so shaky and confused I wasn’t really aware of
anything at that moment.
He saw the pink
plastic pants and eased them down and over the heavy
soggy diaper which hung limply to my hips. He spread a
towel out on the floor and helped me down onto it. My
body was still heaving under the effort of trying to
keep my tears under control, at which I was failing; my
mind and body were numb. He then
disappeared into the other part of his office for a few
seconds before returning armed with the box of stuff I’d
seen on his desk.
~
First thing he
did was attempt to pop a pacifier in my mouth but I
turned my head in an effort to refuse it.
“Charlie,” I
shook my head and firmed up my mouth. “Charlie, suck on
this now… it will make things seem an awful lot better.”
My eyes were
stinging from all the tears and as I opened my mouth to
object he simply slipped it in and held it there until
I’d started sucking. I didn’t feel able to resist. I may
well have been a healthy eighteen year-old but at that
moment I had no strength to fight against my
predicament. For some reason I just wanted to be hugged,
I wanted his tender touch, I wanted nothing more than to
be safe and protected. I was powerless, useless and had
absolutely no prospects - I didn’t want to but somehow
the act of suckling on a nipple did make me less
stressed.
Once he saw me
relax he un-taped and slipped off my soaked diaper,
wiped me dry, cleaned me up and powdered me in a shower
of talc. For a few moments I just didn’t feel it was
happening to me, it was a sort of out-of-body
experience, like I was looking down on myself. However,
Mr Wojciechowski was gentle, caring and thorough. He
seemed to take an age making sure everything was just
right before he slipped a thick fabric diaper under my
butt, added a couple of pads and easily pinned it into
place. This was far more bulky than anything I’d worn so
far but I couldn’t get over just how comfortable I felt
in his capable hands and being so lovingly attended to …
even though I’d just been fired.
My discarded
suit trousers were in a heap in the corner, whilst the
soaked disposable and pink frilly plastic pants were
just a couple of feet away but despite that I felt so
much better now I was snug and dry so I
really didn’t care. As he affectionately ran his
hand over the bulk he’d created the cosiness this new
diaper offered was pleasantly bizarre - my body relaxed
and a state of acceptance filled my body. Once satisfied
with his work he then slipped a pair of clear plastic
pants over it all, tucking any bits of the diaper behind
it, sealing me in. The final touch took me by surprise
as he slowly bent in, rubbed the front of the slippery
bulky package, whilst kissing my forehead.
Almost
sorrowfully he said, “What am I going to do with you?”
and then sighed.
~
Laid out on the
towel in a thick diaper, plastic pants and sucking on a
paci I wasn’t able to answer. I had no job, no prospects
and yet, weirdly, the problem I now had was that I liked
this position. I was in no hurry to move even though I
knew someone could come in at any moment. I had nothing
to do and nothing to worry about, all I did was lay
there wearing a huge diaper completely at ease.
Mr Wojciechowski
seemed to make some kind of decision.
“Charlie, my
offer stands.” He looked me straight in the eye. “I
would love it if you would let me look after you.”
Dressed as I was
and sucking on a paci I didn’t really know how to
respond. To me it was like I’d already accepted that
role, except, I was now no longer employed by the
company.
“Of course…” he
paused to think for a moment, “you would move to a more
permanent arrangement at my home… a sort of… live in
position.”
I lay there not
knowing what to think. My parents wouldn’t be too happy
about me becoming a baby for anyone and besides, did I
want to be a baby for him? Did I want a job, no matter
what that job entailed?
Mr Wojciechowski
was thinking out loud. “We could say that, as the firm
tightened its belt and you were made,” he shrugged his
shoulders as if in apology, “redundant… an opportunity
arose on a new project.”
His mind was
working overtime now. “In fact, why say anything about
being laid off… why not just say that an opportunity
came up that was too good to miss to be my personal
assistant?”
I’d already
mentioned to my parents that I was working on a new
project with him so this would actually fit in pretty
well with what they already knew. If they thought I was
climbing some kind of corporate ladder I’m sure they
would be all in favour of it. I didn’t need to tell them
about what it actually entailed.
I wriggled
contentedly on the floor and sucked manically on the
paci. The thick protection offering nothing but
wonderful security as I thought about how only a few
moments ago I was without a job and now, all I had to do
was wear a diaper and I’d have a new one. I didn’t even
think about the consequences because the smile that
spread over Mr Wojciechowski face appeared to say it
all. A lifeline had been tossed to me and a solution had
been found that would keep me on a payroll and keep me
close to my sexy boss.
“What do you
think” he beamed, “is it a position you can live with?”
***
Part 4
My ‘career’
had just come to an end. The employment start I had
hoped to gain over my friends who had gone off to
university looked like it had been a bad move and as I
sucked on my paci I realised I had absolutely nothing to
lose from accepting his proposition.
I nodded.
Mr Wojciechows,
sorry, Daddy smiled and hugged me tightly to his chest
before saying he had more people to see and that I
should pull on my pants and go home.
Whilst he
stroked my shiny, slippery padded bottom he added.
“As far as
anyone else is concerned, you have been made redundant
so no one else needs to know of our arrangement.”
I understood but
a sudden thought hit me - why had he got that box of
diapers and things already on his desk, was it in
anticipation of this moment, was he so confident I’d
agree to anything or, and this is what really bothered
me, was it for someone else? Kevin maybe?
He saw me
looking at the box as he sorted through a few of the
babyish items it contained.
“I was going to
take these back home,” he spoke quietly as if half to
himself. “I’d had them here for ages but, what with all
the recent activity… and you not looking like you were
interested… I thought…”
“Erm, I wondered
if they were for Kevin?” I mumbled, pretending it was an
off-hand comment.
“Kevin?” He
looked surprised, “Why Kevin?”
I had to get
this off my chest so thought I’d just jump straight in
with my theory.
“I saw him enter
this office and not leave for ages, I wondered if you’d
found somebody else...” As I saw the look on his face my
voice trailed off awkwardly.
“He’s a bright
boy but,” he looked like he was talking to a befuddled
toddler, “he’d heard the rumours about lay-offs and
wanted to know if he needed to find another job.”
“Does he?”
“Not really
because his position is paid for by the government. We
get a grant to employ young, sixteen year-old school
leavers so in fact, for the next couple of years he has
the most secure job in the company.”
I wished I’d
been a sixteen year-old school leaver and didn’t have to
worry but he continued.
“He was very
thankful and surprisingly very emotional with relief so
I let him settle his feelings before he went back out
into the office.”
He looked at me
struggling to get back into my pants, pulling the damn
things over the bulky diaper and smiled an understanding
smile.
“You thought
he’d taken your place?”
Now I was just
too embarrassed to speak so shrugged and eventually got
my pants up and zipped.
“Charlie,”
I didn’t really
want to look directly at him but he put his hand under
my chin and guided me so we were eye-to-eye. His short,
slightly greying hair and those piercing, yet friendly
grey eyes gave the appearance of an adult trying to
placate a distressed child.
“Charlie, it’s
you I want but I don’t want you to feel trapped so, go
home now and think about my offer.”
He passed me a
card with his personal number.
“These past few
weeks have been very stressful and if truth be known I
could have done with you being around when I got home.”
He helped me to
my feet.
“I suggest you
collect your stuff and leave and, after you’ve had time
to think, let me know if you accept my offer. I…”
“Yes.” I
interrupted.
“Yes, what?” He
looked quizzically at me.
“Yes I agree to
be your personal assistant, your little boy, your…
baby.”
A look of relief
eased his face muscles.
“Are you sure?”
“Yes,” I replied
as enthusiastically as I could. “Let’s start as soon as
possible.”
“Ohhh Charlie.”
And we hugged for what seemed ages before Miss Thorpe
came on the intercom and told him his next appointment
had arrived.
~
I talked
everything over with my parents, well, not exactly
everything but I let them know it was a big new
opportunity for me and I was very excited about the
project. I think I sold it pretty well and they didn’t
seem too worried about the fact that it was a live-in
position. It felt weird telling them all about my
supposed ‘plans and ambitions’ whilst I fidgeted
nervously around in the diaper I’d been told to wear all
the time.
My outward
enthusiasm was for their benefit because inwardly I
still wasn’t completely sure. Having said that, I wasn’t
focusing on that particular aspect as I assumed we would
be having riotous sex on every available occasion and
that was far more appealing than anything else.
I’d told mum and
dad that for the first part of the job I was going to be
away as we were spending a week or so touring the
company’s building sites around the country to make
assessments and develop new ideas. In truth it did sound
very exciting and I wasn’t surprised that they were
happy for me to ‘fulfil my destiny’. In fact, they were
very encouraging and said they were incredibly proud of
me, which made me feel a bit ashamed of the lie I was
spinning and the diaper never seemed more appropriate
because I felt like a naughty little kid.
~
It was 7pm when
I arrived at the solid black and silver door of
‘Evergreen’.
Mr
Wojciechowski, wearing jeans and a polo shirt greeted me
with a huge smile. Up until then I’d only ever seen him
dressed in a suit but this casual look made him appear
so much younger, more attractive and my cock immediately
sprung to attention.
I imagine I’m
not the first teenager to be led by his dick into an
area he doesn’t really understand but I was soon getting
a taste of what was expected of me.
The sex I
thought we’d immediately fall into just didn’t happen.
He took me to the nursery, which I’d temporarily
forgotten about, and told me this was my new ‘home’. I
was pulling my case packed with my clothes behind me and
he said I wouldn’t need anything; from now on he would
decide and provide… everything.
~
Perhaps it was
strange that I should have gotten so close to my boss
but I’d never had any friends who I confided in as much
as him as we drove between sites. Although throughout my
school life I was likable, I was mainly very shy, I
didn’t push myself; I didn’t make friends easily and
kept myself to myself. So, starting work, finding
someone who took an instant liking to me and one whose
company I enjoyed had been a real thrill.
I still wasn’t
sure how all this was going to work – with me acting
like a baby. He’d tempted me so much with that first
taste of sex, although I wondered how he knew I’d react
to his sexual (if indeed it was sexual) advance. I know
our trips out from work to the building sites had been
fantastic. We’d chatted about everything - from when his
family emigrated from Poland to my first day at school
and all points in between. He was terrific company and
so easy to speak with, even though he was so much older
than me it never felt that way when there was just the
two of us. We got on really well and I suppose I’d been
giving off signals that I wasn’t aware of, though in
truth, I loved it when he did make that move.
I wanted a
boyfriend and right then and there, with his lips around
my cock, he seemed the perfect choice. Even when he then
put me in diapers I thought – OK, if this is what it
takes – I know it should have seemed odd but it didn’t.
Actually, that’s not true. When he put me in diapers I
didn’t think about it, it just happened, it seemed like
a done deal. I think it was only later, when I got home
and was wearing what I was that I thought – if this is
what it takes – I certainly didn’t want to lose his
friendship.
You might think
I was being a bit desperate but with the few old school
friends I had away at university I was spending a lot of
my time on my own. I mean it wasn’t like I was
abandoning all my mates because, well, they just weren’t
around anymore. My parents were great and supportive as
always but I think I was in desperate need of something
physical.
~
He guided me
past the large crib, past piles of toys, past the large
TV screen, past the closets and draws full of I don’t
know what and said that he was looking forward to our
first night together. So was I.
I could feel my
aching cock trapped behind the diaper folds and couldn’t
wait to feel his lips caressing it once again. Perhaps,
I wondered, might I be expected to service him? I hadn’t
seen his cock so had no idea what I’d signed up for and
suddenly got a bit frightened of the thought he might be
massive. I was relatively still a virgin so how was I
going to cope? I decided I’d learn quickly as I was sure
that Mr Wojciechowski, sorry, Daddy, would want to know
my abilities fairly soon. Alas, he just guided me to the
large bathroom off from the nursey and asked me to
strip.
My mind was
wandering if we might be taking a shower together, or a
bubble bath, either might be fun, so I eagerly began to
remove my clothes. He ran the bath and indeed filled it
with loads of bubbles. Once I was down to the disposable
and the pink plastic pants he’d told me to wear he asked
me to stop. He ran his hands over the smooth, shiny bulk
and again told me how damn cute I was and how much I
suited wearing a diaper.
His words were
soft and persuasive and wrapped themselves around me
like a comforting blanket. I was enjoying the attention
and the compliments. His touch was electrifying and I
trembled, almost ecstatically, as his assurances and
caresses sent sensation after sensation through my body.
I closed my eyes and let myself drift in the miasma the
steamy bathroom, his gentle touch and his soothing words
played with the total experience of my well-being.
~
Back in the
office Mr Wojciechowski had always been the quietly
spoken boss. I remember when we first started going to
the sites together how everyone he talked to listened
rapped and attentive to what he had to say. I couldn’t
remember him ever having to raise his voice and now, as
he was about to bathe me, his seductive voice dripped
like a soothing molasses over my thoughts. It was the
same on that first time I came back to this place and he
told me he liked me. Each admiring comment made me
shudder with delight and made me desperate to please
this man.
So caught up in
my revelry I missed some of the things he was saying -
each touch delivering jolt after jolt of pleasure to my
brain and I was consumed in the moment. He’d asked me
something but I just moaned my approval/consent as
another ripple of electricity tingled through my nervous
system.
Oh God, I was
euphoric.
