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Never More
Content
by
Les Lea
Rob had
been with Doctor Mark Thompson now for around 19 months.
It was a relationship that, at the beginning, neither
could have foreseen the outcome. However, Rob has never
been happier; his days are now filled with fun,
adventure and that rarest of gifts… love. For these last
few months he had learned that he didn’t have to fight
for everything, he didn’t have to worry about anything
and, in fact, he didn’t have to think at all, Daddy
would see to his every need.
Rob was only 14
when he tried to mug the rich-looking man who was
getting out of his BMW. His stomach was empty and he was
desperate because for the last few weeks he had been
living rough on the streets. He’d had to learn how to
survive quickly since he ‘left’ home and he wasn’t doing
too well. Opportunities to find food,
shelter and safety weren’t as easy to come by as he had
hoped they would be. In fact, he hadn’t had a decent
meal or a place to stay since he’d slammed the door and
swore at that drunken bitch… his mother.
Recently, his
home life had deteriorated badly, he’d been expelled
from school because of his mounting violent streak, he
fought against any form of authority, he hated the world
and everyone in it and he needed to get OUT. However,
living rough was even worse. When he wasn’t being
offered drugs, he was the victim of those desperate drug
addicts who saw him as an easy target. He carried the
cuts and bruises to prove it as he was no match against
the rougher element he met. His stomach ached with
hunger and he urgently needed to get some money and this
smart, swanky, well-to-do guy appeared to have loads.
He’d begged for
money in the past but people either took no notice, as
if he didn’t exist or worse, screamed abuse at him for
daring to ask for help. The only way he’d found that was
effective was to threaten, then he was listened to and
the sharp 8” blade he now carried certainly got most
people’s attention. He waved it at the BMW owner and
demanded money but his threat was swiftly countered by a
speedy kick from the man that sent the knife spinning
through the air and a follow up kick to the would-be
mugger’s head that knocked him to the ground. It all
happened so fast that Rob didn’t know what hit him until
he regained consciousness… then things really began to
get weird.
Forty year-old
Mark Thompson is a man who knows what he wants. He left
school and university with an armful of top class
awards, flourished quickly in his specialised field and
found the demanding intensity of his martial arts
programme the perfect way to relax, keep fit and stay
alert. In the dark he hadn’t realised the age of his
assailant, all he saw was a body rushing towards him and
a fleeting glimpse of a steely pointed object being
jabbed in his direction. His training took over and in a
nanosecond the would-be assassin was dropped to the
ground unconscious. As he checked the prone body he
realised that the youth lying at his feet was in need of
some treatment. He reached down and easily picked up the
grubby, thin urchin and carried him to his apartment
just a few yards away.
The boy was
filthy. His clothes were torn and tattered whilst the
bruises and cuts on his hands and face made Mark wonder
what the poor little guy had been through recently
(apart from a kick to the head that is). He got the lad
into his home and started to inspect the comatose body
now he had light to see just what his injuries were. He
removed the lad’s thin jacket and t-shirt and saw that
there was a very bad, festering cut on his arm that
appeared to have gone untreated for some time. He
removed the boy’s trainers and jeans and saw that he was
just a mass of bruises and, strangely perhaps, he felt
sorry for his would-be mugger. The boy was still out for
the count so Mark called a friend of his who was a
doctor and asked him to come around and check the boy
out. He arrived minutes later from an apartment in the
same block just as Mark had finished trying to wipe as
much grime away as possible and the lad was beginning to
regain consciousness.
Although not
fully compos mentis Rob realised that something was
going on and he was being touched… so he lashed out.
Although there was hardly any force to the blow he
managed to cuff the doctor at the side of his head and
was about to throw another punch when Mark grabbed his
arms and pinned him down. Despite being naked and having
little strength he tried to fight back and break away
from his captives. Alas, he was no match for them and a
quick injection from the doctor calmed him down and he
drifted off into unconsciousness again.
Once he’d gotten
over the brief commotion Paul, the doctor, carried out
his examination and treated the bruises and cuts on the
pale thin body as best he could. His diagnosis was more
malnutrition than any great injury but recommended that
the large cut on the boy’s arm was kept under scrutiny
for any infection. He gave the boy various injections
that would help him recover and suggested that Paul feed
the lad up before letting him go… or call the police… or
do whatever he was going to do with his young attacker.
“He’ll be out
for about 12 hours,” the doctor informed Mark. “So, is
there anything else… or can I get back to Little Liam? I
left him sitting in front of the TV watching the Cartoon
Channel.” He saw Mark’s raised eyebrows, “Yes again,” he
said with a shrug of the shoulders, “it’s his
favourite.” Before he left Mark asked Paul to check to
see if the lad had been sexually abused. Paul checked
the boy’s anus and said that it was inflamed and torn
and he reckoned that the lad must have been the subject
of a vicious attack, and had probably been raped… and
perhaps more than once was his diagnosis. Mark sighed
“Poor little fellow.”
Mark looked down
at the lad once more and began to wonder what had driven
this sorry looking soul to this point. He was even
worried that if he threw him out and back onto the
streets, the boy would be an easy victim of some
unscrupulous druggies or bullies. He wondered what he
could do to help; after all, he was a trained (and
rather expensive) behavioural psychologist, perhaps he
could help sort the lad out. As he speculated he
suddenly became aware of a strong aroma and gathered
that the boy had just urinated onto his leather sofa. He
quickly grabbed the nearest thing to hand to mop it up,
which led to the lad’s thin t-shirt, pants and jeans
soon soaked with stinking piss.
Rob was unaware
of what had happened as Mark took these smelly objects
and tossed them into the washing machine. Then he
realised he couldn’t leave the lad naked so went off to
find something to cover him with. Mindful that he needed
to protect his sofa from any further accidents he found
a large towel and some safety pins. Returning to the
sleeping boy he fitted it like a diaper around the lad’s
waist. Whilst pulling the towel up between the lad’s
legs and fastening it tightly a sudden shiver ran down
Mark’s spine. He caught his breath at this moment of
recognition.
His mind
catapulted him back to the last time he’d done this - it
was during his final exams in his last year of senior
school. A huge trauma had recently affected Mark and he
remembered waking up some mornings to find he’d
unconsciously wet the bed. The trauma had been the
dramatic death of his father in an explosion at the
chemical plant where he worked, which had killed 17
others and had devastating consequences to all
concerned. Finding he’d wet the bed at his age was
another upset he found difficult to deal with and
although he and his mother were very close, he didn’t
want to burden her at this time with what he saw as a
‘stupid childish’ problem.
Each night he’d
diaper himself with a towel just in case he wet again
and every morning he’d wake to find it soaked but on the
plus side… at least the bed and bedding were reasonably
dry. The pressure of exams and the death of his loving
father, who had encouraged him to do well and to work
hard, had ultimately had a distressing effect. He wanted
his dad to be proud of him so worked exceptionally hard
to pass his exams. The hours he put in to revision, the
empty loss he felt inside, the sadness he could only
imagine his mother was going through, all just built and
built until it found some kind of release. It was just
over a week that he’d been diapering himself when his
mom found out.