Again, it was
like it was happening on another plane altogether
because I sensed him gently peel down my plastic pants,
followed by a leisurely release from my surprisingly wet
diaper. He guided me into the bath and, as I stood,
trance-like to his touch, he slipped on a plastic apron
and slowly began soaping my entire body. Lotions and
potions were smoothed everywhere, never before had I
been so thoroughly cleansed, and I loved it. He clipped
my hair and the thrill of the scissors, and his plastic
apron, occasionally making subtle contact with my skin
sent me off into further spasms of delight.
He then lay me
down amidst all the bubbles and sponged away the
soothing and rejuvenating lotions. My cock had been rock
hard from the moment I’d entered his home, our home, but
he was letting me enjoy the long and achingly hot wait
for orgasm.
~
When sure that
my entire body had been completely scrubbed by his
roving sponge I was helped from the bath and laid on a
huge towel. Once dry he administered more soothing
creams and unguents mainly around my bottom and groin.
His occasional playful flick of my still throbbing cock
was met by a tremor of pleasure. As the beautifying
balms where palmed into my pubic area, I hardly noticed
that my hair, all my body hair, had now disappeared. I
was strangely smooth, and although I thought it weird,
at the same time it felt wonderful.
I was in the
safekeeping of a consummate artist, a man who knew what
he wanted and was quite happy to take his time in
getting it just right. I felt extremely peaceful in his
hands and at that moment he could have done anything he
wanted and I would have agreed. Now I was how he wanted
me, naked and hair-free, I was hopeful that at last he’d
take me in his mouth, or in hand, and work my throbbing,
leaking dick to a final conclusion. Instead he powdered
and slipped a thick fabric diaper under my bum.
I wanted to
complain and demand that he play with my cock but he
started tickling my tummy, playing with my toes and
making me giggle so much I couldn’t get the words out.
The diaper, with more padding than I’d encountered
before was pulled together and pinned into place
trapping my cock behind its thick cotton embrace. I
wanted to scream “No not yet” but he slotted a blue paci
between my lips and waited until I started to suck. A
pair of enormous see-thru plastic pants was then pulled
up, which captured and held everything in place and
almost magically I relaxed and let ‘Daddy’ completely
take charge.
***
Part 5
I could tell
that the moment for sex had passed, and despite being
pretty frustrated realised he’d moved on to another part
of getting me settled in. It may have just been the
relaxed way everything had been done; no drama, no
uneasy situations, no questions even; he had simply got
on with it in a suitably expert manner. However, now I
wore only a diaper and plastic pants it didn’t feel as
strange as perhaps it should.
Before, when I
had worn them under my suit, it all felt bulky and very
awkward at times but now, well, unhindered it felt…
natural. I know it was still fairly cumbersome but it
just didn’t feel that way. When I looked through the
clear plastic to my thick terry cloth diaper I smiled
that the pins had little plastic kittens covering the
bit that enclosed the sharp pin – Daddy was certainly
making sure I didn’t get hurt by a wayward pin prick.
The pristine white of the fabric certainly filled out
the front of the see-thru cover and the smooth, glossy
quality gave no illusions that I was anything but a
little boy who still needed protection.
Yes, I’m
eighteen (I think) but now, in my current state, I was
certainly beginning to feel like a toddler. I wriggled
in my diaper, distinguishing its layered properties
between my skin and the floor. Meanwhile, the inflated
proportions out front gave a sense of complete slippery
security. My boss was no longer my boss but a man who
took delight in caring for his chosen subject, and no
matter how weird it might appear to be, dressing a
teenager as a baby, I felt completely safe and more than
happy to comply… I also didn’t feel like a toy,
executive or otherwise, I felt… loved.
Daddy looked
down on me and smiled the most wonderful of proud smiles
and I must have gone several shades of pink as the blush
seemed to start at my face and travel right down my
body. He’d previously said that it was something he
found stress-relieving and I could see it in his less
strained face. At work, whilst we’d been occupied
achieving the audit he had looked under a great deal of
pressure, we all had. However, now, as he gazed down at
me I could vouch that what we were doing together must
indeed be good for him… he looked years younger. I know
I thought I could get him away from this ‘baby complex’
but a nervous, excited tremor ran through my body when I
realised just how much I was enjoying it and wanted to
be a part of it.
Again I wondered
– how did he know?
He helped me to
my feet and, guided by his hand, padded happily back
into the nursey. He sat me on the sofa and went off to
one of the closets and brought back a large, fluffy pale
green fleecy blanket. When he sat down next to me I was
pulled onto his lap and he placed an arm around my
shoulder and drew the blanket up over my semi-naked
body. The fabric’s texture was wonderful and so soft to
the touch; it was like stroking a little kitten and I
would have been happy to do nothing more than sit there
enjoying the comfort of such a delightful cover. I
wiggled in contentment as I lay in his warm embrace and
mentioned that I thought all clothes should be made from
that same fabric because it was so nice to touch. Daddy
nodded in agreement as we both snuggled under its
cosiness.
~
Since I’d
arrived at ‘Evergreen’, the house that was now my home,
I’d had a strange but wonderful feeling of total… peace.
I’m not sure if there was something in the air, or the
constant low but enchanting music that was played in
every room, or I was simply happy to be in Mr… er…
Daddy’s company, whatever the reason I remained happy
and content about all that was happening to me. Before I
arrived, and in some of the considerations I’d had while
explaining to mum and dad about my new job, I’d wondered
how I would react to his diaper regime. However, there
was absolutely no denying that now I was here, dressed
in a thick protection, a paci in my mouth and cuddling
onto a fleecy blanket, I was incredibly happy – yet I
wasn’t sure why.
This wasn’t the
way I expected my life to progress so was a bit confused
as to why I’d accepted all this so easily and why I felt
so deliriously grateful and happy?
I wasn’t sure
of… anything, yet here I was, snuggling up to my boss,
my Daddy and loving every minute of it.
It was bizarre
that I was beginning to look like a toddler; apart from
the recently boyishly re-styled hair on my head I was
hairless, I was enjoying the snuggling, I was enjoying
wearing my protection, and once in that protection,
thoughts of anything but pleasing Daddy and being the
little boy he wanted vanished with each hug and cuddle.
I don’t think I’d ever felt happier and the urge I had
for us to have sex seemed to be diminishing the more
comfortable I became.
~
We watched a
Disney cartoon feature. It was funny, colourful and on
occasions brought a tear to my eye but, held by Daddy,
who seemed to be the best cuddler in the world, I
watched transfixed and excited through the entire movie.
He held me and calmed me when I got animated over
something on screen - he rubbed my bare tummy, he
caressed my brow, he patted my naked leg and stroked
that silky mound that hid my cock so deeply underneath.
I was in kiddie-heaven and in just a matter of what
seemed like moments, had regressed to being the infant
he wanted; keen and excited about everything and even
childishly denying I was sleepy when I’d actually fallen
asleep for a few minutes in his strong arms.
Once the movie
finished I became wide-awake again and we chatted about
what I was like as a baby. In fact, he’d asked me to
bring a photo of when I was small so he could see just
exactly what I was like. I waddled to my case which
had been placed on top of a gaily painted
box with ‘TOYS’ and characters printed all over it and
unzipped a pocket on the side where I’d left the images.
My plastic pants rustled with each movement but I found
the sound reassuring as I ‘ran’ back to Daddy.
~
I’d brought two
photographs; the first had my parents on either side of
me as we walked along the promenade at the seaside. Each
was holding a hand whilst I was in the middle being
swung between them. I must have been about eighteen
months old, had blond hair, although now I’m dark, was
wearing a blue and white striped short bib-and-brace set
with a cartoon giraffe on the front, a blue t-shirt,
whilst my little white plastic sandals set the entire
picture off. I was obviously screaming with delight and
you could see my thick diaper up my shorts leg as I was
being swung into the air and also the few pop-studs up
the legs and across the crotch that gave them easy
access when I needed changing.
The other
photograph was of me sitting in a toy car, the type you
put some money in at the mall and it vrooms and beeps
for a few minutes while the young occupant pretends he’s
driving. Again I’m smiling, wearing a yellow t-shirt
with a different giraffe on the front, little grey
shorts, which again displays the diaper over the
waistband, and a pair of sunglasses, so I assumed,
though I couldn’t quite remember, that we might still
have been on vacation somewhere. Daddy loved them.
He was
constantly stroking my padded bum as he looked at them.
“Do you like giraffes?”
“Mmm, yes,
they’re my favourite animal. I used to have a stuffed
giraffe as my special… you know… friend I wouldn’t go to
bed without having with me.”
I wondered if
I’d made myself clear but he was nodding so I knew all
was well.
I loved his
smile. His entire face lit up and it made me feel
wonderful to know it was me who was making him beam. It
was odd because I felt exactly the same way when I was a
toddler when my parents smiled at me if I did something
that pleased them. So I enthused more about the
selection of plushies I had as a kid; Helen, my teddy,
Spanky the lop-eared rabbit, Kermit the Frog, Boris the
beagle and Wally the wallaby. I also had loads of small
teddies but I couldn’t remember all their names.
Daddy seemed
pleased with my list and took me to inspect the array of
stuffed animals that surrounded the walls of the
nursery. He said that they were all mine to play with
but wondered which one would become my ‘special’ friend,
the one who would be sleeping with me every night. I
spotted a giraffe amongst the gathering and picked him
out to join us on the sofa.
~
As I sat and
made a tent out of the blanket for me and Jeremy (the
giraffe) to hide under, Daddy went off to get us some
food. I was expecting pizza and beer but instead I got a
bowl of macaroni cheese and a warm bottle of milk. The
milk was in a baby’s bottle so I had to suck out its
contents, which took a bit of getting used to and though
Daddy offered to feed me, I did that myself. He ate a
huge sandwich and washed it down with a glass of white
wine, which I looked longingly at. Having said that,
it’s not like I’m a big drinker but I thought we might
celebrate or something. In the end we clashed my bottle
and his glass together, said ‘Cheers’ and drank our
drink.
I asked him
about alcohol and he was very specific that because he
saw me as a child, a baby in fact, there would be
nothing for me that he wouldn’t expect a baby to eat or
drink… so alcohol was a definite no-no. The same rule
applied to just about everything; if it wasn’t what a
baby would do or be expected to do, wear or be expected
to wear, speak and know when not to, it wasn’t going to
happen. I had noticed, when I’d had my bath, there
wasn’t a toilet in there so I was expected to use the
diaper for everything. No point in asking because it
wasn’t going to happen, I wore diapers for a reason and
a big boy’s toilet was out of the question. This I
thought was going to be a problem but I soon found out
otherwise.
~
I had no idea of
time so after the food and drink Daddy wiped my face and
the slight mess I’d dripped onto my bare chest, and said
it was time little ones were in bed. I was about to
complain but a huge yawn caught me in mid-sentence so
that brought any argument to a swift conclusion. He
slipped his fingers under my plastic pants to check my
diaper, I was reasonably dry (a few dribbles of
excitement had managed to escape when I was watching the
movie) and he looked happy. He went over to one of the
closets and I could see a vast array of colourful baby
clothes hung up and other items stacked in neat piles.
He selected something and brought it back to the sofa.
“OK buster,” he
said in a mock gangster voice, “get those hands in the
air.”
I surrendered
immediately and did as he said, giggling as a pale blue
onesie was pulled over my head and fastened between my
legs; the bulky protection puffing out the thin fabric
which surprisingly held it together. He slipped a pair
of pale blue soft flannel socks over each foot and then
led me shuffling towards the crib.
Although I’d
seen the crib earlier it had never occurred to me that I
would actually be expected to sleep in it, I assumed
we’d be sleeping together. I was about to mention this
when he slipped in a blue pacifier, pulled down the rail
and, with his hand gently pushing against my thickly
padded bottom, guided me in. Once again I felt powerless
to do anything but comply. The music that was constantly
being played gently in the background changed to a
lullaby theme. Daddy found a book and
started reading a Winnie the Pooh story. I was sure I
wasn’t tired but after a few minutes I felt my eyes
closing even before Daddy had finished the first
chapter.
I fell asleep
gently caressing the immensity of my diaper underneath
the tightly fitting onesie. The bulky mound offered
silky comfort even though I could no longer feel my
genitals, which recently had often been raging for
release. It was probably only a few consoling strokes
before I fell under the spell of the soft music, the
softer blanket, cuddling Jeremy and the pleasant,
reassuring tones of Daddy’s story-telling.
~
I woke up to the
sound of chirping birds. A slight yellow glow filled the
room as my eyes adjusted to the surroundings and I
became aware that it was morning. Jeremy was laid by my
side and the paci had somehow got itself stuck to my
cheek. I felt unperturbed listening to the sound of
birdsong, which merged with the usual soft but constant
music, until I realised that I must have wet myself in
my sleep. In fact, I became aware that I’d done more
than just peed in my diaper, I’d filled it completely. I
didn’t understand how I could have done such a thing,
yet there was no denying that I had. The side bars on
the crib had been raised and it felt for a moment like I
was lying in jail but of course there were no bars
across the top so, as I slowly and tentatively dragged
myself up into a sitting position, I took in all that
was around me.
The room
appeared well equipped for a toddler to have the most
fun. It was bright, colourful and decorated with happy
characters from nursery rhymes and kid’s books. There
were several large boxes with the word ‘TOYS’ emblazoned
across them and the white closets and draws made the
entire place look clean and well maintained.
A wide shelf
reached along one wall and that was backed by a mirror
that also ran its length. Diapers, both disposable and
fabric, were piled at either end, along with a rail that
held a multitude of colourful diaper covers and plastic
pants. On a shelf above all that were a vast selection
off bottles and containers, wipes and pins and other
things I couldn’t identify from my restricted vantage
point. That area was obviously the changing station and,
as that thought took hold, I looked down to see the
yellow, discoloured diaper under my clear plastic pants.
Guiltily I checked the bedding under my padded bottom
and was relieved that nothing had leaked but I was
feeling a bit uncomfortable and wondered if I could get
up and change myself.
~
No sooner had I
thought about getting up than Daddy opened the door.
“Good morning
little fella,” he said striding to my crib side, “did
you sleep well?”
He was wearing a
white vest, under a grey unzipped hoodie and white
shorts. He was sweating and looked like he’d just been
on a long run; his dark blue trainers adding to the
image of my sporty Daddy.
I beamed
automatically at him. Not only was I pleased to see him
but he looked so healthy and sexy I was sure, under
normal circumstances, my cock would have burst through
the diaper in greeting. However, I was wet and messy and
any sexual thoughts may well have been lying in the muck
I was sitting in. He reached in and slid fingers under
the plastic protection.
“Who’s a messy
boy then?”
I was a little
bit embarrassed but not as much as I thought I would be
after such a mishap. It helped that there was no
accusation in his words as he slid down the crib rail
and helped me to my feet. Those grown up thoughts of
embarrassment and shame were soon escaping my head and I
was happy to let Daddy take charge.
Cautiously, guided by his encouragement and firm hand on
my soggy bottom, I waddled over to the diaper station
where he effortlessly lifted me up and laid me on a soft
plastic mat.
~
Within seconds
the poppers on my onesie were open and he was sliding my
plastic pants down my legs. My diaper felt heavy and
full so he carefully unpinned it and gingerly opened it
up.
He gave a mock
grimace. “Mmm, I think my baby needed that didn’t he?”
I didn’t really
know how to respond to that, this was the first time
since I was an actual baby that I’d messed myself - a
slight whimper was my response.
He could see me
struggling with what happened and the slight guilt that
was creeping through my body.
“Well don’t let
it worry my little cutie,” he said reassuringly,
“diapers and poo are made to go together and I’m proud
of my boy….”
He slipped a new
paci between my lips as he continued to clean, wash,
lotion and powder my groin. Being looked after and the
centre of Daddy’s world was such a wonderful feeling, I
squirmed and giggled as he continued his ministrations.
He took his time and was very meticulous making sure I
was spotless and well prepared before he grabbed a
disposable and tightly wrapped me in it.
All the time he
was smiling and sweet baby-talking as I lay placid and
gurgled behind my paci. He’d prepared a double diaper,
so I suppose he wanted me well protected, but before he
let me up his hands scooted along the rail of covers
until he found something he thought suitable. From my
position I could only just see his fingers linger over a
pair of green plastic pants. His face lit up and he
pulled them from the hanger they were on and held them
up for me to see. They were bright green with little
brown diapered baby bears all over them. I don’t think
he was waiting for my approval as he said that his
little baby boy was going to be playing all day and
needed extra protection. Indeed, the plastic was very
heavy and stiff and crinkled loudly as he rolled them up
my thighs and over the layered diapers.
~
I was chuckling
to myself but a sudden wave of comprehension flooded my
mind. How on earth had I got to such a situation where
this was acceptable? Yet here I was absolutely loving
every minute of it all and I could feel myself
responding positively to everything being done. So no
sooner had the notion materialized than it was fading
just as quickly. As he was getting me ready his words
became more and more geared toward a toddler
and I responded with similar clipped and juvenile
jargon, whether the paci was in my mouth or not. It just
seemed so appropriate.
Once my new
voluminous plastic pants were in place I sat up,
accompanied by some very loud crinkling and he unfurled
a new matching green t-shirt to slide over my head. It
didn’t hide the diaper. In fact, Daddy ran his hand over
and around the entire glossy package, it was if he was
checking not only was I well-padded but that any trace
of my erogenous zones were completely obliterated.
“We don’t want
Daddy’s little sweetheart to be bothered by anything
grown up do we?
He ran his hand
over my silky bulge as if checking to see if my cock had
disappeared.
“Let’s get him
back to being a lovely little baby shall we?”
His words
smothered my mind and I nodded and tittered in total
compliance.
“No pee-pee to
worry about except for wetting his lovely comfy diaper…
wont that be more fun… eh?”
The tight
plastic gripped around my legs and tummy so he seemed
content that access and exit were completely restricted.
However, it
didn’t matter to me because we went over to one of the
toy boxes and rummaged around to find something to play
with. I checked in all three big boxes and there were
loads and loads of different toys; dolls, building
bricks, cars, spaceships, plushies, castles, dinosaurs,
animals, colouring books - everything. There was no
stopping me as I slid back to when I was a toddler and
the fun I used to have; my powers of invention always
ran riot as I played on my own (and with imaginary
friends) there were no restrictions. I always loved
immersing myself in a day full of play and happy to keep
myself amused - there was plenty here for me to do that.
~
I was quite
enjoying rushing around wearing little more than my
protection. Without anything to hinder or bunch up I
soon got into the best way of walking and moving around
in general. Because most of the time I was on the floor
playing, crawling, either on my hands and knees or
snakelike on my belly, seemed a very accomplished way to
get from one place to another. Pushing a toy car, making
the screaming noise of a tyrannosaurus or scooting
around on my slippery bum also appeared to help cover
great expanses of the nursery as I skidded across the
room.
When not working
on his laptop Daddy came and played with me. He said he
wanted to keep a record of my time with him and as I
looked so adorable he started by measuring and weighing
me before taking photographs with his phone. From
different angles and no matter what I was doing I’d see
Daddy capturing some of the ‘amazing’ things I was doing
- he kept saying I was the best little boy in the world
and we should have a record of my accomplishments.
We assembled all
manner of buildings together and Lego became a colourful
coliseum, a castle, a tower block and a garage where I
kept my imaginary fleet of expensive limos, a launch pad
– I wanted to take Daddy to visit the stars. Playing
and having fun was all that mattered and we only stopped
for food and drink, whilst my thick diaper absorbed the
occasion dribble from my little pee-pee.
By the time it
was time to change my diaper was thick, full and
immense. I’d played most of the day in such a state and
it hadn’t worried me in the slightest.
What I was
wearing, how I was wearing it had no bearing on me as
long as I could play and Daddy was around for hugs -
that was all that mattered.
It all felt hazy
and nice. “I wuv my Dada.”
***
Part 6
Mr
Wojciechowski was sitting at his desk speaking to the
concerned parents of Charlie. They hadn’t heard from him
for almost a month and wanted to know where he was.
“I’m sorry Mr
and Mrs Clarke but Charlie hasn’t worked for us for some
weeks now.”
The parents
looked perplexed as he continued.
“Because of the
financial downturn we’ve been forced to slim down our
staffing levels and I’m afraid Charlie was one of the
casualties.”
He tried to make
sure they knew he wasn’t fired for doing anything wrong.
“So, like around
fifteen percent of our staff… he was laid off.”
At that moment
Miss Thorpe walked in carrying a sheaf of papers and
handed it to her boss.
He shuffled
through them
“Yes, here it
is,” he looked at the single sheet of paper he now held.
“On the 18th
of last month we gave him a month’s extra pay and he
left us immediately. I’m not sure if he took it too
well…”
He left the
inference unsaid.
Mr and Mrs
Clarke looked agitated.
“But he told us
that you and he were going off to work on a brand new
project, developing sites and…”
Mr W was trying
to placate Charlie’s distraught parents.
“I’m sorry but
we simply don’t have any new projects at the moment, if
anything… we are trying to cut back even more.”
“He said he was
going to be your personal assistant and it was a live in
position.” The two frantic parents insisted.
They seemed at
their wits end and looked imploringly at Mr
Wojciechowski for some kind of answer. He couldn’t come
up with anything.
“I’m sorry,
really sorry but…” he turned to his secretary. “Can you
shed any light on this at all?”
Miss Thorpe
looked uncomfortable and obviously had something to say
but didn’t dare speak. Everyone could see it but it took
some imploring from Charlie’s parents before she’d tell
what she knew.
“He left
immediately after the company had to let him go. He
didn’t even close down his computer, just grabbed his
things and left.”
She was
reluctant to say what was really on the tip of her
tongue but thought it was something Charlie’s parents
ought to know.
“I’m really
sorry to say this Mr and Mrs Clarke,” she nervously
gulped her words but carried on. “but I think your son
was a bit infatuated with Mr Wojciechowski.”
Mr W interrupted
her. “I’m sure not. I took him on the occasional field
trip to our sites, he seemed so keen to know all there
was about the business, I was impressed by his
enthusiasm but I never saw…”
Now it was Miss
Thorpe’s turn to interrupt.
“Sir, he was
always hanging around the office, even when you were out
at meetings.”
She let the
information she’d been holding back burst out.
“He’d regularly
appear at my desk asking to see you on the most
ludicrous excuse, saying you’d asked him for a new file
or some such thing, even though you hadn’t been in the
office for days.”
Mr W looked
suitably shocked as did Charlie’s parents.
Miss Thorpe
looked like she thought she’d said too much. “I’m sorry
Mr and Mrs Clarke,” there were tears in their eyes now,
“but I thought you should know.”
~
Mr Wojciechowski
arrived home to see his latest Executive Toy playing
innocently amongst a pile of dolls and building blocks.
He’d been happily surprised at how quickly Charlie had
absorbed all the influences, drugs, suggestions and
hypno-reinforcements to which he’d been subjected, to
become a sweet little toddler only interested in his own
games. He seemed just as happy to play on his own as he
was when his Daddy came and joined in.
It was true that
Mr W did indeed love to be his Daddy and take care of
his little man and it was heart-warming at the speed the
teenager accepted his new place in the world. Within
days all his grown up perceptions had been removed and a
new set of toddler instructions were introduced to his
passive and easily receptive mind.
The diapers
strengthened that view as little Charlie slipped totally
into the condition of being a Forever Kid. His clothes
were those of a sweet little boy. His Daddy had things
made that would imprint it continually on his mind. He
recreated the little blue and white striped bib and
brace overalls he’d worn as an infant in the photograph.
He made the giraffe a constant symbol on his clothing to
reinforce that memory of being a happy pre-schooler.
Going on Charlie’s earlier childish expression that all
clothes should me made out of the same material as his
fleecy blanket, that’s just what he got, a fine tight
fitting short fleecy coverall, which moulded to his body
and showed off the bulging thick protection underneath.
His Daddy also
loved the fact that when he played in his little
outfits, they would ride up and his diaper with its
rubber or plastic cover could quite easily be seen. As
with all little kids, what he wore was not important so
the bundle between his legs never bothered him, To Mr
Wojciechowski this is what having a teenage toy was all
about. He found it quite an experience to see, a young
man in his diaper and not having to worry about it. In
truth it turned him on to be able to manipulate someone
so easily and thought he’d done a good job on Charlie.
It didn’t worry Charlie in the slightest; he was
oblivious to any such intentions.
~
It had been
inevitable that Mr and Mrs Clarke would come calling
seeking answers but he realised with Miss Thorpe’s
reluctant, though rather compelling evidence, that
Charlie’s parents would have to look elsewhere for any
resolution. He’d offered to help in any way he could,
promising he would ask the foremen at their sites around
the country to keep an eye out in case he turned up;
perhaps, he offered hopefully, one that they’d visited
together in the past.
He did suggest
some further information, which in truth was a huge red
herring; he told them that on their trips to various
sites he always spoke about yachts. His parents had no
idea about this side of their son, and why should they
as it didn’t exist. However, Mr W went on how Charlie
would produce a yachting magazine and enthuse about some
photograph or other of an expensive boat. Indeed, the
bigger and more luxurious the yacht was, the more it
interested him and he would say how exciting he thought
it must be to travel the world in such extravagance. Of
course he’d never said anything of the sort but it gave
them another hopeful lead as to the possible whereabouts
of their missing son.
He wished
Charlie’s parents well and trusted their boy would soon
be in contact. He was sure it was just a reaction to
losing his job and maybe for some reason feeling a bit
guilty about that fact. He remained positive in the face
of such a despairing pair. No doubt, once he’d had
chance to think about it he’d return home, like he
assumed teenagers did, as if nothing had happened.
~
The
transformation from cute teenager to even cuter toddler
had been a wonder to behold. Mr W hadn’t had to put half
of the tricks he had envisaged into practice as Charlie
succumbed instantly (almost willingly) to each
suggestion and slipped effortlessly into his life of
diapers. His toddler bum, wrapped in a succession of
colourful covers as he played and waddled about the
nursery, was a constant joy. Even when he snuggled up
whilst wearing only a thick white well-padded disposable
made Charlie even more loving and appealing. In fact, Mr
W was astounded, no matter how Charlie was dressed, from
the most basic to his own take on ‘toddler fashion’, he
looked prettier and sweeter than any child in any baby
magazine.
His Daddy (or
Dada as he now called him) absolutely adored seeing his
little mite when he was put in his crib for a daytime
nap or his bedtime; hugging his furry giraffe, sucking
on his bottle and wearing his well-padded footed onesie.
A kiss and a cuddle were all that were needed to send
him off into a peaceful night’s sleep.