It was early one
Monday morning when she entered his bedroom to wake him
and found him sat on the edge of his bed in the soaked
makeshift diaper. His youthful looks were etched with
anguish as he shrugged not even trying to hide his
obvious shame. She hugged her bed-wetting son and told
him that he shouldn’t have to carry that worry on his
own as she was there for him… for anything… and
everything. Between them they would meet head on and
solve any problem that came up. They
had always been close and, like when his dad was alive,
there were few secrets in this loving family.
He
was relieved that he didn’t have to pretend to her
anymore and, as she sat beside him, both cried in their
mutual sorrow. Once the tears were almost dried up she
asked if he needed any help with his diapers. Apart from
the soggy one, which at that moment was hanging heavily
between his legs, he wasn’t sure what she meant. He gave
a side-long look at his sympathetic mother and asked if
she was offering to change him.
She giggled,
relieving what could have been a tense situation, and
put her hand to her mouth as if she’d said something
really stupid. They both laughed. “If I thought you
needed it, of course I would, but you seem to be coping
OK.” She looked into his eyes reassuringly. “But,” and
she looked down at the sagging diaper, “don’t forget the
other things… you don’t want to be getting a diaper rash
at your age.” She paused to check he was still OK with
what she was saying, “What I meant was, do you need me
to get you anything?” He realised she was correct… it
had all been a bit haphazard. He hadn’t been taking care
of that side of his diaper hygiene, just having a shower
then dressing for school… and his crotch and bum were
raw and beginning to itch.
His mom bought
him some more appropriate disposables, plastic pants and
assorted lotions and powders, it was like when he was a
kid again and she loved the diversion from her own
problems. One evening when Mark was getting ready for
bed and applying his night time protection his mum came
in and asked him if he recalled that he went through a
similar period of bed-wetting when he was four. He
remembered but, perhaps surprisingly, not in a negative
way… it had all been so normal. She told him that he’d
been potty-trained for two years when, just before he
started school, he started to wet again. “Stress,” she
said as if it was the answer, “you were very scared of
leaving me and going to school.”
His mom went on
to tell him about the fun she and his father had with
diapering their slightly older, but still little scamp
as he played. “Wearing a diaper never stopped you doing
anything. You never seemed to worry about it.” Indeed,
from the moment it had been suggested that he needed to
go back into diapers to save the bedding and loads of
washing, he seemed to accept it. His dad was determined
that he shouldn’t get distressed by being back in a
diaper so had gone out of his way to be positive when
his son was wearing them. This was partly due to the
fact that he had also wet the bed as a child and his
father, Mark’s grandfather, had given his own son such a
horrible time about it; ridiculing and chastising him
all the time. Mark’s dad was determined that if that
type of misfortune should happen to his own son he would
never be made to feel guilty about it.
In fact, his
dad, and mom to a certain degree, had loved having their
4 year-old baby back. They loved him scampering around
the house in just a diaper and it never bothered young
Mark because he was always being told it was normal as
it was no more than just another style of underwear. The
truth was that both his parents had loved his sweet
little padded butt getting into all the things a 4
year-old got into. His dad had made it into a game for
Mark and bought special plastic covers for his son’s
diapers. Soon the little imp was running around in
brightly coloured pants, that although made the padding
thicker, didn’t seem to hinder his ability, or
confidence, in getting around.
At school there
was no difficulty as he wasn’t the only one still in
diapers and while at home, he seemed to prefer to wear
little else. Even though it started as just a night time
precaution, Mark was often up and dressed first thing in
a morning before his parents and he’d have fastened
himself into a diaper for the day… no matter what he was
doing or where he was going. Both his mom and dad
thought this was the cutest thing and Mark himself
seemed to love each new design that was slipped over his
diaper… often choosing the colour and pattern that his
dad offered him each day. He wore all that extra padding
from 4 years until he was almost eight, when, after a
stay-over by his friend Danny, he had asked his mom to
buy him some big boy pants for when he started school
again. Although his parents were sad that their little
boy had grown up, they didn’t want to keep him dressed
that way if he it made him unhappy.
As his mum told
him this story, parts of that time came flooding back to
him and he remembered it as a period when he had never
been happier. There was a great deal of loving attention
from both his mom and dad and he recalled the constant
picking up and hugging by them both. “We just loved
patting your thick diapered butt.” His mom had said with
a reminiscing smile, “and you… well you’d never seemed
more content”.
Suddenly those
words struck him “never more content” and he knew
exactly what he could do with his young, would-be
assailant. His mind was suddenly dazzled with the
possibility of this new enterprise. As the boy slept on
oblivious of the thoughts that were now so appealing to
Mark, the psychologist regretted chucking the lad’s
clothing into the wash. As the final spin-cycle came to
a stop he realised that any clues to his identity would
probably have been washed away. The damp bundle of
clothes revealed nothing at all. In fact, only the boy’s
jeans appeared to have held together, the rest had
simply dissolved to mere bits and pieces not even fit
for rags. Finding out any information about the boy was
now down to what he was prepared to reveal. He
wasn’t sure if this would be a problem but looking down
on the lad, wrapped in such a thick diaper, he thought
it all might be worth the effort. He had
this grand plan developing in his head as he slipped
upstairs to his doctor friend to tell him about his
intentions and to borrow some items that he thought
would come in useful.
***tbc***
Part 2
Whilst Rob was
sleeping off the sedative Mark was busy organising the
lad’s immediate future. He borrowed some essential items
from Paul who had used them himself for Little Liam’s
benefit but were now no longer needed. He also asked
Paul, who was excited about Mark’s plan, to keep an eye
on the comatose boy whilst he went to his office to
collect a few more things that he thought might be
needed for the next part of the young lad’s
‘development’. Once he assembled everything he returned
home and checked that Rob was still very much out of it.
He checked his
diaper to see if he had had any further accidents and
was pleased to see that all was clean and dry. However,
he was still quite dirty from the time living rough so
Mark prepared a bath. He stripped the
boy and applied some hair removal lotion around his dick
and balls, not that there was much to be seen but Mark
was convinced that this was an area that lice and other
nasty’s liked to reside. Once the strange smelling cream
had done its job and the area wiped free of any pubic
hair he immersed him in the warming bubbles and set
about scrubbing the lad clean. Whilst in the bath he
checked for dreaded head lice, then used a pair of
clippers gave him a short haircut before drying him off
and dressing him as he thought appropriate.
First he applied
the soothing lotion and then baby powdered to the newly
hair-free areas before fastening him into a clean and
very thick disposable diaper. Next he added a pair of
clear plastic pants because, if the boy had another
accident, he didn’t want the diaper to leak all over his
expensive furnishings. Finally he
secured the lad in a strait jacket so he could offer no
physical violence, although, when he came too, he may
well have things to express verbally about his new found
situation.
However, to be
on the safe side, Mark had a ball gag to stop that if
things got too noisy or out of hand. He wanted the boy
to know he was safe, although he realised that it may
not look that way to begin with, but he needed to
protect himself from any unforeseen reaction. He kept
telling himself that his main aim was to reassure the
lad of his ‘honest’ intentions, even though those real
intentions were still forming in his head. However,
having talked to his friend Paul on the subject, and
from what he knew from past patients, it was important
to keep Rob ‘off-centre’ for as long as possible. He
couldn’t know what the ultimate plan was as Mark knew
there would be open hostilities about it.
He wasn’t sure
which way to play it as he wanted the lad to feel safe
but in no doubt that his present situation was
controlled and decided by someone else… in this case…
him. Mark hoped that by Rob wearing such babyish
clothing he might not be so aggressive and realise that
demanding to leave, dressed as he was, would be both
embarrassing and have ‘consequences’. Mark
was going to be friendly and understanding but an
authority figure… well, that was how he hoped he’d
appear.
The psychologist
had been able to obtain the diapers and plastic pants
(as well as other childish items and clothing) from
Paul, who was Daddy to Little Liam, a twenty year-old
man who had lived as a toddler for the past five years.
Liam had developed a passion for wearing diapers as a
teenager when his family began to break up. Shy,
unassuming and not overly blessed with confidence in the
first place, he retreated to a time when all was
pleasant and people were benevolent… and being
well-padded gave him that feeling of protection and
safety.
At one of his
many visits to his family physician he’d confessed his
cravings for being treated as a baby and how it made him
feel. Paul, the young, handsome doctor he’d confessed to
listened and, to Liam’s undying relief, understood. The
doctor had felt sorry for the cute, bewildered and sad
looking youth so had obliged him with a place to live
out his babyish desires. Paul knew that others might not
understand what was happening but, delving back into his
own troubled childhood, he liked the idea of looking
after a toddler and had to admit that, after their first
session together, he was hooked on being as real a daddy
as possible to his now ‘Little’ Liam.
The boy’s
tightly padded bum was a constant delight and the
eagerness to happily wear and play in just a diaper or
onesie gave Liam all the security he felt he needed.
Paul encouraged this total dependency by
buying him other childish clothes and soft toys. They
watched cartoons together, coloured in books and built
Lego and it wasn’t long before Liam fell in love with
his new daddy and wanted to be regressed permanently to
being a little boy… Daddy’s little boy.
As a teen baby
and a diaper lover was something they both loved and
enjoyed, it seemed a perfect match as their time
together was one of happiness and trust. It didn’t
happen overnight, for the first two of those five years
Liam was a teenager who occasionally wore diapers,
although the need to wear them more and more was gaining
strength with every session he had with the doctor.
Hypnosis and constant reaffirming of the confused teen’s
toddler status resulted in the fact that, for the past
three years, Paul and Liam had been happy living
together as daddy and young son.
As a youth Paul
had entertained similar yearnings but they hadn’t
developed the way Liam’s had. Those early desires the
doctor had buried deep in his anxious past were
ultimately reawakened and both enjoyed playing their
part. He was so pleased when Liam entered his life with
a problem that he didn’t see as a problem but a gift,
that they immediately became involved and satisfied each
other’s requirements. Nothing gave Paul more pleasure
than seeing the lad in a thick diaper, covered with
glossy waterproof protecting pants, as he scuttled
around the house at play. His well-padded bottom became
a significant part of what made him who he was, whilst
making the overall visual aspect something special as he
enthusiastically assumed all the babyish and toddler
inspired gifts that Paul heaped upon him.
The complete
reliance and constant wearing of the thick diaper
reinforced the boy’s status as a child; a young,
helpless toddler who had to be dressed and even had to
be changed. The powerful bond between the two was
further enforced by the intimacy of those regular diaper
changes. Little Liam’s colourful and childish clothing
may have made other people wonder but for him, it was
where he wanted to be; a happy and giggling baby with a
loving daddy and without a care in the world.
However, Paul
had work to do and Liam, now totally regressed, couldn’t
be left on his own so the doctor set about finding
others who had similar young toddlers or shared the same
interests. Thankfully, in a large city such as theirs
there were plenty of others. Some were like Liam,
permanent toddlers, while others just had an interest in
being adult babies or having an appreciation for wearing
diapers… all loved living in a ‘little’ world where they
were protected and cared for without any judgement.
In fact, there
were so many who were of that inclination that Paul and
Mark decided to set up, and finance, a daytime crèche
where they could all meet up and play together. Under
the supervision of two older ladies, former nurses and
retired friends of Paul’s, who just loved looking after
their ‘big ‘little’ kids’, it meant that the ‘infant’s’
mummies and daddies could go out to work as normal and
their little charges were looked after until collected.
The crèche became a focal point for the ABDL community
and often there were ten or twelve ‘youngsters’ being
looked after on a daily basis. On special occasions,
ABDLs from all over the country would descend on the
crèche or go on outings and events that the group
organised. It was an opportunity for the toddlers to
have some fun mixing and playing with new friends,
though for the grown-ups it was a chance to exchange
thoughts and ideas about their little ones.
Mark wanted
something similar from this new ‘gift’ that had tried to
attack him. He was envious of the loving relationship
between Paul and Liam but had never taken that envy to
any other stage. He’d appreciated that side of his
personality, the one that wanted to have a child of his
own but always professed to being too busy for it to
happen. However, he convinced himself that the lad had
been sent to him for a reason… and that reason he could
now see most clearly. Still, the new life he hoped to
give the boy; now cleaned, tidy and dressed as he was…
was perhaps all he could hope for. Yet, the boy looked
younger, cuter and appeared to be even more appropriate
for the process that the psychologist now envisaged.
He wanted to
delve into the boy’s background and free up any bad
experiences or traumas that may have led him to the
situation he was in at the moment; a young tearaway with
little or no real way of dealing with a harsh and often
cruel world. He wanted his own ‘Little Liam’ as he’d
seen what joy the regressed toddler had brought to his
friend: Images of the two young babies/toddlers
playing together, dressed in their cartoon onesies or
crawling around in just their well-padded diapers, raced
through Mark’s mind and really appealed to his
blossoming paternal feelings.
Unfortunately,
there was one possible draw back… how could he get the
boy to agree to his ideas. The diapers were an integral
part of his plan. It made the wearer dependant, whilst
instilling his juvenile status upon the boy. Of course,
he wasn’t going to tell the lad his overall strategy,
just the bits about trying to help him come to terms
with his anger and his homeless situation. Mark knew
that if there was an agreement from him to change, then
the battle would be half won, so he had to get the lad
onside as soon as possible. He wanted to offer him hope
and options but at the front of his mind he was also
wondering what he would do if his would-be baby rebelled
against any form of ‘help’.
Mark was now
completely obsessed with the idea of having his own
‘needy’ little boy. He knew his desire could possibly
lead to complications but was determined to at least
try. He wouldn’t have been the first psychologist to use
his skill to get what he wanted from a patient. To train
an easily receptive brain to do something different from
the norm and become a vassal to the whims of the doctor.
An interesting concept… however, Mark hoped for a better
outcome than that. The words of his mother were always
at the forefront of his mind: “You’d never seemed more
content” and he hoped to be able to give the boy the
same feeling of serenity.
As Rob slowly
came round from the best and deepest sleep he’d enjoyed
for many years he could hear soft, relaxing music
playing in the background. He wasn’t sure where he was
but things felt vague and strange as he became more and
more conscious and aware of his surroundings. He could
feel that his arms were trapped in some way and became
further alarmed to the fact that there was a figure sat
in front of him. Mark had subdued the lighting so most
of the room was in shadow and only a dim light fell
around the now fully awake boy. As he wriggled to
release the restrictions holding him hostage, panic
quickly replaced that deep sense of sleep and he began
to scream and shout out for help. Mark quickly tried to
calm him; reaching out and hushing him, trying to soothe
away the panic by softly speaking to the scared little
kid in front of him. Thankfully, he didn’t need the
ball-gag, which he realised would have sent the wrong
message. Eventually, as he had no real option, Rob
calmed down and listened to what the man said. He wasn’t
sure who he was but he looked a vaguely familiar.