His Dada made
sure that every morning he’d wake up wet and messy, he
felt it important that the bonding between them should
maintain its strength, so cleaning his sweet boy’s bum
and wrinkled little privates was all part of that. Once
fitted in his constantly changing selection of
ultra-thick colourful diapers Dada would smooth the
rubber or plastic cover over the mound where once a
raging cock that desired sex lay but now hung unused
except when it emptied his bladder.
Having Charlie
sit on his lap as they watched movies or cartoons
together was a constant source of delight as he stroked
and caressed his lovely, floppy-haired baby. The glossy
fabric protection rubbing against his skin caused
sensation after sensation to course through his body.
Even the rustle of his diapers as he waddled to greet
his Dada was music to the man’s ears and he was so happy
with the results of making this adorable little youth
into his toy.
~
Charlie wasn’t
the first Executive Toy although he didn’t describe them
as that to begin with, they were just susceptible teens
who he liked to practice his ‘art’ on. In amongst the
cartoon characters painted on the nursery wall were
three other characters that might not immediately be
identifiable. The cute little baby carrying the Polish
flag and wearing a similarly styled diaper was in fact
Mr W’s younger brother Amadei.
When they were
kids the two brothers shared a bedroom. Amadei was two
years his junior but when he got to around fourteen he
became quite a handful. He began to get a reputation for
trying to get into every girl’s knickers and it wasn’t
through charm it was as if he thought he had a right.
Any female just wasn’t safe and his macho vision of
himself was making a very egocentric and unconstrained
young man. Bronislav (Mr W) who was even at that early
age very much into hypnosis and psychology wondered if
there was anything he could do to halt what he and his
family saw as the rise of a possible sex fiend.
Bronislav’s
interest in hypnosis began when he was eight and his
parents had taken him to see a show at the local
theatre. A stage hypnotist was on the variety bill and
the young and impressionable Bronislav was completely in
awe of a rather weedy looking man having so much
influence over other, bigger men he could make do silly
things. The show had been the catalyst and the boy went
away dreaming of exerting such control over others.
The two boys
shared a bedroom so it wasn’t too difficult for the
older brother to bring a few ideas into play as his
brother slept - he was surprised at the results. By
continually making suggestions as his sibling slumbered
Bronislav was soon able to make him wet himself during
the night. After waking up several mornings in a row to
a soaked bed, his mother a nurse, insisted her fourteen
year-old son slept in a pielucha (diaper). The effect on
Amadei was almost instant. The cockiness and seeing
every female as prey began to disappear as he felt the
chauvinist side slipping and his petulant juvenile side
reappear. Bronislav loved to watch as his brother was
put into is pielucha every night by their mother, all
that bravado gone and only a baby brother was left.
~
Bronislav was
delighted by the discovery of such influence and
continued to keep his susceptible younger brother in his
place. A couple of times when he tried to talk his
mother into letting him out of wearing his protection to
bed, he’d have a terrible messy accident which merely
confirmed that it was too soon. She also said that if he
continued to mess his diaper that she’d put him in a
little smock, like they used to wear when she was a
little girl. It was for all children who were yet to be
toilet trained because it made access to change their
pielucha that much easier.
Bronislav
desperately wanted to see his brother reduced to this
state and the idea of Amadei’s soggy pielucha hanging
down waiting to be changed appealed to his ‘other side’.
Perhaps not quite a ‘dark side’ but he did enjoy the
control and power that his abilities had granted and
couldn’t wait to investigate further. To try and
emphasise the point he brought out toys that had been
put away many years before and scattered around his
brother’s bed to accentuate his childishness and no
amount of denials by Amadei to his mother for making the
bedroom an untidy playground were believed.
His older
brother even planted other thoughts deep in his
subconscious so that at certain trigger words he would
unintentionally mess himself. This was particularly
effective at school when in math his teacher mentioned
‘Pythagoras’ and he’d immediately pissed himself in
front of the entire class. Another such word was
‘vault’, which had a similar messy result during gym.
Wearing only a vest and a tiny pair of white short; that
was an embarrassment he didn’t get over, especially when
it happened a few more times and the principal insisted
that he wear protection to school in future.
Amadei’s
treatment wasn’t over when he got home as his older
brother would pat his diapered butt and mock him, but
his mother saw this happen too many times to let it go
so, as punishment, insisted that Bronislav change his
brother’s messy diapers. At first the older sibling
tried to rebel but his mother was adamant that if he
thought his brother’s unfortunate situation was
something to make fun of then he needed to know
otherwise.
However,
Bronislav actually didn’t mind cleaning up his brother
because it gave him more power over him and because of
part suggestion and part deviousness; he managed to get
his brother to wear thicker diapers and more childish
outfits. He liked that the well-padded diaper
emasculated his brother so not only was he no longer a
threat to any one, he also looked like he was no longer
a threat.
Both his parents
were shocked at this change but Bronislav managed to
make his little brother kick off; screaming, shouting
and generally creating if he was taken out of his more
‘colourful’ clothing. He also saw to it that the diaper
was more than just a little bit visible, puffing out
over the waistband or appearing bulky and immense under
his pants. At his suggestion his mother also bought
thick plastic pants to help protect his clothes from the
constant dampness of his pielucha, so that also became
part of the young Amadei’s procedure. In fact, it was
that visibility that Bronislav began to find a bit of a
turn on. He found handling his brother’s protection, the
texture and glossy feel of the plastic gave him a raging
hard on. The parents had no idea what their oldest son
was up to, or how successful he’d been, they were just
relieved that their young son had somehow been curbed
from his predatory behaviour. They attributed this fact
to their firm but fair parenting.
~
After their
father’s death Bronislav’s mother returned to Poland to
run a care home together with her ‘mentally challenged’
son: The effect that his older brother’s constant
suggestions, affirmations and implants had sent Amadei
into a downward spiral of diaper dependency from which
he would never recover. Their father had been a
successful town planner in Poland before he emigrated
with his young family. It took some time to establish
himself but after a few years he’d made a name as an
architect and designer and formed his own company.
Business was doing well when he died but his eldest son,
who had learned at his father’s side, took over the
business and helped it grow. With various take-overs and
mergers the company he now led was worth several
million.
His mother never
forgot her nursing background and if truth was known,
had never wanted to leave her homeland in the first
place, but her husband had insisted it would be a better
life for them… and it was. However, with his death came
her yearning to return home so, armed with a
considerable amount of money and with her nursing
background, she invested in the one thing she always
wanted to have, her own care home. It also meant that
her son, like all the others at the facility got
attention 24 hours a day, seven days a week.
~
The young and
successful Bronislav created a firm that reaped loads of
government building contracts. Those in the business
couldn’t work out how this ‘Pole’ (as they tried to
dismiss his ethnicity) kept gaining more and more
lucrative work. The company designed and built, planned
and developed so much that their competitors grew
suspicious but could never pin down just what it was. In
meetings Mr Wojciechowski Junior had such a calm and
studied way of describing his ideas that those with the
power to grant planning permission and award contracts
did just that.
Meanwhile, back
at ‘Evergreen’, as a memory and a tribute to his ability
to influence others, Bronislav had depicted his younger
brother on the nursery wall as the little baby he’d
reduced him to. The cheerful marching toddler, proudly
displaying his nation’s colours and thick diaper was the
first but he wasn’t going to be the last.
~
Bronislav
started studying with intensity; psychology, hypnosis,
mind altering drugs, sound waves that affect the brain…
anything he could get his hands on. He’d been pleased in
what he’d achieved with his brother and wanted to learn
more. He read everything on the subject, whilst at the
same time learned his father’s business. Bronislav was a
very talented and clever student and absorbed
information very quickly.
~
Years later
there was the uniform wearing Klaus, the hitch-hiking
scout he picked up who wanted a lift to a town
twenty-five miles away. He never made it. With a few
knockout drops in a friendly offered soda and a few
weeks of intensive retraining he became his first real
Executive Toy. He wasn’t as easy to influence as his
brother had been but all that he needed was a little
help in coming to terms with his new position in life.
Blond haired Klaus was a spectacular looking young
seventeen year-old athletic, intelligent and confident
youth. Watching him crawling around in his thick white
diaper, sucking on his thumb and playing with his
favourite pink teddy bear gave Mr W a constant horn in
his pants.
On the cartoon
wall he was the jolly little Boy Scout in the brightly
coloured neckerchief, with matching gaily coloured
plastic pants, which ballooned because of the thick
diaper underneath. Klaus had been Mr W’s toy for six
months and had been a constant joy in what he could get
his ‘little’ boy to do. However, despite him being young
in age he was still growing and though at times it was
fun to see such a sweet boy in a diaper, Mr W had
business distractions that meant he couldn’t give him
the attention he needed. Thankfully, a friend of Mr W’s
who had a similar love of ‘babies’ asked if he could
adopt him. So, he was now living with a dentist out in
the suburbs as a three year-old toddler and had been for
the past three years.
The third
cartoon image on the wall was of Brent, a sweet little
run-away from the south, who found sanctuary with the
incredibly generous and helpful Mr Wojciechowski, the
man who gave him money, treated him to a meal and even
better, treated him as a person and not some kid to be
knocked around.
Mr. W insisted
that Brent should make his own way in life but the boy,
barely out of school, thought he was onto a winner by
milking this Good Samaritan of all he could. The offer
of a bed and a bath for the night had won the
suspicious, though opportunistic, boy over but that was
also what sealed his fate. Mr W discovered the young man
tiptoeing out of his house the following morning with
his pockets loaded with stolen items and cash… he didn’t
feel quite so guilty in quickly getting the boy into
diapers.
Bronislav was
not forgiving and commenced a very deep and fierce
programme of rehabilitation that included the complete
destruction of the lad’s understanding of the world
around him. He would perhaps have been happy to be
forced to wear diapers and act like a toddler but
instead he was regressed back to being a six month old
baby with no ability to do anything more than what a
child of that age could do. On the wall he was depicted
as a cartoon raccoon - well he was a baby wearing a
bandit’s mask, a cartoon style raccoon short onesie with
swag over flowing from his huge prison-striped diaper
that could be seen bulging out from his leg holes.
Like Klaus, he
was found a family who wanted a baby so now lived back
in his native south, with a mommy and daddy who wanted a
perpetual child. When he delivered Brent to his new
parents he was wearing only a thick pretty pink diaper
and cover, a small pink smock that came down to his
hips, a pink bonnet and a pink pacifier, the couple
hadn’t decided if they wanted a boy or a girl so
Bronislav left them with the option. How it all ended up
he didn’t know as he didn’t keep in contact with the
families who took either of his previous ‘toys’.
~
Now there was
Charlie - he’d already decided what image he should have
of him on the wall. He’ll be wearing his tight little
short green fleecy coverall with the giraffe emblazoned
on the front. His green diaper and plastic pants will be
visible like they were in the photograph of him with his
parents on the promenade. Meanwhile, he’d got very, very
fond of the boy. He loved the quick way he’d taken to
being a toddler. He loved the fun they had together. He
loved cuddling the boy when watching TV and he even
loved watching him sleep. Charlie was different to the
others and his floppy-haired innocence as he hugged the
giraffe and suckled on his paci just reinforced that
view - Charlie was the best toddler in the world.
There were times
when Mr W envied Charlie. He wished that somehow he
could regress himself and that they’d be the same age to
play together in a pure toddler world where everything
was brand new, exciting and an adventure. The constant
audio that sent sound waves and words of reinforcement
directly into Charlie’s head had no effect on his Dada.
It wouldn’t be possible to do that to himself but, he
wondered, if he got Charlie a friend to play with, it
wouldn’t only be nicer for him to have a playmate, but
Dada could watch as the two little imps develop and
interact.
A new thought
entered his head but he knew, with Charlie’s
disappearance, he’d have to be very careful with what he
planned on doing.
~
Mr Wojciechowski
knew that Kevin was very grateful for having a job. He
was on a government programme where companies took on
young school leavers who, let’s say, had a past. Kevin
had been in and out of foster homes from being a baby,
all his young life he’d reacted badly to authority and
so had got into trouble enough times to send him to a
juvenile correction facility, where he learned quickly
what to do to survive. Thankfully, the powers that be
had decided, after his sentence to give him a try at a
real job and the government stumped up the cash if
anyone would take him on.
At his interview
he came over very well, confident but not as boastful or
full of attitude like other sixteen year-olds that had
applied for jobs in the past. He was personable and his
back story had hit the hearts of the three people in the
human resources department who had interviewed him. He
was in. The job was menial; collecting and distributing
mail, collecting files, organising the lounge and
conference rooms and making sure they were clean, tidy
and had whatever refreshments or stationary were
required. He did his work well and was always cheerful
around the office so was well-liked, so it wasn’t long
before he caught the eye of Mr Wojciechowski.
Kevin had
learned a lot in his young life and, when he thought he
might be laid off like many other members of the staff,
he went and hoped to persuade the boss to keep him on.
Mr W was surprised when young Kevin came to see him, and
even more surprised that he wasn’t aware that the
government paid for him to work, he decided he wouldn’t
share that info with the boy, who, in an effort to
impress his boss, got down on his knees and performed
oral sex on him. Once he came, and it had to be said
he’d got a load of pent up jizz bubbling in his balls,
Mr W told the slobbering youngster that he had a bright
future with the firm and that it was safe in his hands.