“Where am I?”
Rob demanded angrily. “What do you want?” Mark smiled
now he had the lad’s attention and happily explained
what had happened.
“You attacked
me…” He let his word sink in. “You came at me with a
knife and I thought I was going to die.” He thought that
if Rob understood he was only protecting himself he
wouldn’t be as scared as he was at that moment. “Luckily
I managed to disarm you and render you unconscious
before any real harm was done.” Rob had no memory of
this particular incident at all and shook his head,
“Oh,” was his response. “Once I realised I’d knocked you
out I couldn’t leave you in the street, so I brought you
in here and got a doctor to check you over”. Rob nodded
trying to recall just what had gone on. “Unfortunately,
as he was checking on your cuts and bruises… you
attacked him also…” he waved his hand gesturing towards
the strait jacket, “that’s why I have put you in that… I
don’t know how violent you might get again.”
Rob was
listening and trying his best to make some sense of his
actions but couldn’t. “Erm… I’m sorry… I don’t remember…
er…” Mark let him think on things for
a few seconds. Rob became aware of his lack of clothes.
“Where the hell are my pants?” He caught sight of his
groin. “What the fuck am I doing in these fucking
things…?” And he looked in disgust at his diaper and
plastic pants. “Relax,” Mark tried to reassure him, “you
pissed and shit yourself.” He let the words sink in.
“You were a mess. Your clothing stunk. You stunk. The
doctor couldn’t see all your bruises because of the
filth… so I just cleaned you up. This was all I had
that…” Rob was angry and frustrated. “Why?”
Although he
couldn’t remember attacking the man sat in front of him,
his memory of the past few weeks came flooding back. He
recollected angrily leaving home and his first night on
the streets. He painfully relived the fact that his few
possessions and what little money was in his pockets had
all been stolen by some men who beat him up without a
second thought and left him bleeding, hurting and with
nothing. He only had what he stood up in, torn and
scruffy though they were he was lucky to still have them
as he went looking for help. No one wanted to know.
He couldn’t
return home, not after the things he’d called his mother
(and she’d screamed back at him) and he had no friends
or relatives he could count on. He was afraid and alone
but he had to survive. On the second night, three
druggies had caught up with him and offered him some
pills. He told them he had no money but they just said
it didn’t matter and gave them to him anyway. He wanted
to escape from the situation he’d found himself in and
here at last were people who understood his predicament.
He quickly swallowed the offered drugs before they
changed their minds. He was offered a place to crash out
and invited back to their hovel and it was there, as he
slipped into a chemical feeling of euphoria, that he was
raped.
Although he was
high it was still fucking painful. All night the three
took turns at his young virgin arse… so while he
screamed and cried, they laughed and fucked. Eventually,
they fell asleep and he was left with a bleeding arse
full of cum and with his hands tied to a metal pipe. He
couldn’t get free and when they woke up, they got high
and, laughing like hyenas, fucked him all over again…
before throwing him out.
Everything ached
and hurt and he hated the world. He was starving but no
one offered any help at all. After what he’d just
endured he was scared of people, worried that all they
would do was abuse him, so he kept away from others. He
managed to survive picking up scraps where and when he
could and sleeping anywhere there wasn’t anyone else. He
was desperately afraid but knew he couldn’t go back
home. That was nearly four, scary weeks ago and he was
starving. He hadn’t eaten a proper meal for… well… he
was trying hard to remember when the man still talking
asked if he liked pizza. He returned from his agonising
memories and realised he hadn’t heard much of what the
man had said but the offer of food had suddenly jolted
his mind. He nodded and wriggled on his thickly padded
butt.
***tbc***
Part 3
The full
enormity of his plight suddenly hit the young lad and
from nowhere he started to cry. Not just sobs but a huge
roar of pain that welled up inside of him and found an
outlet through a heart-rending sound that brought Mark
urgently back from the kitchen. Tears were cascading
down the boy’s face and Mark did the only thing he
thought might help, he sat by his side, put his arm
around his shoulders and hugged him. Rob didn’t try to
pull away. Such was the enormity of his inner grief that
he needed something, someone to care. He buried his
tearful head against Mark’s firm stomach and let the
emotional pain wrack his body until he could cry no
more.
Fifteen minutes
later and Rob had finally cried as much as he could. The
front of Mark’s shirt was sopping wet but he didn’t
mind, he was just glad he was there to at least give
some comfort to the troubled lad. The red-eyed boy
looked up at Mark not really knowing what to expect but
was surprised to see a sympathetic and understanding
face looking back. “Let’s get you some food… you’ll feel
a lot better.” Mark walked to the kitchen as Rob began
to feel… safe. It was a strange sensation. He’d attacked
this man, attacked a doctor who was trying to help and
yet, in all the time he’s been on the streets, and not
forgetting his hated and drunken mother, this was the
only time in his life he felt… someone
cared.
Mark slowly fed
Rob chunks of pizza and let him drink juice from a
child’s sippy cup (he hadn’t wanted an irate lad
spilling the liquid all over the place and causing a
mess). Rob was still in the strait jacket but he seemed
to have come to terms with why this was necessary. He
wanted to tell this kind man that he was sorry but was
so hungry that apologies would have to wait until his
belly was full. He didn’t even mind drinking like a
little kid from the non-spill sippy cup that was
occasionally pushed towards his lips. In fact, he was
quite enjoying the attention and began to wriggle quite
contentedly in his diaper. The man really did seem to
care but, at the back of Rob’s mind he knew that he
couldn’t really trust anyone, there’s always payment in
one form or another… his sore and bleeding arse a few
weeks earlier had been testament to that fact. However,
he was in no position to do much about any demands made
on him at that moment so decided to stay alert, bide his
time and eat.
Once the pizza
was all gone Mark began to ask Rob some questions. He
made it clear that he wanted the truth and not some
made-up mumbo jumbo and that he’d be able to tell if he
was lying.
“What’s your
name?”
Rob didn’t think
this was a bad question and could see no reason not to
give the correct response. “Rob”.
“Hello Rob… I’m
Doctor Thompson. How old are you?”
Now then the
questions were getting trickier “18”, he blurted out.
“I thought I
said no lying,” he shook his head a little to show a
sense of disapproval. “Why not try again.”
“16”.
Shaking his head
a little more he said, “Let’s try one more time… and
this time Rob… please don’t lie, there really is no
need.”
“14”, as his
eyes darted to the floor in embarrassment, Mark knew he
had the real answer.
“OK fourteen
year-old Rob… we have some decisions to make. What are
we going to do with you?”
Rob wriggled
nervously in the thick padding between his legs unable
to look at this man who had been so kind, but who now
was going to ‘do’ something with him. Despite his
agitation all he could do was wait and see what this
doctor man had in mind.
“Listen up Rob,
these are your options. You decide and we’ll work from
then on.” Fucking hell, Rob thought, I’m getting to
choose. He wasn’t sure he’d like the options but at
least he was going to be given a choice.
“Firstly, now
you seem OK and fed, you can leave immediately.” Rob
liked the sound of that. “Unfortunately, once the
restraint has been removed, you’ll have to leave just as
you are. Your clothing fell apart in the wash and other
than what you are wearing, that’s it.” Rob was less
happy with that. “I don’t feel I need to be further
responsible seeing as you attacked me and I’ve done all
I can to make… “
“What other
options do I have?” Rob interrupted, wanting to know all
his options before he could commit but didn’t want a
lecture in between.
“I can call the
police.” Rob disliked that idea even more. “You are
underage and I can say that I found you unconscious
outside, tried my best to revive you and, as I and a
friend are doctors, didn’t feel the need to send you
immediately to hospital.” He paused to let his words
sink in. “It will be up to you whether I mention the
attempted knife assault but… the CCTV coverage outside
the building should offer substantiation if needed.”
Rob gulped at
this piece of evidence he hadn’t even thought about but
was trying to think fast although he still wasn’t happy
with these options. “Are there any other options?”
“Well, my final
option is this.” He went and looked Rob straight in the
eyes. “You can stay with me.” He saw the look of horror
flash into Rob’s eyes. “Before you panic, let me
explain. I don’t want you for sex. I know, from the
doctor’s examination that you have had a terrible
experience and that isn’t what I want… or expect.” The
nervous wriggling got worse and he was desperate to run
somewhere, anywhere he wasn’t sure but the doctor hadn’t
finished with his options. “I can see you are nervous
but let me tell you what I am proposing and then you can
pick your own preference.” Rob’s anxiety hadn’t lessened
and the padded sensation was now not helping. He felt
trapped and knew he would have to agree to something he
really didn’t want to do to get out of this mess.
Mark continued
trying to put the panic stricken lad at ease. “I’m a
psychologist and I am doing work in the area of problem
behaviour and psychosocial development. I would like to
work with you, and have you as one of my test subjects.”
Rob didn’t
understand any of that and his blank expression conveyed
that back to Mark. “Let me explain. What that means is
that you let me…” he nearly said probe, “talk to you and
find out what makes a young guy like you… tick.” Rob
still wasn’t convinced. “There is no denying that you
have, or are having… problems… maybe at home, at school,
with friends…”
“With everyone.”
Rob interrupted.
“I see,” said
Mark, “well perhaps you can help me understand these
problems that you have, and in so doing,” he was trying
to keep it simple, “help other kids your age.” He waited
a few seconds to let his word take hold. “By me
understanding you… it might lead to understanding others
like you.” He paused again. “You would be helping…”
“What would I
have to do?”
“Well, I’d need
to know a little more about your circumstances. We can
do that in sessions where you come to my office and we
chat and try out other ways of digging into your
psyche.”
“My what?”
“It’s just a
term for your mind... what makes you tick, what upsets
you... what…”
“My fucking
mother.” He spat out with venom that surprised Mark.
“Ah. Then I
suppose you won’t want to return home.”
“No fucking
way.” He was adamant. “I’d rather sit here in this
diaper with you than go back.”
Mark quickly
seized the opportunity. “OK, then that’s you final
option. You stay with me and I’ll make the arrangements
to have you as a patient.”
Rob didn’t know
what to say. He’d only said it to show his contempt for
his mother and hadn’t expected such a response. Mark was
quick to follow through. “So, just as you have said, the
final option is… you stay with me as a patient. Exactly
as you have said… wearing…” he waved his hand towards
Rob, “and I will look after all your needs but… and it
is a big but… you must not be violent. If you fight me,
or anyone else, I will turn you out as you are and not
think twice about it.” Mark had put his stern,
matter-of-fact, don’t argue face on and it was having an
effect on Rob.
Rob surveyed his
diaper and strait jacket. “I can’t live like this.”
“Why not? You
lived the first part of your life like that… being fed
and dressed. Regard it as a re-birth… a
second chance.” Rob looked quizzically at Mark. “Look,
apart from me and any other doctors at the hospital I
need to include in my research, no one will know… and
they are used to seeing people dressed in the same…”
“WHAT.” Rob
interrupted, “Will I not be staying here with you?” He
began to squirm nervously again. “I… I… erm…”
“Well my
research should be under clinical conditions…” he could
see Rob begin to get agitated and tears sprung into the
corner of his eyes. “OK, here’s what I will do. If I can
get clearance to have you as an inpatient and say I’d
get better observational results from you being with me,
I might be able to swing it. How does that sound?” If he
could have Rob would have flung his arms around Mark and
begged him to let him stay and he’d do anything if that
could happen. Rob’s body language said it all and Mark
knew he had got the boy just where he wanted him. He was
agreeing to change, or at least be helped to change and
that was a huge step. He wanted the boy to feel safe,
secure and to trust him so he stroked his hair and told
him not to worry as no harm would ever come to him
again. Mark’s heart was singing with the possibilities
that he could now imagine but knew that there might be
some obstacles along the way. Rob wasn’t sure he quite
understood what was being proposed or whether he could
go through with all this psycho gibberish but, at that
moment, he saw it as his best option. After all, he was
going to be off the street, not at home, fed and looked
after and all he had to do was… talk to this
psychologist.
Mark brought up
the subject of Rob’s parents… the reaction was loud and
hostile. The lad was more than a little agitated and
screamed he didn’t want anything to do with that
“Fucking woman” and angrily said that he’d run away if
he was sent back or she had anything more to do with
him. Mark explained that as he was underage he would
need some kind of signed release so that Rob would be
under his supervision and, if his mum agreed to it,
legally Mark would be responsible for him. He took some
convincing but eventually Rob gave up his old address
but was still worried he’d be returned to the woman who
may have given him life but who he now hated with a
passion.
***tbc***
Part 4
Doctor Mark
Thompson looked very officious when he arrived at Rob’s
ex home. It was a messy, ill-kempt apartment in a very
rundown tenement block. His knock was eventually
answered by a woman who matched her surroundings
perfectly; scruffy, drunk (at 10am), angry and annoyed
at being disturbed by this “up himself doctor”. He could
see why Rob had wanted to get away and the woman seemed
not to care about herself, never mind her only child.
Mark persevered with his questions but found the woman’s
attitude very aggressive. She appeared to despise him
for being a man and seemed only too glad to give someone
else the responsibility of her “nasty little shit of a
son”. Mark told her he needed her signature and his
birth certificate to make things legal and after much
argument she eventually found the required official
registration of Rob’s birth in a tatty chocolate box
under a pile of old photographs.
The psychologist
observed that there were a couple of shots that had a
family of three looking toward the camera. They were
smiling and appeared happy. The young, pretty woman was
unmistakeably a version of the bloated, foul-mouthed,
harridan now sprawled on the sofa in front of him and
the tiny baby might be Rob but he wondered who the man
was. “Your husband?” He queried, not
sure of the reaction his question might get.