The grateful youth promised that anytime Mr W needed
some ‘relief’ he’d be only too pleased to be of service.
~
The huge company
‘audit’ that had just happened and the laying off of
staff had actually been the preliminaries to a possible
take-over bid. Mr Wojciechowski had seen it coming and
knew it was only a matter of time before the hawks would
fly in and take the company whilst it was at its lowest
ebb. However, the owners, the executive directors, would
make quite a tidy sum if the company was swallowed up
some bigger conglomerate so financially they had little
to fear.
Mr Wojciechowski
had decided that it was time to retire and pursue his
real interests so, began to take a back seat in the
running of the company and attended the office only when
needed.
Kevin had been
called upon to perform his services only occasionally
though Mr W would have preferred a more regular
arrangement – for someone so young and sweet he was very
good. Like he had with Charlie he’d thought about trying
to persuade the sexy little mail boy to adopt diapers as
a preferred form of underwear but decided on a different
course of action - though one he hoped would produce the
same result.
However, with
Charlie missing it would be inconceivable that should a
second youth disappear that flags wouldn’t start to
wave.
As Kevin was on
his knees and enjoying slurping on his boss, the man
himself was planting thoughts and ideas into the boy’s
head. With his ability of being able to influence other
people’s mind he convinced the boy, with the promise
that they should set up home together, to make
preparations to leave the company. Kevin loved the
thought of shacking up with a good-looking millionaire,
especially as that millionaire was saying they had a
life together. However, Mr W pointed out that initially,
and because of the obvious age difference, and to
avoid any police suspicions, they needed a plan.
Mr W told Kevin
that he needed to start having rows with his carers at
home, so much so that they would be glad to see the back
of him when he eventually ran off. He needed to sound a
bit disgruntled around the office, complain a bit and
mess up some of the things he needed to do – be late,
belligerent and disrespectful. The boy wasn’t going to
know what the final outcome of all this was going to be
but he played his part to perfection.
After a couple
of weeks of venting his anger and frustration with the
world he had to declare that he couldn’t stand it
anymore, tell them all to go fuck themselves, pack a bag
and as much money as could muster and storm out. Mr W
would arrange to pick him up at a secret location and
then they could start their new life together.
Kevin loved the
plan and within two weeks he’d done what he had to do;
angered enough people, threw aggressive fits and
generally disrupted what had become a pleasant life. On
that final day and only three hours after storming out
of the house (and a performance that any actor would
have been proud of), he was standing under a tree in the
deserted countryside excitedly waiting for his ride from
the rich man who wanted to look after him. He was so
excited at the prospect he was standing with a stiff
dick in his jeans.
***
Part 7
‘Evergreen’
was a fantastic new house built from an original plan by
Bronislav’s father and adapted by the man himself. The
main change to the original design was a secret room
with a hidden entrance, this became the nursery.
A sliding panel
in the master bedroom gave access and there was another
concealed exit that led to an ante-room, which in turn
led out to the enclosed rear garden but the nursery
itself was a work of art and could be shut off entirely
to the outside world if necessary.
It was a large
area, which even with a crib, sofa, TV, changing
station, closets, draws and the paraphernalia of
childhood, still had plenty of space to play. The high
up windows that let in light were just for show. They,
like everything else in the room, were controlled by an
advanced electronic system that could change the entire
environment. Day could become night at the push of a
button, whilst the sound that was available, and
accessible everywhere in the house could, with effects
added, give the impression of a bird singing dawn chorus
to a violent storm raging outside. It was this constant
music, complemented by the inaudible streaming of
suitable sound waves and subliminal words, that helped
keep Charlie happy in his little toddler environment.
The relaxing ambient music incorporated into the
sophisticated lighting made it easy to fool him into
time for sleep, time to wake up and even time to fill
his diaper.
~
Since he’d
arrived at ‘Evergreen’ Charlie spent almost all his time
in the nursery only occasionally been allowed out to
play in the large enclosed garden. Normally his cute
brightly covered diapered bottom could be found crawling
around the room, playing with his toys and action
figures, creating all manner of wonderful buildings or
lying on his stomach concentrating on colouring in a
book. If he wasn’t sucking on a paci at these times his
tongue would be lolling out the side of his mouth as the
little fellow focused all his effort on what he was
doing. He’d proudly show his Dada what he’d accomplished
and giggle and wriggle in pleasure as the compliments
were heaped on his clever achievements. Mentally there
was no longer even a hint of his teenage past as he’d
regressed completely to a reliant little three year-old
who loved his Dada. He was one happy and contented
little boy.
Whilst he slept
the hidden commands would seep into his subconscious
reinforcing his position as an unencumbered child. His
Dada had told him that he wasn’t allowed to get out of
his crib unaided so he’d lie and wait watching the
hypnotic mobile, hugging his stuffed animal and sucking
on his paci until the side bars were lowered and he’d be
helped to get up. Usually his diaper was full and this
led to his morning routine of clean up; sometimes he
would be thoroughly wet-wiped, other times bathed in a
fun bubble bath. The ritual of creams, powder and
diapers having both participants chuckling with delight
before the final decision was made if Charlie was to be
just in protection all day, or in one of his cute
outfits. His Dada really did love dressing his boy up
and loved to see the bulky protection filling out his
onesie, shorts or coverall.
~
Occasionally
Charlie would wake up dry but a little sticky. These dry
nights were when, once he’d fallen asleep, his Dada
would pick him up and carry him to his own room to sleep
there. His Dada loved the feel of his well diapered
little boy lying next to him. The thickness of the
padding, the slipperiness of the plastic pants,
everything about the situation sent an erotic charge
through him. He’d rub himself up against the warm dozing
body, thrilled by the intoxicating pleasure such an
action produced. Charlie, oblivious to what was
happening, would be enjoyed as might an inflatable doll.
When his Dada had peaked and the hugging and kissing
stopped, he’d be gently carried back to the crib as if
nothing had happened. In the morning, when Charlie
awoke, he’d be none the wiser and just took it for
granted that his diaper was messy and that he’d made it
so.
For all
Bronislav’s confidence, brilliance and money, he didn’t
actually like the idea that his little toys should know
about his ‘other’ side. It was the one area that he
hadn’t quite come to terms with and one that in some
ways pained him greatly. So, although he loved having
his little diapered toys around, he felt guilty, so
rarely indulged in his ‘secret’ desire. He got so much
pleasure from the rest of the enterprise; the actual
regression, the control, the clothes, the diapers, the
play, the sweetness of someone so loving and dependent
on him, which was mainly all he needed. But above all,
the thing that drove him to continue was his absolute
obsession for diapers and plastic pants on a giggling
(though sometimes not so giggling) emasculated youth. It
was that power, the same power he’d discovered with his
brother, to de-sex a horny teenager, reduce him to an
infant and plaything that satisfied him the most.
~
Mr W spent less
and less time at the office now he had responsibility
for Charlie. He could operate well from his laptop at
home and Miss Thorpe dealt with the main day to day
running of his part of the company. He’d attend the
office for any major meetings or call in for an hour or
two but only if he had Charlie napping at the time. The
take-over was the talk of the industry but in the
negotiations the company was sold for a far higher price
than had been expected… again Mr W’s smooth talking and
clever manipulation of any situation was the reason.
Nobody lost their job, well initially, and the directors
found themselves very rich men indeed. The two other
bosses joined the board of the new company, whilst Mr W
decided to take a back seat and became only interested
in his shareholdings. Despite requests and offers for
him to join other firms as CEO or some other high
position, he told his friends that his home and his
family back in Poland were now his main concern and
intended moving away from the business and concentrating
on other projects.
~
In all the
change and disruption the fact Kevin had run off was of
little concern to the company. After an initial enquiry
by the boy’s carers they simply thought he’d reverted to
type, and dismissed his departure as just trying to make
life difficult for everybody else. Even though he was
only sixteen, no one was really all that bothered about
tracking him down and, as there were other, and some
argued ‘more deserving’ kids who needed time and
patience from the scant resources available, his
departure was quickly forgotten. He became
just another runaway kid and was added to the list of
all the other kids who’d gone missing over the years.
~
Kevin hadn’t had
to wait in the countryside for long. A white van drove
up and offered him a lift, which at first he refused. It
was only on a second and more thorough inspection he
realised it was Mr W in disguise.
“Hi buddy,” Mr W
spoke as he wound down the window, “wanna go for a
ride?”
Kevin had been
hoping (and expecting) that his escape to freedom would
be in some high performance sports car, he was a little
taken aback by Mr W’s choice of transport.
However, once he realised who it was offering him
the lift, he smiled and climbed in.
“Sorry about the
subterfuge but we need to be careful to begin with,” he
smiled as his young passenger sat next to him.
“S’OK, I was,
er, expecting… you know, er… something…” Kevin shrugged
with disappointment.
Mr W leaned in
and gave him a peck on the cheek, which Kevin responded
to immediately. There was a touch of longing and relief
as he returned the kiss but he lingered and his
excitement grew. He pawed at the front of Mr W’s pants
and suggested that they find somewhere a bit more
private to enjoy each other. Kevin was one hot little
lad who needed his sexual fix and it was only fair that,
with him in such a state, he be allowed to satiate that
lust.
~
In an empty car
park overlooking a very picturesque spot the white van
rocked with their pleasure, each desperate for more of
the other. It was the first time in ages that Mr W had
let himself go to such a degree and he wondered if he
was perhaps making a mistake in reducing Kevin to a
child. However, once they finally came down from their
sexual high, the proffered bottle of juice that Kevin
gratefully drank was the start of his induction into
toddlerhood.
~
As his boss, his
ex-boss, drove home, thanks to the drugged drink, Kevin
got sleepier and sleepier and before too long was out
cold. Mr W hoped that he wasn’t going to regret what he
was about to do and had until he got the boy back to
‘Evergreen’ to decide exactly what he wanted from him.
There was no doubt about it, the young lad had a great
deal about him; he was street wise, had talent, was
unafraid, dealt with things with ease, was phenomenal
when it came to sex and would make a wonderful partner
but, Mr W already had plans. A moment for Kevin’s
reprieve almost made it to the surface but instead the
image of Bronislav’s younger brother reappeared and his
fate was sealed.
For some time
now Bronislav had been preoccupied by the words of his
mother about un-potty trained toddlers wearing smocks so
that their diapers were easier to get to when they
needed a change. He’d had a brief flirtation with the
look when he’s sent Brent to his new parents but it was
now firmly at the forefront of his mind – he wanted a
toy like that and Kevin would be that incontinent baby
boy. He would wear a little smock and his diaper would
always be on show especially when it hung heavily down
when wet. Bronislav was consumed by that single image
and thought the entire look would be cute, babyish and
perhaps slightly embarrassing for Kevin but, as he’d
have no choice, that’s how he’d be treated.
~
Back at
‘Evergreen’ Kevin was comatose and being given the same
type of bath that Charlie had been given on his first
day. His hair was cut short, like the new Army recruits
in movies, and all his body hair (and for a sixteen
year-old he was quite hairy) was also dissolved from his
body as the depilatory cream took effect. Once he was
completely smooth and his body was like that of a new
born baby, he was swaddled in a thick, well-padded
disposable and see thru plastic pants. Mr W couldn’t get
over just how wonderful Kevin looked and thought he and
Charlie together would make the most perfect pair. For
the moment though, the two would be kept separate, he
had a few things he needed to do with Kevin before he
let him into the nursery.
Because of the
ease in which Charlie had been regressed, Bronislav
hoped that it would be equally stress-free for Kevin to
quickly slip under his influence. However, he needed to
make sure that any battle against what he was attempting
should be minimal. More drugs were utilized while the
music and reinforcement soundwaves were set to rapidly
infiltrate his brain.
As it was
getting late he carried him to his own bed and knowing
he’d be out for the count for some time, took the
opportunity to use his adorable, hair-free body again
and again. Those thick, slippery plastic pants sending
ripples of pleasure through the older man’s body as he
rode that sexy slick bulge front and back.
~
“Good morning
sweetheart,” Mr W greeted a rather groggy Kevin as he
finally came round.
“Mmm, nnnwww,
er…” Kevin tried to orientate himself as he wiped his
eyes and found that he was in a very comfortable bed.
“You must have
been very tired you’ve slept for quite some time but I’m
glad to see you’re awake now.” Mr W beamed at his
confused guest.
“Er, how did I
get h… er… how did I get here?” The boy stammered.
Mr W was pleased
that there was some confusion in the boy’s mind - it
meant part of his work had already begun.
“Don’t you
remember,” he smiled at the boy, “you said you wanted to
come and live here?”
A look of
uncertainty crossed Kevin’s brow as he realised he was
naked.
“Er did we, erm,
did we have…” he was mumbling, “ermmmm… where’s my
clothes?”
Mr W smiled.
“Well, first you fell asleep on me as I was driving you
here…”
The older man
looked tenderly at his guest.
“… and
unfortunately, you had a bit of an accident in your
pants.”
~
Kevin reached
under the sheet and for the first time became aware he
was wearing protection as his plastic pants rustled with
the sudden movement. He threw back the sheet and
examined himself more closely before screwing up his
nose in disgust.
He looked
mystified and then accusingly at Mr W.
“Why am I
wearing a diaper… and… and … plastic pants,” he mewled
like a little kid.
Mr W looked at
him and shrugged as if he’d got it all wrong.
“Well that’s not
what you said when I got you out of your messy stuff.”
Mr W thought
he’d push things a bit and see what reaction he got.
“After you’d had
a bath and used loads of the creams and stuff… some of
which you shouldn’t have used by the way… you asked me
to cut your hair, which I did…”
Kevin quickly
ran his hand through what was left of his fine locks and
shook his head in disbelief.
He looked
pained. “Why would I do that?”
The boy was now
even more confused and wondering just what else he’d
done that he couldn’t remember. He screwed up his eyes
in concentration desperate for something, anything to
come back to him.
“You said you
wanted to make a complete new start.”
Mr W shrugged as
if he didn’t know what all the fuss was about.
“I was sorry you
wanted to lose your hair but you were adamant and I
thought it would make you happy. In fact you were even
pleased that some of the creams you used made you lose
your body hair.”
This was making
only part sense to Kevin who was more muddled than ever
that he couldn’t remember anything. However, here he
was, lying in Mr Wojciechowski bed, all but naked and
scratching his head trying to piece it all together.
“Did we… er…
fuck?”
“Earlier, yes
but not last night.”
Mr W shook his
head. “I don’t quite know why you aren’t remembering all
the things we’d planned together. We are making a new
life for us both… don’t you remember?”
Kevin tried but
remembered nothing except, well even that stray thought
suddenly disappeared and he was trying to take in what
this man, was it MrWojciech… Mr Wojciechowski, his boss?
He knew that something had been arranged but couldn’t
fathom out just what but he could hear the man speaking.
“ …and after
your bath you were annoyed at messing your pants and
said you must be a baby if you did things like that.”
Mr W looked to
see what his reaction was going to be.
“However, you
complained that your stomach felt all ‘bubbly’ and was
scared you might do something similar again… so I went
out and bought a few things you suggested I should get
and you seemed happier once I’d… er” he pointed to his
slick diapered crotch, “made you more comfortable.”
Kevin was
shaking his head. “That’s not likely.”
“Well I’m sorry
Kevin but…” At that moment the music and soundwaves
changed to a different frequency and the boy gripped his
stomach as if he was in tremendous pain.
“What’s wrong
sweetie… have you just remembered something? Is it all
coming back to you?”
There was a
sudden noise as Kevin let rip, which was instantly
followed by him shitting in his diaper.
“Ohhh Godddd
noooo…”
Kevin couldn’t
stop the stream of effluent flowing from his body and
that he was now sitting in. The stink reached Mr W who
slightly recoiled.
“God heaven’s
Kevin, you were so right about taking precautions.
Thanks, you saved our bed from becoming a toilet…”
Kevin looked up
from his soiled diaper and tears were forming in his
eyes.
“I’m so sorry…
I’m…” He unsuccessfully fought back his tears.
“Hey, don’t
worry little fella,” Mr W. reached out and hugged him
trying to console his messy boy. “It was an accident…
so… there, there… don’t worry about it… little boys like
you are always having accidents… we’ll get you all
cleaned up and we can go out and…”
Kevin shot him a
tearful look as if to say that going out was the last
thing on his mind. He’d missed the reference to him
being a little boy.
“Well, we don’t
have to go out but let’s get you cleaned up and into
something… well… cleaned up at least.”
~
He left unsaid
what it was he was going to put him in. As it was Kevin
seemed relieved when, after his shower and he’d dried
himself off that Mr W was waiting for him with another
clean disposable and some thick pads.
“I know you
don’t want this but….” he searched Kevin’s face for any
argument, “until we know what’s wrong with your stomach
perhaps, for the moment at least, these might be better
for you… make you feel safer?”
Kevin’s face
screwed into an unhappy grimace, He was obviously
thinking about options but seemed resigned that it may
well be for the best.
Mr W tried to
make light of it by not making it an issue, he just got
on with the job in hand. The thick bulky pads added to
the size of the latest diaper but at least it was
relieving Kevin of the huge responsibility of not being
in control of his own body… and the fact that he had
shit himself like a little kid. However, on the plus
side he reasoned, there was no one else to see him so
reluctantly let this helpful man, his boss, Mr W… well
whoever it was, tape the entire mass into place. He
really didn’t want the plastic pants as well but Mr W
told him that as it made the entire thing leak-proof it
would be sensible to wear them. The squabble that Mr W
was anticipating didn’t materialise and because of that,
reasoned, he’d successfully completed the first part of
his plan – to get Kevin in to diapers and be accepting
of them.
~
Meanwhile, not
fifteen feet away, Charlie was tottering around the
nursery with his dinosaurs that were battling
intergalactic aliens. It had been a game that occupied
him often and whose side he took was reinforced what he
wore. It could be the cute little
navy blue onesie that had a space rocket zooming up to
the moon on the front and the plastic pants covered in
planets or the matching set of dinosaur coveralls and
diapers. He never tired of the game as he waddled from
‘planet’ to ‘planet’ (closet to draws to chair to crib)
he’d created in his head. Charlie could keep himself
amused for hours only needing his Dada to come and
change him occasionally. However, he liked it tons
better when his Dada played with him and they rolled
around hugging and squealing with joy.
~
Mr W left Kevin
to watch TV as he secretly went to off attend to
Charlie. He made the excuse that he had to go and
collect something and hoped he’d be okay on his own.
Kevin was relieved that there’d be no one around to see
him wearing his thick protection so was rather glad he
was to be left for a while. Mr W had told him to help
himself to food and anything else he wanted but Kevin
just settled in front of the huge TV with its hundreds
of channels and said he thought he’d be fine. Meanwhile,
the audio pumped out its secret sounds and messages and
before too long Kevin had fallen asleep with his thumb
firmly planted between his lips and his diaper soaked.
Something was
wrong. Kevin could clearly see he was back in ‘juvy’ and
everyone was laughing at him, including the warders. He
couldn’t work out why his appearance should cause such
laughter, it never had done before but he couldn’t work
out what the problem was. Even the few friends he’d made
while there chuckled as he went past but no one spoke to
him… they smiled with contempt and ridiculed him but he
just couldn’t make out what they were shouting.
Eventually, one of the grown-ups pulled him to one side
and told him not to worry because he’d change him.
Thinking that he was going to be hurt he tried to fight
the man but was instantly overpowered and held down on a
soft mat, where his soaked thick diaper was removed in
front of all the other inmates.
It came as a
shock as he hadn’t known he’d been wearing a diaper but
the warder just pulled his protection down, wiped him
clean, sprinkled powder and re-diapered him as if it was
an everyday occurrence. Once he was all cleaned up the
man patted his padded bottom, handed him a teddy bear
and told him to go back to playing with his toys while
the others went about their chores. There he was, in the
middle of the main hall, playing with a host of dolls
and other toys, whilst all around him his fellow juvy
attendees were mopping the floor, cleaning windows,
sweeping or collecting rubbish, it seemed perfectly
normal now that he should be playing games.
Another
warder came over and patted his plastic bottom and
offered him a pacifier, which he immediately pushed
between his lips and sucked on furiously as if it was
the most important thing in the world. Juvy turned into
an enormous playpen but there was only him sitting in
the middle, sucking on his paci, snuggling his teddy and
wondering where everyone else had gone. He started to
cry at being alone and he could feel himself messing his
diaper and feeling strange…
~
Mr W was shaking
him awake. He’d already noticed that Kevin’s diaper
looked saturated and had expanded to fill out his
protecting plastic pants. He heard the little whimper
from the boy as he gently shook his shoulder and knew
that he was filling it even as he tried to wake up.
“Kevin, Kevin…
wake up… c’mon Kevin,” Mr W said in a sort of sing-song
babyish voice. “You are a little sleepy head perhaps we
should…”
He already knew
what had happened but theatrically put his hand on the
front of the boys bulging protection.
“Mmmm, I think
somebody has had another accident.”
Kevin was still
sobbing from his dream and hadn’t yet got his thoughts
together but Mr W pulled him to his feet and gently
guided him into the bathroom where he’d prepared the
next stage of Kevin’s regression. It wasn’t far but on
the journey to the bathroom Kevin held tightly to Mr W’s
hand as he nervously shuffled along. He had no idea why
he should have such a huge messy diaper but it also
didn’t worry him, he was being looked after by a
grown-up.
Yes, although he
wasn’t too sure who this man was he was being very nice
and spoke soothing words, he’d also said he was going to
clean him up, so that was nice of him.
“C’mon Kevin, be
good for Daddy.”
The man spoke
softly and he gently manoeuvred him onto a soft,
foam-filled plastic mat.
“Let’s get this
thing off you,” he said as he pulled down his plastic
pants and untaped his diaper.
There was a look
of confusion on Kevin’s face but his Daddy kept smiling
and telling him what a good baby boy he was, so it must
be alright… although he wasn’t sure. He got a bit
fidgety and tried to wriggle free from this man, his
Daddy, but he just gently held him down as he applied
some wet wipes to his groin. That tickled and he started
to giggle as more cool wet-wipes were used.
“Who’s a good
little baby? Yes, Kevin is a good little baby, yes he
is…”
The baby talk
and reinforcement carried on for some time as Mr W
slowly cleaned him up, tickled his tummy, ‘this little
piggy-ed’ his toes and did all the things that any proud
parent would do for their little baby boy.
Kevin looked up
at him as if trying to sort out what was going on.
Sucking on his thumb it didn’t seem right but the man
was nice, his Daddy was a nice man. The youngster wanted
to play but instead his Daddy removed his thumb from his
mouth and slipped in a pacifier which tasted really
good. He sucked and found that there was some nice sweet
syrupy substance that he enjoyed so wasn’t aware that
his Daddy put him back into an even thicker diaper and
thick pink rubber pants that were locked into place. A
little pale blue smock was fed over his head which
reached to his waist but his bulging protection hung low
and obvious for anyone to see. However, it didn’t bother
Kevin, in fact he wasn’t aware of what he was wearing it
was just clothes his Daddy had dressed him in.
~
Kevin had become
the very thing Bronislav wanted and had completely
regressed in record time. He’d been far easier to subdue
than Charlie and Mr W beamed in pleasure as his two
little toys now lay in the crib together.
He was proud of his achievements whilst his two
little boys wearing their thick diapers slept peacefully
and without a care in the world - Kevin hugging his new
baby brother and Charlie hugging his giraffe. Their Dada
was overjoyed to see the transformation but it hadn’t
been as easy as he had hoped to get the two boys to take
to each other.
***
Part 8
With the ease
in which Kevin was regressed Bronislav thought he’d have
no trouble orientating him into nursery life. He had
spent a great deal of time working on the boy’s psyche
whilst he was sedated with drugs but even so, expected
him to put up more of a fight than he had. Still, he was
grateful everything had passed off so well and he’d
already started to tell both Charlie and Kevin (Baby
Kevvy as he was now called) that each would have a new
brother, a new playmate, very soon.
Bronislav
watched as Baby Kevvy came to terms with his ultra-thick
diaper and solid rubber pants. There was something
instantly appealing as the packed shiny protection
glistened below the smock as he waddled or crawled
around getting used to his new position in life… a naive
two year-old. He’d reset the relaxing music,
reinforcement soundwaves and the subliminal messages
throughout the house so that both boys would be
bombarded with the same message. However, the nursery
was better equipped for kids than the rest of
‘Evergreen’ so he thought he’d introduce his sweet
little ‘toys’ to each other as soon as possible.
~
Kevvy was a
little powerhouse. He seemed unable to sit still and
poked his nose (hands, fingers) into everything to see
what it was or did. His voluminous diaper seemed no
hindrance to his mission as he set off to explore this
new world. At first Bronislav was pleased with his
little dynamo but he needed constant supervision as the
house was beginning to look like a playground. Despite
the fact that the regressive programme also destroyed
his teenage strength and made him feeble in comparison,
the little tyke disrupted plants, drew on the walls,
left a trail of mess and on one occasion emptied the
fridge. Charlie had never done any of this, he was
always so loving and compliant and, well, he was
expecting the same from his new toy. So, to speed things
up, Bronislav brought forward the meeting and slid the
secret partition aside so that Kevvy caught sight of the
nursery for the first time.
His eyes lit up
in wonder at all the colourful characters and when he
saw Charlie laid on his stomach, dressed in a pale blue
onesie with a giraffe on its front and playing with a
huge dinosaur, he headed straight over. The new toddler
stormed straight in and grabbed the toy animal much to
the surprise of Charlie who looked up stunned, his
bottom lip quivered before he let out a cry. Their Dada
quickly caught up with Kevvy and grabbed his hand and
tried to explain that it wasn’t nice to take things off
his older brother.
“’smine.” Was
the only word Kevvy uttered.
“No,” Dada tried
to reason with his two year-old, “Charlie was playing
with it first so give it back.”
“’smine.” Kevvy
held it close to his chest as Charlie continued to wail
at the injustice of it all.
“No, it’s
Charlie’s,” Dada pulled it from his grasp, “you don’t
take things like that… there are plenty of other toys
for you to…”
“’smine,” Kevvy
grabbed it back from his Dada, wriggled free of his hand
and scuttled to a corner of the room where there were
many more toys.
With the
introduction in tatters Dada comforted Charlie and soon
got him happily playing with another toy. He tried to
get the two boys to play together but they stayed at
opposite ends of the room and involved themselves in
their own imaginative games. Bronislav suddenly realised
he was going to have to split his time between the two
but hoped that eventually they would play together.