She laughed in a vicious spiteful way. ”Hardly… a
cunt more like. A self-centred little shit… like father…
like his fucking son.” The hate was etched on her face
as she spat out her anger at them both. It
was obvious from her resentment that the wedding never
happened. She pointed to herself in the
picture. “I used to be pretty,” she nodded as if to
confirm that fact as the photo showed a slim and happy
young woman. “Oh yes... but both those
fucking cunts drained me of everything…” She reached for
the almost empty bottle of cheap wine on the coffee
table and poured what was left in to her half-empty
glass. Once sure the bottle was really empty she
continued to rile on about the injustices heaped on her
since her partner had left when Rob was barely three
years old. Her pain wasn’t just aimed at the man who had
betrayed her love… as she raged about her ‘fuckwit boy’
who, through no fault of hers, had turned into the same
unthinking, passion-draining cunt like his father. She
went on for over an hour but in the end, she signed the
papers and Mark left more enlightened as to how young
Rob had ended up the way he had.
When he returned
Rob was just where he left him, sat in front of the TV
watching some old movie. Mark couldn’t get over how damn
sweet and innocent he looked wearing just his diaper and
plastic pants. However, armed with
what he knew now, his heart went out to the boy’s past
suffering but… even this real empathy
couldn’t detract from the obvious fact that… a thick
diaper on this particular teenager made him not only
look cute, but vulnerable and helpless. It
was also true that visually, although it accentuated
that particular area, the thick fabric removed any
notion of genitalia, made the lad sexless and, like a
child, playful without any sexual undertones. Having
said that, it was also true that, as his doctor friend
Paul had mentioned in many of their past conversations,
a padded bottom was like a magnet and all you could do
was admire it and give it gentle pat as it went past.
The fact that the bulky object underlined the notion
that the lad was still just a weak little kid who needed
all the protection he could get was weighing heavily on
Mark’s mind. He wasn’t a baby and the fact that at 14,
Rob was sure to be a sexual teenager with his own needs
and frustrations worried him and was an area of sexual
consideration. He questioned his own motives and, like
Paul, came up with the desire only to have a constant
‘little’ companion. He knew that others wanted their
‘littles’ for other purposes. He couldn’t pretend that
people will have their own interpretation of keeping a
young lad as a baby but Mark had convinced himself he
was only doing it for Rob. He desperately wanted him to
know again the pleasure of being with someone who doted
on and loved him. There was something wonderfully
appealing of having a lad dressed as a toddler. The
image stirred his heart more than his loins but there
was no denying that the attraction on several levels was
indeed very powerful. However, this
only made his desire and determination more intense and
he just wanted to guard the boy from further harm. One
way to change that immediately was to remove the strait
jacket. It was both cumbersome and
uncomfortable… and it would display a level of the trust
he had in the boy.
Rob looked up as
he entered the room not really knowing what to expect
but, strangely, very glad to see the psychologist again.
Mark waved a piece of paper in the air and told him that
he was legally now his responsibility, however, he could
suddenly see the boy struggling to know how to react.
Basically his mum had just disowned him but at the same
time, even in the short time it had been, he’d got to
like this man who was trying his best to make his life
better. He liked that someone cared.
He decided he’d do his best to help anyway he could so,
when the doctor suggested a change of clothes, he
happily agreed, which was just as well really as he had
messed his diaper a few hours earlier. He guiltily
looked up at Mark and told him that he’d had an
accident. Mark smiled, rubbed his hand on the top of the
lad’s newly shorn head and told him not to worry, that
was exactly what a diaper was for. However, he couldn’t
help but check that the plastic pants had done their job
and prevented any leaks onto his expensive furniture.
Relieved that all was well, he patted the boy’s full
padded bottom and aimed him towards the bathroom.
Unfastened from
the strait jacket Rob did something quite unexpected, he
threw his arms around the psychologist, hugged him
tightly and started to cry. Taken by surprise at this
turn of events Mark could only respond the same way. He
was overcome at the lad’s emotions and soothed him with
gentle stroking and whispered words of encouragement.
Eventually, Rob calmed himself and slowly eased away
from the doctor, his red eyes and the streaks of his
tears a testimony to his true feelings. Mark held the
boy out at arms-length for a good look and told him that
from that point on no one was going to harm his little
boy again. The fact that he said ‘his’ didn’t appear to
register with Rob, who slowly shimmied out of his
plastic pants aware that there was another problem
brewing. The smell was very apparent; Rob looking guilty
and embarrassed, whilst Mark was holding his nose in a
mock horror kind of way. Both began
to laugh as Mark released the tabs on the diaper and let
it fall to the floor with a sodden thud. Rob climbed
into the shower and Mark washed the boy thoroughly.
Back in the
spare bedroom, which would from then on be Rob’s Room,
Mark fished out another disposable…
“Do I have to
wear that?” The question wasn’t as angry as the last
time but one that showed he was resigned to doing things
he really would rather not. “Can’t I wear some of your
old clothes?”
Mark smiled.
“Perhaps we can sort something out later… but right now…
this and a onesie are all I’ve got that will fit.” Rob
was looking grumpy at the situation. “Besides…” and he
let the lad think on his words, “our deal was… and I
quote… I’d rather sit here in this diaper with you than
go back.” Rob knew he had no argument to
that so reluctantly let Mark lotion, powder him (to
prevent diaper rash he explained) before applying the
thing tightly to the slim, naked groin that was now so
perfectly bereft of hair and looking sweetly boyish. All
the fuss and bother meant that Rob nearly got an
erection, which would have been awkward for them both
but the swiftness of the ‘diaper operation’ made the
boy’s sudden visible excitement quickly disappear under
the tightly packed thick fabric. Deftly, Mark added a
clean pair of rubber pants to cover it all. Rob felt
silly, he wanted to rebel but… and this was a very
strange thing to think at that moment… the impenetrable
padding actually felt really warm and comfortable.
While he was thinking about that, Mark slipped a
clean t-shirt over his head as a finishing touch. Once
it was fitted Mark gave Rob a choice… as there were no
plans at that moment to go anywhere, he could wear just
what he had on or he could put on the new pajamas, which
was really one of Liam’s old onesies, over it all. Rob
was already feeling nice and warm so decided he’d just
put up with what he was now wearing. To begin with the
bulky diaper took a bit of getting used to when walking
around. It felt huge between his legs but he soon got
used to it and he didn’t even notice that the t-shirt
had a cartoon dinosaur print, something that he would
never have worn as it looked just too childish. However,
as he sat back in front of the TV the cartoon channel
was on and he sat giggling along to the antics of
several colourful characters. His substantial diaper
held him tightly and bizarrely he found comfort in the
snugness of the fit and the smoothness of the rubber
protecting pants. When Mark came in with his tippy
tumbler full of warm milk, he took it and sat drinking
with barely a thought to how it all looked. Soon, with
the milk all gone, he snuggled up in the crook of this
wonderful man’s arm feeling completely secure.
Mark was beside
himself on how well things were going. Indeed, he hadn’t
had to do anything to get the lad into the relaxed and
accepting state he was already in. The boy’s laughter as
he watched TV was a tonic and he appeared to have
accepted his new role surprisingly quickly. After Rob
had been watching the TV for an hour the psychologist
suggested that perhaps it was time for them to begin
their real first session. He took him back to his
bedroom, pulled the curtains and made everything dark.
He turned on some relaxing music and lit a pleasant
smelling candle. He also projected a slowly spinning
optical image onto the ceiling and asked his relaxed
patient to concentrate on it. “Just listen to my voice.”
His words came slowly, carefully measured. “Concentrate
on the swirling image as you slowly drift off.” He
couldn’t help himself as he stroked the boy’s brow. He
also couldn’t get over how bloody fantastic the boy was
when he was happy and relaxed. Both of them seemed to be
enjoying the moment as Rob snuggled himself into the
comfort of his bed. His diaper and rubber pants now just
as much a part of him as anything else he’d ever worn…
and they did feel unbelievably… comforting.
The soothing music and the fact that the doctor
was making him feel so… good… worked quickly on his mind
as he began to mentally float in an unreal world.
Mark continued with his gentle approach and
before too long Rob was relaxed and completely
hypnotised.
The psychologist
delved into Rob’s childhood and found that his father
leaving when he was only three had been the most major
trauma in his life. The fact that his father had
promised to come back for him, and never did, had built
up resentment and trust issues on a massive scale. His
mother never got over her ex’s treachery and blamed all
men, including her son, for being the selfish rats that
they all were. The stories and hurt and humiliation kept
on coming. Every opportunity she got his mother blamed
him for… everything that was happening to her. She
neglected and abused him in many ways but outwardly he
appeared no different to 50% of his school mates. Most
kids on that particular tenement were in a similar
position, so, no one took much notice of another
out-of-control or mistreated child.
The information
came pouring out. It was as if a safety valve had been
turned on and the mounting pressure just forced its way
out. Mark was astounded at how much anger, from an early
age, had built up inside the boy as a result of the
constant barrage of abuse from his mother. When he told
of how his mum would, in a drunken rage, beat him, he
got so agitated that he cried and wet himself. Mark
continued until the sobbing boy had got his story out
and had, with the doctor’s skilful and reassuring words,
begun to feel better again. However, Mark couldn’t help
himself, he regressed the boy back as far as he dare to
see what reaction he got. He appeared happiest as a two
year-old when he had both his mother and father in his
life and they had all gone on holiday together. He was
the centre of their world and he was loved. Mark decided
that was the period in time he would keep in Rob’s
psyche. He would build on that memory whilst instilling
in the young mind how much he loved wearing his diaper,
how he loved his daddy dressing him, how he just wanted
to be a little boy and please his daddy. Mark carefully
left much more info pertaining to keeping Rob as a happy
two year-old. He also left trigger words planted in the
back of Rob’s mind so, when he needed him to be a kid
again, the mere mention of those special words would
instantly transport him back to that happy time.
Mark gently
brought him back to reality. Rob had no idea what or
just how much he’d said but he felt ultra-relaxed after
the long session. The curtains were pulled back, the
fading sun still brightened the room and Rob suddenly
realised that he’d wet himself again. “Oh fuck.” Mark
looked at his patient to see what had caused this
comment. Rob felt ridiculous as he looked down at his
wet and bloated diaper, “I’m just a fucking baby,” he
quietly commented to himself. Mark
was surprised at the swear words. It
made no sense that after all that had been said and done
he should now find such words coming out of the mouth of
Rob deeply upsetting. He made a decision there and then
that as a 14 year-old Rob needed to change.
Mark said the trigger words and Rob immediately
regressed back to a two-year old toddler.
“Daddy is going
to change you… you messy little baby,” and he held out
his hand for Rob to grab. “Come on then… let’s get you
all cleaned up and in a fresh diapee.”
In the bathroom
Mark lay baby Rob out on the floor as he went off in
search of a few extra items. When he returned, he cooed
and spoke in baby jargon as he cleaned up his new baby
boy. As he lotioned and powdered Rob the giggling was
intense. Rob noticed that the boy’s little cock, now
with no hair around it, made him even more like a small
child. He kissed the boys naked belly before applying
the clean diaper and plastic pants and soon had his
happy, sweet toddler back to ‘normal’. He then slipped
the t-shirt off and fastened him into a short, light
blue cotton onesie that had press studs at the crotch to
make changing easier. It emphasised his bulging diaper
and the plastic pants just showed below the hem of the
onesie’s legs and made him look even more like the sweet
little baby that Mark was hoping for.
It had all
happened so quickly that the psychologist now began to
doubt exactly what had taken place and how and why it
had all come about. Was Rob aware of his new childish
status? Why had he not put up an argument…
or at least a petulant strop? He couldn’t get over the
fact that the sweet little boy, in the cutest of cute
kiddie outfits, now playing with his stuffed toys (more
items from Little Liam) had, only a few short hours ago,
been trying to attack him… the change was just
unbelievable. Perhaps, Mark began to hope, that the boy
had his own set of needs that just happened to coincide
with his own. These thoughts were madness… but… who
knew?
That evening
Mark called upstairs to his friend Paul and Little Liam
and told them he had a surprise. The
psychologist took ‘Baby Robbie’ on their first trip
together, it was only a couple of flights of stairs but
it marked a giant leap for both of them. Holding
on to his daddy’s hand (Mark had programmed the word
into Rob’s vocabulary and he was overjoyed when, a few
minutes earlier, he had called him Daddy for the very
first time) it was the way things were meant to be
thought Mark. Paul greeted them at the
door and was happily surprised to see Rob looking so
good as a toddler. He’d known of his friend’s plans of
course, but the speed at which it had all happened left
him staggered. He invited them both in, making a fuss of
the new youngster and telling him how cute and how sweet
he looked as he introduced him to Little Liam. “Daddy
can I play?” Rob looked quizzically up at Mark. “Only if
you play nicely with Little Liam… no snatching.” The two
young boys contentedly launched into some game that kept
them amused for hours. Mark and Paul chatted and began
making plans for the future including enrolling Robbie
at the crèche and planning a holiday together. Both
doctors had been very busy recently and getting away had
been almost impossible but now, they planned their lives
around their little boys and trips out were high on the
list of things to do.
The two thick
padded little bums crawled and ran around the house the
best they could, one minute building blocks, the next
coloring in books. They pushed their toy cars around the
living room, finding hidey-holes behind cushions and
exploring everywhere together. There was even a game of
chasing soap bubbles that were blown by Daddy Mark,
which only stopped for bottles of milk that their
daddy’s fed them. They eagerly sucked on the rubber
teats and seemed to enjoy the warm sustenance in the
bottle… they couldn’t get enough of it. Once finished
the men slipped a pacifier in each of their mouths and
lay them down for a nap. Looking like little diapered
angels lying next to each other the exhausted boys were
asleep in seconds. Daddy Paul had added a little
sleeping ingredient to their formula to help the boys
calm down from their exciting introduction to one and
other. They were going to be little friends together for
a long time, or so their daddy’s hoped, and this first
meeting had gone off really well.
Little Liam had even put an arm around his new friend as
they both snoozed wrapped in their thick, comfortable
diapers and cartoon onesies, while clutching their
favourite soft toy. Paul was delighted that his best
friend now had someone to share his life with… just like
he had with Little Liam.