~
For the next
couple of days his two Executive toys ran him ragged and
Bronislav was worn out by the time he put them both to
bed. Charlie was still left in the nursery crib but once
Kevvy was dozing he was picked up and transferred back
to his Dada’s bed. Not for any sex, no Bronislav was far
too tired for anything like that, but so that they
wouldn’t fight like they had done on the first occasion
he put them in the crib together.
He hadn’t
planned a second crib as he aimed that the boys would
calm down, accept the situation and be happy together
sharing everything; and that included the sleeping
arrangements. However, it was a bit more cramped in the
crib than he’d anticipated and, should either of them
grow much more, it would be an unhealthy fit. He decided
he needed one that would be adequate for two grown-ups
and would last… so called the friend who had made the
original crib with his instructions.
One thing did
become clearer and that was, despite Kevvy been
regressed to a two year-old, he was by far the more
dominant. Soft, sweet and loving
three year-old Charlie was often left crying or sulking
because Kevvy had come along and taken something he was
enjoying. In the end, and after both had been naughty by
throwing huge chunks of Lego at one and other, the tears
and the general upheaval were only brought to an end
when Dada punished both boys. He took down their
protection, put them over his knee and gave them both a
sound spanking. Afterwards, Charlie’s red little butt
glowed as he stood in the corner sobbing his eyes out
and not understanding why his Dada had been so cruel.
Meanwhile, a feisty Kevvy only succumbed to tears after
his spanking lasted longer and his Dada was insistent
that he understood to obey him immediately.
Kevvy stood at
the side of Charlie facing the wall each with equally
fiercely red bottoms. Both were sobbing and not
understanding why their Dada had spanked them but now
realised that Dada would hurt them if they didn’t
behave. Under the threat of another spanking if they
didn’t do as they were told he insisted that they should
hold hands while they had corner time. Reluctantly their
hands wavered and although Kevvy was about two inches
shorter than Charlie, it was him who took the lead.
Charlie may have tried to withhold his hand but a stern
“Charlie” from his Dada scared him into complying.
~
Two glowing red
bottoms holding hands made their Dada wonder what else
he could do to make them friendlier towards each other.
He was disappointed that he’d had to resort to such
discipline but now he had, and seen how effective such
correction was, he kept that in his arsenal of threats
if needed in future. Meanwhile, he wondered if he
dressed them the same if that might help so, after he’d
left them standing in the corner for half an hour and
was sure the sobbing had stopped (although they still
held hands) it was time to re-diaper and feed them.
Whilst both were
able to feed themselves, there were certain actions
reinforcing their toddler status that Bronislav just
loved to watch. One of these was to give them both a
warm baby bottle of formula, which they sucked on as he
got them dressed. Like slipping the paci in their mouths
it both silenced any noise, looked really childish,
whilst they appeared to derive so much pleasure from
sucking on the teat.
First it was
Charlie who seemed over his punishment and was enjoying
his bottle and Dada’s loving hands as they smoothed in
creams, oils and powder before slipping him into a
well-padded terry nappy, which he pinned into place with
his favourite kitten pins. He then slipped a pair of
glossy pink rubber panties up his hair-free legs, which
held everything tightly in place. Once he’d finished he
moved over to Kevvy who, though enjoying his sweet
formula, had watched the entire proceedings with a
suspicious eye.
It appeared that
Kevvy was far less forgiving and was still smarting over
his very sore bottom but Bronislav applied the same
creams and powder as lovingly as he had to Charlie and
tried extra hard in making his little fellow smile. A
bout of tickling and baby talk, compliments and hugs
soon had Kevvy giggling as he was put into a similar
thick terry nappy (also held together with kitten pins)
and shiny rubber pants just like his ‘brother’. He
helped them both down from the changing station and let
them play together. He gave them full warning that if
they didn’t behave they would be punished again and put
in the playpen for the rest of the day. They bowed their
heads trying to hide away from their Dada’s threat as
both boys wanted to avoid a further spanking.
~
The impenetrable
rubber panties looked terrific on the boys and made a
childish statement all of their own. Thankfully, because
of the threat they began to play together whilst Dada
went to the closet to find two matching outfits. His
first thought was to put them both into smocks; it would
be easier and less trouble later in the day when they
would inevitably have messed themselves. However, he’d
recently had a couple of denim short coveralls made
which were intended just for Charlie but thought he’d
see what they both looked like in them.
Even though they
had buttons for easy access he decided to tell the boys
that, as they were getting to be ‘big boys’, they could
wear ‘big boy’ clothes. He helped Kevvy into his first,
slipping his legs into the shorts, pulling on a pale
blue t-shirt with animals all over it and then fastening
the bib front into place with the metal clips. There was
a cartoon hedgehog on the front panel and Kevvy seemed
really pleased with it all. His Dada helped him into
socks and sandals and, with a paci pinned to his bib, he
was ready. Not really used to wearing such an outfit he
flopped down onto the carpet but his padded seat
prevented his sore bottom from further pain. He looked
remarkably cute, however, not being sure of his balance
he quickly crawled to where the toys were. His rubber
protection could easily be seen up the loose legs of his
short pants but soon busied himself in the game he and
Charlie had been playing earlier before their argument –
it was making a farm… with dinosaurs as well as cattle.
Charlie was
called over and he toddled joyfully over to his Dada
with a huge smile on his face as he hugged and shyly
kissed him. His denim coverall was exactly the same
except he had a cartoon squirrel on the front panel. He,
like Kevvy, had a t-shirt covered in animals and also
wore similar socks and sandals. As Dada pinned his paci
to the front of his coverall he made wide goo-goo eyes
and nervously giggled before slipping it between his
lips.
Bronislav opened
up the second secret wall and the boys were amazed to
see the garden in full sunlight with new toys scattered
around for them to play with. Surprisingly, to begin
with they held each-others hand as uncertainly they
ventured into this wide open space. There Dada thought
this was a good thing as they were both getting
encouragement from the other to be brave. Soon both were
excitedly ‘running’ from one thing to another not quite
sure which to play with first but unbelievably happy
they were outside and there were so many extra things to
do; a sandpit, swings, a rocking horse, a see-saw… there
was even a huge pile of cardboard boxes left… it was all
very exciting.
~
For the first
time Bronislav could relax for a moment as his two
charges squealed with delight and urged each other have
a go on their piece of apparatus. It was just a couple
of minutes before they scurried over to the next thing
that held their interest, and then the next… but despite
this they were playing together and getting on fine.
Bronislav watched as the two waddled and shouted their
appreciation for a piece of equipment, where one of them
would instigate a game, later bringing out other toys to
join in the fun. The garden was full of toys from the
nursery as well as all the new items… it seemed the boys
wanted all their ‘friends’ to share in the fun. The
cardboard boxes were also well used as they suddenly
became a hideout and a castle, which they both claimed
as their own but this time, without resorting to a
grumpy battle.
For hours their
Dada watched and encouraged the boys to express
themselves. He patted their well-padded bottoms when
they came to ask him something, secretly checking that
they were still dry, and giving each a quick hug before
letting them get back to their business. The thick
protection did nothing to inhibit the boys and to
Bronislav they looked most appealing as they clambered
guiltlessly around the garden.
The boys only
slowed down when they had lunch in the garden but even
then, they were quick to eat everything up (Dada had
insisted) drink their juice from the sippy cup but were
far too excited to nap. Bronislav was going to insist
but, after checking their slightly damp diapers, decided
that he’d let them wear themselves out and hopefully be
ready for an early night when it was time.
He’d bought the
boys matching nursery print plastic pants which they
wore for bed, together with their nursery print onesies.
They both looked adorable and it was plain to see, as
they snuggled down, it was Kevin who dominated in the
crib as well. He’d clasp Charlie in his arms and
Charlie, never happier than when he was being cuddled,
would gladly let him wrap his arms around him as they
slept. Both looked cute sucking on their pacis whilst an
assortment of stuffed animals surrounding them as they
drifted off into some childish dreamland. There seemed
no doubt that Kevin was now the older brother and
Charlie appeared not to worry about that as a snuggled
back into his brother’s embrace.
~
Over the next
few weeks Bronislav began to realise more and more just
what he’d set up for himself. Whereas Charlie was quiet,
loving and able to amuse himself in play, Kevin was full
of adventure, mischief and energy. Being encased in an
ultra-thick diaper didn’t hinder him in any of the
things he did. Charlie was more than happy to huddle up
to Dada and watch cartoons but for Kevin, he would do
that for a few minutes before wriggling free and finding
some other thing to occupy his time.
Bronislav had
wanted two little toy boys to regress and make his own
but now he had, he saw there were problems in the not
too distant future, not least, the fact that Kevin was
growing. Having two adult sized babies wasn’t the dream
he’d expected and only now was he beginning to think of
finding an alternative. He’d had the fun in regressing
and controlling these two teenagers but now, the
responsibility for looking after them for any length of
time was daunting. Could he turn the regression off?
He’d never tried and in truth, he’d never thought that
far in advance. Could he even progress the boys back to
how they were, restoring their minds, memories,
feelings? He had no idea. One thing was for certain,
although he was thoroughly enjoying watching his boys
living in a toddler existence, he had to do something
soon otherwise this whole project would blow up in his
face.
~
All the books on
hypnotism, psychology, drugs, soundwaves, and verbal
enforcement were of no help now he wanted to try and
reverse some of what he’d done. The idea that he’d be an
old man and still have middle-aged toddlers running
around, needing their diapers changed, didn’t appeal to
him in the least.
He also realised
that life in the nursery and garden was no life for the
boys they needed to experience other things, have
friends, be out in the countryside, visit the beach and
he saw the difficulties in doing that. He might be able
to get away with one toddler but he thought that two
might rouse suspicion. Also, as Kevin was proving, even
a youth-sized toddler was pretty tiring to control. No,
he needed to find an alternative and he needed to find
it soon.
***
Part 9
A call home
to his mother in Poland had only confirmed what he
already suspected, Amadei was still in diapers. His
mother told him that his brother seemed happy enough but
since his ‘breakdown’ had never really got his potty
training back. She added brightly that although at times
it seemed a burden, she at least had a son who loved
her, even if he only had the mental age of a small
child.
As he spoke to
her, for the first time Bronislav felt a shiver of guilt
run down his spine. This was something he’d done and
even without his influence, his younger brother was
unable to grow up or even learn to use the toilet. No
doubt the diaper manufacturers were grateful to him for
the increase in sales and, as he looked at the piles and
piles of disposables and other stuff mounting high in
the nursery, he wondered for how much longer he could…
or should continue.
*
Of course
Charlie was as pleasurable as ever. There was no denying
the fact that the adorable baby teenager was an absolute
darling to have around. He enjoyed everything, had the
sweetest nature, loved his Dada and looked brilliant in
whatever he was dressed in. Kevvy was a different
matter. He was aggressive, tightly wound, demanding,
destructive, a total nightmare to feed and dress. Unless
he was fastened into something he couldn’t undo, he
would often strip off and run around naked, frequently
peeing and shitting where he played. Spanking only
worked for a short time so lockable plastic pants were
the only solution to keep him in clothes and the nursery
from becoming one giant toilet.
Lockable rubber
pants were just one of the items he was now kept in; a
lockable romper suit, lockable onesies and lockable
coverall were all added to his wardrobe. Once he was in
he was fine but he fought his Daddy at almost every
turn, which became very tiresome. His teenage bottom
often glowed from the chastisement his Daddy had to mete
out to get him to settle down or comply to his wishes.
The only time he looked as cute as he had in those first
couple of weeks was when he was asleep and cuddling his
brother in their big new crib. His huge babyfying
plastic pants rustling noisily as he ground
ineffectually up against Charlie’s equally thick and
slippery protection.
*
Despite Kevin
being something of a nightmare there were times when he
was still a little kid desperate for his Daddy’s love
and protection. On a recent visit to a secluded beach
both toddlers had loved being at the seaside and were
excited to run around in the fresh sunny air in their
tight shiny colourful plastic pants, which covered a
thinner than normal disposable. They built sandcastles
and splashed at the water’s edge. After they’d enjoyed a
mushy but fun picnic, sucked juice from their bottles
and generally behaved like the three year-olds they
were, they eventually lay in the sun on their favourite
blankies.
Later, as
Charlie built a huge building out of sand with arches
and roads for his toy cars, Kevvy ran off to explore
some rock pools further along the beach. He hadn’t
waited for his Daddy to go with him and, as such,
clambered over the rocks without supervision. As he’d
been warned might happen if he ran off, he slipped on
some seaweed and grazed his legs as he fell over the
hard and jagged boulders. Despite being a toughie he
cried because he was hurt and bleeding. Daddy, alarmed
by the sudden cry from his boy, found him sobbing
pathetically and clutching his slightly blood-streaked
leg.
“Doggie scared
me,” his weeping toddler cried and gulped for air as
another huge bawl of emotional distress escaped his
body.
A look around
didn’t immediately identify the snarling, biting culprit
but a small Jack Russell suddenly appeared from behind a
rock, yelping playfully and wagging its tail with a bit
of seaweed stuck in its mouth.
It looked funny
but the expression of fear on Kevvy’s face and the
screech of absolute terror that he somehow emitted was
no joking matter. He curled himself into a ball and
shook not able to look the dog in the eye and appeared
desperate for his Daddy to take action.