The two men
chatted about what would and could happen but they
remained positive that these two sleeping little cuties,
the loves of their lives, would always be looked after
by their daddies. Indeed, it looked like they were just
as excited by the prospect as their little boys had been
when they’d found someone else to play with. The two
doctors were desperate to keep them young, innocent and
free from the hassle of growing up for as long as they
could. The constant wearing of their thick diapers would
keep them looking and feeling like kids and that’s what
their daddies were trying to achieve. The boys had been
through a lot during their short lives and perhaps this
was a sort of reward - no worries and tons of hugs. As
the toddlers cuddled each other whilst they slept, their
daddies raised a celebratory glass of wine and clinked
them together as they toasted the future. After all,
this was just the first day of the rest of the boy’s
well-loved and of course… well-padded life.
***tbc***
Part 5
Epilogue
Baby Robbie
seemed to flourish in his new life. All the negative
thoughts and actions had been banished from his mind
and, under the supervision of his loving daddy, he spent
his days at play with all his new friends. Despite the
small, though constant, niggling worry at the back of
Mark’s brain, his time had also never been happier.
Looking after a toddler as cute, loving and as
adventurous as Robbie was the most rewarding thing he’d
ever accomplished in his life. Forget all the accolades,
awards, certificates and degrees, they may have looked
impressive on his office wall, but he knew his true
value was in giving his baby boy all the love and
attention he could.
As a regressed
two year-old Robbie loved everything and looked every
bit the adorable kid he was as he ran around in his
bulky diaper trying and experiencing new things.
Although Mark loved to see that little cushioned
bottom getting involved in games with his friends it was
even nicer when he was curled up next to him as they
watched TV together. He loved dressing up the little
rascal. Early on, Paul had described to Mark how seeing
Little Liam at play, wearing a thick, well-padded and
stuffed diaper, had, for him at least, reinforced his
childishness. He never wanted his little boy to lose
that innocence; that visible packed diaper was the
symbol of that virtue. He wanted it to be a constant
reminder to all who saw Liam; the guiltless and
unsophisticated world in which his little boy was now
happily immersed.
Mark took up
this mandate and thought the same should apply to
Robbie, so their thick and highly visible padded bottoms
were the beacon for how little boys should always look.
Having said that both had some lovely, cheerful,
colourful clothes; occasionally Paul or Mark would buy
matching outfits for him and Little Liam because they
looked so damn adorable together. Because he was taller,
Liam looked like Robbie’s older brother but they still
acted and looked like little tots as they scrambled
around or made forts or fought intergalactic spacemen
or… they never seemed at a loss for things to play and
were constantly on the go. Sometimes,
there bottoms, like the rest of them, would be covered
in dirt or mud but thankfully, the plastic pants
protected them from doing too much damage to their
diapers. However, the boys always seemed to return to
daddy messy and wet and a change would have to quickly
be made so they could rush out and carry on with their
games.
It seemed
incredible that there were so many other daddies and
mommies with ‘littles’ of their own. Since the time the
crèche was instigated almost 20 months ago, the demand
for more and more places meant that their little company
had to expand. Mark and Paul and the two
retired nurses had built on that success and it had fast
become a very strong and well organised business.
Meanwhile, as the company swelled there was a little
game that the two daddies liked to play between
themselves… and that was to find the most adorable
clothes for the charges to wear. In the early days
colourful plastic pants were eagerly sought out for the
boys but as time moved on so did the desire to put them
in original designed onesies, specially made t-shirts,
shortalls or shorts that emphasised the bulky diaper
underneath. The boy’s wanted for nothing and always
looked distinctive, colorful and pretty.
Seeing the boy’s
storming around in their latest fashion, was always a
pleasure to the men, even though their clothes never
seemed to be on for long before their daddies came up
with another piece of exotic merchandise for them to
dress up in. Other daddies and mommies joined in the fun
as well… often treating their tots to some bizarre
creations. It appeared that most adults liked to see
their kids in original designs, so another company was
set up to develop those ideas and concepts and turn them
into reality. Sometimes the creation
was so well-padded the little one could only crawl
around as the bulky nature of the diaper between their
legs was so vast they couldn’t walk. No matter how
outrageous or challenging the design was, Mark and Paul
found a group of ‘creators’ who took up the challenge to
manufacture any new innovation. Mark’s favourite was a
pale yellow rubber onesie that he’d had made especially
for Robbie. He looked incredible in it and matched
perfectly with the pale green leather onesie that Little
Liam occasionally wore. Both had different coloured,
though matching, plastic or rubber pants that emphasised
the boy’s thick protection – though these outfits were
only worn on special occasions.
Mark loved his
and Robbie’s evenings together the most. He loved the
ritual of bathing his little boy. Splashing together in
the bath, playing with rubber ducks, plastic ships and
squirting toys made for a fun way to end the day. Mark
had used a lotion to make sure that Robbie’s pubic hair
would never return and, as he was permanently regressed,
his little cock was always happily at peace. Massaging
in the baby cream, powdering him and wrapping a nice
thick diaper around his waist before pulling on a pair
of leak-proof pants… was a magical routine he never
tired of. As he kept telling Robbie, ‘little boy’s need
all the protection they can get’, before finishing the
procedure with a delightful onesie that fastened between
the boy’s outstretched legs. A warm bottle of milk and
always, a loving embrace completed the night time
tradition. Mostly, Robbie slept in his own crib in his
own room, which had been designed and decorated with
cartoon scenes. Occasionally he’d sleep with daddy, who
appreciated the little warm body lying next to his. The
thick padding making sure that there were no accidents
in the night, which Mark found equally as comforting
when he hugged him tightly. Pressed up against little
Robbie in this way was a pleasure beyond worth.
He found peace and contentment having the little
fellow wrapped safely in his arms, often causing him to
quickly drift off into a deep and unperturbed sleep.
The business was
booming for all concerned. Its reputation was growing
and there was quite a waiting list of people wanting to
enrol their ‘little ones’. Indeed, so
successful had the project become that some of the other
daddies, who were very rich men indeed, wanted to invest
in further developing the venture. Little boys and girls
from all over the country wanted to come and play, which
became a bit of a nightmare to try to organise for them
all to attend. So, to begin with, and to ease the
burden, the group who ran the crèche organised regular
outings where everyone could join in. Sometimes it was
just days out, at other times they would take over a
villa or a camping ground that was for their exclusive
use. Mark soon found himself extremely busy with his
work as a much-in-demand psychologist, organising events
for the expanding business and of course keeping Robbie
happy. Soon a mail order company for the clothing, a web
site, a full time vacation hotel, camping and caravan
sites, were all added to the list of things that came
under the banner of ‘Diaper Desires’, the name of the
crèche and the company originally set up by the two
doctors. It was terrific to see little ones from all
over the world come together for unrestricted and
non-judgemental activities in the company of so many
other ‘littles’ like themselves.
The success of
the enterprise could have swamped both Paul and Mark but
their love for their boys meant that everything was
geared around them. They made sure that their tots were
at the centre of everything that was done and that it
was their needs, little though they were, that were
uppermost in any planning. Robbie and Liam were
completely unaware of the influence they had on the
business. They were unaware that their thickly padded
bottoms, loved so much by their daddies, had inspired
and were copied by so many others. After only 19 months
since baby Robbie had entered Mark’s world, the business
inspired by him and his playmate Liam, had helped create
an empire which seemed to grow more popular on an almost
daily basis. One day they might have to
grow up but at least for the foreseeable future Baby
Robbie and Little Liam are staying just as sweet as they
are... padded toddlers without a care in the world.
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