Far off a
woman’s voice called “Here Benny” and the small dog’s
ears pricked up and on the second call, appeared to get
its bearings and ran off to its mistress. At the same
time Bronislav realised he had a moment so, at the same
time the dog turned and scampered off, he shouted after
it.
“Don’t you scare
my little boy like that again you naughty hound. Kevvy’s
a good boy and you must never scare him again.”
He hugged the
boy, who sulked and blubbered in his Daddy’s embrace
“There, there,
you’re safe now. Daddy’s taken care of that naughty
dog.”
*
He shooed the
retreating animal before bending down and picking up the
terrified toddler, carrying him back to their private
picnic area and setting him down on the blanket. Charlie
had no idea what had just happened but as always was
empathetic to his brother’s distress and tried to soothe
him with kind baby-talk.
Kevvy’s crying
got to quite a hysterical pitch as Daddy cleaned up his
scraped leg, applied ointment and a bandage. The little
fellow whimpered and continued to shake from his
intimidating encounter. He looked completely beaten.
Bronislav had never seen him so needy and was surprised
that a small dog had sent him into such an alarming
state. It looked like for the first time since he’d been
regressed that Kevvy required Daddy’s protection and was
thankful for it. His strong Daddy had banished the
frightening animal and carried him to safety; he was
very, very grateful.
Kevvy’s
disposable was soaked and Daddy was sure it was from
peeing as well as the pool of sea water he’d fallen in,
so, on a blanket on the beach, in the summer air, he
wiped, powdered and slipped him into a fresh but thicker
disposable. The huge sobs had been replaced by small
whiney gulps of self-pity. His eyes were glassy and
puffy with so many tears and he was now so dependent on
Daddy he was like putty in his hands.
*
The scare had
activated something in Kevvy’s mind that made him
completely docile. There was no fight left in the boy
just total acquiescence. So, seizing the opportunity
Daddy pulled out another pair of plastic pants only this
time they were pink and frilly and eased them up his
little boy’s still trembling hairless legs.
Normally Kevvy
would create and squirm in protest but this time he just
hugged tightly onto his Daddy’s neck allowing him to
pull them over his diaper. The poor
boy was so subdued and traumatized by his accident; he
made no attempt to stop what was happening. Soon his
Daddy had also put him in a lovely matching pink smock
and sunhat, before settling him down to rest on his pink
and blue bunny rabbit blankie.
He looked so
innocent and sweet so, smoothing out the huge pink bulge
at the front, whilst patting his baby boy’s frilly
padded bottom, his Daddy whispered soothing and loving
encouragement for him go to sleep. His boy relaxed and
yawned then rolled onto his side, his well-padded pink
frilly plastic pants glistened in the sun. To complete
the overall look, and help mollify his troubled brain, a
pink paci was slipped between his lips making him the
very picture of the sweet little baby his Daddy always
wished him to be.
As his brother
dozed, Charlie whooped and laughed as he continued
rushing to the water’s edge, scooping up some of the sea
in his Winnie the Pooh bucket and rushing back to his
wonderful sand construction. His Winnie the Pooh plastic
pants shimmering in the sun and making him appear the
happiest of all toddlers.
*
The incident of
the dog had a major effect on Kevvy’s attitude. He no
longer strayed far from either Daddy or his brother and,
when in the crib together, it was Charlie who now
snuggled to protect his scared and nervy little baby
brother. There were also no arguments or disruption
whilst being fed, what he was dressed in or where to
play, what Daddy said or did was almost immediately
done.
If for any
reason Kevvy started to act up, though it was a rare
occurrence now, the sound of a dog barking fed through
the nursery speakers would have an immediate effect.
He’d come rushing to find Daddy and hide behind him
until he was sure he’d shoo the deadly animal away or
comfort him in his arms. Kevvy got more and more
compliant but not in the joyous way Charlie was, he was
far more terrified by the world around him.
Daddy took
complete advantage of his shy little baby boy and
dressed him to reflect his new status. Diapers so thick
he could only crawl around, babyish thick rubber covers
or plastic pants that emphasised the mass of protection
he was wearing. Rattles and the simplest of toys were
given to him to play with, whilst his attachment to a
certain stuffed giraffe, Charlie’s giraffe, seemed to
become obsessive, he ventured nowhere without it, often
with its ear firmly shoved in his mouth.
His wardrobe had
changed for a younger, more babyish look, so he was
rarely out of his smocks. A whole host of more cute and
childish designs were quickly installed into his daily
apparel. The frilly coloured pants were regularly
matched with an equally feminine frilly or lacy smock.
Kevvy now looked, and was made to act, more like a one
year-old, which surprisingly he slipped into with ease.
Crawling around the nursery, his bulbous diaper wiggling
as he moved was a joy for his Daddy to behold,
especially as he appeared to be in no rush to get up and
walk.
Meanwhile,
Charlie was dressed as a happy-go-lucky three, going on
four, year-old wearing coveralls, shorts and onesies
appropriate to his age. He looked after his baby brother
who had grown over the months they’d been together to be
slightly taller than him but, seeing as he was only
allowed to crawl, it didn’t appear that much of a
problem.
*
Another thing
that Bronislav wanted to try was to see if he could get
Charlie, who was now the more dominant one (if indeed
Charlie could ever be described as such) to call his
baby brother, his sister. His Daddy started calling
Kevvy she and because he was now always dressed in more
feminine clothes (even though he didn’t particularly
look like a girl), he wondered if, through repetition
and word enforcement, he could get Charlie to change the
way he thought about him/her.
To begin with
the toddler was a bit confused by what his Daddy said
but within days he’d begun to call him his sister, she
and a little girl. Even though nothing had changed
except the clothes, he readily adopted the idea that
Kevvy was now his baby sister and as such needed special
treatment because Daddy said little girls need loads of
hugs and love. Charlie had never skimped in this
department so would spend hours playing dolls with his
new baby sister and treating her to special imaginary
teas, surrounding her with her favourite stuffed
animals, setting up house, kissing and cuddling her if
she looked pouty or had wet herself. Charlie seemed to
like having baby sister to look after.
*
Life at
‘Evergreen’ became easier and less fraught for all
concerned. Daddy was enjoying his time with his ‘toys’
and the pleasure both little sweethearts delivered on a
daily basis. He’d even found an out of town club,
Iuvenili, where he could take them to mix with other
‘children’. Once there they were allowed to play with
loads of other boys and girls of all ‘ages’, the one
thing they all had in common was their loving Mommies or
Daddies who doted on each one so kept them safe and snug
in their diapers.
Charlie loved
playing with all these new friends and was an immediate
hit with everyone. Kevvy was scared and much preferred
to sit in her playpen with her dollies, animals, rattles
and other baby toys sucking on her pacifier. All the
member of the club referred to Kevvy as female and
thought how cute she looked in her thick diaper, which
hung down thickly from under her pretty lacy smock. So
huge was her silky protection that even standing was a
problem and her only means of movement was from a slow
waddling crawl when Daddy called or Charlie enticed her
into some game or other.
*
Bronislav had no
idea why the dramatic change should have occurred in
Kevvy. He went through each stage of the regression
process trying to pinpoint where and why it had
happened. When he introduced the sound of a dog barking
to the sound system in the nursery, it was only Kevvy
that reacted, Charlie didn’t even seem to notice it.
Only on one occasion had he heard the barking and smiled
at his Dada and said “Doggeee!” Yet that same sound
would have a panic-stricken Kevvy weeping, hiding,
shaking and often messing himself - it just didn’t make
sense.
However, as
things had never been better Bronislav was keen to take
full advantage of the situation and paraded his two
regressed toys proudly in front of the new club members
at Iuvenili. Most of those there were either DLs or ABs
but only a couple had been regressed forcefully and
totally. This small, and it has to be said, very rich
band of ‘parents’ had an air of superiority about them
but even so, knew that their ‘babies’ needed the company
of others.
*
Although Kevvy
was reluctant to join in, she had no shortage of grown
up admirers who loved how babyish and docile she was.
There would always be a small crowd when her Daddy
changed her and there would be a discussion between them
on what clothes and even what diaper colour she should
wear. Some even volunteered to clean up and change her
themselves because of how sweet it appeared to have an
eighteen year old boy in such a regressed state. They
were always picking her up, bouncing her on their knee
and even when she cried there would always be a bottle
or paci offered by someone. Like her Daddy, everyone
loved to see her crawling around with her huge padded
and frilly, shiny bottom waddling with each cautious
attempt at forward propulsion. Kevvy was completely
unaware of her effect on the others and some of the
other AB and DLs were getting a bit fractious because of
all the attention being shown towards her.
Tantrums and
tears, wettings and more were the order of the day as
each child tried to get their mommy’s or daddy’s
devotion focused back on them. At one point Iuvenili
sounded like a nursery full of wailing out-of-control
kids but there was no denying it was Kevvy who was the
star of the little group.
Everyone wanted
to know how Bronislav had achieved such a spectacular
result, indeed, two such spectacular examples, as
Charlie was also adored for his wonderful pleasing
ability to be joyful in any situation. Bronislav didn’t
reveal his secrets despite the fact that others wanted
their kids to be regressed to such a stage as Kevvy. He
was even asked if he wanted to let Kevvy go to another
home, where a mommy, who was incredibly rich but
desperately lonely wanted a baby of her own. Kevvy, she
said, would make her life complete because she was such
a ‘cutie-pie’.
*
Bronislav gave
this some serious thought. He wasn’t sure if he could
trust anyone else to look after them properly but he had
let others go without so much as a second thought. Baby
Kevvy was giving him pleasure but it had taken some time
getting there. The problem was, because he had no idea
why s/he should have regressed so far so quickly, the
chances were that his/her temper, his/her destructive
side and his/her hyper activity might just return…
unannounced.
The lady who
wanted to adopt him was happy to pay for the privilege.
She was well aware of Kevvy being a regressed teenage
boy but loved the idea of bringing him up as a sweet
baby girl. She had plans for all the clothes she would
have made for her growing child, although he’d never
mentally be more than a baby, she wanted to look after
him and her desperate pleading eventually won Bronislav
over.
*
He’d painted
Charlie on the nursery wall and had changed Kevin’s
image to be more like he was now - Kevvy as a little
baby girl crawling around in her super-thick shiny
panties. He slowly introduced Kevvy to his new Mommy and
despite the tears and tantrums that only a small child
could produce was eventually strapped into her limo and
driven off to a new life. There was a promise made that
both would still see each other at the Iuvenili club,
but the truth was, the woman never returned.
Charlie was a
little perplexed at losing his little sister and kept
asking his Dada where she was but a few extra toys and
Dada’s undivided attention, plus more time out of the
nursery and living in a villa by the sea seemed to fix
that. The change of location also had another unforeseen
development. As time went on there were some signs that
the happy, loving toddler was acquiring a new awareness.
There were times
when Charlie would look at his Dada who noticed that the
smile wasn’t there. He’d be staring intently for a few
seconds as if trying to weigh up a situation, something
Bronislav knew he wasn’t able to do, but then suddenly
return to his joyous, playful self as if nothing had
occurred. In the nursery this wasn’t as obvious because
of all the electronic gizmos and sound-systems that had
been introduced to keep Charlie in his happy and docile
state. However, at the seaside villa there were no such
appliances, because Bronislav was confident that he
really no longer needed them all the time.
It was a walk
along the cliffs that proved fatal. The wind was blowing
fresh clean air into their lungs as they giggled and ran
little races between various points. Charlie was too
scared to go near the edge and backed away but his Dada,
enjoying the bracing power of the fresh breeze stretched
out his arms as if embracing the elements. As he did so
the smiling face of Charlie gave way to one of deep
concern.
*
Not unlike the
dog with Kevin, something enormous happened as Charlie’s
mind suddenly lit up with knowledge, a new awareness, a
feeling of, of, something. For the first time he looked
at himself and became conscious of the thick diaper, the
childish shirt, the colourful shorts for a boy of three
and again, his mind clicked. As his Dada was still
enjoying deep lungful’s of fresh clean air, Charlie
stepped up behind him and with one huge effort, pushed
Bronislav with all his might.
His Dada never
knew what hit him because his footing slipped and was
instantly plummeting the eighty feet onto the jagged
rocks below. His body splattered over several spiky
boulders but the sea rushed in and wiped the red sludge
away, as if cleaning up the mess. Charlie still didn’t
dare look down because he was back to being a scared
little toddler who was alone, the awareness disappearing
as quickly as it came. He was alone and scared. All he
could do was cry and hope that someone would find him
soon but this was a desolate area and night was closing
in.
Charlie had wet
himself and curled up in a ball to try and keep warm.
Much to his bewilderment his quiet yelps for his Dada
remained unanswered. He hugged himself and whimpered
miserably as the minutes of anxiety mounted to hours of
abject fear.
After quite some
time lying despondently on the cliff top he thought he
heard in the distance a voice calling their dog but he
couldn’t see anyone. A few minutes later he felt a wet
tongue licking his sleepy face and another voice, this
time of a woman, asking if he was alright. Charlie
didn’t know what to do, he was very distressed, scared
and wet and the only response he knew was to cry even
more.
“Dada fell,”
Charlie gulped in air as he pointed to the cliff edge.
“Dada gone.”
The full horror
of what this confused and sad teen was reporting filled
her full of compassion.
The lady, her
husband and the dog all looked at this sweet but
terrified teenager, dressed as a toddler, obviously
padded, crying his eyes out and made a decision.
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